Barb’s Message Wall
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Barb&Mary Kay: The sibling love you share and put into daily action, and have shared with all of us moves my sisters and me beyond words. May Saint Theresa shower all of you with a bounty of blessings.
Barb…Well…I think we are all seeing that you have begun to define toughness and tenacity! Since God won’t give you more than you can handle, He surely has faith in you! Possibly even He didn’t bargain that you would be able to endure this much! Though I wouldn’t wish your suffering on my worst enemy, I am humbled by your strength of spirit, and I learn from it each day. And, although it pains me greatly to say it…I am glad the Hawks won and that the men in your house are happy. 
Have a restful and pain-free remainder of your weekend…we will be thinking of you as always!
UR STILL AMAZING….GOD BLESS UR WHOLE FAMILY…
I am praying that Jesus hands are holding you and take away your pain. You are in my prayers daily. And I have a lot of prayers warriors praying for you also. God’s peace to you
Barb-i check the barbstrong website daily-and have been thinking of you daily-You are such a remarkable and beautiful person on the inside and out! I am so sad for the pain and discomfort you are feeling-It is such a tough disease-You are so amazing-and we are all continuing to pray!! Please hang in there girl-You are amazing-I am truly touched how close and wonderful all of your family has been-God bless and keep the faith!!! love, jennifer
I have to smile… in addition to Katie’s children my Owen -6 and twin girls -4 are in Barb’s Children’s army too and pray for you everynight Barb. They also ask where you live and that they want to go to your house and play. You truly are in the hearts of young and old Barb! You are an amazing inspriration to me and your army that has moved me and mountains. I hope and pray today is a better day for you and your family. Thanks MK for writing to us everyday and every special event…you are an angel of a sister! Love, Stacie & Donny O’ & family
several weeks ago i asked my boys (parker, now almost 5! and hudson, 3) to say a prayer with me for my friend, barb…ever since, parker (the oldest) has been adding you to his bedtime prayer. last night, this is what he said (pardon the improper grammar…)”dear Jesus, please help my mommy’s friend, barb, to not be sick no more so they can play again.” you continue to be in the thoughts of young & old, near & far…hoping you can feel the power of all of our prayers for you- love you, friend!
Dear Barb and Family,
I wish I could do something to take the pain away. I hope you know that not only do Jeff and I check the Barbstrong site 2 to 3 times a day to see how you are , but so do the kids. My children through your family are seening so much love and so much strength from each of you. Their prayers go out to you everydayand they are learning the huge lesson about love and not sweating the small stuff. I am learning the same lesson too. Barb, we love you so much. Love, Lisa
Barb, I was sad to hear of your rough day. Remember when i asked you when the pain is really bad where does your thoughts go to? You told me you picture Christ placing his hands where your pain is and asking him to take it away from you. I’m picturing Christ laying his hands on your raw throat and taking all the pain away for you!
I went tonight to see Melissa Etheridge sing. She talked about all the Cancer Survivors..she sang “I Run For Life” I thought of you the whole song..the part where she sings …it can never have a piece of my soul..I smiled because not mater what this disease tries to take..It can never take your soul! Love you friend
Hi Barb,
so bummed to hear about your pain, I hope it goes away soon. I wish there was something I could do for you. Take care. love, kolleen
Dear, dear Barbara,
It is with much love that I send you this message. You have continued to believe and had faith through all the adversity you have faced. You are touching so many lives. People you will never know about will be helped because of you. You are such an inspiration to so many. Just keep your faith and believe, you are leading us into this next battle with a determination I have never before witnessed. You are loved by so many and we are here for you, Jason, Jimmy and Matt. Have a restful night my friend and know that there are many saying prayers for you daily. What a blessing you are–to everyone. Love you always, Marilyn and Steve
Barb ~
I have never met you in person; however, I have been reading your page since you were on the news a couple of years ago. You make me want to be a better person. Your faith in God & courage amaze me. I believe there is a “reason” for everything… this is a tough one to figure out though. I always tell my sons that God needs the “good” people with him so that is why
He chooses them. You & your family are in my thoughts & prayers. Be strong & find peace in your journey.
JMH
Barb ~ I’ve spent a great deal of time this evening thinking about you and your entire family. I’ve looked at all of your pictures numerous times and remembering the first time I met you and the conversation we had about everything you have been through, your faith in God, how blessed you are to have met Jason, your beautiful sons Jimmy and Matt, your amazing family, and friends. All of that in one evening. I am still in awe of you and your strength and amazing faith. I wish that I could take away your pain. I’m not going to lie, I am so angry with God right now. I know that he has a plan but it seems that this plan is not right, you should be here with your family and friends continuing your amazing gifts and blessing us all that know you and love you so much. I just want to say THANK YOU for being you and for making every person you meet feel like they’ve known you forever. You are SUCH an incredible person and you will remain in my heart as long as I live and beyond. I wish you great peace. I pray that your family feel your presence in their hearts and souls forever. I love you and please know that I pray for you every day. Peace be with you and your entire family! ~Carmen~
Mary Kay…S\Dpm’t minimize what you are doing.The Army appreciates you keeping us posted on what’s going on. Leave the medical stuff to the docs. The Haller team is unbelievable and you are a key part. We all love you for what you do. Keep it up.
Al
Barb, I only “know” you from a friend of yours on the Colon Club board. She “introduced” your blog to us and spoke so highly of you. All of us on the Board either have colorectal cancer or are caregivers. I myself have Stage IV colon cancer. I just wanted to let you know that I have joined the legions who are praying for you and your lovely family. I honor the journey you have made and are making. You are so clearly strong and courageous, and are well-loved by so many. I hope you are feeling a little better, at least. Your sister in Christ, Bev
Barb is so very fortunate to have so many angels around her right now. We pray for Barb to be pain free and for her angels. MK, I’m here for you…and GSCC is here for your family
Sorry you are feeling pain Barb. I pray you find something to take the pain away. Hugs, prayers, and love sent to you always my friend!
John and Wendy were here last night – that’s when I took the photo of them in their PURPLE sleeping bag. We were looking at the purple pix and Wendy was explaining to John what the tube in your nose was. And said it was very uncomfortable it is and how it was the procedure she hated most to do as a young nurse. She wanted to relieve pain, not inflict it. Hope the meds work and that you will be resting comfortably soon. Safe travels to everyone heading back to CA. Love, Kathy PS: I think John and Wendy get the prize for most purple in one photo.
Praying that the throat spray and lozenges work. We are so sorry you are having a rough day, we hope the new precription & throat meds help you.. Our prayers & thoughts continue each moment of the day..MK I pray for you & your mom and know how blessed Barb feels for each touch she gets from all of you. I know she looks up and sees you both loving her and caring for her. God will give you all the strength & courage you need.. Love & God Bless Norma & Leroy
Sending a prayer that you get some relief soon Barb!! Thinking about you all! Gentle hugs and much love!! Carmen
We are all praying so hard for all of you. You are all constantly in our hearts, thoughts, and prayers. I wish so much that I could help and take a piece of the pain for awhile for you Barb. Love you, Nik
Barb~ I am so very sorry that you are in such pain. I wish I could do something to take all of this away. We are praying for you and hoping something will help your throat. We are sending strength to endure this through the back yard. We love you~
Barb, I am so very very sorry you are having a rough time with the tube! I hope the medicine your sister brings back gives you some relief. You’re in my thoughts as always! Love You much Barb!
Aunt Barb i love you so much and i’m sorry about the that tube in your throat. i can’t imagine how uncomfortable you must be. i pray for you everyday. STAY STRONG! love, maddie
i wish i could take some of her pain away tell her i love her very much and so does shirley
I cannot tell you how often I think of you. I pray for your peace. Your friends at Hope Lodge have kept track via this webpage. You made Bill and Ed’s day the day you visited with them and missed your pedicure. Bill passed away Mar. 26. Bless you Barb for the joy you shared with all of us. In God’s time….ring those bells.
Hey Barb- Thinking and praying about you and your family today and everyday. Sending all my love and prayers your way! Love you lots,
Karla
Hey Barb!
I hope that you’re having an easy, lovely day.
Had a great “catch up” with Jil yesterday. Oh, do I miss you girlies!
We of course, laughed and giggled our way through many of our joint memories, sooo many that included you!
Also, while cleaning a cupboard recently, I uncovered the “hand” that we all got to use at your 40th….OMG….that one will always make me smile.
I am sending you much love and comfort dear Barb.
Hugs,
Lori
Wow! What an inspiration you are leading the bible study group in Bakersfield with the opening prayer. Thank you for continuing to inspire us and turn our thoughts to God as you battle through this. I know I speak for so many of us that you help us keep focused and to not get caught up in the little parts of life that really do not matter. Our faith, and love of one another are the most important things on our “to do” list. Love you much. Molly, Bruce and family
Barb, I think and pray for you all throughout the day. Little Lucy Bennett did a wonderful job remebering you and asking for prayers for you this morning at all school Mass at St. Cecilia. I hope you could feel all of those great kids lifting you up! Many blessings to you and your incredible, dedicated family.
Wendy
(MK, I hope to meet you one day. Thank you for allowing us to see through your eyes and heart…you have a gift)
Good Morning Barb and family,
I was thinking how it is already September(our bday month). I’m celebrating your Birthday everyday day! So happy that you came into this world to teach us all the celebration of Life! Thinking and praying for your peace! Godspeed be with you and your family today friend. Happy Birthday Month:)
Check out CNN website today Friday 9/3: President Obama has a purple tie on!! Barb–it’s totally for you I can feel it!! Purple fever has spread to the Whitehouse! Feel the strength! Sorry for you Republicans reading this. XXOOO Julie
Thinking of you today, as everyday. Love always, Kelly
Hey Barbara:
Keep Up.
Read your blogs. Donna Anspach fills me in.
Best.
Raj Patel MD
Cool morning out today! Wrapping you with love, prayers, and hugs. I have a purple bow on my car just for you Barb. Love you friend.
Barb-On this chilly Friday I am wearing my work attire: the SHORT CABI skort…Do purple undies count for purple! You bet they do! Hugs from me and nose kisses from the cats!! Julie
Thinking of you all and sending you prayers and postive thoughts! The love that you share as a family is such a gift. Praying that today is a good day surrounded with everyone who loves you so much. Sending you a big hug as well! Love you, Anne
Barb and family: Kylin and Araely remember you every night in their bedtime prayers and the rest of us have been storming heaven for you too:) We are inspired by your faith in God and know you have touched many lives because of your faith and the grace in which you have handled your sickness. Barb, I always enjoyed our chats during playground duty back in the day. You are a beautiful woman on the inside and out. Peace, Margy and family
God bless you and your beautiful family.
Peace be with you.
Hugs,
Sherry
I think about you all every day and tell Barb’s story when people see me wearing my purple Game On! Barbstrong bracelet. Peace be with you all. Sending gentle hugs and prayers to you all. Wearing purple proudly again tomorrow in honor of you all! Much love ~Carmen~
Barb and family;
It so saddens me to learn of another family being robbed of a loved by this horrible disease. I lost my brother 8 years ago to cancer at the age of 25. I was so hoping and praying that by now there would be a cure!! Your story has touched my heart tremendously. Oh I wish I could hug each and every one you! Find peace in the fact that Barb has been a fighter and has taught many others to do the same. I have found that the only way to make sense of all this is to realized that Barb and my brother were put on this wonderful earth to remind us to NEVER take any day we have for granted. They are inspirational spirits that leave a wonderful legacy behind.
God’s grace and love to you all!
Barb and family,
This website is such a wealth of love and prayers that lift up and inspire so many! I wear my purple with pride everyday and share the miracle of Barb everywhere I go. I BELIEVE in the power of prayer and the gifts for those who truly believe. Happy Birthday to darling baby Eric too! With LOVE and gratitude for your friendship,
Jil
Hi Barb, I got to Bible Study late today and I missed hearing you. I heard you opened up today with the prayer. You are so strong… and so brave! Which is really how you’ve lived your whole life. You never waited for someone to take care of you, you always went out and made it happen. I know you’ve taught Jimmy and Matt the same skills… to be strong, independent, and have a good work ethic.
I was just reading some of the old emails we’ve shared over the last 2 years. I’m so glad I saved them – I will treasure those forever. Take care…. I’m so sorry that you have to go through this. Please feel my hug I’m giving you now. Love, Kolleen
Barb; you and your entire Army has touched me! I hope you can feel all of us holding you dearly! Love you
How about another PURPLE OUT! on friday Sept 10? TERRIO Therapy-Fitness in Bakersfield has already committed to spreading purple all over Bakersfield again! To show how many people Barb has TOUCHED!
MK you truely have a gift!I’m touched by your words. thank you!! Give Barb and your whole family a hug from the ARMY!
This has touched my heart and I wish I could touch and alleviate Barbara’s pain. You are such a wonderful person who touches all of our lives’ with your blog. My prayers of healing are with your entire family. Love, Kati
Happy Birthday little Eric! Mary Kay and all we are so thankful for all of the gifts that each of you have that are helping Barb through each day. You are all angels in my eyes. Love to you all. XO Sue
Mary Kay, you write so beautiful and vivid. Thinking of you all constantly.
Hugs and prayers to you all.
Love Karina.
I, along with many others, feel so blessed to be TOUCHED by Barb and all of you! I can feel the HUGS surrounding all of you! May you feel the warmth, love and peace that surround you as we are all giving you hugs each day, mostly through our words and prayers!
MK — your posts truly TOUCH me. Thank you.
Barb’s journey touches our hearts,our souls our faith and our lives!
She has brought new meaning to everyday living and reminds us of our Savior’s Promise!!!
Much Love,
S
Barb-Julie here. I wear CABI everyday for you! Here comes a big HUG through your website – do you feel it? I’ll send another one just in case…HUG HUG. Love! Julie
Dear Barb, Last Saturday my neighbor Ann Doyle, who you met at one of my Cabi parties, came over to give me a purple ribbon to tie onto my purse in your honor. She has gone door to door in our neighborhood and passed out the ribbons and asked our neighbors to pray for you. Ann has also given the purple ribbons to her friends. I just want you to know how much you are being lifted in prayer. I am so touched by all who are praying for you, my dear friend. You and your precious family are in my constant prayers. Sending you lots of love, peace and light. I love you, Lisa
P.S. Thank you MK for all of your beautiful words!!
Sending all my Love to you and your family today and everyday!
Much Love,
Karla
How comforting to have our all powerful,all loving God in control of this heart wrenching journey! “This is the day the Lord has made, we will rejoice and be glad in it.” Praise you Father God for your love and comfort.
Hi Barb and Family,
sending you all HUG today( )!! I read this today and thought of you friend. “Love overcomes everything, even the most profound suffering.” Be at peace in your day friend..love you
Thinking of all of you and sending prayers!!! You are blessed to have such an awesome family by your side!!!
Good morning Barb (and all),
Greetings from sunny, and very warm California. We’re finally nearing fall, and of course my heart always wanders back home in Iowa and the beautiful final days of Indian summer there. My mom says that she is hearing the sounds of locusts in the evening….oh, what a wonderful memory that evokes in me. My favorite season for sure.
I would expect Jason is coming into to his very busy time of year, harvest.
I hope the rains have been favorable for the farm in Iowa Falls, or at least better than in Ames I can not wait until the weather turns down its dial 10-20 degrees out here.
Enjoy your day today,Barb…..it’s as precious as you are. I am sending nothing but positive thoughts and prayers your way.
Much love, and many hugs to you and your family,
Lori
Thinking of you and lifting you and yours up in prayer!! Blessings on your day Barb! Oxox
Good Morning Barb & family! So sorry to hear the Block was a no-go but thankful that it sounds like it was thought through well and the BEST case decision was made for you! Thinking of you today as always! Love you Barb!
You are in my thoughts and prayers all of Barb’s Army and especially Barb. Barb what a fighter you are. The gift you are giving to all of us is priceless. I’m praying for less pain for you and peace. I trained for a marathon with a good friend of yours Gina Isebrand. I will be thinking of all your friends and family during this time. Hugs to you.
Joyce Hagley
Barb- I just wanted you to know that I’m thinking about you today and sending lots of love your way. Love, Kristin
“Couldn’t help but think of BARB & FAMILY when reading DAILY WORD today & wanted to share, Thursday, September 02, 2010, MAY GOD’S PEACE FILL ALL YOUR HEARTS!”
“Inner Peace
The peace of God fills my heart.
A river rushing downstream tumbles over rocks and flows around fallen logs. It is a busy current of power and energy. But deep below the surface the water is calm and quiet, gently lending strength to the bustling activity at the surface.
Deep within me is a center of peace–a quiet strength that gives me the power and energy to pursue my dreams. When I pray, I draw on the peace within me. I trust in the strength and stability of God’s indwelling presence.
Although outer circumstances may appear tumultuous, my strength comes from the center of my being where the peace of my soul is undisturbed.
Let me hear what God the Lord will speak, for he will speak peace to his people.–Psalm 85:8″
Thinking and praying hard for you and your family continuously! I check your site multiple times a day for updates and to read the wonderful posts from everyone. You are such an inspiration, Barb! Your circle of family and friends around you are simply amazing and make me speechless. Feel the prayers of all of us and the positive energy we are sending your way.
Dearest Barb, Everyday I read all the eloquent and beautiful things your family and friends write. Although I sit here at a complete loss for words. My heart is breaking knowing the pain you are suffering. I truly believe in the power of prayer, and my whole family is keeping you in theirs. All my love, Liz Maitia Mebane
Your nephew was ON FIRE against UCSB!!! Just thought you and everyone else should know that:D
Peace Barb!
Had Matt in PE today, Wow! Not only are you Barbstrong, that boy is Mattstrong! Same energy exudes and had a smile from ear to ear. You raised him right… Just like you! hugs. (and 1 from my mom in Alaska!)
Everywhere I went today…I noticed purple! It was all over the place…I don’t think I will ever look at purple the same again…it will always remind me you and your amazing spirit…be well, have peace and have faith!
Barb-
Stay strong your doing great!!!! My hole family has been praying praying for you since you found out you had cancer. My hole family wore whatever purple we had just for u!!!
you rock barb stay strong,
Annalisa Stone
Every time I see the color purple I will always think of you and how much you have inspired me. Hope you have a good night.
I think of you and pray for you everyday Barb. Sending hugs from Florida
i love you! stay strong
God is ordering Barb’s Army gear? Using His alias JC? Wow, can’t wait to see THAT on High! So many people never know how much they are loved. There are blessings in all situaitons and this one shows us all how much Barb is loved and how much love there is in the world. No limits! Love, Kathy
Feel my hug Barb……I am thinking of you always! Prayers to you and your family. Hugs….Michelle
Barb,
How nice it was to have more time curled up on the couch with you! (You know how I love to plop down next to you and babble on for hours)! What I felt was you surrounded by the LOVE and FAITH of your amazing family. It is truly palpable! I carry those warm feelings with me today. So tonight I pray for more love and light, easy rest and God’s grace to continue to surround you. You are all held in the hands of God. Thank you for sharing that energy with me. I love you.
I just wish I could have been at Garces to see all the purple. I wore it on the plane to come to Kauai. Jeff’s Kauai Marathon is Sept 5th and we are here helping him with the Marathon. My morning started with a rosary for Barb & all her family. We are on our way to help Jeff get some things done this morning..
I thank God for the beauty I see in Kauai and for the Love & support of Barb’s family & ARMY Family. Love & prayers to all..
Thinking of you always and keeping your spirit inside of heart! So glad you are comfortable. Loved our little visit last week and spending a moment with you outside on that gorgeous day. You are so very special to me and so many people. We all love you so much, beautiful and strong friend. Jimmy and Sunny did well. Especially jimmy! He is one spectacular kid. Such poise. And Matt is wonderful too. I saw him and his cousin at the game last weekend. He always makes sure to say “Hi Mrs. Hampton”. Such perfect manners. xoxo to you!
Can one still order Barb’s Army gear? If so, is there a link to it? Thanks.
Learys still wearing purple and see a lot of Haller, Boylan and Schager Family and friends doing the same in Bkfld. An awesome tribute to you, your faith, perseverance and inspirition. Our prayers and love remain constant.
From the Reischman end of the family, we continue praying for you and all of the Haller, Schager and Boylan families. Know that while we are far away, we are with you in Spirit. We love you!
Good Morning Barb!
Just read your update on the block, and I’m so sorry that it didn’t work out as originally thought.
On a brighter note….I just read an e-mail from my sister LeAnn up at the lake, and both Libby and Lauren wore purple on your special day , at your special “home away from home” Clear Lake. Not only did they wear their purple….but Lauren beaded a special purple bracelet with your name in it, and a heart. Both girls have always adored you, and of course are pulling for you, big time! It was just months ago, as you know that their grandmother Hewitt was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer as well. This disease is hitting way too close to home again for them.
I honestly don’t think any of us will think of pancreatic cancer in the same, very seldom, rare and random way again. Your diagnosis has brought it to the fore front of all our minds…alerting us to its insidious nature.
Hoping your day is brighter, more alert, and filled with good cheer. I’m thinking and praying for you constantly. We all are.
Much love, and many hugs,
Lori
God bless you, Barb, and all the loving family and friends who surround you. You continue to be such an inspiration to us all. I can only say “Amen” to all the wonderful comments expressed here. With love and prayers for you and yours, Nancy Kovacevich
contine to love you and pray for you you are a very special girl you will always be in my heart forecer love you
Barb, we are continuing to pray for your comfort, and for the ongoing strength, perseverance, and faith displayed by you and all of your wonderful family. You are so blessed and fortunate to have such an incredible family (and friends) surrounding you. All of the Garibaldi’s are praying for you and your family!
Barb-It sounds like YOU and the doctors made the right choice not attempting the block. Hang in there! Still wearing the daily CABI (short!) “skort” (I should have bought two!) Love it but LOVE you MORE!!! Julie and three (sleeping) cats!
Praying for you Barb that the block works and continuing to wear my purple pride for you today in Omaha. I own a vegetable produce stand and plan on donating 10% off all sales this week to pancreatic cancer research. I am a breast cancer survivor and feel like I have reaped the benefits for what has been done over the years for breast cancer research. It’s time we do the same for pancreatic cancer! We CAN make a difference!I hope it turns out to be a great day for you today. Thinking of you in Omaha. Karen
I hope the block works and im keeping you in my prayers. I miss you and love you.
Your Niece, Julianne
Barb: I hope you remember me..I remember your wonderful happiness and positive attitude you always had, while I was the Manager @ Oak Street Car Wash. You were always a great and positive person. That was 20 years ago, but I still remember your contagious smile! I now am friends with your nephew Riley, and he is a wonderful kid! I met him at SCC and we golf together sometimes and have breakfeast. I want you to know, I am praying for you and you are a special person!!! God is gracious and God is in charge!
Barb,
We are praying for you. We miss you!
Barb, I get this big grin on my face when I think of our Southern Living experiences. Your creativity for decorating is something that I could never compare. I was so inspired by your creativeness. I learned so much from you. THANK YOU!!!What an inspiration you and your family have been. We will pray for you that everything goes in your favor tomorrow. Give that great big smile that you give and the room will shine with God’s glory!
Hi Barb! You probably don’t know who I am…but MK sure does! My husband Kevin and I have been quiet members of your army for the past two years…praying for your journey to be filled with strength and faith. Please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers…and that the students at St. Elizabeth Ann Seton have been praying for you during their morning assembly this week. Feel the power of our prayers.
Barb, you and I have never met, but I am so moved by the compassion so many people showed yesterday at Ames High School. I’ve never seen so many kids and teachers wear purple. It was awesome, and the kids of Ames High ROCK! It moved many of us just seeing purple. We are all grateful we were able to be a part of your army, and will continue to do so!
Good Evening Barbara!!
As you know–You, Jason and the boys are ALWAYS on my mind, in my thoughts and ALWAYS in my prayers! You continue to AMAZE me with your strength. You are so blessed to have your Mom and all your wonderful sisters there to love and support you as well Jimmy, Matt, Jason , all the Schagers, and all your family and friends that have been there!BARBS ARMY ROCKS!!!
As you have told me many many times.. “Don’t worry about anything, instead, pray about everything.” Philippians 4:6 Barb, I am praying like crazy tonight for you and your successful procedure in the morning, I pray that you can be pain free. You are an AMAZING women that I am so blessed to call my dear friend! Love and prayer to all of you!!!!
All day this hymn has been going through my head, and I know it’s for you:
“Thine is the glory, Risen conquering Son; Endless is the victory thou o’er death hast won.”
Blessings and peace to you and your family.
He gets his tact from his mother… shocking to you, Barb, I know! You have quite a team “blocking” for you tonight. I’m there in full pads! Love you and praying hard for you and your terrific family.
Praying the BLOCK works! Praying for you and your family Barb!
I love being friends with Matt and sitting with him in all of our classes… he did look like a dork in his purple boa, I will stick to my purple shoelaces in my football cleats! Game On!
Barb,
Although we’ve never met, I feel like I’ve known you, and your story, for many years. I’m one of Tom Stark’s sisters and have followed your path from the fateful day you met your future husband to moving to Iowa, and now, to your difficult journey with cancer. I didn’t know you had a website until tonight, but I wanted to tell you of something that happened yesterday. I wore purple. Lots of purple. Wore it to work. From my clothes to my pen to my folder, even a matching straw. People commented. I don’t have a clue why I chose to wear that color, it isn’t part of my normal color scheme. But now, tonight, reading your posts, I know why. I became a part of Barb’s Army. That’s why. I am blessed to join this special group and I offer my sincere blessings to you, blessings for hope, for rest, and most of all, for peace.
And now, please excuse me, I need to look in my closet for something else purple to wear tomorrow…
Julie Manas
Hey Barb!
Well….I’d say the “purple out day” was a huge success! What a visual indicator of your supportive army….so cool!
Honestly….I’m pretty sure that from now on, the color purple will never be thought of the in the same way. It will be forever more be a symbol of you, dear one.
I will most definitely say my prayers tonight with the block in mind for you. What a blessing that would be.
By the way….Matt was hysterical in his purple feather boa. He looks so much like you,Barb. And Jimmy and his website entries are so precious. What awesome sons you and Jason have!
Much love and anxiously awaiting good news of you tomorrow.
Sleep well,
Lori
Our prayer for you is that the block will work to alleviate some of your pain. Just know how much you are loved by everyone & our thoughts & prayers go out to you & your family.
Lots of prayers for you that the block works! You continue to amaze everyone with your spirit and stamina, Barb!
Barb, you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Your grace and beauty inside and out makes you forever the “Queen of the Purple Hearts.”
We are wearing PURPLE and PRAYING that the BLOCK works!! Sending all our love, Karla, Justin, Jared & Jayden
glad you all had a better day today!! praying that the procedure works so barb can feel better and be more alert and enjoy all her friends and family!!! i continue to wear my purple day in and day out!!! PURPLE PRIDE!!! barb you are my hero!! you make me strive to be a better person/mom!! you are surrounded by a great amount of LOVE!!!! i will always hold on to all my memories that i have with you!! the summer i lived with you was one of my best summers yet!! i learned so much from you! you are an amazing women!! love you, sarah
p.s. you have an amazing family!!!!
We are praying for a good night, and success for the Block! Love you
Prayers and well wishes from the Wicks Family!! Praying that the block will work.
Barb, Thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!
I will also pray that the block works and its a SUCCESS for Barb! I also have my family on this!! Lots of extra prayers for you today!!
I will pray that the BLOCK works!!! May god touch you and remove your pain..xoxo
Hi Barb & family! Thinking of all of you today!
Joan- Just wanted to let you know that Mrs. Jackman saw the purple yesterday at Garces and has allowed the kids to wear purple again today, which is breaking her very tough uniform rules this year. Today’s purple at Garces is going to outshine yesterday’s purple. A mass was going to be said for Barb today also at Garces. We love your whole family.
I posted on facebook and had people wearing purple for you and their loved ones touched by PC…What a PURPLE turn out !!!! What an ARMY loving you Barb!! You are always in my heart!
Thanks Jimmy! Aug 30th PURPLE OUT! What a success and a blessing! Love you all, Karla
God bless you
all..Barb and her ARMY are so strong.
i love you(:
Everywhere I went yesterday, there were fellow Barb’s Army people to hug in purple! You are an inspiration! Love you
Dearest Barb and Family, I would like to share a poem that my oldest grand-daughter, Berlin taught to me…..There’s a very special place in God’s big sky where I went to get my wings and then I learned to fly. I floated on a puffy cloud while watching over you. hearing everything you said, I saw what you could do. But then I knew you needed me. You called and I was there, cause I’m your Guardian Angel and I will always care. We are all on our knees praying for your comfort. You are all so strong We are wearing purple!!We Love You, Gail and Family,
LOVE all of the purple support. I too wore my purple yesterday. I shared your story with a number of people attending my meetings this week so you have additional prayers from around the country. You are so loved Barb and I truly hope that gives you peace! Sending gentle hugs and sincerest prayers to you and your entire family! With much love ~Carmen~
Dear Sweet Barb, I wanted to tell you again what a truly special person you are to me. I cherish the fact that God sent Justin and I to the Mayo last February so we could be there the same time you and Jason were. What are the odds of that? You were so positive when visiting us and going the extra mile to help us. Your unwavering faith and positive personality have been so inspirational to me. You will always hold a special place in my heart and i fill priviledged to have you as a friend. I continue to lift you,Jason, the boys and your family up in prayer. love you, Courtney
Dear Barb and Family, I lit a candle at the Grotto of Notre Dame and said a decade of the rosary for you and your family today. May this bring peace and comforting to you, knowing that God is holding you in the palm of His hands. Barb’s Army is truly inspirational and your family is one of a kind! Sending all my thoughts, prayers, and love from South Bend!
Love always, Lisa
Wearing purple again for you today in Omaha Barb! I plan on wearing purple every day this week (I had to go shopping. Darn!) because one day just doesn’t do you justice!
What an amazing figher you are! What an amazing family you have and an enormous army that loves and adores you!You are in my thoughts and prayers ALL day long! God bless you Barb!
Barb
I have been following your blog per a friend (Kris Gross) from Ames for some months now. My husband, my two little boys and myself sported our Purple yesterday! While out to eat last night…a woman at another table commented to our little 3 year old boy Zachary “Why look at all your pretty purple shirts”. Zachary replied to her…”We’re part of Barb’s Army! Aren’t you? Where is your purple shirt?”. Children really “get it”. We explained your story to this woman…I think it’s likely she’s wearing purple today to! There is a family in Bennington, Nebraska who couldn’t be more proud of you Barb…and your family. You and your family are in our every prayer!
Well Jimmy – You did it – what an amazing day this was. It started at St. Francis – so many purple ribbons – purple ties and full blown purple head to toe…although your cousin Bridget stood out above the rest shining up there with the biggest purple ribbon tied on top of her head. Everywhere I went today somehow it was a sea of purple-it made me think of you, Barb at every turn. So many strangers in purple everywhere I went I wanted to go up to each and everyone of them – to see if they knew you! I even saw a purple bra! Only in Bako (well just the straps) I wore my purple sunglasses all day…I felt that each and every bit of purple that I saw today was just a morsel of everything that you have given to so many people. Your fight, your strength and your faith will continue to change lives forever! Thank you…
Dearest Barb and Family,
We wanted to share with you a poem that Pete wrote in 6th grade and was publishished. We just received a copy today!
It is Titled
JESUS
Your hair is like a saint withe eyes that glisten in the sunlight. Your nose, so long but as beautiful as your words. Your lips are so sweet because of the things You told us. Your skin is as bright as the sum and upir expession on your face shows me how much You love me. Your face so sweet and full of wisdom. and I am blessed to have You as my Lord.
We love you and continue to think of all of you especially this time of year. Please know that you will be a part of our lives forever!
Brian, Diane, Lauren, Jenna, Kevin and Pete
Antongiovanni
Barb, I am so proud to call you a friend! You are such an amazing person. I admire your constant courage, immense strength, and unwaivering faith. You are such a wonderful mother, your kids love you so much, and you have done such a good job, they are great! You and your family are such an inspiration, you can see and feel the love that you all have for each other. Thank you for showing us all how to really live! Praying for you all. We Love You!
We weren’t able to go all out on purple at garces today because of our uniform. but tomorrow is a PURPLE OUT day at Garces now! we are all going to wear purple and send you another picture! i love you!
In honor of Barb Boylan Schager and her fight against pancreatic cancer Only Home Grooming is donating $5.00 for every dog grooming session for the month of September to Pancreatic Cancer Research. Call Candi at Only Home Pet Services to schedule your dog’s grooming appointment 515-231-1436. Or visit http://www.OnlyHomePetServices.com for more on grooming. Girly girl dogs will be sent home with a purple boa in honor of Barb’s Army! Game on Barb, Ames is FIGHTING for you!
Hey aunt barb it’s been over a year since I’ve seen you but the memories of tahoe I will never forget. I love you
It is so amazing to see that out of something so heartbreaking all this joy and love can flow. Barb look at what you are doing. You are inspiring all of these people, young and old, who know you and some that have never met you to unite as one to show their support against this ugly disease. Your work to fight this cancer has not gone unnoticed and will not stop. Instead it has brought countless people together and inspired all of us in one way or another. Mary Kay thank you for your selfless work on the blog. To share your observations and thoughts everyday has been a gift. Barb we love you with all of our hearts and pray for you and the boys, Jason and of course your sisters, brother, mom and dad and all of your family daily. Sending a 1000 hugs and lots of love! Lee, Kryssy, Collin, Nikki & Will Jamieson
Although, I don’t know you very well. I have heard all about your family
at the Phoenix reunion, and the time I was in your mother’s class at Garces for three years. And followed your story through Monsignor Craig.
You and your family are more than an inspiration.
Too me you are angels here on earth.
You and your family are in our prayers.
i love ya girl plain and simple
Hi Barb, I just saw Dianne’s facebook on purple day. I rode w/ Lance here in Steamboat on the Continetal Divide ride for LiveStrong. I was diagnosis with breast cancer end of May. Luckily Stage I. My thoughts and prayers are with you! Love Judy
OK…even my dog, Champ was sporting his purple!
We LOVE you Barb……I pray you were lifted up today of all days!!
Much love from Sierra Madre,California.
Hugs and love,
Lori
You are a true inspiration, Barb. So much purple today, I am sure that some were wearing it and not even knowing why! I have to thank you for showing me and my family how important it is to live life to the fullest. You have touched so many so deeply, one can’t help but take stock and see how they can follow in your footsteps and so affect the lives of others. One thing is for sure, I will from now on, when thinking about declining a social invitation, volunteer opportunity or new experience, say to myself, “What would Barb do?” And by following that advice, you will have changed my life as well. All our love is with you and your amazing circle of support.
Friend, We are all one! God was so visible today in purple. It made me cry with joy.
Dear Barb,
How inspiring it was to see all the purple around Ames today!!! As I walked little Charlie down to his Pre-K classroom today, he once again, proudly showed me that he had his purple Barbstrong bracelet on, and promised me that he wouldn’t lose it. When we entered the classroom, we were greeted by Miss Teri (Prochaska) who of course, was sporting a beautiful purple top! After school, Charlie talked about how neat it was that his teacher also knows Barb! I explained to him that Barb came to Ames a few years ago and that almost everyone in Ames knows and loves Barb…because she gives love and lets her love for life and God shine. I will forever remember this purple day…and how God let it be a day for all of us to find clarity in what our lives here are truly about. Thank you, Barb, and we love all of you!!!!
xxoo
the Bennett Family
Jody, Darryl, Henry, Lucy, Charlie & Edie
I’m wearing my purple scrubs to work all week with prayers and love to you and your family. We enjoyed our visit on Saturday. We love you!
Barb,
I can’t believe how many people wore purple today at Gilbert! People who didn’t even know you personal wore purple(: It made me feel good walking into school seeing them in purple knowing they are supporting you and pancreatic cancer. Everyday I wake up and realize it’s a new day, and know that we never know what is coming ahead of us. You are truly my hero, and inspiration. Every night I check your website and see how your doing. It still brings me to tears to know all the support you are getting, it’s amazing how much barbs army as gotten. Godbless you and your family. You will always be my hero Thoughts& prayers. Barbstrong<3
XOXOXOXOXOXO.
Barb and all…my friend, Chris Sharp (who Barb knows from Iowa City) wrote this to me in an email this week. She was inquiring about you. Her mother-in-law lost her fight with aggressive lung cancer four years ago so she has experienced what you all are experiencing right now. I am sure she wouldn’t mind if I shared it with Barb’s Army…because it is so true.
” as terrible as her suffering is for her family and friends they are making some of the best memories that they will have. everyone is together and very clear on what is important. it is such a reminder of what truly matters. in the end when everything is stripped away you see how little the things we do and have mean. they are really nothing — but the people around us are everything. if we could live our lives accordingly, we would be much happier and more peaceful, i think. it is just so hard to slow down and turn down the noise.”
God Bless!
Barb,
I can;t believe how much purple i saw today. You truly are an inspiration to people you have never met. I hope you are as happy about this as I am!!!!! I love you so much:)
and about Matt’s foot. Your boys are like you – vibrant and tenacious!! I’m sure they are proud that you are their MOM. Just wanted you to know that purple was on in Alabama!
Barb, I came across a post last night on Facebook about Barb’s army and I went to barbstrong to check it out. Since we had moved to Alabama prior to your diagnosis, I had no idea what you have gone through. I read your entire blog last night – MK you are amazing with your posts! Barb, what I envy in you is your amazing faith!!! Keep strong!! I remember when we first met at Cardinal Gymnastics when Matt and Courtney were in Tumblebugs. I remember you telling me your California story and about Matt’s foot. Your boys are like you: vibrant and tenacious! They are blessed to have you as a MOM!! Just wanted you to know that there was purple on in Alabama. . . .
Hi Barb, Dianne, Dave, Danielle, Dominique, Delaney and the rest of your family. Thinking of you all sooo much and how strong your spirit is. I ended up wearing a purple shirt today by coincidence and just found this out! Much love and hugs. xoxo
Barb, Erica mentioned that at least half the student population at Ames High was dressed in purple today … she said it was an amazing thing because you can’t get Ames High kids to do ANYTHING en masse! It’s just another testament to how people feel about you and your family, Barb. Many blessings to you this beautiful evening. Hugs, hugs & hugs!
M.K., you are amazing with such talent. You really need to write a book. Purple from Bass Lake, CA. My love to Helen and all the family
Well, it’s so hard to wear purple in Wisconsin because we only wear green and gold! But, I did it anyways to show my “Game On” spirit!!! Sending all of you hugs, prayers and love from Oshkosh.
Joshua 1:9 This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go. A friend posted this today,and it hit home. You are courageous! Have a good evening. It was a beautiful purple day at the High School.
Ames High Swim and Dive team was decked out in Purple today! I even saw a pair of purple birkenstocks -awsome! You sure know how to organize an Army Barb! Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family! Peace!
Love to all! Please give Joan an extra squeeze from me MK:)
As I will be giving squeezes to her family tonite…..
The only purple in my closet was the evening gown I wore to my son’s wedding last year, I am very happy to have some meaning wearing this dress again today. Of course my Dentist and his hygienist seemed a bit suprised, but once I told them why they understood. What can you say about Walmart shoppers they have seen it all! Many errands to run today so I have prepared myself for curious stares. Must say I quite enjoy the attention and of course dressing up is always fun. I am happy to be a part of a strong supportive team with family and friends for the awareness of pancreatic cancer. Possitive energy & Love, Monica
LOVING seeing all of the purple around Ames today! Everywhere I have been someone is sporting and supporting you! what an incredible testament to how many lives you have touched. I have never felt so great wearing my K-State shirt God Bless all of you.
Barb-I’m wearing purple top (too tight) and CABI “skort” (too short)!! “work attire” – wearing it every day!! Thank G I work at home nobody sees the too/tight too short get-up. LOVE AND HUGS-Julie
What a jerk I am! I swear I stood in my closet for the longest time this morning just staring. What to wear? Unlike Barb, I don’t look like a million bucks in clothes so I don’t care too much about them. Later in the morning, sitting at my desk, it dawned on me! I was supposed to wear purple today. I stood in that damned closet for so long because I knew I was forgetting something. It quickly became a purple ribbon day.
Menopause brain is really tough sometimes but it pales in comparison to what your beautiful family is going through.
Godspeed to you all.
Garces high school is making an official purple out day for barb tomorrow!!!:) will send pictures!!!!:)
God bless
Think of you everyday please let me know if I can help ith anything I can bee reached at 231-3763
Wearing my purple Barbstrong bracelet and thinking of you!!! My favorite color!! Barb you are so LOVED…. God has been with you on this long journey and has been by your side!! You are in great hands!! You inspire me to be a better person! Your family is AMAZING…… If there is anything that I can do for any of you please let me know!!
SENDING HUGS
Liz
I am thinking of you and sending you love.
Barb we are all wearing purple at your dental office today in honor of you. It is so amazing how many lives you have touched. You all are in our thoughts and prayers!
Barb:
Wearing purple and thinking of you.
It’s truly amazing to read all the posts from friends and family all over the country. It’s so obvious how many lives you’ve touched and how much you’re loved. Jimmy and Matt had a great idea, I see purple all over Bakersfield! Love ya!
Mary Kay: Thank you for letting all of us “HEAR” what is going on with Barb and all of you. Through the pain and the tears we are all moved by the love and devotion to Barb. Thank you for helping us to FEEL God’s love in the midst of her suffering. Love, Molly
it’s not just a color anymore, barb- it’s a symbol of you. whether it’s clothing, nail polish, pots of flowers, lettering on signs, or an eggplant sandwich (which, by the way, ‘the cafe’ is serving as their lunch special today!)…intentional or unintentional…PURPLE is EVERYWHERE! purple is a part of you that will live in all of us from this day forward…Game On! Barbstrong!
What an AMAZING young man Barb has raised in doing all this for his mom and all others affected by PANCAN…GO JIMMY & BARB’s ARMY!!!!
Wearing purple today in honor of Barb. Sending prayers of peace to you all.
Purple in West Des Moines! MK and family. My name is Michelle and my sister Tammy is the friend that Barb spoke of in her January posting. Much like you, I blogged and posted most every day keeping family and friends updated while my precious sister fought her battle with this horrible disease. And while Barb was fighting her own battle, she spent countless hours with me and, more importantly, with Tammy. Her love and selflessness gave my sister the courage to face eternity knowing that paradise awaited her. I think she and Barb had a special connection because my sister’s kids were the same age as Jimmy and Matt when their father passed–very young. Barb’s indescribable compassion will never be forgotten. I know the Lord was working through her in a powerful way. I understand what you and your family is experiencing right now; it’s a surreal time and precious beyond words. God bless you all and please let Barb know we love her and continue to pray for her and the entire family nonstop.
I am proudly wearing my purple in your honor today, Barb! I even have a purple handbag. Many here at AMS are wearing purple to honor and recognize you, your family, and your courage and faith. Many blessings!
Wearing PURPLE in Adel, IA…and thinking of your family today:)
Purple purple everywhere! You are greatly loved! Rest well today Barb while we sport our color of support and show the world we care!!
Hey MK
The girls and I are PROUDLY wearing our PURPLE today! Tom just called and wanted to let you know that Jimmys interview should be on KCCI News channel 8 tonight at 5:00!! Love and prayer to all!
Wearing purple and my Barbstrong bracelet for you Barb. Nate has his purple on at AHS today and I’m seeing it all over town. Love to you all!
I went for a run in my purple today and all thoughts were with you! Love, Julie
Wearing purple today in Iowa City and thinking of you Barb. Peace be with you and your awesome family today and always. I love you!
We are wearing purple in Seattle and praying for all of you.
Wearing purple for you today, Barb! Jimmy’s idea is great! Lots of love to you and your family!
My children attend the Ames School District and heard that today everyone is wearing purple for Barbstrong. Our whole family is wearing purple today to remind us of how life is precious, take nothing for granted, live life to it fullest and keep family, faith and love close to our hearts. Praying for you and your family.
So proud of the St. Francis kids in Bakersfield. With uniforms on they proudly found ways to wear purple. They are wearing purple ribbons in their hair, purple tennis shoes, purple shoe laces, purple bracelets, on and on. They were darling at the morning opening prayers and it was great to see. Barb’s Army Rocks!
Barb’s Army,
We are rockin’ our purple here in AZ and praying for a rest filled, peaceful day for Barb.
You don’t know me, but I’ve read your story…I’m going home at lunch time and put on purple.
What Cancer Cannot Do ~
Cancer is limited
Cancer cannot cripple love;
Cancer cannot shatter hope;
Cancer cannot erode faith;
Cancer cannot destroy peace;
Cancer cannot kill friendship;
Cancer cannot destroy memories;
Cancer cannot silence courage;
Cancer cannot invade the soul;
Cancer cannot steal eternal life;
Cancer cannot conquer the spirit;
Cancer is limited…..
TERRIO Therapy-Fitness in Bakersfield is proudly wearing our PURPLE today!
Proudly wearing purple in your honor in Bakersfield,offering mass for you this morning.Love and prayers.
I saw this late and ran home from work to put on my purple polo. I also wanted to let you know the Life Teen retreat was offered this past weekend for you and for your family. I know you would have been touched by the heartfelt prayers of the core and teens throughout the weekend. Thank you as always for your shining example. We love you!
Many of the middle schoolers and teachers are proudly wearing purple! Our thoughts are with you!!!
I’m proudly wearing PURPLE in Des Moines and sporting my BARBSTRONG bracelet, just like I do every day! Love you! Kristin
God bless you, Barb, on your journey. His comfort and peace to you and your family and all the wonderful folks watching over you.
Wearing purple in Utah today and thinking of you all with love and prayers! Great toe color that I always wear, Jiggy by Creative. Great purplely blue color, lots of fun and great for the cause!
Wearing purple in Milwaukee! Love you, Barb, Jimmy, Matt, and Jason!
Have my purple on! Love U! Put it on my carepage too!
Wearing purple (and CABI) at Ames High.
Wearing purple in Elk Grove…
Wearing Purple in Alden…
Wearing the Purple proudly in honor of you and your family and all that have been touched by Cancer. Praying for a peaceful day for you Barb. Love you.
Wearing purple and CABi very proudly for you Barb!
Wearing Purple in Ruston, Louisiana. God bless.
Barb I feel like I know you and your family so well.What a beautiful family. Wearing purple today in your honor. From Toronto, Canada
Wearing Purple in Chicago, Il in your Honor.
Wearing purple in Iowa City! My toes have been painted purple for the past year! Every time someone comments on the purple, I share Barb’s amazing story and ask for them to pray for her and all those with pancreatic cancer. MK, thank you for your amazing post on Saturday. I have shared it with my friends that know Barb and we feel the awesome power of your family’s love! Truly the grace of God is with you all.
The Purple Day was forwarded on Facebook. I’ll be in my Purple Prettiest and thinking of you, even though we’ve never met. Your story resonates with me and your faith is an inspiration.
May tomorrow be awash in the color purple, from sea to shining sea…and every day after, as Barb’s Army soldiers on, prayerful of peace for dear Barb, and immense blessings for her ‘Cadre of Soldiers’…her family….
Not even sure if there is purple in my closet, but I will find something and I will proudly share your story and your inspiration with everyone. You have touched many lives with your Faith and courage and we honor you by passing that to others. God Bless you, Jason, Jimmy and Matt.
Dear Barb,
Hi, it’s Christie, Kelly O’Connor’s friend. I’ve been following your fight and am so proud of you! I continue to pray for you and your family, and am so in awe of the person you are and the legacy you’re leaving for your children. The amazing person you are comes through loud and clear on this site, and you’ve touch my life without even knowing it. Thank you!
Here’s a quote I wanted to share with you from Jesus to Sister Faustina about the Divine Mercy Chaplet.
Jesus said to Sister Faustina:
“Say unceasingly this chaplet that I have taught you. Anyone who
says it will receive great Mercy at the hour of death. Priests
will recommend it to sinners as the last hope. Even the most
hardened sinner, if he recites this Chaplet even once, will
receive grace from My Infinite Mercy. I want the whole world to
know My Infinite Mercy. I want to give unimaginable graces to
those who trust in My Mercy….”
“….When they say this Chaplet in the presence of the dying, I
will stand between My Father and the dying person not as the just
judge but as the Merciful Savior”.
http://www.ewtn.com/devotionals/mercy/dmmap.htm
I’ve prayed the chaplet for you in the past, and thought you might like one of your family or friends to pray it with you as well. It is an extremely powerful prayer. It brought much peace to my mother and I during her fight with Pancreatic Cancer. In fact, I prayed the chaplet while my mother was dying, as requested by her (and Jesus.) I KNOW my mother’s soul went straight to Heaven and God, not only because she was a good person like you, but because of Jesus’ promise through the chaplet. I hope it brings peace to you and your family and friends as well.
God bless you and your family now and always.
Love,
Christie Goodin
All of the Freshman Class of GMHS is going to be weariing purple tomorrow in honor of you and all of those who are fighting this disease!
God Bless You,
The Alexander Family
Hey Jimmy and Matt: We will all be wearing purple for your mom tomorrow. Your courage and your faithfulness to her is such a great thing to witness. We love your mom. XOXO..Oliver, Ruby, Scarlet, Finn, Lisa, Jeff, and Grandma Mary
We are all wearing purple tomorrow!!! You are in our thoughts and prayers at all times. I know you can feel the love and comfort of your children, husband, parents, in-laws, extended family and friends. The greatest gift in the world is the love of those around us. Your journey has been such a testament to this. All of love to those who are with you right now. Love, The Busaccas
PURPLE in Nipomo, CA. My love to all of you.
I will be wearing purple back in Barb’s hometown of Bakersfield. Barb I think of you and your smile often. My constant thought and prayers are for you and your beautiful family. God Bless you, and All My Love, Liz
garces is going to look like a giant purple barbstrong bracelet! you are such a role model to all of us!! hopefully i can get a picture of all of us and send it to you. i love you
My heart goes out to you – Barb, your husband, children and all your loving family and friends. I will continue to keep up the prayers & positive thoughts. God bless each & every one of you. I will wear purple in Bakersfield tomorrow.
Purple in California!!!
Praying for you Barb and your family! Will be wearing purple in St. Louis!
Everyone is wearing purple! What an inspiration you are barb! stay strong! BARBSTRONG!!! i love you.
Purple in Utah!!!
I praise your strength as you take on all that has been given to you. My niece Robynn Goodell was a another amazing woman that fought cancer with amazing grace. Even though I have never met you my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I will proudly wear purple from California tomorrow.
Dear Barb,
I had the privilege of meeting you in Bakersfield when I was visiting my Aunt Suzanne (Suzanne Rogers)! You probably don’t know me as well as I feel that I know you, but when I found out about your diagnosis I started praying for you and haven’t stopped since. Today I lit a candle at church for you i hope you feel better and just know that you are in my prayers and thoughts! Please tell Jimmy that I will proudly be wearing purple tomorrow along with my mom, her friends, and all of the people that continue to pray for you and your family form the Monterey Peninsula!!! With much love, Grace Pryor XOXOXO
I meant my friend..:)
San Diego will be representing PURPLE OUT..Wearing my Relay for Life Cancer Shirt in honor of your friend and for all with Cancer! Great idea Jimmy:)
Jimmy,
Thank you for your post about purple! What a wonderful idea. We will be wearing purple here in Arizona for you guys (Selah has a Lakers outfit! HA!) tomorrow. We love MK’s posts and we LOVE hearing from you too….you and Matt are wonderful boys!
xoox
Kelly
Hi, Barb! I would just like to let you know that this weekend I went on a teen retreat in Eldora for St. Cecilia Life Teen and the retreat was called “Can I Have a Witness?” Basically what it means is how we can be witnesses to God’s greatness and share it with others but we also talked about people who are great witnesses for us. So, the entire retreat was dedicated to you because everyone agrees that you are an amazing witness of God to everyone. You have inspired me as well as over 20 teens at the retreat to have a deeper relationship and trust in God. Thank you for being such an inspiration. I truly admire you. God bless! -Miranda:)
We wanted to let you know that Father Alan, the priest at our little church in Mead, Colorado dedicated our 9 am mass for Barb this morning. He has been to your website and we are all praying for you daily. Purple tomorrow it is!
Finesse Spa Salon will be rockin some purple tomorrow.
I’ll be wearing purple tomorrow at AMS to show my support for all of you. Prayers always, Clara:)
I’m going to take a photo of my Purple wear tomorrow. How about joining me and maybe MK can get us a link about where to send the photos? Then Scott Metcalf perhaps can upload them for Barb to see? A nationwide Purple Out by Barb’s Army?
Purple it is!!!! I’ll look forward to wearing it …. and with much pride!
Hugs and love,
Lori
We will be “purpled out” in Mammoth Lakes, CA!
Barb, You have been an inspiration to all. We will be in our purple all day. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. You will always be in our hearts and minds. God bless. Love, The Kirkorian Family
We are going all out in Purple. Nails painted and shirts ironed. Great idea Jimmy, this is an awesome way to show support for your mom. We love you Barb. Love and Prayers the Cooneys!
Hi i live in Johnston and in 7th grade and i was in Ames, IA visiting some friends of you guys and when I heard of this and saw this site i decided to tell people at my school to wear purple and i am already getting the forward back from people i didn’t send it to! So all of us people in Johnston are wearing purple tomorrow thinking of you guys!
Cal has u covered at BC:)
Tanner only has 1purple shirt and he gladly tore it off so that it could be washed and worn tomorrow at Stockdale High in Bako:
I am keeping my neices and nephew and they too will be wearinf purple at Discovery Elementary and Fruitvale Jr high!!!
We got u covered Jimmy!!!!
Purple out here is Bakersfield also! Sending lots of LOVE and PRAYERS!
Karla
Dear Barb,
I have been listening to all the wonderful things that everyone has been saying about you lately. I am so amazed by it all and your journey has impacted my life. I have never seen someone I know this well go through something like this, so I just want you to know that I have learned from you and all of your strength has taught me that giving up is never an option. I will never forget all of the times I have seen you and thought to myself how beautiful you are. I will never stop praying because you never stop fighting.
Love, Stella Maris
P.S. I’m very excited for Purple Out
Purple will be all around AMS tomorrow! We’re thinking of you!!!
We so admire and respect your courage and love! You are in our prayers. I will be wearing purple tomorrow at AMS and will be thinking of beautiful Barb and her boys!
we all are praying for Mrs. Boylan, I (kashaan Merchant) will try to wear purple tomorow. Proud to be a member of Barb’s Army! we wish her well and we hope to see our livley neighbor to get better soon.
what a family :0) I will wear purple for your mom tomorrow Jimmy. Your mom has been there for me…I will be there for her. Love and prayers to you all!
Hey Jimmy! I will be wearing My purple at the middle school tomorrow!!:)
I am going to wear purple to support BarbsArmy and our prayers are with you Jimmy and your family. We love you Barb for your encouragement you have given to so many people…
Barb,
i know we dont know each other that well but i feel like i have known you my whole life from what everyone says about you. all i hear are kind words about how you are the strongest, most beautiful, loving, caring, fashionable, & inspiring woman anyone could ever know. i just want you to know that everywhere i go i hear people talking about you and how much they love you and your family. you are amazing barb! i look up to so much just like everyone else! i get on facebook and people have wonderful status’s about barbstrong and i have already recieved many texts about the purple out tomorrow that jimmy has started. what im trying to say is that you truely are amazing and loved by so many people. your in my prayers:)
love,
molly isebrands
Purple it is.. This is the way all families should be, taking care of each other in the good times and the hard times..(LOVE) I know our Lord will welcome her home with open arms.. We continue our prayers for all of you..Give Barb & your Mom a big hug and we are so proud to be a part of Barb’s ARMY!! Keep the faith.. Peace & Love Norma & Leroy
I will also be clad in purple at AMS tomorrow, Jimmy. My thoughts are with your whole family.
I’ll be wearing my purple tomorrow at the middle school Jimmy! You and Matt are on my mind daily. My prayers are with you and your entire family.
Barb-I’m so happy to hear you are resting, showering and being pampered with massages! I want to thank “MK” for this website. I’m wearing purple NOW! and again tomorrow too! Stay strong! LOVE AND HUGS AND PRAYERS. Julie
I hope all is well today. Prayers are sent your way!!! Blessings to you all! I will wear a purple ribbon tomorrow that I have for a friend of mine who had pancreatic cancer as well.
Right On Jimmy!!! I will definately be wearing purple tomorrow and will pass your request along to all of my friends and family! What a great way to honor your mom!!! Many blessings, Kelly
I’ll be wearing purple at Wells Fargo tomorrow in honor of your mom Jimmy & Matt! Hugs Carmen
I don’t know where the amp came from
We will wear our purple shirts that we were given when we walked the Relay for Life. We so admire all the Haller, Boylans, Schagers and all of Barb’s friends who have given their help and love. God loves all of you. We prayed for you at Mass this morning. Jason, you have been a wonderful husband to Barb and such a great dad to the boys. You are all truly an inspirition.
Jimmy-I’ll be wearin’ purple from head to toe!!!
Even here in The Netherlands I will wear purple just to show my support too all you wonderful people over there taking such good care of Barb. I don’t know you all personally but you have my deep deep respect.
I will keep on praying.
Love Cindy Holland- Assendelft
Purple Power in Hollister and San Jose, CA, on Monday. Thanks for the great idea, Jimmy. I have my “Race for the Cure” purple T Shirt on this morning.
Jimmy, purple has been my new favorite color for the past two years. We will wear it proudly tomorrow! Praying for all of you. You are all so strong! Hugs to everyone. Kris Gross
Barb and Family,
Sending prayers and encouragement, you each have a very special” guardian angel”, helping you each “fight, love, hug,smile, remember all the laughter and good times” Barb, your smile will light a thousand skys and shine upon eveyone who knows you. You have made such a tremendous difference.
Barb, you have an amazing family. It is so appreciated all they do to update the website…it is full of wonderful information from so many to help us cope with what is going on right now. You will be so missed…may you always roll 6′s.
deb
Mary Kay, Thank you so much for you post! You all are an amazing family I want to thank you for sharing with us your love and devotion to your sweet amazing sister. please let her know that we all love her she has inspired us al! I send peace and love to you all!!!
What you just wrote Mary Kay is AMAZING; divinely inspired awareness! Barb is an amazing spirit and you are all God’s children and are LOVED! Know that God and the angels are within and around each and everyone of you, ask them for what you need and know that this love never ends. I hold you all up in my prayers.
I’ve read the latest update multiple times and it makes me cry every time. What an amazing family Barb is so blessed to have. I wish peace for all of you and truly appreciate the updates that you provide to all of us that are not there by Barb’s side. Sending prayers and gentle hugs. Much love! Carmen
Mary Kay,
What a lovely description of the love surrounding Barb. Barb’s family is amazing. I wish I could give all of you a big hug. Please give Barb and Jason a big hug from Jeff and I and let them know that we think about them constantly and am so blessed to have them in our lives.
Your mom and dad should be so proud of all of their girls and how you have such dedication to each other, what love. Jason’s mom and dad should be so proud of the man they raised. Barb and Jason should be so proud of the funny, smart, polite and well rounded boys they have raised. We are all so proud of Barb and the courage she has always had through the years. With love and prayers,
Lisa, Jeff, Avery, Shea and Garrett
MK- WE love Miss Barb and she is a part of our family. We would love to come visit even for ten minites to say good bye and to let her know that we are always available to provide her dreams to Jimmy and Matt…in any way she would like us to participate.
Her spirit will carry on in all of us. We can act spontaneously and be there tomorrow or we can share our wishes through you. it’s all about Barb and her energy level…just let us know…
we are “oncall”!! xoxo Sharon, John, Maureen and Bob (but he can’t travel)
Thank you for letting us see through your eyes MK!!! The way you share allows me to visualize the love that you are all surrounded by. I’ve spent many a day thinking back on the numerous great days I’ve shared with your entire family of volleyball season after season from MK to Katie…Damn, I’m old! Yes, I was blessed enough to share those moments with your incredible family. So knowing the support of just a sport that is behind you all, CONFIRMS the dedication. I SEE Miracles, Commitment, Unconditional Love and Angels on Earth. I am so thankful that I have been lucky enough to be brought into your lives many years ago. You are all so magnificent!!!
Hi Barb,
I’m glad you’re home with your family. What MaryKay wrote today was beautiful. I could just imagine what was going on in your house. It sounds like Jason, Matt, Jimmy, your sisters, Mom and Dad are taking good care of you. I wish so much I could come by and give you a hug. Do you remember the books I gave you several years ago??? I was thinking if you did maybe what you read would give you some comfort now. I love you dearly Old Friend. Love, Kolleen
George DROVE to Iowa?? Now I understand the “wheels down at 0900″ comment. One of my mom’s favorite pieces, Desiderata, contains a lovely line: “And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore, be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.” Hope all are sleeping well in Iowa. Love, Kathy
Oh, how I have thought many times about the good times with the Hallers driving to Garces in the Green Pickle! Those were good times! Many blessings to all of you!
Libby
I want to let you know I’m thinking and praying you find peace and love abound. Blessings, Joyce Hagley
I’m glad to hear that all your sisters have made it and that you are not in pain. jason is so good to you and the boys. i miss you so much, and i talked to jimmy the other day. i wish i could be there with you everyday. your the best godmother ever. i love you. maddie
Barb-Remember the last CABI show at Ann -Jane’s friend in June? I wanted to MAJOR STEP OUT OF MY FASHION BOX and try on the skirt you were wearing…so in the living room we both stood in our undies while I tried on your skirt. It looks fabulous on you – me: “not so much” as they say now-a-days. But I cherish that memory…I know you had great back pain that night and the drive home was very hard…but standing in the living room in our undies…how silly but wonderful! Thinking of you every hour of every day. Love from Julie and three CATS!
I see faith, hope and love just like what Barb said in her story! Nothing not even Cancer can take this away! Barb was right on!!! Thank you so much MK and family for sharing all the updates with this ARMY and we are an ARMY! All here for Barb and her loving family!!
Let me tell you what I see…….one beautiful, graceful, strong, loving, caring family. You are all so fortunate that your remarkable family is so close, a tribute to your extraordinary devoted mother.
Our Love and prayers, Cathi and Family
Barb, we want to thank you for showing us how to take the unexpected, God’s surprises, and turn them into life changing gifts for ourselves and others. You supported us when you had your own mountain to climb and for that we’re forever grateful. We will never forget you.
To your family, thank you for sharing your very personal thoughts and emotions, your day-to-day challenges and successes. You are all the most beautiful example of what it means to really live, and how to have complete faith and trust in God. We will live differently, more fully, because Barb was a part of our lives. God bless you all!
What I see and feel is God’s Love. So blessed to witness him through all of you. A true gift.
Mk and Shelly..you are both wonderful author’s.
Barb…love you:)
What a wonderful picture I conjured up in my mind after reading from MK’s description of your busy home today.
Being from a large family myself, I can easily relate to the chaotic, high volume, comings and goings….and oh how I treasure each and every one of those times. I know you do too.
I’m comforted in knowing that there’s lots of love going on all around you. It’s quite the family you have there, Barb.
The unity, tenacity, positive at all costs, supportive and very loving family….that has become an extension of our own. I know as your friend, that they have been my “lifeline” during this process. Having all the thorough and timely updates has been such a gift.
I know that you are their most precious loved one Barb. Enjoy their presence and be lifted up by their devoted and beautiful love!
Praying for an easier night.
Love and hugs,
Lori
This is what I see…a family who is coming to terms with Barb’s fate, and in the midst of it, showing us all how we should LIVE. I have said it before…this site is a gift. You are allowing us all in on some of the most poignant and tender moments of Barb’s last days and we are honored. THIS is helping us all come to terms with an unfair and cruel disease that will take away one of the most alive persons I have ever met. THIS is helping us all to be okay because we know Barb is okay. THIS is letting us have a peek at the most courageous and deep kind of love there is. THIS is teaching us the reall definition of courage. THIS is helping us to understand that we are sad, but we can still have faith and that we will go on. THIS is what it is all about…
MK you are a true blessing to your family and to all of us. Thank you for taking on the task of informing all of us on Barb’s journey. In all of the sadness you have still always found a way to share Faith and Love. You are all so special. I have all of you in my Prayers. Barb, Jason, Helen, Joyce all of you. This journey has been long and you are all in it together. God’s peace and grace Barb. You have earned it.
From what I see, that all of the thousands of prayers for peace have been answered as Barb’s army has been holding her up in prayer to a heavenly Father who loves her so much. Thank you for including us in this battle through your eyes. We all continue to pray hard for all of you. In my family and friends we consider ourselves blessed to have know such an amazing woman as Barb.
wow those are amazing words….god bless barb….
I will tell you what I see Mary Kay…
a sister who has beared the burden of having to describe Barbs battle in detail. Somedays, I’m sure you would have gladly given this burden to someone else, but you stood STRONG in seeing this journey through til the end. There were days when the last thing you wanted to do was inform of us the heartbreaking news that had to be relayed. I’m sure there were tears as you typed and dread before typing, none which could keep you from being a servant of God’s and a servant to Barb.
I have seen a sister that refuses to give up faith and asks the rest of us to do the same because of God’s promise to us. Your role in this is invaluable MK and I truly know the struggles you have been faced with. Thank you for being our fearless leader and providing hope in spite of devastation,sadness and loss.
I see a family that has always loved and cared for eachother, but took it many steps further. As I told Joan, I am overwhelmed with emotion, but know Barb is in good hands until she reaches God’s hands!
Bless you all!
Much Love,
S
Dear Barb,
I remember you from our old “Monica” days. I always loved being after you so I could hear all the goings on.
I was so happy you found love again with Jason and were able to begin a new chapter.
You are loved by many and your incredible journey has touched many hearts and given many courage to fight on.
God is your mainstay. You are so valiant and strong. May all our prayers be a blanket of love for you and your precious family.
With much love, Michele Borel
We send peace as you wait.
Barb,
Hope you are having a glorious day surrounded by all of those who love you. Loved your Jackie look…you look awesome! I
JoLynn
May all the blessings and love of the Lord be with all of you. You will be in our prayers at mass tonight at OLPH. God Bless.
Peace and love to all of you!! God bless!
After reading this latest post & not knowing Barb well, but of her & family & friends,I have to say that the story here isn’t only Barb’s strength & grace, but the incredible gift of love & devotion to her by all of you! May God bless you all!
Hi Barb, I came across this when reading today…I don’t think it’s irony. “You don’t beat death by living longer, we beat it by living well.” Girlfriend I would say you have kicked it’s butt. So proud of you, and all those around you who are backing you up. Hope your day has been full of love and chaos . XOXO Sue
Dear Barb.
I’m glad you’re surrounded by your loved ones.
Incredibly good picture of your with Dianna and Katie. My family and I is praying for you and your family, Love you all and sending BIG hugs!!!!!! ♥
Love Karina (Denmark)
PS: Mary Kay, I love what you write. It reaches out to so many and it means something that you have the energy/strengthto do it.
Im praying for you Aunt Barb.I love you!
Love, Julianne
Our time on earth should be moments spent in the pursuit of gaining admission into the kingdom of God. Although I have not had the opportunity of knowing you personally, I can see that your life has inspired many to live in a manner that glorifies God. You have fulfilled the higher purpose of leading many to realize that our ultimate goal is the reward of eternal life with God. I pray for you and all in your life. If only I can be as faithful and impressive as you are.
Barb, I just wanted to share with you what an inspiration you have been to the students at Garces. My daughter Stevie is a junior with Maddie Lundy, you are in the daily prayers at Garces. Joan, Mrs. Finch, being some of their Volleyball Coach and most of their health Teacher they have gotten to know all about you and your family. Your courage and faith during this trying time has been a true testament of faith to these young people, and to all of us. The girls were at my home last night and we spoke about you and your boys and what a wonderful mother you are. May you find peace in knowing that you have instilled the same faith and courage in your sons. You’ve all been such an inspiration to us; we are truly blessed to be on this spiritual journey with you and your family. Love, Cathi
That’s really funny about the Jackie O glasses. They look great. Wendy has always wanted to change her name to Jackie and last night she told me that she wanted to change her middle name to Olivia. So we were joking last night that her name would be Jackie O. Not that is a wierd coincidence. She likes Olivia from the children’s book series of the same name. “Olivia Saves the Circus” is one of the titles. So you and Wendy and both Jackie O.
So glad to hear your back home with your family and friends. So very glad.
Barb,
You are so beautiful inside and out. You ARE such a inspiration to so many. I am so blessed you entered my life when I was diagnosed with cancer as well. I pray you realize how you helped me. My first day at church came to you afterwards with tears and you cried with me. How I love you and know you will find peace. God’s arms are wrapped around us all the time right Barb! When I got cancer I could feel him every second of the day. He is giving you a huge hug now and know you are okay Barb. We are ALL with you holding your hand you beautiful lady. Thank you for holding my hand through this journey. I LOVE YOU my friend. LOVE YOU! I am sending you love and prayers everyday my friend…..feel that!:0)
Michelle Flattery
Barb. I have been reading all of your friends comments. What a wonderful testimony in your walk of faith. I know that God is smiling and saying “Well done, my good and faithful servant” If I could end my life and have proclaimed the love of God as you have, then my life will be fulfilled. God Bless you. I am praying that you are feeling God as he wraps his arms around you and is caring for you. Darla Kickbush
Barb, your TRUE beauty is untouched by this cancer. You remain one of the beautiful Haller girls. Thank you and bless you for all that you have done to give strength and courage to others as you have so gracefully fought a long battle. Your reward will be unimaginable!
Barb, you are truly my inspiration! Much love, Beth
i was thinking about our yoga nights with catherine…remember giggling while jumping in julie r’s basement and racing to the bathroom?! those nights i always feel surrounded by such a loving, warm and peaceful presence of God…praying that you continue to feel it now. you and all the women in our yoga group have changed my life in a way that is indescribable and i am forever grateful.
May the longtime sun shine upon you
All love surround you
And the pure light within you
Guide your way home.
Barb…it has been a privalege.
Only Barb could ROCK those glasses! I love it! Sending lots of LOVE to you all!
Barb you look like such a Diva in those glasses! Love, Tyler
Hi Barb, hope the rest of your day went well and you are soaking up all of the family love around you!!! You are such a WARRIOR Barb! I am so VERY fortunate to have met you! I think of you often and what an inspiration you have been to all!! I’m in awww of how well you have done and the fight you fought! YOU WON Barb!! You are my hero! I have to say you are also my CABI idol!! Every day I put on my purple bracelet and I love to wear my Cabi clothes and I totally think of you! I remember when you talked me into some items outside of my “comfort zone” and my daughters said I was lookin hip in my black jett jeans!! Thank you for convineing me that they look a.ok! You will always be in my heart forever! Peace & love! Julie
Barb,
You’re such a strong woman and an inspiration to so many people. We are all so proud of you, and we trust that God will take care of you. Some parents have a lifetime to raise thier kids, and even though you only had 12 years raising Matt, you still seemed to have done it perfectly. We’ve known Matt since kindergarden and he’s one of the funniest, smartest, and happiest kids that we’ve ever met. Matt is such a fun friend to have and he’s been so strong for you through this entire journey. Because of Matt we’ve had the honor of knowing you and really gotten to know how important life is and how hard it can be to pick yourself back up during the hard times but you have showed us how to stay stong through everything and trust in our faith. You have taught us so much and as we go into our lives we will always rememeber yours. We’ve been keeping you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Sending you Faith, Hope, and Love always,
Bridget Carney, Jillian Blum, Emilee Brammer, and Endylion Strohman
P.S. Barbstrong forever <3
Barb ~ enjoy the sounds of family surrounding you and know that you’re thought of by those not able to be there surrounding you! My sincerest prayers to you and all of your family. God bless you all! Love Carmen
Barb,
I am Lisa’s sister and have been following your journey. Our daughter, Alexandra is a Junior this year at Garces and tells me that they all pray for you daily. We, too, are keeping you in our prayers and know that God has wrapped his arms tightly around you …and in your darkest moments, will comfort you. Stay strong…Tonia
Barb…the sunglasses are perfect. What a great friend you are!
Barb I haven’t known you for very long but my daughter Stacy had said so many nice things about you that when I did meet you I immediately liked you and felt like I had known you. You are such a shining example of what strength love and faith are all about. You have made a difference in a lot of people’s live including mine. You and your family are in my prayers and I am so glad I got to know you.
And the turban – Jackie was fond of turbans on the Riviera!
Barb and family,
I am saddened by the turn of events, but I feel God has been with you during this journey, giving hope to us all that we can somehow show the courage and faith that you have. It is unbelievable how much strength you have shown. Your family is a testament of your character and I know that God will bless you all. My heart goes out to you and I will pray that the days ahead will be full of peace and love.
Love the Jackie O look only I think it is your look BARBSTRONG! So Sophisticated and stunning just like you have always been.Peace, Love and Prayers to you and your Army!
Karla
When you rolled into town I thought what a statement you made by your being, your amazing smile, quirky voice and great stories. You have the ability to make people laugh and bring them into your circle as seen by your wonderful army. You are a true warrior in God’s army. I’m darn lucky to have experienced your friendship. My prayers are with you.
Barb and family,
I’m feeling such bittersweet emotions, thinking of you now, preparing and awaiting your place in Heaven.
For selfish reasons…I’m incredibly sad, weepy and already lonely….missing you terribly, missing our talks…and always the laughter.
How did you manage to have this most special place in the hearts of so many? Incredible! I remember when you first came to Ames and meeting you. Kelly, Linda, you and me at Aunt Maude’s for lunch…..remember? This stunning, head turning California beauty making her way in Ames, Iowa. It wasn’t but minutes into our lunch before I felt like I’d known you a lifetime. There you were….letting us into your life (and vise versa )with this down to earth, unfiltered personality …that left us wanting more. How you were led to Ames, and Jason was a story in itself. Knowing the heart wrenching obstacles of your past was I think in large part what made me realize that you had the heart of a lion. You were always able to reach out and help us all with our struggles and challenges because you yourself had lived and learned from those of your own.
Now…you continue to teach us, dear Barb. We now all know what it looks like to have faith, friendship, family, internal and external beauty. Your face will always come to mind when we think of these qualities.
But now, you are about to teach us the most important lesson of all, that of exiting this world….with the grace, and readiness that God has graced you with. I look forward to seeing you again someday dear friend.
With my love,
Lori
Barb~ you are the strongest & most courageous woman I know. You always have been. Thank you for being a part of my life! I will cherish all the memories with you from coming to yours and Kevin’s house and you giving Lauren and I all that perfum and makeup(if we were good) to going to yours & Jason’s house and going on a date with the STARKS(we still talk about that all the time & laugh) and everything in between! I love you. I love you. I love you. God Bless You; as You, Jason, and the boys are in my thoughts and prayers daily! A big hug from me to you!!
-Jenna
Barb & Family,
You’ve all been such an inspiration to those near and far, please know how blessed we all are to be on this spiritual journey with you and your family. My love to each and everyone one of you. Barb…love you , Monica McKnight
Barb, you have fought this battle so courageously, with such grace, elegance, strength and determination. YOU are truly an inspiration to us all. We have all had an opportunity to learn so much from you through your journey. Thank you for sharing and inspiring us all through your journey of life!
May the sun shine brightly and warm you all today and in the days ahead. Peace, prayers & love to you all! God Bless!!
Monique
Hey Barb, I’m sure you don’t know who I am, but I went to St. Cecilia school with your kids and have been very close with the Pyle’s and have heard so much about you. I have also heard a lot from Sunny. Hearing your story makes me want to work harder in everything I do. You faught so hard through your journey, and I will definately look up to that. I would always see you at church in your nice outfits talking to people with that big smile of yours. Always remember that God is watching over you, and he absolutely knows when the time is right and we wants to make you happy. Without the pain and suffering, and your up in heaven with god will be the best thing for you. I wish the best for you and your family and will keep you in my prayers. Love, Payton
you know what I mean and sorry again, PEACE!
Barb, forgive me, I meant say peach and not peach. Know that you are and your family will always be in our prayers.
Hi Barb, We have never met, it would have been an honor to have met you, my friend Kris Gross told me about you and what you have been thru in the past years of fighting against this battle with in your body. You an inspiration to us and the many people you have touched with your life, smile, friendliness and kindness. You are an amazing beautiful woman with a strong faith and you are in our hearts and prayers. I pray that God gives you peach and comfort as you spend your days with your boys, husband, family and dear friends. God Bless U!!!!
Day for August 27, 2010
Psalm 55:22
Cast your cares on the LORD and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous fall.
May our precious Lord be with you and your family. Peace.
Good Morning Barb. It’s a beautiful day. I bet your patio flowers look gorgeous. Thinking of you today as you spend time with your family. XOXO
Barb and Family,
But you, beloved, build yourselves up in your most holy faith; pray in the Holy Spirit; keep yourselves in the Love of God, waiting for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ that leads to eternal life. Jude 1:20-21
I pray for a peaceful day for all of you. May the sun shine be bright in the sun room. So proud of you Barb!
Deb
Good morning Barb. The sunrise is beautiful this morning. I hope you have a beautiful day. Sending you prayers and hugs.
JoLynn
Dear Barb and family-
Your smile is ever so contagious. Your strength and grace is evident in all that you do. You are an inspiration to everyone that knew you and to those whose lives you’ve touched and don’t even realize it yet. You were truly an Angel on earth and I am one of the lucky ones to have known you.
My sympathy to you and your family. As sadness looms, understand that your battle, though well fought, is not in vain. As days are numbered, know that you’ll sleep in peace with your Father. God be with you all.
Peace to all.
Tony Riordan
Dear everyone surronding Barb.
I pray for all the strenght to come your way!
Love from Holland – Assendelft
Dear Barb,
Hi, it’s Christie, Kelly O’Connor’s friend. I’ve been following your fight and am so proud of you! I continue to pray for you and your family, and am so in awe of the person you are and the legacy you’re leaving for your children. The amazing person you are comes through loud and clear on this site, and you’ve touch my life without even knowing it. Thank you!
Here’s a quote I wanted to share with you from Jesus to Sister Faustina about the Divine Mercy Chaplet.
Jesus said to Sister Faustina:
“Say unceasingly this chaplet that I have taught you. Anyone who
says it will receive great Mercy at the hour of death. Priests
will recommend it to sinners as the last hope. Even the most
hardened sinner, if he recites this Chaplet even once, will
receive grace from My Infinite Mercy. I want the whole world to
know My Infinite Mercy. I want to give unimaginable graces to
those who trust in My Mercy….”
“….When they say this Chaplet in the presence of the dying, I
will stand between My Father and the dying person not as the just
judge but as the Merciful Savior”.
http://www.ewtn.com/devotionals/mercy/dmmap.htm
I’ve prayed the chaplet for you in the past, and thought you might like one of your family or friends to pray it with you as well. It is an extremely powerful prayer. It brought much peace to my mother and I during her fight with Pancreatic Cancer. In fact, I prayed the chaplet while my mother was dying, as requested by her (and Jesus.) I KNOW my mother’s soul went straight to Heaven and God, not only because she was a good person like you, but because of Jesus’ promise through the chaplet. I hope it brings peace to you and your family and friends as well.
God bless you and your family now and always.
Love,
Christie Goodin
Dear Barb,
We are praying for you and your family. Your faith is such an inspiration to us.
God Bless,
Michael, Brian, and Sarah Jane Antongiovanni xoxo
Dear Barb,
I am so thankful it is God’s plan for you to be in my life. You have supported, cried, laughed and prayed with me. You have supported, cried, laughed and prayed with so many many many people. Thank you for showing me what it means to live a life of love, faith, and grace. I pray for comfort and peace for you and your family.
Matt and Jimmy:
Your mom has made you soldiers as she has marched through this war. She has molded you into strong young men who will represent her here on earth. We are all so very proud of your everlasting love and commitment to her. Your mom’s battle has gathered a great army and we will all be there for you too. We love you. Give your mom a kiss for all of us.
Hi barb, I know that we have not officially met but I have heard so much about you from sunny! She talks tells me all you, speaking nothing, but gracious word. She told me you story and how strong you have been throught this journey. Your story is beyond inspirational! I wish that I had moved here earlier and then maybe I would have gotten the honor of meeting you! I hope that you pain free and peaceful! I want you to know that you are in my prayers!
Love,
Jade
Barb, You have touched so many lives and are such an inspiration to so many people. I pray you are at peace and comfort in your beatiful home with your family and friends near by. I have been praying for you every night and I will continue to keep you and your family in my prayers. Sweet Dreams Tonight… Peace and Love, Lindsey
Dear Barb, There is a beautiful full moon in the heavens tonight, I have faith this is God watching over you and waiting for you with loving arms as you make your peaceful journey into the eternal life. Your grace and strength is such an inspiration to all of us. You, Jason, and the boys are in our thoughts and prayers. We are so glad you are home tonight with your loved ones. Love, Katie and Rick
Sweet dreams for you tonight Barb as you get to sleep at home! My prayer for you when I hit my pillow will be for peace and comfort tonight. God has his arms wrapped around you. Peace be with you. Karen
Dear Barb and family. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. We admired you from the first time we met you. Your fight, courage, and inspiration have helped so many of us that are dealing with this horrible disease. Our thoughts and prayers are surrounding you. Peace be with you.
Barb,
You are truly an ANGEL on earth. It is evident that you have touched millions with your kindness, grace and most giving ways. You have also been such an inspiration for so many people around the world. We know that you will have eternal life in heaven. We pray for you to be at peace and soon be home with God. We also pray for your most loving family. We feel so lucky to have met you so many years ago at Steve & Kellie’s Wedding (where you met Jason). You will always have a special place in our hearts.
Love, Pete and Charlene
Barb,
We are glad you are back home!! And just like Katy Perry says, You’re a true California girl!!Fine fresh and fierce! You are best neighbor a 15 year old girl could have! I wish you peaceful sleep tonight. Your faith has taught me how to be strong. I will always carry a piece of you in my heart. I love you so much Barb.
Love,Katie
Barb, Today, my favorite bible verse plays in my head. “Be still and know that I am God”, Psalm 46.10. This verse tells me to not be afraid but to trust in God! I believe we are souls given the opportunity to live the human experience. Souls first, human second. You have lived your journey with such grace and that grace comes from the Divine within you! You and your family are such an inspiration to me to trust what God can do in the face of what we are unable to do! I thank all of you for this blessing. Love and peace, Julie
Dear Barb,
So glad you are home in the sunroom. Praying for you always. Love, Amanda and Jason Horas –PS Thinking of you Matt …. Jazlyn
Barb, I received a note from Dianne yesterday and immediately connected to the BarbStrong website. After hours of reading all the beautiful posts left by your dear family and friends, I found myself smiling and at peace before falling asleep. The beautiful testaments of the love and closeness you have with your family is so heartwarming. God Bless You as you walk through these difficult days. Praying in hope and love that He will give you healing peace. Fondly, Lorraine
I Hope Everything Is okay With you And your Family. Matt is an amazing Friend, he is soo nice and always makes me smile.. I hope your feeling okay!!! Love you lotts Barb!!!
Auntie Barb,
We love you more than Mario, Toad, Wii, Superman & Batman combined. Our dad says barbstrong.com has 204 posts, 859 people subscribed to get updates, thousands of visits every day and more than 1700 comments full of motivational thoughts, prayers and testaments to your spirit. You have truly touched a lot of people and have been for us a life mentor/coach for faith, hope and love.
Barb,
I was blessed to have met you through the Des Moines Pancreatic Cancer Action Network affiliate. You have inspired myself and many others.
I heard a song that reminded me of you it is by Josh Wilson, “Before the Morning” part of the lyrics go like this “don’t you know the pain that you are feeling can’t compare to the joy that is coming”
I am Praying for you and your family.
God Bless, I know you know where you are going.
Wendi
Aunt Barb! i love you so much and i hope you are getting all my messages! i hope you are very comfotable, pain free, and happy to be home! i’ll never stop praying. love, maddie
Dear Aunt Barb,
You have been a big inspiration to me. Ever since you got diagnosed you been a fighter and when im not trying and i should or if im in trouble i think of you because your awesome and a fighter. Just remeber theres lots of people praying for you. Stay strong and dont give up.
Love, Julianne
u will be an inspiration to me for as long as i am alive….god bless and peace be with u….
Barb, You are in our thought and prayers. We think of you often and wonder at all you have brought to Ames and our lives and the powerful inspiration you are to all who know you … the love, the kindness, the strength and the “fight”. Love, Linda and Randy
Numbers 6:24-26
24 ” ‘ “The LORD bless you
and keep you;
25 the LORD make his face shine upon you
and be gracious to you;
26 the LORD turn his face toward you
and give you peace.” ‘
In this time know that many are lifting each of you up in prayer. May God’s hands gently comfort Barb and those who are with her.
Betsy Becker
Barb…from the moment I met you 9 years ago at the Country Club in the Summer SUN, I always thought of you as SUNSHINE radiating with your caring, warm personality and love of life! I truly think of rays of SUNSHINE everytime I think of you! Yesterday when we visited, rays of SUNSHINE were coming through the blinds in your room. I can see you now, basking in the rays of SUNSHINE in your SUNROOM, at home, surrounded by everyone that loves you! I’m with you in spirit, now and forever, rejoicing in the rays of the SUN! You are my light!
I love you, Kristin
You are all in our thoughts and prayers. God Bless!
The Traut Family — Tom, Kelly, Joey and Brian
No pain at home in the sun, sounds like a good day! I also want to acknowledge your family for their love and support to you. Your family has been a testament of how families who have faith in God and eachother during these challening times can make a difference. This is truly an inspiration for all to have experienced. Bless your you and your beautiful family. Monica
Barb,
Praying for happiness and joy being in your sunroom. May you enjoy the comfort of your family and friends. Thank you for guiding the way to handle what God gives us. We don’t know why…but he never gives us more than we can handle. Sending you hugs.
JoLynn, Jim, Meredith and Matthew
Barb,
You were so kind to offer support to my family when we faced a pancreatic cancer diagnosis. Seeing your spirit to fight was an amazing inspiration. You are in our prayers. I am glad you are home surrounded by your family. God bless.
God is good all the time. A giant, loving, all- encompassing hug from CA. Love, love, love, Kathy
The sunroom! The day we spent together in the sunroom is very special to me. You have given me such love and support Barb always there to push me forward and I thank you for that. My love, my prayers, and my strength are all going to you and those who surround you. My Friend and my Sister…
So glad to hear that Barb is in the comforts of home. May God’s peace be with all of you. Barb, you are an amazing woman and have touched so many lives. Thank you for being a part or our lives. Love, Jen, Jeff and Claire
My dear Barb.
Glad to know you’re home with your family.
Love you all, God bless.
Karina XOXO(Denmark)
Barb, You have been an inspiration to everyone. You are in my prayers and always in my thoughts and I pray for your family as they learn to live with the loss of your physical presence and the peace of your spirit that will always be with them. Thank you for being so strong and so open and touching my life in a way that will always affect me.
Hello,
This is one of those times in our lives when our faith and reliance on God is really being tested. Don’t give up. My prayer for your family is that, somehow, you find peace and hope. There are no shortcuts. These gifts come from God, and only Him. My sincerest prayers and love, Patty
Barb,
You have been a huge inspiration to me in everyday life all the way through. Ever since I ran with all of the other women in the Des Moines Race, I have never stopped praying for you. You are a truly amazing person with a huge heart and passion for life, God, and everything. I look up to you in everyway. I pray for you and love you dearly. I remember receiving a letter from you while i was away at college, and continue to read it as a reminder each day of how to be and appreciate lifes little adventures. You will always be in ALL of our hearts, and live on forever. I am honored to know you, Barb! Love always, Katie Isebrands
Barb- You don’t know me but I have been reading your blog for a year and a half now and your blog and life are a wonderful example of your faith in god. I hope you are able to feel comforted and loved as you go to god. And I wish your family and friends comfort in knowing that you will be in a better place pain free and will be rejoined with them some day. God Bless
Barb, Thank you for being part of my life. I will always remember the time we shared. My prayers are with you and your family.
May God’s love and peace surround you and your family. Our prayers are with you.
MK, Barb is a rock of strength – Barb, you are a huge brick in a rock-solid foundation of faith. We have all built on that foundation in our own lives from knowing you. You are like Job years before you. “I know that my Redeemer lives, and that in the end He will stand upon the earth. And after I wake, though my body has been destroyed, yet will I see God. I myself will see Him with my own eyes. How my heart yearns within me!” Job 19: 25-27. Faith, hope and love forever, Anne
Barb my prayers are with you and your entire family. Thank you for your friendship. all my love
psalm 134: Come, bask in the light of Love, all you who would serve the Divine Plan!Lift up your hands to the Holy One, singing songs of praise!Bow down and receive blessings from the Giver of Life! All praises be with you, whose love created heaven and earth! Mass today for all of you, in our hearts & prayers.. Love, Norma & Leroy
Helen & MK, Our prayers are with your amazing Barb & her family today. Thank you for allowing us to travel the journey with you. Marcia & family
Barb you are a very special person and someone that was able to leave a heartprint on my soul. I am very grateful for our friendship on this earth and our forever connection! Sending all my love and prayers to Barb’s entire family!
Love, Karla
Iam always thinking and praying for Barb. I love her so much-she is my idol. She is so lucky to have such a wonderful family and Mary Kay–thanks so much for your constant up date for all of us to read.
Barb: I have always admired you in everything you have done for the community, our school, and your friends and family. I am in awe of your amazing courage and positive attitude towards all of this. You have so many people that love and care for you little boys. As always you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, Alison
Mary Kay,
Please know that all of Barb’s friends are praying about Barb’s journey home to her Father. We ache for your family and wish that we could wrap everyone’s love for Barb around your family right now. Thank you so much for keeping everyone informed.
Mary Kay,
Please send my love once again to your family. I am sad to say, I have been there and know the devastating circumstances you all are facing. I know Robynn will be crowding other Angels out, so that she may introduce herself and personally welcome Barb into His Kingdom. That fills my heart with Joy….
XOXO,
S
i love you and will continue to pray for you love you lavonne
Barb & Sisters:
We meet last year at the PanCan Symposium in Los Angeles and have followed your story ever since. You were a true inspiration as I went through this with my mom. Your sisters and friends were a great help to my family and I in getting her help and for that I will be always grateful. I will you and your ENTIRE family in our prayers.
I believe the BEST MOM’s get promoted to GUARDIAN ANGELS.
Dear Barb,I know that the peace of the Lord will surround you. You are a very loved, remarkable woman. 1Corinthians 2:9 says, No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived, what God has prepared for those who love Him. Love, Karollee
Barb,
I can’t imagine how tough of a week you’ve had. From what I hear, you handled it like none other.
No surprise there. You continue to surpass all expectations, beat all odds, and stand up and push past all ugly challenges in your path….oh yeah, and all without complaint. Unbelievable!
For those of us who were impressed with your bravery and courage before….we now are utterly humbled and in awe of what you’re made of now. You’ve not only told us of your faith, but SHOWN us. We’ve seen it first hand, and are forever changed as a result.
Not too many people change this many lives, Barb. But you did, my friend….you did!
Much love and peace,
Lori
Prayers from Denmark to the strongest women i know in America…
Thanks for helping me out 10 years ago when I have trouble with my au pair family…
I send you lots of positive thoughts….
Barb, I love you and am praying for you. My life is forever changed for knowing you. You are an inspiration to this world. You are an angel. PLEASE let me know if there is anything I can do for you or your family. Love, Katie Ward
To my beautiful friend Barb ~ I am so very saddened by this news! I wish you peace always and may you find comfort in your home with your family by your side. You are such an amazing woman Barb and although nobody is ready to let you leave us, I’m certain that I speak for a number of your friends and family that having you watch over us all gives us peace as well. God bless you and keep you. With much much love! ~Carmen~
Barb,
Thanks, for everything. You’ve taught me so much and I know that you will always be with us. In some way, almost everyday, I will wear purple to remember you. I will never forget you or your yummy pasta. Thanks again Barb.
Emma
Barb, May Hospice help provide the peace you so richly deserve. They truly are angels on earth. Your faith and strength are remarkable; you have touched us all and made this world better. Thank you for being such a good friend to me and showing me how life can go on. God will take care of you Barb. Love, Todd.
Barb~ you have been constantly in our prayers over the past years and living here, I have a personal remeinder to lift you up to our Heavely Father seeing the ‘Schager guys’ in and out of the shop. Lauren enjoys running to Jason to hug him and her tender voice prays for ‘jason’s mom’ (thats you in her little mind). As a mom & wife my heart is broken as I write this and yet thru God’s AMAZING grace we can rejoice knowing that you are truly HEALED. Thanks for all you have done for so many~ and encouraging me to feel beautiful on your impromrtu visit a while back. I will continue to lift you, Jason, your sweet boys and ALL who love you up in prayer~always. seth & beth lettow
Dear Barb…I wanted to say I love you and you mean a great deal to me. I will be there for you and Matt and jimmy and Jason the whole time! I love you! Emma Stewart
Auntie Barb,
Hopefully you are being read these wall posts because it is evident how inspirational you have been to family, friends, and even strangers. It takes a true hero/fighter to evoke such emotions in people…I just want you to know that the picture of us that still remains in my locker encourages me daily, regardless of whether I am having a good day or a bad day. Know that I am praying for you and I will love you always. Also, thank you for being such an amazing Godmother-I only hope I can provide Macie with as much love and support as you have provided me throughout my lifetime.
All my love, Nicole
Dearest Barb,
There are so MANY things I want to say and yet, I can’t quite find the right words. I guess I will start with thank you! Thank you for helping me carry my cross this past year. You helped me get through the hardest time in my life, in the midst of your own battle…what an amazing friend you are!!! Thank you for reminding me that every person and every situation has something we can learn and grow from…no matter what!!! – - – I know we were destined to be friends when the stars aligned and I was born on YOUR birthday… and I am sooooo honored to have YOUR birthday! From now on, every birthday I celebrate I will wear purple, in your honor. I love you beyond words and feel overwhelmingly blessed to have you in my life! The light that you have brought this world will live on long after your body is gone! You have answered God’s call here on Earth and now it is time for you to enjoy Paradise! God Bless You, Barb! I love YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Barb, wishing you and all of your family God’s comfort,grace,peace and love. Our prayers are with you today and always.
Barb,
I am at a loss for words. I don’t know how to explain why someone I have only met once can consume my many thoughts throughout the day. Maybe its because I am a cancer survivor myself and it makes me feel quilty. Maybe because I am a mom too. But whatever the reason, you have forever impacted my life. You have made a difference. You have changed lives.The world, my life, is a better place because of you. Your chariot now awaits you! God bless you and keep you Barb. Karen Kruse
My husband and I were in a church in Yountville, CA this past Sunday. During the Mass intentions the Priest gave the congregation the opportunity to say names of people to pray for who are sick – I said your name. You were really the only person who came to mind even though my mom has end stage Alzheimer’s Disease. You have been an inspiration to countless people. People you never knew you were affecting their lives. I pray for you now and my hope is that hospice can provide the warmth, comfort and caring that you deserve right now. God bless you. Diane from Elk Grove
Barb, you have been an inspiration to us all. I wish you all the best on your journey to the next life. It has been a pleasure to have known you and to have spent time together at some many family events. MK says we have to let you go and I’m willing to do that now. Good luck and I know that your God will be with you every step of the way.
Dear Barb, Like a typical man if I can not fix it, I a void it. Anne would read to me your courageous fight often during the last couple of years and I would nood, try to find an answer, and resort to changing the subject seeing she was upset. But I wanted you to know I have been thinking and praying for you with all my heart. Your life has touched so many and you have truly been an inspiration. Your strength, faith, and love live in all you have touched. I just wanted you to know how much you mean to all of us. Peace be with you. Tony
What an outpouring of love you have inspired all across the country. I hope you feel pride in a life well lived and are comforted by the tremendous impact your struggle has had on friends and strangers alike. All changed for the better, all due to you. Praying for comfort and peace.
Barb -
I check this site many times a day and think about you all the time. Although I haven’t seen you since my wedding (almost 4 years ago) you still have an impact on my everyday life. As a college student just trying to get by you always made me feel special with movie tickets, DQ gift certificates or thoughtful gifts. You are an amazing woman and mother. I am forever changed because of the role you had in my life. I love you!
Love, Jensina
Barb,
You are my greatest inspiration I have ever had. I want you to know I have never met someone like you. You are always so positive and always gave me hope. You taught me to believe in myself and never give up. I hope you will always remember me as your miniature you because someday I hope to grow up and be just like you. I love you as my second mom. I have always thought of you as family and always will:) You have dug a hole in my heart and will remain there forever. I pray and pray and pray. God will hold you please don’t forget that. And never forget me because I sure will never forget you:) I love you sooooooooooo much and there will never be a day I don;t think of you. I love you Barb.
XOXOXOXOXO SUNNY!!!!
My dear, fashion guru, friend- it has been an honor! You simply amaze me, and I am so blessed to call you a friend. You have shown us all what real courage is! You will forever be in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you for the memories! Love Always, Larah
Today I heard Sirach 2:1-9 and thought of you, Dear Barb. You have been sincere & steadfast…Your future will indeed be great! You truly are a woman of Gold!God Bless you Sister in Christ!
Barb,
God has worked through you TRULY showing us all miracles. Thank you for reminding us how faith in God makes the difference. I know that same faith will provide your family and loved ones with comfort in the coming days and years. Thank you again for pushing me to “go for it” with Brian….2 kids and a happy marriage later! Without you, it wouldn’t have happened. I am filled with gratitude for knowing you and your family. Truly you are victorious in your journey and thank you again for being an example of how to have a relationship with God….Love, peace, and blessings….
xoxo,
Kelly
“His master replied, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master’s happiness!’
Matthew 25:21
I love you Barb!!
Joelle
Barb – you are an inspriation to many and your big bright smile is forever engraved in my mind. Your courage and faith through your pancreatic cancer journey has been amazing and I am so blessed to have made your acquaintance through the Des Moines Pancreatic Cancer Action Network affiliate. May God give you and your family comfort and peace today and the days to come. Keeping the faith!
“For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.”
2 Corinthians 4:17-18
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith. 2 Timothy 4:7 Barb, I love you. Until we meet again. Love, Kathy
Dear Barb,
I am so privileged to have known you and to have had Matt in school as his teacher last year. As you fight this battle, please know that you have done a wonderful job of raising a great young man. I will always be there to lend an ear or a hug for him anytime. You are a hero for many as we look up to the way you have faced this disease head on and never wavered in doing so. You are in the best of hands. Love and prayers to you always!
You are the most amazing woman I have ever met. The Lord has truely blessed me with our friendship. So many shared laughs! XOXOXO Deanna
A priest told our family at the time we were going through this same difficult time, say “Jesus I Trust you” Even if you have to say it 100 times a day. I went to mass today for Barb and all her wonderful family.. Keep the faith..Love Norma & Leroy
Love and prayers from many friends of the Link family who have prayed for Barb on this journey. Peace and love to all of you.
Friend..sorry for the spelling errors..chemo brain still has a hold on me lol
Friend, You have begun your ascend to summit this mountain you have been climbing for the last 23 months. Your Army who loves you so much, it still here carrying your gear, supplies and backpack. You are not alone on this last part of the climb. I believe the cross that you have been carrying up this mountain will be begin to get lighter. When you finally makes the summit..the few will be so clear..you will be able to see the whole picture. God will be greeting you with love and open arms. Your unending FAITH in God has inspired all of us who are still climbing our own mountain. Thank you for being the lead climber and showing us the right path up the mountain. You have done God’s will Barb..Love you friend..I will see you at the summit one day.
Dear Barb,
I feel so sad because you’re not feeling well. I know it must be very hard to suffer, not knowing what to do, but I have always known you to fight and not give up. I know God will help you and your family because you all have been through so much. I will never stop praying and I hope you get well soon. God bless!
With love,
Olivia <3
Dear Aunt Barb,
Im having a really fun in 7th grade and i like all my teachers. So far im doing good and im in yearbook so i get to help make the year book and its a lot of fun. I have lots of friends at school and i wish i was ther with you again. I had a really fun time with you, matt, jimmy, and uncle jason, and others. I really liked how we got to go to the gym and that was also really fun a specially since you came to the gym to. I really miss you and wish i could be ther right now. Hope you feel better.
Love Lots,
Julianne
Dear Aunt Barb,
All my friends at olph want me to give you ther prayers and hope you feel a lot better and not be in pain.
Love,
OLPH students and Julianne
Barb,
You are a bright shining light that has given so much to all who have had the privilege to know you. You have taught me how to have unwavering FAITH, to live with courage in the face of the toughest odds and to LOVE beyond measure. I carry you with me every day and I thank God that He chose me to be your friend. I love you and will look forward to the day when we can talk again for hours and hours. Until then… peace, love and light for you and your family for the journey ahead.
Barb You have been a very special part of all of our lives. We love you and pray that God will take care of you and your family.
My prayers are with you and your family.
Barb-You have set the bar high for all others to follow by example. I am sending to you and your family the energy of my thoughts in hopes they will have the courage you showed them with your struggles these past couple of years.God love you…Monica
Barbara, you have been such an inspiration. Your strength is amazing, May God Bless You and you family.
Barb – You have been such a bright light to so many. Your faith, love, and hope have taught me so much. I feel so blessed to know you. I pray for peace for you and all those who have known you. Love and God’s peace, Emily
Barb you are an amazing woman. I admire your strength and courage. You have taught so much to everyone and has touched our lives in so many ways. May you have peace in your heart and know that your love is all around. Peace and love to you and your family.
our prayers continue for you & with your family.
Barb, may you find comfort and peace. At first you decorated my home and then you gave me fashion sense! I would have never been able to do it without your guidance! Your willingness to always help others is a great example for your boys! We love you. Tom, Nicky, Tyler and Molly.
Dear Barb,
Thank you for teaching us about how to live,
about how to love, how to give, how to fight..
and how to have faith and trust in God.
You are a light, and you always will be a light to all those
blessed to know and have known you! We pray for your family as you transition from one way of being to another way. God is with you, He is with your family…and we will keep you alive, keep your light shining by always remembering to live life to the fullest, to have gratitude and never give up hope! Oh Barb, we love you! We, as Nancy A. said, “are holding your hand.”
All our love and prayers,
Jody, Darryl, Henry, Lucy, Charlie and Edith
Barb – I’m praying for peace for you and your family. God bless and keep you all.
Aunt Barb,
there is so much i want to say to you that it can’t all fit in this post. you are the best god mother anyone could ask for. you are the bravest and most couragous person i have ever met. i look up to you more then you can imagine. i pray for jimmy and matt you and jason everyday. everytime i drive i think of you because of my key chain. on my wrist i wear the prayer box bracelet and barbstrong bracelet everyday. i will never stop wearing the game on! bracelet ever! i’ve kept all our letters and i read them whenever i start to miss you. ill never forget me and bridget’s trip back to see you!! we had so much fun and i’m so glad we got a chance to do that! i love you so much and will never ever forget my amazing god mother!
maddie
The first time I met you, it was at the St. C’s talent show and your boys were performing a skit from Sandlot. I knew right away that you had a light that shined so brightly, it was impossible not to smile and want to know you. You are an inspiration, such a lovely person and your light will shine on in all of those who love you. God be with you and your whole family.
Keep staying strong Barb!! May peace,love,and hope be with you at all times!! I love you.
Love,
Gracie Snyder
Dear Barb and family, our continued prayers are sent to you during this difficult time. May peace and grace be with you always. The girls look up to you and we all love you. May God welcome you into his arms with a loving embrace. Love, The Snyder Family
Dear Auntie Barb,
I really hope you get better and i miss you so much. i’ve been praying for you all the time. i just got home from my first day of high school . . . it was so much fun! i made a ton of new friends and i loved walking across the quad to different classes. i can’t wait for the year to go on. i think you heard about some news that my mom told you (wink wink) and i hope thats one thing that makes you really happy . . .or proud at least. well i love and miss you and i can’t wait till i see you again.
Love and Always,
Dominique
Barb, I am so inspired by your story and the wonderful legacy you have created. I am in tears as I write this, and they are tears of inspiration and hope. I am so glad you have this time with your family… Hospice is amazing and will guide you all. I look forward to reading your blog over the next few days, and praying over you for the beautiful journey you are taking. I hope you are tremendously proud by the life you have led. You have fought the fight and will encourage SO many others to do the same.
Stephanie Lang
Please know that you have raised a very strong and courageous son in Matt. He has come to school everyday with a positive attitude and a sense of humor one cannot even believe in such a situation. I want you to know what a wonderful young man he is, and will continue to grow and be. I am privileged that I have the opportunity to teach him. As I said before, I will do all I can to help him through…God’s peace be with you all, and please know there are so many thinking about you and caring about you.
Dearest Barb
I continue to be inspired by your courageous spirit on what I know has been a very difficult day. I have been so blessed to have you as my dear friend & was further honored when you & Kevin became Godparents to Maddie. You have taught her so much about faith, bravery and grace. I cannot begin to describe what an amazing inspiration you have been to her. Your life has been, and will continue to be a testimony to the kindness and generosity you have shown throughout your life. Though tears run down my face, I am smiling remembering all the crazy, wild times we have had. I will love you forever…dear friend…
Dear Barbara,
I wrote this message once, and then my computer lost connectivity, maybe that was a sign from God to rewrite what I wrote, so here it is– YOU have fought the fight, YOU have been a true friend to so many, making new friends everywhere, YOU have been an inspiration to everyone who knows you or who has heard your story, YOU have had such strength through all the adversity you have faced, YOU have been a leader not only in this battle but in life itself, YOU have been loved by your Mother, Father, Sisters,and Brother,YOU have been the best Mother to Jimmy and Matt, a loving Wife to Jason, YOU have shown us what laughter really is,YOU are the hero we all wish we could be, YOU have shown all who know you or know of you what faith and determination can do, YOU have moved that mountain Barb—–YOU can rest now and enjoy the loved ones around YOU–with every ounce of strength we send YOU our hugs, from the deepest depths of our hearts we send YOU our love–May GOD hold you now and give you peace–
YOU HAVE BLESSED US ALL–WE WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER, Steve and Marilyn
Dear Barb and family,
You have been a true role model to me. You have taught me to always keep my head up through the good or the bad, which has come in handy since starting high school last week. I have watched you put God first in your life, with strong faith and hope. You have also taught me to never stop fighting for what I believe in. Every night before I would say my prays for you, I would check your website to see how you were doing. It brings me to tears, to see the army of people that are also praying for you. You are an amazing person / mom / friend. I’m so glad I got to see you last Sunday. You and your family will ALWAYS be in my thoughts and prays. Until we meet again… <3Barbstong.
Love, Emily.
Barb- You are such an inspiration to everyone for how hard you fought this nasty disease. Ben’s grandma (Amy Hewitt) passed away a month ago from pancreatic cancer. Our promise to you is to continue to fight for a cure and raise awareness in honor of your name and Amy’s and everyone else who has had to fight this battle. My favorite bible verse that brings me peace when needed is Psalm 46:10- Be Still and Know that I am God. We are praying for peace for you and your family.
you are an amazing inspiration to everyone that knows you. You and your family have diplayed the light of Christ throughout the last two years. I love you more than I can say on this post. You are an amazing mother to Jimmy and Matt. You have raised true gentlemen that will grow up to be wonderful men. You have raised them with such strength and your determination and grace will live on through them. Peace to you sweet friend.
Barb,
You have been so strong. Chad and I have heard so many times from Jason about your strength. Your boys will always remember how much you loved them and fought to be with them. God Bless Lake friend. I will miss you and your smile.
Barb – this is Jill one of your PanCan friends in Des Moines. I will feel forever blessed to have been able to get to know you and be one of the many people who have been touched by your beautiful, positive spirit. I wish you special moments with your family and know that you have made such an impact in your time here on earth. God bless you and your family. Jill
Dear aunt Barb,
Everyday in social studies my teacher tells us to pick a person in need of prayer and every time i pick you. I wish i could come back again to see you because i miss you very much. At school im not allowed to wear my game on bracelet but i still do. I love you very much!
Love, Julianne
Barb…you have made a very difficult decision that will make it easier for your children, husband and loving family say goodbye. This was one of the hardest hurdles my sister Sara had – just like you she was a fighter. I love you with all my heart and know that you feel the prayers around you. Send us a sign my friend – we will be waiting. For it. You my dear girl, the queen of signs, will be heard. Love to you, and your wonderful children, husband, siblings, parents and in-laws. The Busacca and Wiswall families
We are so lucky to know you-your boys are so very lucky and loved. Feel all the love and prayers-remember Bakersfield chicks are the strongest! Love you and your entire family! Kati
Barb, I can wish for you a beautiful, peaceful transition between earth and heaven, but I can still cry about it, can’t I? I can put my trust in God the way you and your family have along, but I can still say “this stinks!”, can’t I? All of the sentiments are heartfelt and beautiful, but we are sad and we will miss you greatly! We are all holding your hand … do you feel it?
Dear Barb: I am glad to hear that you are going home to be with your family. I have such fond memories of our “journeys” and the fun times we’ve had together. I have always valued and appreciated our friendship. God bless you and I love you, Richard
Barb-Words are not invented yet to describe your courage and your beauty. I value your friendship so very much since that CABI party at Jane’s when we talked long after everybody left. I cannot bear to say good-bye. LOVE LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Julie
Hi Barb: I was remembering the very first time we met. My thought was “wow, what a firecracker!”… Your spirit so alive and a light within you so very bright. What I know for sure is that your light continues to shine with each memory all of us have of times with you. And from that the world will continue to be a better place because of you. May you continue to walk in faith and feel the love and peace of God. With fond memories and love, P
Barb, we love you and look forward to the day that we with laugh with you in heaven. I am so thankful that you are going to be with your family at home. We will continue to pray for your peace. Jason, Jimmy and Matt you are constantly in our thoughts I hope you feel our prayers for strength. Katie and Diane, it was so nice to meet you yesterday although I felt as if I already knew you. I’m so thankful you have been there for Barb. Give Barb a hug for us. Love and Prayers Sue, Luke, Emma and Claire
Barb,
You are an AMAZING person and the fight you fought was incredible! The lessons you taught me on life and living life will be lived out in mine and my girls lives FOREVER!!! You will FOREVER be in my heart. I love you! Love and prayers my dear friend! Mary, Emily and Anna
Mary Kay & family-Thank you for keeping us updated during this most difficult time. Jason,Matt & Jimmy-I am thinking of you as you lose someone you love. Barb-He will raise you up on Eagle’s Wings & hold you in the palm of His hand. A Hug & a Prayer.
Barb-I have been praying for God to wrap you in his arms and take the pain away. You are such a great example of how to live life to the fullest. I will always remember the first cAbi show you did at my house and how we talked until midnight about how our paths crossed in Ames. You are a true inspiration to all of us! You are in my prayers and thoughts.
Barb, you have always been a mentor and true hero to me. It seems like just yesterday we were playing hide-and-seek on family dinner nights and filling your purse with candy to go to the movies. I am so happy that you are able to go home and be with your loving family and friends. And this website can attest to the many more whose lives you’ve touched that will be at home with you as well in spirit. I wish you no pain, strong faith and God’s eternal love.
Dear Barb and family,
I am reading the latest update with tears flowing. You look so beautiful in the photo with Josh, still smiling through the pain and all you have been through these past two years. I am happy to read that you will be going home, to be surrounded by your loving family and those who care so very deeply about you. My hearts aches today because it is 11 years since Tim died from pancreatic cancer. Although his battle only lasted 9 weeks, I saw first hand how wonderful and compassionate the hospice nurses are. I pray that you will find peace in your heart, knowing that Jason and your sons will be surrounded by friends and family who will never let you be far from their thoughts and forever in their hearts. With love and a gentle hug as you journey to the loving arms of our Lord.
Barb, our family is praying for you and your wonderful, supportive family. May the hospice workers relieve you of your pain.
Barb
I will always remember our first week in Ames when we met at Matt and Kristinas Gymnastics. Your were a special person in our lives in Ames. We all love you and we will watch over Jimmy when he comes to Colorado for the Air Force Academy. You have made an indelible mark on us all.Great Peace and Love to all of you.
The Caveys
Barb-You will forever be etched in our hearts. Your courage and strength have taught us all how to embrace life and live life to its fullest. You are a great example of that. Thank you for sharing your life with us-you truly are an amazing person. We will never forget you. All our love-The Flummerfelts
Barb, You are unlike all others. I love you. You are such an inspiration. I am praying for your comfort and God’s help in peace for your family.
You are just as courageous today as you were nearly two years ago. You have been an amazing gift to so many people, especially me, I think you have no idea.I continue to pray for peace and comfort for you and your family and all those who love you so much. I love the scripture from James that Shelley quoted. You “will receive the crown of life that God has promised”! Much love and God’s blessings, Ellen
I love you Barb, you are a hero to me!
Barb…I just saw you earlier today and am still giggling about you chiming in to correct us when we were telling stories…as I said there, you are never far out of the conversation! I love it! I am so proud of you for the fight you have given, and I am proud of you now as you have had to make this very difficult decision. You have won in so many ways. You have taught us all so much about living. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for coming into my life on that really cold February night in 2001. Iowa needed the warm breeze (okay, gust!) that was you! Have peace and know how much you are loved. Kelly
Barb,
Thank you for being my inspiration. I pray for peace and comfort for you and your family. Thank you for your fighting spirit and determination in this battle. Hospice is wonderful. They will give you great comfort in your journey.
JoLynn
Dear Barb & Family, The choice Barb just made to go home and be within the peace of her home is another of faith and bravery that God continues to bless her with. She doesn’t have to suffer any longer in pain and will soon be in His loving arms looking over us all. I am so proud of you all and amazed at your abilities to fully allow her to make her choices even when you would see her in such great suffering. You live the example of living strong in faith and are a true testament to us all. Love to you all, Jenny
“Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.”
James 1:12
Barb, may you find comfort in His promise. May all the Angels in Heaven dance with Joy as they wait your arrival into His GLORIOUS Kingdom!
With a heart filled with love and endless prayer,
S
S
Knowing that you will find peace and comfort with your family at home…what an amazing example of faith and love you and everyone in your life provide to all of us. Sending you my prayers and love. You are now and have always been such a gift in my life and to everyone that has been blessed to be a part of yours. All my love, Anne
Auntie Barb,
I miss you so much! I wish I could be there with you right now. I have been praying for you
every night at the foot of my bed. I give you my luck and best wishes to you
love,
Delaney
Barb, you don’t know me but Debbie Jett has passed your story on to me. I lit a luminary in your honor at the Relay for Life that was held last week in New Holstein Wisconsin. Just know that people are praying for you in many places! My thoughts are prayers with you and your family.
Sheryl – Green Bay, Wisconsin
Everytime one of you cross my mind I start praying and Barb that is many times in a day. Love to all of you. xoxo
Hi Barb!
I hope your day is filled with good news.
Really praying for that!
Love,
Lori
Sending lots of love and prayers to and your family.
Love ya lots,
Karla
Barb,we are thinking and praying for you daily. Your love and determination are unsurpassed and an inspiration that will live forever. God bless you and your family.
The Berry’s
I love the picture:)
Barb,
I have thought about you and your family every day. Every time I see my children I think of you and your struggle. I only wish I could have been in your life and experienced you (and all of your strength, love and compassion) as a mother. I think you are one of the most determined people I have ever met…and I’m old and have met lots of people. I know that I could have learned some things about motherhood from you. I can only hope that the love you receive eases your pain and brings you the comfort you need. I look at my little Lladro angel that you gave me when I converted to catholicism and think of you. It says so much about you that the gift you gave me was an angel. So, I’m sending you an angel in my heart (it’s probably only one of a thousand angels) to be with you and to bring you love, comfort and relief from your pain.
John and I are praying for your pain to miraculously evaporate. We love you lots!
Barb,
Praying for miracles and sending you all of our love and positive energy. All things are possible with God!
We love you!
What an amazing example of Love with no boundaries. This endless stream of love will certainly last forever for you and your family. Just wanted to let you know we are praying for you, thinking of you and wishing for a miracle. Love you Barb, Jason Matt & Jimmy. The Chance’s
Dear Barb & All, We have all been praying for miracles maybe not recognizing them all around us. so much love,courage and touching others. You have been like a torch blazing bright passing that warmtn and encouragement to all around you. Know when it is time to pass that torch. Love Aunt Dianne & Uncle Morgan
Never in my life have I ever seen an army like the one that stands behind you! I think of you many times throughout the day and check back often. God bless you Barb and your amazing army of friends and family!
Bryan & Rachel Rademacher
As I sat and wondered what to write to you, I began looking back at your wall postings. Barb, NO ONE else in this world could possibly have had as much love, caring, concern-friends, family, (even from strangers!) as YOU! You are absolutely one-of-a kind, Barb. We are praying for an ease to your pain. Love, Wendy
Barb you are loved by so many people. Stay strong and we will stay stong with our prayers. Hugs and Kisses. Jeff, Lisa, Avery, Shea and Garrett
He denied Jimmy the winning basket. That did NOT go over very well w/Mama Barb. You popped up from the bleachers and made a bee line for that poor ref. He got an earful! Even though we didn’t get the basket,you gave all of us a good laugh! And you sent a msg to your son that you are a true warrior fighting for those you love so much! And we love you so much,Barb.
Cindy and sons
Barb, As the days are long for you fighting this terrible monster, we all are hoping and praying for God’s miracle! The one Barb memory that brings a mile-wide-smile to me everytime I think of it is when we sat at the basketball game in some small town in Iowa together. You,me,Dennis and Amy and other parents. The end of the game…Jimmy dribbles the length of the court in the last seconds to make a layup to win the game for us!!! He made it in right at the buzzer! But the ref thought otherwise. He denied Jimmy’s game winning shot. That did not go over well with mama Barb. You popped up from those bleachers like a lil fire cracker. You strudded right across the gym floor w/your high heels and marched directly to that poor ref who got an earful! Even though we never did get that point you made it known we certainly did win that game! The smiles you gave everyone…even the other team, was priceless. A true warrior herself, fighting for her son. Love to you,friend. Cindy and sons
Hello Barb, I hope as you are reading this that you know that I am thinking of you contastantly and praying for your comfort. Just wanted to let you know that at Ames High open house yesterday I was bombarded by the Barbstrong gear. Although I am not surprised, everywhere I looked I saw purple bracelets and Barbstrong t-shirts. You have touched so many of us in our community and we all love you so much. We all feel united in our prayers for you. We are, and always will be, your faithful army. Love and peace to you my friend.
Barb, Thought I’d make you smile: wear my Cabi often and know that the hat you wore at the Gala for Mary Greely was definetly not from there. You make us all smile with the beauty God has given you inside and out. Our thoughts and prayers for you and your family continue always.
Hugs for strength and love,
Darlene and Dean Hunziker
Sending you prayers for a pain free day. I am praying that you have a beautiful day with your father. May your guardian Angels wrap their arms around you to give you comfort and a peaceful mind. All our love.
JoLynn, Jim, Meredith and Matthew.
Dear Barbara,
You are fighting so hard, and I am praying for you to remain “Barb”strong in your faith and your might. I am also praying that your pain will subside and that you will have comfort and peace. You are definitely a mighty warrior–as we have all witnessed these past two years. You continue to lead this Army of yours into battle with this crazy and wild enemy. I don’t know many, if any, who could walk your walk, with the grace and gratitude for life that you always exhibit. I believe that GOD is holding you right now and he is comforting you with his words of promise. As always, we continue to pray and have the faith to help you move that mountain–we are with you–love always–marilyn and steve
love is…
To all who contributed to the Angel Quilt: Helen tells me it is on display at Barb and Jason’s home and Katie puts it on the downstairs bed when she is there. It is being used and all the love and good wishes with which it was made are “blanketing” the residents and visitors to 2131 McCarthy Rd, Ames. May the wings of angels lift us all.
your smile lives in my heart and shines for my girls…we love you, barb
As Katie mentioned below, it is hard to find the words-your strength and faith so inspiring-you have taught us so many valuable lessons and how to live life. Our thoughts and prayers are with you always.-Love you Flummerfelts
Barb, The prayers continue for you and your family. God’s blessings and peace, Ellen
In prayer for all of you. May the love and peace of our Father touch all of you.
Barb… today I had to get a new cover for my phone (yes, I have dropped it a time or two) and I chose the PURPLE one just for you. It goes nicely with my faded and stretched out Barb’s Army bracelet and is another reminder of you each day. As bad as this cancer is, so much good has come from it…the amazing outpouring of love, the combined energy of all our prayers, and the way your journey is reminding us all to live each day, to take nothing for granted, and to practice gratitude for our blessings. I will look at my purple cover on my phone (really, a fitting tribute to you since I know how much you are on your phone!) and think of you many, many times each day. I am praying tonight that you have a comfortable, restful sleep and peaceful dreams. Love to you, as always…Kelly
Tearful, heartfelt prayers for you. God bless you Barb. Karen
i can’t tell you how many times i’ve started to write something, then just can’t find the words. i think about you so often- i continue to wear your purple bracelet…the same one i’ve been wearing for 2 years! true story (it’s a little faded in color and stretched out but i don’t care- i never take it off…). it reminds me of you, it reminds me how important it is to live in the moment and cherish each day, and it reminds me to, above all else, trust my faith in God…the way you have. KEEPING THE FAITH… ALWAYS. love you!
Hi Barb: Thinking of you and praying you had a pain free and comfortable day. Sending lots of love to you! Julie
Barb,
You have been kept in my thoughts and prayers. You are an inspiration to so many people, including my family and I. We are sending peace and love your way!
Love,
Jillian Blum and Family
Barb, Thinking of you all the time. Peace and prayers to you and your family. Love, Monica, Pete, Oliver and Jude
Thinking of you each day and sending you so many prayers… Allie and I leave for the Emmys on Friday. I keep smiling at the vision of you and Kelly coaxing Tony into being the winning bidder at Gala…you can be very persuasive! Sending you a big hug. Love, Anne
hey auntie barb! just wanted to let you know we love you to infinity and beyond phoebe and skipper are doing great and being the normal rascals they normally are haha. Dominique, Delaney and I have started doing a kickboxing class with our older sister Lia in hmb and not only is it a kick ass work out there are also many cute and ripped guys there well we all wish you to be out of the hospital soon and have a safe and quick recovery. love you!!
Afternoon Barb,
Just thinking of you..may today be peaceful and pain free!
Hello Barb, You have been a testimony to all. Many (more then you could ever imagine) have been touched by your faith, hope and love. We hope today is a good day.
Kevin & Carol
Dear Barb,
You are an inspiration and I feel so blessed that our lives crossed. You continue to be in my thoughts and daily prayers. My heart goes out to you and your family. You are so blessed to have such a wonderful community supporting you. Thank you to your sisters for keeping all of your warriors updated. You are so loved! I will continue to pray that God holds you in His loving arms and gives you peace.
Barb,
We love you so much! So praying that you have an easier day!
Good morning Barb!
I pray that it’s a positive day for you!
As I wonder through your message wall, I’m awestruck by the massive unity of well wishers, prayer warriors, and loyalty to you. Often times, when faced with a life challenge, one can often times feel a certain loneliness in their journey. I’m comforted by the fact that you must feel this “community” of support with each and every moment of challenge. We’re all truly walking the walk with you. And we’ll continue to hold you in our minds and lives forever.
You’ve become a “life changer” for all who know you, and have been graced by you. Pretty awesome, Barb!
love you,
Lori
Dear Barb and family: Our prayers are with you. May God bless you and keep you. Donna and George
Good morning Barb! I’m hoping that you had a good night of rest and that you are feeling free of pain today. You are constantly on my mind and in my heart. Each day I use your life as a testament to FAITH and try to live by your example and inspiration. I will continue to be a warrior of prayer, peace and hope on your behalf. Sending love and light to your family as well. I love you and hope to come see you again in the next few days.
Barb,
Just thinking about you again tonight. Wishing you some peaceful resting and no more pain.
Peace, healing and love be with you tonight. May you feel the halo of strength from all of us that surrounds you. We are strong and we are of faith.
I will trust in the mercy of God Forever and ever.
Psalm 52:10
You are a pillar of strength!!! YOU are AMAZING!!!! Barb, I continue to pray for you and your family. Love to all.
Just wanted to let you know that I’m thinking of you and continue to pray for you! Like everyone says you are an inspiration!! You are so amazing!
God bless,
Liz
Stopped in to see you today Barb…you were resting so peacefully. You are an amazing lady…so strong…you are an inspiration to all of us.
Love, deb
The Andrew family is thinking of you tonight. We are so proud of you and so amazed at your strength. We love you, Jason and the boys so much. Your a Rock Star!
Lisa
Barb…thinking of you tonight, as I do every night. I have replayed so many memories I have had with you and I always end up laughing…at the night we stayed up until 3am talking (shocker, I know!) and got scolded by my mother, the ski trip in Vermont, the car ride home from Minneapolis with the mirror…and many, many more. Just think about how many of your friends and family have fond, funny and happy memories with you. Think about how many friends and family have always counted on you to be the life of the party…or at least the commentator! We are all rich with these experiences and feel blessed to have been a part of them. Here’s praying that you have a peaceful night and a good day tomorrow.
Barb,
We think about you every day and pray for you fervently. You are in our hearts. God knows your pain, just as surely as He knew His Son’s pain. Everyone who is with you there represents many more here in Bakersfield and elsewhere. We are your army and we wish we could take your pain and suffering away.
Barb: We are so proud of you! We just wanted to let you know we are here for you:)!!!
WE are glad to be apart of barbs army
we are thinking of you
- the alexanders
prayers & thoughts for you and your family. you are an inspiration for all us. the lord is looking after you…..we all love and admire you sooooo much!
Barb-Prayers and prayer hugs sent to you hourly…Stay strong!! PS-I wear the black CABI “skort” to work practically daily! You’ll have to explain to whomever reads you these…I work at home so ok to wear the way-too-short skort but I love it and I love you!! Julie
Barb, Just thinking of you and praying for a restful night. God Bless! Love, Julie
Barb,
I am thinking about you and praying for you. Sending you hope and love from Texas! You are an amazing woman, touched so many, keep fighting! Melissa
Barb…Just a quick note to let you know you have been and will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers daily! I was just thinking today how much fun we had at dinner at Mexicali over Christmas! The stories and memories you and Tom shared with Traci,Bryan and I were priceless!! My cheeks hurt from laughing so much that night!!You are truly amazing. xoxo carla
Barb,
Just want you to know your Stewart Title family keeps up on your progress daily and we are all praying for you. And Ron and I will always be grateful for the time we spent with you earlier this year. We had such a fun time with you, Jason and the boys – we are fortunate to have you as a friend. And as a side note …after the trip with Jimmy to the Apple store I ended up having to buy Ron an iPad for his birthday …let Jimmy know I am totally blaming him for this! Take care, Barb, and know that we are thinking of you often. Love, MaryAnn
Barb…we continue to keep you in our daily prayers. I am praying for you to feel the peace and love that is around you. As your family gathers around you feel that strength. We were both blessed to be raised with a rich and strong tradition of faith. Our families are our greatest source of wealth. You have passed on that legacy to the boys, Jason and so many others. We love you. Molly, Bruce and family
You are always on my mind.
I’m so glad you are surrounded by family and friends and wish I could be there for you.
Sending you all my love and is praying for you and your family. Love you all.
Love Karina (Denmark)
Good morning sweet girl!!! I vision your family & friends all there…in and out with visits & care and You are surrounded by love & light which is so appropriate because you exude LOVE & LIGHT! Your journey, grace & faith teach all of us daily to treasure every moment and find the joys & laughter life brings even in the darkest of times. Your passion in being present with your boys speaks so boldly of the truest & purest love of a mother. YOU are amazing Ms. Barb!!! I’m praying a peaceful, beautiful day for you all there…sharing more fun stories and creating new ones. Gods peace & love to you all. Kisses! Jenny
Hi Barb,
I hope today’s a good day for you. I was just at Clerou Tire and ran into your dad. He’s so cute. He said it was wheels up at 0900.. He’s heading your way, sounds like he’ll be there by Wednesday. We had a great chat, it was nice to see him. I gave him a big hug from me to you – I hope you feel it.
I hope you have a great visit with him.
Take care. And again, Thanks MaryKay for all the beautiful updates. Kolleen
“Come to me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you, and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and My load is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 Dear Sweet Barb,
I just want you to know that I am praying daily for you, for your family, for your doctors and for the wonderful family that surrounds you. You are a fighter, a beautiful picture of strength and courage and determination. I pray that you will find strength and hope in the Lord for each moment of the day. With love, Becky
Barb, you have touched so many lives, including mine and I only met you once! Your strength and courage are a true inspiration and testament to who you are and your deep faith. I think of you often and continue praying for you. God bless you Barb. Karen
Good morning Barb!
Hoping that you had a good and restful night’s sleep. I can’t imagine you loving a hospital bed, certainly not as comfortable or comparable as the beautiful bed you have at home with its mountain of pillows on it . (Speaking as one pillow hoarder to another).:)
But I’m comforted in knowing that you’re in a place that will give you all the care and comfort you well deserve. I’m sure you know the name of every nurse in the hospital by now and getting the best medical care possible.
I know that you’re able to feel the love and prayers from all of us….pouring in constantly. I hope that you can find real comfort and peace in your heart from this.
I will anxiously await the updates today. Will pray for you, as always.
Love and hugs,
Lori
Hi Barb, I’m thinking of you and praying for you this morning just like every other morning since I was blessed with your friendship. There are not words for what you have meant to our family. Your life is a gift to everyone you touch. Wishing you a blessed day. XOXO Sue
Good morning Barb! I have never met anyone with your determination and Zest! You have touched the lives of many and each of us are better because we met you! The fight is not over and someday we will find a cure! God bless you!!
Barb ~ I knew the second that I met you that you were brought into my life for a reason ~ inspiration, love, generousity, warmth, and a true zest for life. I feel so blessed to have met you and feel like I’ve known you all of my life. You continue to amaze me! Your boys are so lucky to have such a beautiful mom inside and out with a spirit that cannot be beaten. Thank you for being such a wonderful human being. I love you and truly pray that you are at peace. ~Carmen~
Barb,
You have touched so many lives including mine. I love your beautiful smile and sense of humor. I am inspired by your courage and faith. I don’t really know what to say except tell you that I love you and am praying for you to have pain free days to enjoy with your family. Love, Barb Utesch
Dear Barb,
I just finished watching the movie Letters to God. It was based on the verse from 2 Cor. 3:3–You show that you are a letter from Christ…written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts. Barb, your life is truly a “letter” of the power of God and his Holy Spirit. Thank you for writing on the tablet of my heart. Love always, Neila
Barb, You and your beautiful family are in my thoughts and prayers as you go through this journey. And thank you to your wonderful sisters for keeping up the website. May God continue to watch over you and your family and provide them strength and hope.
Memories of our good times together are flooding my mind. In between the tears while reading the posts on your wall Ijust started laughing out loud about the “tummel” business in Hawaii….what was his name??? Love you big….Sonja
Dear Barb,
Not many minutes go by in a day without our thoughts and prayers drifting towards you. Tonight we had dinner at the club with my parents, and we talked about you and your courageous battle…everyone there has their thoughts on you! We admire you so much for your bravery, your faith in God, your love for life and your love for others. I think about how amazing it is that you have shared so much of yourself with us; your vulnerability in letting us into your life through your struggles and your joys. You are an amazing teacher to us all…I feel so blessed to call you a friend and so proud of you for being so graceful through all of this. Love, hugs and prayers to you and all of your family!
xxoo
the Bennetts
As the day winds down…I think of you. Wondering how your day was, what your thoughts were,what you did.
I know that your family is surrounding you, and I pray that you are able to enjoy their company.
I heard a guest priest say today in Mass that “the best is yet to be”for those of us believers. Well….you certainly fit that category! No doubt about that.
I felt comforted in knowing and hearing those words today. We get so caught up in “this” world of ours….and often times forget that this is not our “permanent” home. Our eternal home will be beyond our imagination. You have prepared well,Barb.
Sleep well….as I pray for uplifting news from your family tomorrow.
My love,
Lori
Barb, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family every day. I am comforted by your faith in God and His loving care. I know that your family is being sustained by heavenly attendants as well as earthly ones.
Thinking about you and praying for you and your family.
Barb, You are one tough cookie. Your strength is unbelievable. You
have touched so many peoples lives. the courage you have shown facing this hideous disease is incredible. You are a true Hero Barb. Love,Leesa
I live this day one precious moment at a time. “Give us this day our daily strength” Matthew 6:11. Ordered the new CAbi peg slacks, grey-blue muted plaid. Love, Kathy
God is GOOD and I TRUST in Him!
Love to ALL,
S
I love you, Barb, Jason, Jimmy, and Matt! You’re in my thoughts and prayers always.
Our hearts and prayers are with all of you.
God Bless, your courage is amazing
Barb, Yesterday I was pondering friendship and wrote in my journal, “blessed are the people who walk into our lives bearing the gift of friendship” and the words “by the grace of God flooded my head throughout the day. You have been a friend to so many and it’s by the grace of God that we have been touched by you! Thank you! My prayers are with you. Peace and Love, Julie
Barb and Family,
I went to Mass this morning and the priest was talking about if we have done our work to enter the into God’s Kingdom. I smiled knowing that you Barb, have done your work and then some:) Offered today’s Mass up for you and your family friend. So touched by the inspirational words from your family and friends.Praying for peace and comfort for all of you.
Barb & family: Today I was reading out of my book Swear To God and I came across this.”If we seek our rest in the gifts,we will never find rest. If we look beyond the gifts to the Giver, we will know everlasting peace,even amid the most terrifying difficulties of life.” We continue to keep you all in our daily prayers. what a gift all of you are to each other.. Continue to Trust in God. Love Norma & Leroy
Barb,
I am so thankful for your wonderful afternoon! Thank God that you have relief from your pain. We hope you have many blessings on this beautiful day. All our love.
JoLynn, Jim, Meredith and Matthew.
Barb, last night I heard about a 35-year-old man (friend of my niece) in Milawaukee who was just diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. I wish I could pass along a testimonial about your victories and bravery encountering this disease … you are an inspiration to countless people, whether they are struggling with an illness or whether they are well. Thank you for being a “poster girl” for sunshine, positive spirits, faith, and living each day to your full potential. You are that sunshine in so many lives … that legacy will live on. Blessings and many hugs.
Barb…you have been so brave through your entire journey, and I have watched you face each hurdle with faith and grace. Yesterday you performed, in my opinion, your greatest feat of bravery yet…and you did it at the same time you gave your family and closest friends an amazing gift. I am not surprised at all, and I am deeply touched that you are facing the next step in your destiny with that same faith and grace. I don’t think you realize how much you have taught me, and your entire army, about living. You are forever in our hearts…
Good morning Barb! So wonderful to hear that you shared some special girl time!!! I am so completely amazed & inspired by how STRONG you are! YOU are and your family is AMAZING!!! As we have said to each other before, I feel so very fortunate that we crossed paths 2 years ago! You and your family are in my thoughts all the time Barb…love you! Julie
Good morning Barb and Barb’s amazing family! I’ve just read all of the udpates from Saturday. I am full of sadness for what you are all going through and that Barb is suffering so much. I’m truly touched at the closeness of your family and Mary Kay my heart goes out to you for all of the updates you provide and yet continue to keep the faith. Thank you for taking the time to update Barb’s Army. It’s easy to see why Barb is such a warm loving beautiful person – look at what she’s grown up with. Truly blessed to have such a wonderful caring family. Sending sincere prayers and hugs to you all! Love Carmen
It’s Sunday morning, a beautiful day…..praise God.
So many prayers of love and comfort will surely pour in, again today. I pray you have more days like yesterday.
It did my heart good knowing that you managed to have some enjoyment with friends and family. Laughter too…your one of a kind contagious laugh.
Your message wall is staggering to read. Sooooo many well wishers, friends, of all ages, all parts of the country. That is such a testimony of your life Barb. Your very special connection and impact with others. We all can only hope for a fraction of that ourselves one day.
We are all there with you Barb, each minute of the day…..thinking, remembering special moments, praying, smiling, and even weeping now with joy and grief.
Praying for you always,
Much love,
Lori
Barb,
Thoughts and prayers are with you and your entire family!
I am Matt’s 7th grade English teacher this year, and I just want you to know that I am praying for you and your family. Please know I will do whatever it is I can to help Matt through this difficult time, and I will continue to pray for comfort and peace. I lost both of my parents to cancer in this last year. I understand the pain and fear it causes…Let me know what I can do to help…my thoughts are with you.
Barb-Tears of joy you are awake and feeling better! Keep going STRONG as you do every second of the day! Love and hugs, Julie and three cats!
Dear Barb and your army: I don’t know you but have been following your journey since it began because I went to Garces and know of you all and the many people in your beautiful story. I pray for you all daily. I want you to know that you and your family are the most amazing people. You are all truly a testament to what a family should and could be to each other. I have been so touched and inspired by all of you. You and your family are kind, generous, loving, honest, faithful fighters who have been dealt a tough deal. I wanted you all to know how much you have touched me and so many others by sharing your very personal journey. You are making the world a better place by sharing, I will continue to pray for God’s grace upon you, your family and your army.
Dear Barb and Barb’s army.
I follow your story and I wish you all the best. From my place in The Netherlands I will pray for you and for your family.
Love Cindy Wannee (Holland- Assendelft)
Dear Barb. I love you and wish I could be with you right now. Hate that I’m so far away and can not help in any way! My whole family is praying for you, your family and send you their love.
Love Karina
XOXO
Barb…you are beautiful, you know that!? Your smile is still amazing and it sounds like even though life has dealt you cancer…God has blessed you in more ways thAn one! Breathe in the love so many have for you! Receive the great thoughts and memories you have, and love huge while you can! You have made a difference to many and you will forever live in our hearts always! Hang tough girl!!! Prayers going up! Blessings are on their way down especially for you and yours! I feel honored to have known you before….keep fighting! Go out kicking and screaming…God will love that! Laugh if you can. We who believe, are right behind you! So we’ll see you soon! Love, Conni
It has taken me some time to figure out what to say! I need you to know that you are the most amazing lady I have ever met! I promise you I will continue the fight against this shitty disease and I will always honor you! I love you Barb and I pray that you are at peace! To your amazing husband and son’s the fight will go on to find a cure!!! Love and hugs to you!!
Dear Barb, Jason, Matt & Jimmy: I can do nothing but think of you and pray for all of you. Barb, I have never known a person with so much faith, courage and conviction. You are truly a saint. Why God has given you and your family such a burden is not for us to know. He has a plan and sometimes it is not our plan. Barb and Jason, I want you to know that I think Matt is a very special young boy. He has a strong and kind character that shows itself whenever he has been with us. He is so very thoughtful, thankful, kind, generous and humble. He is as special to me as my own 9 grandchildren. Twice Matt has spoken to me about character and accountability. He is very wise and yet so young to show such qualities and kindness. Know know that he will be this strong young man as he grows up. I am praying for everyone especially you, Barb. May this faith journey God has you on end as he wishes. You are so very strong! I love you. xo GM
Where’s the Angel Quilt? Can we break it out to cover Barb with the love and blessings that went into its creation?
Barb…please know that we all feel that in so many ways you have beat this cancer. There are so many people that love you, the boys, Jason and your wide extended family. We will watch over your most precious possessions – Jimmy & Matt – and they will know you through all of us. Our love and prayers are with you during this walk – you will find peace in our Lord’s precious arms. Love, Molly
We love you so much and are happy that you are more comfortable tonight. We wish that we could be with you to hug you in person but we are sending all of our love and hugs and hope you can feel them. Love to you, Jason, Jimmy & Matt and your mom and sisters and Daniel too. XOXO Lee, Kryssy, Collin, Nikki & Will
I am sending so many thoughts and prayers your way. You are the great warrior woman we all aspire to be. May peace be with you as you continue on this journey. May God’s faith and blessings be showered upon you and your entire family. In God’s everlasting love and wonder, Kelly
Dearest Barb, Jason, Jimmy, Matt and all family members. I went to mass tonight and my thoughts were on all of you the entire time. The music was wonderful tonight and it reminded me how we all really need to trust in the Lord. Barb, I lit a candle for you and prayed for you to have peace and no pain. As so many people mention in their posts, you are so amazing and have shown tremendous courage! You have impacted so many lives and you truly have and always will have an army of supporters! With much love to you all…Kris Gross
Barb, I have held off sending you a message because I couldn’t think of the perfect words to say to you. I guess the best thing I can say is ….. I love you and I am so very proud to call you my friend. I will forever cherish my memories of you…every laugh we shared (which were many!!!) Most of all…I am inspired to live my life by the same principles you displayed….. faith, courage, and love. You are a blessing to us all. Love you! Kristine
Hi Barb, I’m so sorry that you are experiencing sooo much pain. I’m glad you have Jason, your sisters and mom back there with you. I’m sure you will feel even better when the Family Doc gets there. Your sister MaryKay is doing a beautiful job updating all of us out here on how you’re doing. I hope the next post finds you feeling better. Take Care… I love you, Kolleen
You are all in our thoughts and prayers. Thank you for your example of such great FAITH!!!!
My previous post was a little scattered. When thinking of “Irish Eyes” , I am reminded of our Grandma Nora’s blue eyes, and Barb has those same eyes. Smiling eyes. My mom Margaret had them too. Love, Kathy
Barb, Jason, Boys and the whole family,
You are such a true testimony of family love. Our hearts and prayers are with you everyday. Everyone’s love for you, Barb is so touching in all of the notes on the wall. Barb you are such a wonderful friend to so many people. You are an amazing mother,sister, daughter and aunt to your family. Your family’s love and support is such a testament to this fact.
We hope the boys first days of school went well and that Matt enjoyed Jr. High and Jimmy enjoyed his first day as a sophmore. Hugs, kisses, and prayers from all of the Andrew’s.
Love,
Lisa, Jeff and Kids
I just got back from mass, and please know Barb and all the Haller family that I am thinking of you and know our good God is looking after you now, more than ever.
Barb, You are a constant on our minds and in our hearts. We love you. We don’t understand why but have faith that God has big plans for you. You have and continue to touch so many people. You are an inspiration to us to strive to each day be better than we were the day before. Your courage and strength are such a testament to your faith. We believe in you.
Know that we are keeping the Haller family in our throughts and prayers.
Dear Barb, You are such a bright light and this world is a better place because of you. Your incredible strength, courage and grace on this journey has been amazing and an inspiration for all. May you find peace in knowing that the love of God and all of our love is with you now and in the days to come. You, Jason, Jimmy & Matt and your families continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. With love, Richard and Patty
I LOVE YOU AAND CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU YOU ARE SO SPECIAL LOVE YOU LAVONNE
I am Barb’s neighbor down near the east end of the street. I just read about this web site in the Tribune today. I am glad to know of it. Barb, you and yours are in my thoughts and prayers, and now I am grateful for a non-intrusive way to follow along. Many thanks to Barb’s army.
Barb, know that they way with which you are so courageously and bravely carrying this cross, is inspiring so many in profound ways. Peace be with you and your family.
Phil. 4:7″And the peace of God which trascends all understanding, will guard your heart and your mind in Jesus” Let God’s peace transcend our limited understanding of this world. This is my prayer for you and your family.
This is just such bad news. I’m really sorry for Barb and all the Haller and Boylan family. I hope that Barb does not suffer any more.
Barb, I think you are so amazing and I have always admired your strength. You have blessed the lives of so many. I pray for God to bless you with his loving embrace and the he will provide you comfort and peace as you continue your fight.
Barbara and Family, Our prayers are with you all, God bless.
Barb, you are an AMAZING prson. We continue to pray for you and your family. I don’t like God’s plan either. I do know God is there with you. He will never leave your side. You are such a special lady. You are defiantly a tigger! I am in awe of your strength and faith. God bless you Barb.
Attended the memorial service for 98 year old local man, the father of my kid’s former parochial school principal. What a reminder that God works in His time, not our time. Mary Kay, thanks for your courage and bravery in continuing to share during this very difficult time for all of you. The opening song of the memorial service was “When Irish Eyes Are Smiling” That song always makes me cry, but especially today. “May the road rise to meet you, May the wind be always at your back, May the sun shine upon your face, May the rains fall soft upon your fields, And until we meet again, May God hold you in the palm of His hand.
Barb, as Jenni Mortimer wrote below, YOU are our hero, too! We send prayers to you and all of your family. Love to you…
the Bennetts
Barb,
In the short amount of time that I have known you, you have taught me so much. Your ever trusting faith in God, your strength in fighting this awful disease, and your gracefulness in living with it are truly incredible. I think about you all the time and I wish I had some magic words that could make all of this go away. I agree with MK – I don’t like God’s plan right now, but we must trust and believe. Much love to you and your family.
Our prayers are constant for you all!
Barb and Family, My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Barb and Family,
Heavy, heavy hearts today. Your family’s example of God’s love at work has truly inspired and meant to much to so many. Barb, your faith in God is such a lesson to us all. You are a fighter with a faith that can move mountains, when so many of us would have crumbled or planned for the worst long ago. With that faith, I know that God has you WRAPPED up in his hands, as he does Jason, Jimmy, and Matt….and the rest of the family and loved ones. I am not sure we all “understand” WHY this is happening, but know that you are TRULY loved and supported. I think that your actions speak louder than any words you can write or talks you could give. What an honor to know you, love you, and be a “part of your family” on this journey….
Blessings for peace,
Keeb
Dear Barb and Family,
My prayers and thoughts are with all of you right now.
Love, Danette
Barb, When I first met you you, you taught me that every moment is an opportunity for love, laughter and celebration with those we love. Through your illness, you have taught me that every moment is truly a miracle from God and not to take anything for granted. You are such a beautiful person and even in your darkest moments, your light continues to shine. You encourage, inspire, and draw to you…..those who dearly love you. The amount of people you have shared your faith with is amazing and your Army is continuing to grow. We are all cheering you on with love, empathy and appreciation of you and your family!!! God is with all of you Barb! ((Hugs))Joelle
Barb and Family,
I know that you can feel all the love and prayers that are pouring out from all over. Once when I went through a very difficult time, my dear friend Barb told me to lay myself in the hands of God. I did just that and felt God’s will surround me. With that, all the fear eroded and I was filled with His peace and grace. As it is now, God is holding you all in His hands. Barb’s miracle will continue to spread as she fulfills even bigger purposes to come. My love and light to you all.
Nothing to say, just that I am praying for all of you, A LOT. God bless you and peace be with you.
Dearest Barbara,
You are the strongest, most courageous, and definitely the most faithful person I have ever known. You are an awesome wife, mother and friend to so many. I am praying, and so many are praying for you to stay strong and have peace. Your faith has moved so many mountains that have stood in your way and it will continue to move the mountains you encounter. You are so loved and cherished by your husband, children, family and friends. You keep on the that path of faith and know that our GOD is carrying you right now and helping you get through this difficult time. As always, we continue to pray and have the faith to help you move that mountain–we are with you–love always–marilyn and steve
Knowing the God does not give us more than we can handle, it is evident that He has great faith in Barb and your entire family. You have all shown the rest of us the meaning of true spirituality, faith,and love …through the darkest of times. Barb has touched each and every one of us in a different, special way…we are blessed to be in her company and to experience this with you all. As difficult as it is, we thank you for sharing with us. I am saying the Prayer of St. Francis now more than ever. It is my favorite, and I know one of Barb’s too…love to you all…
Dear Barb…we are all praying so fervently for you. This is the time that your faith and bravery will shine through. God is by your side and feels your pain. We love you very much. Your strength and courage has inspired so many people. Love, The Busaccas
One Thing I ask from the Lord, This only do I seek: That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze on the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple. Psalm27:4
Dearest Barb, and family,
I’m sending you my heartfelt love.
This is the most dreaded time that we’ve wanted to avoid for you,Barb.
Words are not adequate to express the sorrow we all surely feel. This moment by moment struggle of yours, and your amazingly caring family …. lending you their everything. It’s not hard to imagine how you became this most extraordinary woman, when you were raised by this most amazing family. We have all fallen in love with each and every one of them through your journey. A connection which will bond us forever!
You deserve the promised peace and eternal love that is awaiting you Barb. Your faith has been your beautiful legacy to us.
We love you sweet, beautiful Barb!
Lori
Barb I don’t know you personally, but I am LaVonne Kruse’s daughter. I have been following your journey and my heart is pleading for your comfort as well as that of your family. Your strength and faith touches many people even those you don’t know. I pray that God is speaking to you and that you have the presence of angels each day. Love and prayers from many people down here with me in Texas.
Dear Mary Kay,
You, as well as the whole have Haller/Boylan/Schager families been in my thoughts and prayers. Barb is truly the most AMAZING women I have ever meet–Her FAITH, her LOVE, her STRENGTH, her WISDOM, is an inspiration to all! As I have walked this journey with her she has taught me so much about our faith and about living life. Last Sunday, I was blessed to spend the afternoon with Barb, as sick as she is, her FAITH is stronger then ever, what a role model.
MK, was sorry to have missed you last week, thanks for stopping to see me. Your updates on Barb, as hard as it is on you to write, have been a blessing to us all, thank you!
“If God will lead us to it….God will get us thru it” Prayers and Love to all!
Oh, Mary Kay I am so sorry about what all of you are having to go through. I am in tears every time I read about Barb,it being so reminiscent of Robynn and knowing the pain and suffering that is taking place is gut wrenching. I have been on my knees praying for Peace,Comfort and Grace for Barb. I know that our Lord will wrap her in His love and introduces her into His most Glorified Kingdom where she will be greeted by so many of our precious Angels! We will all join her someday and I know she will be hard at work “preparing a place for us”. That gives me great comfort and I look forward to that day.
Please send Barb my love and extend it to yourself,Doc,Katie,Daniel,your Mom, Dad(I’ll take care of Joan myself;) and the rest of the family.
You are a wonderful blessing MK and we are so grateful that your love for your sister led you to lead the rest of us in His name…….
Love and Prayers,
Shelley
Barb, You ARE so courageous and are loved by ALL! I’m thinking and praying for you.I hope you feel the prayers surround you and give you peace.
God takes the best flowers from his garden first….I love you Barb Always my dear friend
It is written: “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man the things which God has prepared for those who love Him”.
1 Corinthians 2:9
“A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles” ~ Christopher Reeve
Barb, you are my hero. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Dear Barb, You are an amazing woman! I knew that from the first time I met you. You are in great hands (God, your family, and friends) – We are all praying for you and know how courageous and strong you are! My prayers and love are with you always.
God is holding you in his arms my sweet friend. You are so strong in body and in spirit. You and all of your family are in our thoughts and the center of our prayers. With all my love, Anne
Barb – I continue to pray for your pain and nausea to subside, and for strength, courage and peace for you and your family. God bless and keep you always.
Barb,
Hoping you can find some relief with your pain and nausea. May God hold you and give you peace.
JoLynn
sending more love, thoughts, and prayers..keep fighting and as my mom continues to say “keep the faith” xoxo
Hi Barb, I’m a friend of MK’s here in Elk Grove. I’ve been praying for you for a very long time. I did the Barb’s Army embroidered sweatshirt for your Half Moon Bay niece. Even though I don’t know you I know you. You are an incredible fighter and the strength you have throughout this has been incredible. Please know that you are in our prayers. With love, Diane
Hi Barb, Want you to know you are in our thoughts daily and always in our prayers. What a role model of strength you are for all of us. I keep the memories of the childhood neighborhood (with all of you kids playing) close to my heart. You are loved very much.The Augustines
i love you barb. keep on fighting!!! you’re amazing and the strongest woman i know. my prayers are with you each and every day! xoxo
Barb and Family,
Sending you love and peace from our family to yours. I cannot believe Jimmy is DRIVING!? My how time flies!!! Thank you for opening your life to us and allowing us to be on this journey with you. We all love you very much and are standing beside you in faith and prayer. MK, thank you for the updates and allowing us to know specifically what to pray for. Our AZ prayer army is strong for you, as is our family. You are in our thoughts constantly. Your family (Hallers, Schagers, Boylans, etc) is such an inspiration of love and support. I wish there was something we could do to take away your pain, but know you are utterly loved. God bless you.
xoxo,
Keeb and family
Hi Barb!
Spent the day in Newport Beach today with Stephen, boys, and my mother in law, Marlie. Had lots of memories of you, my friend. All sending their best wishes and thoughts to you!
We of course, had to visit the Balboa Candy Store and load up on candy and salt water taffy for the boys.
I remember visiting you, when you were visiting your sister in laws who rented a house there years ago. It was as beautiful of a day today, as it was back then, ….remember?? Crowded with cars, and tourists…. many eating their frozen bananas .
Anyway…. you and your beautiful spirit were with me today, as I remembered and thought of you.
I pray the sun was shining down on you, today dear Barb. You deserve all the loveliness that today offered me.
God was in His glory as I marveled at his amazing miracles of nature and goodness. You are one of His miracles, Barb. Blessing us all with your amazing light.
May your days be filled with peace, and hope.
I love you and wish you comfort and love.
Much love and many more hugs,
Lori
Barb- praying for you with all my heart. You are an inspiration to all with your hope, faith, thoughtfulness and strength. I’m praying for miracles and comfort and always for a cure. Much love- the o’brien’s
Barb you have been in our prayers for the past 2 years and we keep you and your family in our prayers. May God’s peace be with you.
Wearing my Cabi clothes today and I thought that Barb really knows how to make a girl look good! On our minds and in our prayers daily. Love and strength, Nicky
I love you Barb! Feel my hugs. xoxoxo
i texted you, hopefully someone read it to you! i love you! keep up your strength! you are amazing
Barb-My heart is aching for you right now. All of us cabi girls here in Des Moines-have been thinking and praying for you. You are such an incredible person,friend and mom. I feel so lucky to have you as a friend. Please hang in there girl-and know how many people are cheering you on-and praying for you. Love you, and God Bless, jennifer
Well I got cut off.
I will never forget the Peanut Butter cookies with Hershey Kisses we made in your dorm kitchen at Cal Poly. Boy did we have fun over there… Take Care! Love, Kolleen
Hi Barb:
I wish so much you weren’t so far away. I’m glad you had a better day yesterday. When MK mentioned the pain in your upper abdomen it reminded me of the excruciating pain I had with my liver when I was pregnant with Maddy and got so sick. I know how bad it hurts I’m so sorry that’s what you’re feeling. I pray for you all the time and I know God will take care of you and keep you strong! Make sure you eat… It sounds like your sister Diane is a fabulous cook. I’ll never forget those yummy peanut butter and Hershey’s Kisses cookies we made at your dorm at Cal Poly…What fun we had over there. Take Care!!! Love,
Kolleen
Barb, even though I’ve only met you a few times, I have been following your journey ever since Traci (Boylan) told me you were fighting this awful disease. I couldn’t sleep last night and I just began to pray for you with all my heart that your pain would be alleviated and that God would be with you holding your hand. I tell everyone about your courage and your wonderful network of friends. I will continue to pray for you and your family. You have touched the lives of people, like me, that you don’t even know.
Barb-Jason-Jimmy and Matt…there has not been a day gone by in the past two years that I have not prayed for you all-there is not much that can be said that has not been said by all of your amazing family, friends and prayer warriors. You are truly loved. God does have an amazing plan for all of you! His ways are so much bigger than ours -Keep fighting and I am praying for so much love, peace and healing. You are all touching and changing lives throughout your journey by your faith and love of the Lord. May He wrap his loving arms around you! Barb you are an amazing person – I pray for your strength to have your chemo next week-much love and prayers, michelle
God be with you all
I love you…there’s not much I can say because I know that god has a plan and in gods plan is you fighting this battle and winning this battle!! I check the website I think at least 4 times a day! I prayed for an hour last night that the pressures in your chest go away just Like the text message said!!
Once again I love you and support you.
GO PURPLE
With love Care prayers and support,
Bridget
Barb you are an incredible woman and we are in awe of your strength and faithfulness. We have prayed for you and since the beginning of this journey and continue to pray today. Please know, we may be miles away, but you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. The Antongiovannis
Barb you are always in our prayers. We pray God will continue to decrease your pain. You are such a classy graceful devout women and we all admire you greatly. Love the Cavey’s
It is no accident; nothing is surprising to GOD because HE knows all things. GOD reminded me that I can only see part of the picture but HE is seeing all of it. HE is working out his perfect plan in the lives of the ones that are hurting. I love you, Karla
Dear Barb and Helen, Forever grateful for our conversation tonight! It will stay with me for a lifetime. Barb hold you beads close to your heart..they are with you always.
We continue praying for all of you. We lift you up to our Lord each day.. We know he his your strength.. Love & prayers to all of you
You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers every day. Sending our love. The Elberts
u are my herro….ur an amazing woman…..u give me strength everyday dealing with my pan can….god bless u….
So thankful to hear that you’re not in as much pain. Thank god for that. I can’t believe that school has started! I’m sure the boys were excited – haha! Think about you and your family so much and say prayers throughout the day that God gives you some relief. You are SUCH an amazing person Barb. Gentle hugs to you!! Much much love ~Carmen~
Hey Barb, next week I’m sending out an email to start assembling the Barb’s Army Des Moines Marathon Relay teams…our 3rd year honoring YOU- for your Faith, Courage, Wisdom, Strength, and Hope. To quote Hans Christian Andersen, “A human life is a story told by God”…and your story continues to inspire so many people, including me. Love and prayers, friend- you’re one amazing woman!
Dear Sweet Barb,
I have been overcome w/thoughts of you. Not 15min of the day goes by w/out thoughts of prayers,miracles,love and strength sent your way. So miss seeing you with all of your energy,smiles and hospitality you were always giving to others! You have impacted my life and soooo many others in the most positive ways. Love you,girl! Keep going…keep fighting..keep finding a reason to smile.
Barb and Family,
Sending you love and peace from our family to yours. I cannot believe Jimmy is driving! WOW, time flies. MK, shout out to you for doing a wonderful job keeping us all updated. It has been so inspiring to see see your entire family: Hallers, Boylans, Schagers, etc come together to create such a loving support network for Barb and family at this time. You all are loved and we are wishing you all peace and comfort at this hard time….God bless you all.
Keeb (and family: Kueblers and O’Connors)
My prayer group prays for you and dedicates the weekly rosary for you and your family. Your faith and strength are incredible and are an inspiration to all of us.
Barb-I am reading Barbstrong every day. Good news you are feeling better! Yahoo! Keep going strong! Love and hugs…Julie
Barb, I am sorry to hear that you are in such pain. I wanted to tell you that I have really been thinking about you of late. I am hoping that you find some relief from your discomfort. I miss seeing both you and Jason.
Barb,
It’s Ray from the the hope lodge, I will never forget the insperation you gave to me and so many others at the lodge spring of last year. We all watched you buzzing around that place without a noticeable worry in the world. I still laugh inside the day you took me for my first wheetgrass shot. You have had such a impact on my life, I want to thank you for your friendship, your fighting spirit, but most importantly your unwavering faith in God. I’m sorry I have not called more often, but that doesnt mean that a day goes by that I have not thought of you and your family. I was blessed that our lives crossed even if it wasnt under ideal conditions. I remember the support you had at your bell ringing at the clinic and I know you continue to have all that and more today.I pray for peace, love and comfort to you and your family. If I can be of any help to you or your family I’m only a call away. May God bless you and comfort you. Keep faith and draw on the strength of God each and every day.
Your friend Ray
Dear Barb, May peace and love surround you and your family, and may our Lord ease your suffering. You are always in our thoughts and prayers.
Love, Monica, Pete, Oliver and Jude
Barb –
We are continuing to pray for you every night as a family. We have seen God work through prayer and we are confident that He is working in you at this very moment. If there is anything we can do for you, please let us know. Your family has made us feel very welcome in the neighborhood and we greatly appreciate your hospitality.
Barb-Glory to God, you are a miracle and blessing to us each day! We pray for you and the family always! I can see your beautiful smile with every thought of times with you-love you
Hi Barb, Sorry to hear your pain is so bad, I too pray that you will get some relief. All of the Austin’s are praying for you. God Less and keep you.
Dear Barb, May you feel Gods love as He holds you in His loving arms and He eases your pain. I am sending lots of love, peace and light to you and your family. Please know that you never leave my thoughts and prayers. I love you dear friend!
Barb~ i am praying that god grants you a miracle, that you so deserve! i hope that the pain will subside so you can enjoy your family and friends! keep up the positive attitude and faith! you are so blessed to be loved by so many people!! you have made an impact on my life as well as many others! hope you feel better very FAST!!! love Sarah
Dearest Barb – I’m a good friend of Mary Benna & she’s told me so much about you. I’m am sending very strong prayers to you for peace and release from all your suffering. You are beautiful and an amazing wife and mother. (I live in Clear Lake.)
Barb, May god give you peace and and ease your pain. Your beauty and strength inspire us all. Love to you and your family. Diane, Mike, Taylor, Matt and Jacob
It breaks my heart that you are hurting and suffering so much right now. Your faith, perseverance and bravery amaze me. I hope you can feel the prayers of comfort, peace and love. I think of your beautiful Christmas Card……..”Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” Hebrews 11:1 We all love you Barb!!!
Joelle, and family
Barb~ Wow, have you ever surrounded yourself with an amazing group of friends and family and it is very clear to me why. From my family to yours, we keep you in our thoughts and close to our hearts. God bless you!
Barb- May God hold you when you are hurting, strengthen you when you are weak and be glorified every day, as you are a testament to faith in Him, in everything you do. Many prayers for you and your family.
The Paulsons
Dear Barb your spirit amazes me so much. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
My flesh and my heart may fail,but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.(Psalm 73:26)
Barb you are so beautiful and so brave! You are such an inspiration! I am sharing your story with all of my friends and we are all praying for you and your family!
Praying for you Barb and your beautiful family! You are in our every thought and prayer.
Barb – I’m praying for strength and peace for you and your family. I hope you can feel all of the good thoughts and prayers being sent your way. God bless.
Dear Barb and Family. We are praying and thinking of you everyday!! Love and Kisses.
Dear Barb and family, I have not known Barb long but that doesn’t matter. I knew when I met her she is a very special person filled with grace and strength. Sometimes God allows souls to come for a very short time but they have such a powerful message of love for all of us. They are great masters that help all of us on this journey of life. My prayer for Barb and her loved ones is for peace and love and know that grace of the Holy Spirit is supporting all of you. Catherine
Dear Dear Barb… so full of courage, grace and love. The will of God for each of us is unknown, nor do we know how we will face our own burdens in our lives. But we have you as an incredible model of unwavering faith and strength, for which I am thankful to witness and to know. As always… our constant prayers for your healing; for Matt, Jimmy and Jason; for your extended family; for the medical community that is caring for you; and for your Army of friends who would alleviate your pain if we only could. Love, Anne
I know Kris GRoss and she has asked for prayrs for you and your family on Facebook. Your story of your life is an inspiration to all of us and I will keep you and your family in our prayers. God does many miracles each and every seconds of the day. We pray that your find comfort and peace with the friends, families and others around you. Your faith is amazing as well. Keep the faith and my God bless you all.
Barb and family, we are praying for you to find strength when you need it most, and praying that you stop hurting. You have so many in this army…you are loved, and may you find comfort in knowing that. Our prayers are with you all.
Barbara — a friend shared this prayer with me for you. Lord, look upon Barbara with eyes of mercy, may your healing hand rest upon her, may your lifegiving powers flow into every cell of her body and into the depths of her soul, cleansing, purifying, restoring her to wholeness and strength for service in your Kingdom. Amen. Love you xoxoxoxo
Hi Barb:) headed out west to our beloved California tomorrow! I will say a special healing prayer for you to help alleviate your abdominal pain while I visit Big Sur on Sunday! i never feel closer to god, than being near the ocean! We love you!!!!!! Sunny was so happy to get your text tonight! Thanks for wishing her a good first day of high school. As she sooooooo adores you, it really meant a lot to her! I am so amazed you are always thinking of others always. you are truly an amazing and special person. We will call next week to come visit! xoxoxo hugs and love!!!
Barbara, you are in our thoughts and prayers, every waking hour. We love you and we pray that God holds you and brings you comfort and peace. We stand with you and behind you in this fight and continue to move that mountain with you. Our love to you, Jason, Jimmy and Matt you are all true warriors in this courageous battle. With love always, Steve and Marilyn
Thinking of you Barb, Jason, boys and other family members. Hoping God will give peace and comfort to Barb as she overcomes these most difficult days. A Hug & a Prayer.
We are praying for you all, and especially Barb. For peace, for comfort, for support, for knowing God’s everlasting love. Peace to you,
the Bennetts
Barb – My thoughts are with you daily, I pray for your comfort and strength. Love, Nicky
Barb- You and your family are in all of our thoughts and prayers. May God surround you with love during this difficult time. Love – The Frandsen Family
Barb, you are an inspiration. You are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, the Loecke family
Sending my prayers to Barb, Jason, Matt, Jimmy and the entire family. Barb is an amazing woman who I have enjoyed getting to know the past years. She is full of courage, strength, love, thoughtfulness, etc… I hope the Lord will take her in his arms and take away the pain and grace her with peace.
Praying for all of your family. Your strength and determination are something that your boys will always be proud of!
Sending our prayers for relief of your suffering and God’s Will. You are an amazing woman. Your strenght and attitude has been my inspiration. May God give all of you the comfort and peace in the days ahead.
All of our love and prayers. JoLynn, Jim, Meredith and Matthew.
FOR BARB/AN INSPIRATION, HER BELOVED FAMILY & DEDICATED SUPPORT CIRCLE…”COME TO ME, ALL YOU THAT ARE WEARY AND ARE CARRYING HEAVY BURDENS, AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST.”-MATTHEW 11:28
Sending my sincerest prayers to you Barb. May your suffering subside. My thoughts are with you and your entire family. Sending gentle hugs to you!
To Barb and the entire family- May God’s peace that surpasses all understanding surround you and bring you comfort during this time. My love is sent to you and my prayers are for you. As Ellen expressed in her message, I too want to thank you for letting us into your lives and this journey. I know it hasn’t been easy. God bless!
Just read Kelly’s message and she said it best: prayers for ALL of you that you may feel God’s peace and love aruond you. And thank you Barb, and Mary Kay, and the rest of your family for letting us walk with you on this journey. God’s blessings.
My prayers are with ALL of you…may you ALL have peace and may God surround Barb with light and ease her suffering. Barb’s strength has been an inspiration, and your family’s devotion to her is as well. Your journey has touched and changed us all. Thank you for keeping us updated on Barb’s condition. Surely there are few in this world who have a larger army of people sayng prayers for them than Barb! Love to you all, and especially to Barb…
Happy Annivarsary Barb and Jason. Thinking of all of you.
Happy Anniversary Barb and Jason! Love ya lots, Karla
Barb and Jason, Happy Anniversary and God Bless!
Much love, Andrew
Happy Anniversary Barb & Jason! Sounds like you had a nice evening with friends & family! Keeping you in my thoughts & prayers Barb!!
Barb and Jason,
Happy 9th Anniversary!
Happy Anniversary Barb and Jason! So happy to hear you had a nice evening last night! Cheers to you both. Keeping the faith-Emily
Hi auntie barb! Happy anniversary to both you and Uncle Jason! Just want you to know that I’m thinking about you and keep fighting! Love always-
Praying for you today and everyday. Your strength and courage is truly amazing to me….you are my hero Barb!
The Lord is good to all, and his compassion is over all that he has made. Psalm 145:9
We continue to pray for all of you. Keep strong – very happy to hear there is clean water. Yikes! I love hearing that Barb is eating…I know it is difficult with the mouth and throat sores -good job girl! Love, Molly
Reading your updates every day. Always in our thoughts and prayers. Love you girl!
Barb…sending prayers that you are feeling better with the fluids, as well as the love of everyone around you. Your strength and grace are a constant amazement to me and a reminder that attitude is everything! Be well my friend.
We love you and are praying for you! The lemonade was great? 
Hi Barbara,
Just wanted to let you know that you have been in our prayers from the beginning of this whole thing. You will beat this, there is no doubt in our mind. Larry was diagnosed with prostate cancer about a month ago. He will be ok. He is scheduled to have surgery on September 8th. Stay strong and our thoughts and prayers are with you everyday ! Larry and Tamie Cornejo
Wendy and I are thinking about you everyday. You are lucky to have such a wonderful support group to surround you. May you find peace and happiness in your journey ahead.
i love you and think about you everyday!
Hi Barb,
Saw this and thought of you.
O’ Lord you alone are my HOPE. I have trusted you, O Lord, from childhood. Psalm 71:5 I have a picture in my mind of you on the lounge chair watching your boys play badminton- a true gift. Your an amazing mother!
Amen to what Lori Williams said—there are thousands of us out here praying and cheering you on. I have printed out the prayer she wrote here earlier and I am saying it faithfully.
God Bless you and your family,
Nancy Kovacevich
So with you in heart and spirit dear Barb.
Please know that there are thousands of us out here praying and cheering you on.
We are walking along with you on this very tough journey.
Don’t despair….you are in the hearts of many and so very loved.
Lori
Hi Barb,
So sorry to hear the pain isn’t getting better. My sister – in -law Traci had mouth sores and I remember how painful they were. I hope they go away soon and you can eat easier. Thinking and praying for you all the time. This sucks!! Kolleen
Just read tonight’s update. Bless your heart Barb – I’m saying prayers that you feel some relief and are able to swallow without pain very soon. My sincerest prayers and thoughts are with you and your entire family. You have such an amazing support system. God look over all of you and continue to give you strength and comfort. I wish I could take your pain and suffering away. Smiling upon you! You are such an amazing woman, mother, wife, sister, daughter, and friend. I wish only good things for you. Big hugs from Waukee! Love Carmen
Barb, I am praying for you and your family and all involved. You have been such a inspiration to me and appreciate your hugs and so much love you have given me. We will fight my friend……..God is with you, I know you know that. Trust him and be with him. Lots of love to you! Michelle
Barb, Thinking of you and praying for you as always! Love, Julie
Barb-I continue to keep you in my prayers!
Prayers for you Barb for pain-free days and improved health. May St. Theresa shower you with roses~
in my thoughts always
Hi Barb, just sending you love and hugs.
Barb- it was so good to see you again the other day! Sending positive and healing thoughts your way. My daily prayers include you and your family that you may be free of your pain.
Sending love and prayers to you all. God Bless!
Many, many extra thoughts and prayers are being sent your way today.
The Stewart Family
Dearest Barb,
I know in my heart that you are surrounded by our Lord’s healing angels…please remember that you, Jason and your sons are in my prayers. I pray every night that you continue to feel God’s peace.
With gentle hugs..
Pat
Hello Friend,
I read this prayer and offered it up for you and your family.
A PRAYER-by St. Pio Pietrelcina
O’ Lord,
we ask for a boundless confidence and trust in your divine mercy,and the courage to accept the crosses and sufferings which bring immense goodness to our souls and that of Your Church.
Help us to love You with a pure and contrite heart,and to humble ourselves beneath Your cross,as we climb the mountain of holiness,carrying our cross that leads to heavenly glory.
May we receive You with great faith and love in Holy Communion, and allow You to act in us as You desire for your greater glory.
O Jesus, most adorable Heart and eternal fountain of Divine Love, may our prayer find favor before the Divine Majesty of Your heavenly Father. Amen
I’m proud of you Barb…to accept your cross with complete trust in Jesus. Love you, Deb
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I lifted all of you up today, at Mass.
Love,
Danette
Dear Father,
Wrap your loving arms around Barb right now. Let her feel Your loving peace, ….. calm her mind and body.
We trust in your love for her, as she has been such a faithful follower.
You have gifted us all by knowing her and learning from her. We thank you for this most precious gift.
Hear our prayers O Lord….we have prayed mightily. Please ease her suffering, and grant her your grace now at this most difficult time.
Amen.
Barb,
I have been praying for you and your family. The love and strength around you and the Lord’s love and tender touch will carry you during these difficult times. You are in my thoughts constantly. Love, Annemarie
we will lift you up at mass today that our Blessed Mother will be with you to give strength and free from your pain and nausea. Barb you and all your family continue to be in our thoughts & prayers daily.
A priest once told me to say Jesus I Trust you, even if you have to say it over and over. I can’t tell how it helped me through some difficult moments.. Love Norma & Leroy
Wishing there was something I could do. Thinking of you constantly and praying for you always.
Much Love, Deanna
You are in our thoughts and prayers. Praying for God to give you strength and heal you from your pain & nausea~ you are the most courageous person I know!
Love to you and your family,
Liz
Barb, I am praying so much for you right now to not be in pain. You are one of the strongest people I know! Sending you lots of love, prayers and support right now. Love, Kristin
I find you in my constant thoughts and prayers. God is good!
We wish you all the best! We pray for you every night!
We love you!
The Kolterman 5
Hi Barb,
Sounds like we need to send you some California sunshine to dry things up a bit. Praying for you always here in Tracy, CA.
Thinking of you daily. Hope you are having a great visit with your family and friends. Hope you are not as nauseated with your new chemo.
Theres no place like home. I hope & pray you will remain at home surrounded by loves ones and all that makes you happy. We think of you morning, noon & night.
Praying that you are nausea free and able to receive chemo. Stay dry and safe. Much Love xoxo Kryssy
I’ll keep praying for no nausia this time! So glad you’ve been able to be at home. There’s nothing like the comforts of home! Thinking of you constantly. Love, Julie
Good Morning Barb! I’m praying the new chemo went ok and you have NOOOOO more nausea! Stay STRONG Barb! Love, Julie
We continue to pray for healing and relief from nausea. Love, Molly
Praying no nausea from the chemo. You can do this Barb!
Love Ya Lots,
Karla
Barb:
So glad you’re home and surrounded by friends and family. I’m praying for you!!! Love, Kolleen
Dear MK,
Thank you for the updates…very grateful! You ROCK:) Barb….praying
Barb, keeping the faith here in AZ, but so glad you are home! Praying for a wonderful, restful nights sleep. Knowing that love will be pouring into you! Enjoy:)
Home Sweet Home!! Constant thoughts and prayers your way from Omaha!
Looks like you need your boat guys!! Wow….Ames made the USA Today issue today . Hope you’re staying dry and safe.
So glad you made it home yesterday….it’s such a true statement in that, “there’s no place like home”. Enjoy your bed, family, friends and your beautiful tranquil home. It can be sooo restorative.
We’re all praying for you Barb, knowing what a tough road it’s been especially lately.
Hang tough dear one!
Hugs,
Lori
Barb and Family,
So glad that you will be home together:)
So glad Barb is home in her own bed! Will keep the prayers coming and the candles burning!
GOOD NEWS from the Dynamic Dou! Hang in there Barb!
Sending lots of PRAYERS and LOVE!
Hey Barb,
We just had a donut stand, because we had so many left over donuts from breakfast because I couldn’t eat them!! So anyway, we just wated to tell you we raised $50.00 for the Pancreotic Cancer Research! We all hope you feel better and you are still in all of our prayrs! We love you
Love,
Gracie Snyder,
Sophie Sorenson,
Anna Napolitano
keep fighting the fight…u will overcome this……god bless….
So happy to hear that you were able to eat and not have the nausea. Sending you lots of hugs and prayers that you get to go home soon. Thinking of you all! Love Carmen
I’ll bet chicken noodle soup has never tasted so good! It’s music to my ears knowing that you are able to tolerate food without nausea. The power of prayer indeed !!
We are all eagerly awaiting news of your progress, and so thankful that we are getting it….yeah!!
You’re our inspiration, Barb….with much, much love,
Lori
You are truly an inspiration. We pray for your family every day. Hang in there because miracles really do happen!
Barb- Hope you continue to get stronger and are able to go home soon! We pray for you daily! Your Hawkeye friends from St Francis of Assisi West Des Moines
Barb,
Sending prayers for pain relief and the ability to eat so that you may go home. May our wonderful God wrap his arms around you and give you strenghth. All my love.
JoLynn
Sending all of you lots of love and prayers!
Barb,
Just wanted to let you know that we are thinking of you and sending many positive thoughts and prayers your way! Stay strong and keep the faith.
We love you Barb, Jason and boys!
i love you, i love you, i love you!
Praying for you and your family every day.
Thoughts and prayers going your way..to you,your husband and boys. May Gods love and peace surround you.
Just sending my love and prayers your way. Keep that fighting spirit Barb. God made you a warrior and gave you his strength long before you were born. Much love!
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will direct your paths. Our rosaries and masses continue for you Barb and all your beautiful family.. God Bless Love Norma & Leroy
Barb- You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Lots of love, The Campbell Family
i love you aunt barb! we all are praying and know that you can beat this!! just stay positive and know that everyone is thinking and praying for you!
“You are my refuge and my shield; I have put my hope in your
word”
— Psalm 119:114
Barb,
I am praying that He surrounds you in comfort and “shields” you from the pain of this world until He welcomes you into His most Fabulous Kingdom.
This is my prayer, in His name….
AMEN
Good morning sunshine ~ I’m sending my biggest hugs and warmest prayers for you and your entire family. You are truly a beautiful person inside and out Barb and I am so very thankful I was blessed to meet you. I love you and sincerly pray that you gain strength and begin to feel better! You are such an amazing woman with so many gifts. I’m thinking about you and hoping that you feel better very very soon! All my love! ~Carmen~
Big hug, lots of love and continued prayers from us! Love, John and Sonja
We send you and your family all our love with lots of prayers for your peace! You are such an amazing person with such grace and inspiration!We love you and keep praying for your peace and healing,
Karla, Justin Jared & Jayden
Dear Barb,
Lola, Jeff, and I (as well as ALL Barb’s Army!) are praying for you! You are such an amazing person with a beautiful spirit. We’ll be thinking of Jimmy tomorrow and wishing him good luck with golf tryouts! Love, Wendy
Barb,
I am fiercely praying for you. My heart is there with you, as I am not able to be there in person. I wish that there was more that I could do, but know that prayer and communion with God is what is needed. You are in His hands….don’t despair.
I’ll never forget the inspirational words you shared with me last time we spoke, in that it’s people like you, that are here to give glory to God,in spite of your circumstance. You’ll never know the power of those words…really remarkable and utterly unforgettable. Your strength and courage humble me. I’m so blessed in knowing you, as I’ve learned much.
I pray for relief in your pain, and continued courage in your heart.
So much love,
Lori and Stephen
Barb, I felt so blessed to see you a couple weeks ago and I have been praying extra prayers for you daily. You have never ceased to amaze me with your courage, your tenacity, your energy and all around charisma! Your army has grown so much and everyone is praying for you and your family. Feel all that positive energy being sent your way and let it help build your strength. Hugs to you…Kris, Larry and kids
We are keeping all of you in our thoughts and prayers. We pray that God gives you strength and comfort Barb. You truly are an amazing woman. Love, Jen, Jeff and Claire
We are with you in spirit ! All our positive energy is floating down to you to make you comfortable! We are keeping the faith and loving you! Sunny and Emily
Hi Barb- I look at this website every week to see how you are doing. My mom (Barb Reynolds) and I are always thinking about you and your family. You are in our prayers. Take care! –Amy
Dear Barb, You are in our prayers and thoughts always. May god give you strength and peace. You are so loved and an amazing person. Love you Diane
“There is nothing hidden, except to be disclosed; not is anything secret, except to come to light.” Mark 4:22 Lots of love from California. <3 Kathy
Barb, your cross that you are carrying is getting heavy. The road you are traveling is long. We are all with you as you forge ahead on your journey. The light that you feel is God’s love and divine mercy holding you up! I have gratitude for you and your family to allow us to be apart of God’s plan for you. I continue to pray to our Lord for your peace and healing. You are such a amazing force of life! Embrace the Love that is being showered on you Barb..you are so worthy of all this Love.
Deb
As the familiar song–Be not afraid. I go before you always. Come follow me, and I will give you rest.
Thinking of you Barb! Sending my love and lots of prayers from Florida. Big hug!
Barb and all…thinking of you all constantly. I am sending positive energy in hopes that it will surround you all and give you strength. Ty’s mom is suffering from ascites, constant nausea and infection as well. Prayers, prayers, prayers and more prayers are with you! We love you!
Lots of prayers from the Ebeling household.
Sending you all lots of love and light. Praying for your strength and grace for the fight ahead. We love you!
Barb, Keeping you in our daily thoughts and prayers. Be strong; the Lord holds you in the palm of his hands.
Barb, you are my inspiration! Continue to fight and be strong. You’re amazing and I love you so much.
Thinking of you and sending lots of love and prayers your way! Love you!! Kristin
thinking of u daily…fight, fight, fight….
My Dear Friend:) I miss you and want to see you ….needing a Cali Girl Fix and will be calling this week! xoxox hugs and kisses
Barb, thinking of you always and praying for your well being. We leave for God’s country tomorrow – Yellowstone – will be praying for you there! Keep the faith! P.S. I didn’t pack any white sandals!
dear barb,
I hope your felling better! you are in my familys thought and prayers.
get well soon,
Andrew Frantzen
Barb, I would normally email you but we are out of town and I don’t have your address handy. A friend of mine shared this with me and I wanted to pass it on to you because I liked it so much: “When we pray, God has three possible answers for us: 1)yes 2)not yet or 3)I have a better plan.” God ALWAYS hears us and does not deny! Keep the faith Barb and know that God is walking with you on this journey. I pray for you and your family daily.
Peace, Ellen
Barb,
Even though I have not left you a message in quite some time, I still think about you all the time! I continue to get your updates via email. Max was so bummed that he couldn’t be Jimmy’s caddie for the Ames golf tournament a few weeks ago! 
He was going to be out of town for two of the days, I think, but he really wanted to do it for him. Stay strong & continue to fight this evil monster! You & your family are in our prayers!
Trish
Hi Barb,
We don’t know each other, but I’ve been following your fight from Kelly O’Connor’s website.
I pray for you often, and have even offered up a Divine Mercy Chaplet Novena for you. I know God hears your prayers and those said for you just by checking this site. Keep drinking in the love that is all around you, both in your home, on Earth, and in Heaven.
May you feel God’s love and find comfort during this difficult battle. My prayers for you and your family will continue.
With love,
Christie Goodin, Friend of Kelly Keebler O’Connor
stay strong Barb, you’re truly an inspiration to us all
Barb, You are always on my mind and in our daily prayers. I am so encouraged to read about your boys, knowing that they are blessed with your determination. I pray that God will restore you and eliminate the pain and nausea and for the chemo and radiation to do their job as you endure the battle they declare on the tumors. So many hugs from the Krause family Barb. We love you and are cheering you on!!!
Love, Joelle and Karlton, etc.
Just wanted you to know that you are on my mind constantly. I hope you are having a wonderful time with your family. Keep your faith Barb…knowing some days are harder than others. God has a wonderful plan for you, even though it is hard to remember that when you are in such pain. If I can do anything, please let me know. All my love. JoLynn
Barb,
Just wanted to send you my love and prayers. I am in Kelly O’connors small group and have read your story. Keep faith alive and know that complete strangers like me are offering you up in prayer. Your story has touched me and I know that God is in complete control and is using your story in more ways than you could ever imagine. Keep the faith, hope and love strong and I hope you find comfort in knowing Prayers are being offered up for you in Jesus name. God bless you and your entire family!
Hi Barb
Love hearing about all the success with both boys in their sports, and your guidance to help them achieve their goals. Hang in there my dear friend you can do this!Sending lots of love and Prayers!
Karla
Thinking of you all of the time. I am glad your family has been there. So funny to think about all of the craziness we had growing up with big families. Such a blessing. Love you! Molly
Hi Barb, think about you all the time. Joe and I enjoyed having your family visit to ride the horses. They are welcome to come back again anytime!
Love always,
deb
Hi Barb, Kelly o’connor has had our small group praying for you! I’m praying for healing. Just reading some of the updates you sound like such an amazing strong women. I pray for continued strength.
Sending lots of prayers and strength!!!! So glad your amazing family is there, you are so blessed! Love, Stacie
Praise God that you’re feeling a reprieve from the severe pain Barb!
Sounds like you have lots of love and family near you. I know that will lift your spirits and provide you with a lot of comfort. What an amazing family you have…..just unbelievable in their support. You’d never know California and Iowa weren’t connecting states How I wish….
Much love, and many hugs friend!
Lori
Barb…I am so glad to hear you are feeling better. Thinking of you always…
Hi I’m brand new here and just wanted to say greetings. Send me a PM if you wanna chat sometime i’m free for conversations.
everything u have been through and u still manage to smile…..u are a couragous woman and with my pan can if i can only be as half as tough as u then im good…..ur in my prayers….
and there you were, a perfect little visit. love and hugs, marsha and jim
Hello from Buckeye, Arizona, Barb! Just want you to know that you are truly an inspiration to me in your doggedly determined fight to beat this beast. Keep up the fight and know that you are in God’s hands. If you want a little inspiration of your own, check this out: http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/videogaga/52593/amazing-voice-7-year-old-gospel-singer-belts-whitney-and-celine-songs/. This young lady is truly amazing and a testament to God’s spirit in each of us. I pray God’s blessing upon you.
We have you in our thoughts and prayers.
God bless you.
It sounds as though the boys swam their hearts out….and honored you in the process. It also sounds as if they have their mother’s gritty determination and positive attitude. There’s no greater gift you can give your children than that.
You must feel so proud, Barb. You are in my daily thoughts and conversations with God. I’m praying you feel His presence and that your pain has lessened. Don’t give up….we love you!!
I just heard about Matt’s big win at state – WOW! Tell him congratulations! You have been a great example for your boys on how you can do anything you set your mind to! Stay strong!
Barb,
You are constantly in our prayers. Continue to fight the fight, you’re strength is an inspiration to us all!
Brian
Good morning sunshine ~ sending happy thoughts and lots of hugs your direction! Love Carmen
Every day is a gift, that’s why it’s called the present. <3to Barb, Jason, Jim, Matt and all the supporting cast.
Barb, Your story comes to me from sister in law, Kelly O’Connor. She tells me that you were the angel that urged her to take a chance with Brian. Thank you for giving her that push I want you to know I don’t have the right words other than that you are an inspiring woman with great courage and your note says it all: Trust God. Your beautiful smile sits with me and I rest my prayers with you and your family.
Thinking of you, praying for you and sooo glad you made it to the meet. luv ya
Barb – What an inspiration you are! Our family is praying for you and admires you so much for your tremendous faith and perseverance. What a blessing it is to know you! Bud, Chancey, Kayne, Connor, Carson, Karolyne, Catherine, and Camille Montang
Hi Barb,,
I am Kelly’s mother-in-law
Thank you for bringing this beautiful couple together. You have given us a wonderful addition to our family. Just know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Love JoAnn
Just letting you know I’m thinking about you:) praying hard! I’m thinking girls trip to CALIFORNIA!!! soon?!?!?! yes pleaseee:) Love you Barb<3
Barb, Kelly O’Connor has kept our small group praying for you. I’m praying for you tonight, for strength, peace, full healing, and even joy. Praying the presence of Christ brings all things to you!
great job, matt! awesome!!! an inspiration, just like his mom! barb, sending healing thoughts and prayers from chicago this weekend. love to you, peace to you, hugs to you!
xxoo jody
ps. mom loves her cabi clothes—they all fit perfectly! thank you! she is back in town next week and wants to stop by!
Great news to know you are home.. I know Matt & Jimmy will be looking forward to you coming to their next sporting event. ..Your boys are amazing & we know they bring you great joy.. The prayers continue for you & your family..God Bless and stay strong Barb.. norma & leroy
Good job Matt! Sending lots of love and prayers for Barb to make it to Matt’s meet and Matt to break more reconds!
Yipeee!! So happy you are home Barb!
awesome to hear ur home…
Hey Barb. Just letting you know I miss you so much and if you ever get a chance, please call me. I’m praying hard and I’m doing research on some of the big words in your updates:) I love you soooo much!!!!!!!!<3 Cali Girls Forever;) XOXOXO!
Barb-you are home!! Wonderful news. Keep up the good work. Love, hugs and strength. Julie
Dear Barbara,
I am praying for you all the time. I know our Father hears all the prayers that are coming your way. You keep the faith and believe the positive–I am using my faith to help you push that mountain right now, and I know so many others are too. You can move it, we can move it!! Love you so much. Marilyn and Steve
Praying for you each day for healing & relief from the pain. So glad you are out of the hospital.
thinking of u hope ur feeling better today….stay strong….faith, love and hope…
Hi Barb,
I hope that your pain is gone and that you can go home to be with your family. Praying for complete healing friend!
Can anybody tell me what hospital Barb is in? Thank you.
Thoughts and prayers are with you.
Thinking of and praying for you, Barb.
Lots of love and prayers from Fresno.
Good thoughts and prayers your way.
Candle’s lit, prayers are going. Stay strong Barb! We love you!
Prayers are with you Barb! Fight hard and battle through like you always have.
Love, Kim
Thinking of you dear friend. Sending you good energy and many prayers.
Sending our prayers and love from Florida. Thinking of you!
Thinking and praying for you today Barb!! Love, Julie
“And He will raise you up on eagle’s wings..”
Stay strong and fight through! You are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Love, Nicky
I just read the update..I feel so bad that you are having pain. i’m going to church on my lunch hour and lighting a candle..praying for his divine mercy to heal you friend.
Just got back from NY seeing Lola- she sends you all her love, faith, and prayers! We are all praying for you! Love, Wendy
Barb, monitor your website often. So inspired by your faith and positive attitude. Praying for your strength to fight this.
Dru
i think of u everyday ur in my thoughts and prayers….
Psalm 86:17
“Give me a sign of your goodness, that my enemies may see it and be put to shame, for you, O LORD, have helped me and comforted me.”
Barb, May you feel His love,comfort peace and mercy. I know it may seem imposible to trust in Him right now, but he ia ALL you need…ALL any of us need. He will see you through,put your hand in His and feel His presence. He will not fail you my sweet girl! I will not stop praying!
XOXO
Barb and Family,
I am so sorry to read the latest news. I wish I could do more to help you all, but you are in my prayers and constantly on my mind. Love to you all….
xoox,
Keeb
just stoppin by to tell u ur in my prayers…
Stormin’ heaven Barb! xoxo
Dear Barb,
I am praying HARD for the radiation to relieve your back pain, as MK requested. Know that you are surrounded by and uplifted upon so much prayer, even from folks you don’t know. They “know” you and are so inspired by your courage and incredible fight. Peace be with you,
Nancy Kovacevich
Barb,
On my knees praying for you: peace, elimination of pain, and healing. I love you.
Kelly
(Keeb)
Dear Barb,
You are an INCREDIBLE woman!! Stay strong and keep up the fight. My prayers remain with you and your family.
Love,
Danette
Dear Barb,
Our loving Lord is surely holding you and your family so very close in His loving embrace. We continue to lift you up in our daily prayers….hold tight to your faith and continue to feel God’s loving presence in your walk with cancer. He will carry you when you feel you need to rest.
with love and gentle hugs of healing….
Pat Durando-Campbell and family
“Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe” (Psalm 61:1-3).
Lord,
Barbara is before You. Her heart is worn out, and she needs You. Take her heavy burden today.
Amen
Love to all,
S
hey barb! just wanted to let you know im thinking of you and praying for you to get some relief and be healed!! i hope the radiation went well!! keep the faith!
thinking of u often…each day is a battle and u are doing amazing…
Barb, I prayed that today would bring you some relief..I hope the radiation went well. I sent another package this afternoon. You should get it this week. I loved Shelley Goodell’s bible quote..she always picked the perfect scripture for Robynn’s blog..Wishing you great peace and healing. Deb
Sending strong prayers your way today as you begin your radiation. I pray that you get some relief from all of your pain. You are such an amazing person Barb and I think about you and your family often. Keeping the faith strong in Waukee for you! Lots of love and hugs to you and your entire family! ~Carmen~
Barb, I continue to be amazed by your strenghth and perserverence. We at the Straub house continue to pray for you and your family as you continue to battle this disease. You are one of he srongest woman I know. Love to you and your family.
Love, stacy and family.
our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family(stay strong)
Barb, hoping they can give you relief from the pain. Love and hugs, m
Oh Barb, I am praying fervently for you to be comforted by His Grace and Love.
“Now may the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way. The Lord be with all of you” (2 Thessalonians 3:16).
XOXo, S
Hi Barb! Stay strong and positive, ok?!I am praying that you get some relief on your back very soon!!! Also, I’m going to be ready to see the new CABi stuff for fall!! I’ll bring friends too!! love, Julie
You are a TOUGH and AMAZING person-in my thoughts and prayers-Stay strong
Barbara, our prayers are with you through the day and night. I’ve got Phyllis and the gals going overboard right now praying for you–We love you and believe that our Father is holding you as you go through these next few weeks. We are weak but HE is strong!!! You keep that faith you have and push that mountain with all your might!! We are behind you–always. love Marilyn and Steve
Barb,
Sending you all of our love and prayers each and every day! You are amazing!
ur amazing barb…u keep me goin….in my prayers everyday…think of u often…
Keeping the faith and keeping the Prayer of St. Francis on my thoughts…”…where there is doubt, faith…” Believe! You taught us all that!
hi barb.. your in my thoughts and prayers! continue to be strong and have faith! I love you so much! – jenna
Hey Barb. You continue to be in our prayers. Peter asked that we pray the “Angel of God” prayer tonight so that God would send your angel to let you know it is going to be all right. We love you, thanks for being our inspiration!
“Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the LORD” (Psalm 31:24).
We continue to keep you and all your family in our prayers & thoughts.. We also pray for continued strength & courage, stay strong Barb.. love Norma & Leroy
Barb ~ you are in my thoughts and prayers daily. Stay strong and know that you are so loved and have so many people praying for you. ~Carmen~
You and your family are in our prayers!
Barb — I anxiously wait for each new post to hear of your progress. Today’s post prompted me to turn up the heat and get my prayer chain working harder! Show that stupid cancer who is boss….don’t mess with Barbara! Love you lots! Sonja
Barb, I only know you through Kelly (Keeb). I have heard so much about you, your wonderful family, your darling boys, and the beautiful legacy that you are creating. We are praying for you here in AZ and will continue to pray strong! I pray that through all of this, you can feel His love around you, lifting you and your family up… We will keep lifting you up in prayer as well, and will be praying for continued strength, comfort, and His grace. Soon enough, I hope I can meet you on one of your AZ spa trips:) Take care, Stephanie
Hang in there girl. You are in so many people’s prayers and thoughts…we love you. God is at your side at every step of this battle. Love, Molly
Dearest Barbara,
We are here with you pushing that mountain! God has brought all of us here to help you with prayers of faith and love. Keep that faith and keep that believe in healing going. DO NOT GIVE UP!!!
We love you always, Steve and Marilyn
In DC on biz and as fly over Iowa Wed night, I’ll be saying special prayers. Feel the love from above about 8 pm. xoxox Kathy
Love you Barb. Keep fighting sweetheart. Cindy & boys
My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday Barb. Love you, stay strong and keep your faith. Love, Andrew
Thinking and praying for you…stay strong!!! we love you and you are going to beat this!!
Barb, We are thinking of you constantly. You will be in our prayers and will be waiting to hear some good news soon! Take care,
Brett and Melissa
You are on my mind and in my heart dear Barb.
Much love and hugs to you!!
xoxo
Lori and Stephen
Thinking about you and sending lots of prayers your way. Love you xoxo Marisa
Hi Aunt Barb. Hope you get better cant wait to see u in a couple weeks. keeping you in my prayers.
love you,
Julianne
Know that you are in my daily prayers and in my thoughts. Hang on in there. Love you, Barb.
Barb,
Not a lot of words tonight….just on my mind and sending you love. God bless you.
xoxo,
Keeb
Dear Barb~You are so beautiful! My 42 yr. old husband Mark is a farmer near Iowa Falls and was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer on May 11th. We just wanted to send you our love, healing thoughts, and prayers! Namaste~ Michele
michelelynn@heartofiowa.net
I dont personally know you but I know people who do and they have nothing but great things to say…I too have pancreatic cancer and u help keep me motivated. I just wanted to thank you for that. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
God Bless.
Keeping you in my thoughts, you can win this one too! Because you are BARB STRONG !!!!
Hi Barb,
You should get your package tomorrow or wed. Praying for your complete healing. Take care, Deb
Thinking of how much I hope this Independence Day has more than the usual meaning by giving you independence from this crap disease. Keep praying everybody.
Cathi
Barb….
We love you and our AZ Prayer Army is still praying strong for you!! Keep the faith and know that we are all loving you from afar!
xoxo,
Keeb
Dearest Barbara,
Ok–here is where the fight gears up–you have the strength, the might, the warriors backing you, and most of all your faith. You have been in many battles during this war, but you have won them and you can win this one too. Remember we are all there with you, you are never alone, God is holding you and we are all there fighting with you. You can move that mountain, you have such a strong faith–just envision it and you will do it!! Love you always, Marilyn and Steve
Praying for you every day Barb…..kick this things !@#! xoxoxox
Keep the fight on! You will beat this. Love, Molly
Your a Tiger! Keep fighting, our prayers are with every day.
You can do it again! Hang in there my friend! Sending lots of love, prayers and strenght!
Karla
Barb, you are in our thoughts and prayers. Hugs and love. Lisa
SO many prayers being said for you Barb. You are one of the most courageous women I know and IF ANYONE can beat this it WILL BE YOU! All my love and sincerest prayers are with you and your entire family. ~Love Carmen~
Barb, Keep the faith and keep on fighting. You are so courageous – I will continue to pray for you.
We love you Barb. The whole Andrew clan is praying. Love Ya, Lisa
Praying for you, Barb. You are often in my thoughts. Love and miss you, Nik
ditto..YOU ARE STRONG and you can fight this!! Keep up the faith Barb! You got rid of it before and you’ll do it again!!!!! Enjoy all the sunshine this week! love, Julie
Fight Fight Fight!!! You are the strongest lady I know! You can do it!!!! See you soon. xoxox
Dear Barb,
I am a friend of Mary Kay’s and I know your Mom from Garces. I have been following your story for a year and a half but I just felt I had to comment here on the amazing courage and trust in the Lord you are showing all of us. I will keep praying for you and will renew my dedication even more so. You are an inspiration. Keep fighting this blasted cancer and know that there are legions of us out here who support your fight and want to wrap you in our love and prayers. Stay strong!
Hi Barb, Thinking of you today and sending you lots of prayers for positive test results!! Stay strong!! Love You Barb! Julie
Hello Barb you dont know me but i was reading your wall and i see ur really sick and inspire alot of people u r one of the strong women keep it up and god will bless u for being u love hugs kisses barb love bb
Hi Barb, just know that we’re holding you close and will be thinking of you lots on Monday. m
hi Barb- just wanted to tell you i love you and you’re in my prayers! xoxo
hey aunt barb! i miss you alot and i hope you are feeling great! i can’t wait to see you the next time you come out! we are praying alot in bakersfield. i love you so much!
Maddie
Hi Barb,
I was in Ames today and thoughts of you never left my mind. Love you,girl….the prayers the boys have said for you and your family are endless. Continue to be strong.
Praying for you constantly, Barb. You are an inspiration! Look up when you are feeling down. He will give you strength and love.
Thinking of you everyday…. Hugs from Adah
Prayers are with you always- keep the faith, Barb! I need to give Lola good reports! She makes novenas for “Barbie” a lot!
I think of you often, Barb. You are in my prayers.
Hang in there Barb! Just a little needed break from chemo. Stay strong and very positive like you ALWAYS are. You can do it! Sending LOTS of LOVE and PRAYERS!
Karla
Stay strong-In our thoughts and prayers always. You are an amazing person so hang in there and the chemo will do its job. Love ya. Diane
Hang in there girl. Your body needs a little break but the treatment is still doing its’ job. Love, Molly
Hi Barb, Just wanted you to know you are always in our thoughts and prayers. The whole family keeps track of how you are doing. What strength you have!! So many prayers and good thoughts go your way every day from so many people that I’m sure that helps keep your spirit up. The kids love to reminisce about all of the crazy things that happened to all of you on Haggin Street. What a fun place for all of you to grow up. (I’m sure we the parents are only hearing some of the stories!!) Keep up the good work, Barb. We are all so proud of you. Love, Jan and Al
Think of you daily! Hope and pray the chemo is working!! It will because your Barbstrong and you have support to the moon and back behind you all the way!! Take care!
It was great to see you the other day! So glad that you are feeling better. You are in my thoughts and prayers every day!!! I made it down to Goode and think of you each time I look at my beautiful flowers Love you! Anne
Barb – Thrilled to hear you are feeling better! Chemo IS working as well as your amazing strength. I am trying to get an invite to 6/16 Ann?? CABI through Jane M…so I can see you. See you next week. XXOO, Julie
Barb…we pray for you every morning on the way to school. I know how strong you are and that is the most important factor in this crazy thing. I am sending my love to you as always. Molly, Bruce, Anthony, Sophia & Isabella
Hope you have a wonderful weekend. Thinking of you daily.
Barb..always thinking of you..have a great weekend with your family!
Continue to keep you in my prayers Barb! Thinking of you!
We will say our prayers for your markers to be down and hope to see you up at Clear Lake this summer. Sounds like your nephew, Jarrett, is ready for the pro golf tour!!!
Hi Barb, So happy to hear that you are doing better with this round! Keep up with that WATER!:)Think of you often Barb and my wish for you is “Feel good”, “Keep your Faith Strong”, enjoy the sunshine and know that so many of us are praying for you!! Take Care! Love, Julie
Good morning sunshine ~ sending happy thoughts and prayers your way. Glad to hear you’re feeling better! Amazing what the ole H2O will do for you. Stay strong and know that we all love you and are praying for you and your beautiful family! ~Carmen~
Hi Barb! I was so happy to hear that you are feeling better! Enjoy the warmer weather and sunshine and keep up with the WATER! love you tons! Kristin
We continue to keep you in our pryers.. I start the day with a rosary for you.. We think of you daily.. Stay Strong Barb
Hi Barb:
I’m so glad you’re feeling better. I hope your tests come back with great results showing the chemo is working. I say prayers for you and your family all the time. It sucks to feel dizzy and nauseas, let’s pray it’s gone for good. Get outside as much as you can to feel the sun and get the fresh air. Take care! Love, Kolleen
Barb — a day doesn’t pass where you are not in my thoughts and prayers. I visualize your gorgeous smile and believe your strength and faith will help you STAY STRONG! Big hug x0x0
I don’t believe in this stuff, but my Barbstrong bracelet ripped yesterday as I wear it all the time and pull on it instead of biting my nails. I super-glued it together and this morning, it was GOOD AS NEW! Just like Barb after current treatment. And congrats to Jarrett. First thing pro athletes do is build the parents a new house, and maybe even first cousins, once removed! Love Kathy
Just caught up on your news. Thinking and praying for you 24/7. Looking forward to seeing you back in Ames. Hugs..
Hi Barb – many prayers and postive thoughts are being sent your way from your DSM PanCan family. You are an amazing woman who will get through this challenge as well. I hope to see you again soon.
Hope you are feeling better and enjoying the nice weather! Prayers are always of you and with you! Stay Strong!! Barb Strong!! Love Stacie
Thinking of you daily. Stay strong Barb. You can do it!
Hey Barb,
Hang tough, pray hard and try, try, try to stay upbeat. I’m pulling for you.
Love to you & your boys.
Love, love, love. Prayers, prayers, prayers. All coming from CA. XOXOX Cousin Kathy
Hey Barb!
So hard to know what to say, other than please know that hundreds/thousands of us all hold you near and dear in our thoughts and prayers constantly. Focus on the strength that will surely bring!!!!! You have broken the mold on what cancer treatment looks like. You’ve maintained your spirit and pep through it all. We all know that nausea is simply debilitating….but this too shall pass. I just know it! You’ll be back to your ole routine of unsurpassable energy in no time.
Hang tough dear one!!!!
Hugs,
Lori and Steve
Barb,
I wanted you to know I am thinking of you, praying for you, and sending you extra strength during this particularly difficult time. Here’s hoping tomorrow is a brighter day. Alicia
Praying for you Barb!Love You
Just wanted you to know what an inspiration you are to me! Keep up the fighting spirit.
Dear Barbara,
Just read the update. I know you are feeling really sick right now. I am with you in prayers, mind, and spirit helping you push that mountain. Remember the footprints, when things get tough there are only one set, because God is carrying us. He is carrying you right now, you keep that faith and believe, don’t slow down the pushing!! You are keep envisioning the healing that is happening in your body and you can move that mountain. Love you so much. Steve and Marilyn
Barb- Have been following your blog for a long time and find you an inspiration. I have chronic pancreatitis and have constant nausea. I have tried everything, even zofran and the one thing that helps the most is to take 1 to 1/2 of a unisom before bed. It takes away the nausea for the next day and it doesn’t make me feel like a zombie. It’s over the counter so give it a try, anything is better than being nauseous. Good luck and keep up the positive thoughts!!
hey barb! just wanted to let you know im thinking of you and praying for you all the time!! god is good and he WILL hear our prayers and heal you!! you’re an inspiration!!
Keep up the good fight. Emily has your back
Just want you to know that we continue to storm heaven for you even tho you have not heard from us for awhile. Prayerfully, this new treatment is the miracle we have prayed for. Your love of God shines through your eyes in every one of these pictures. To God be the glory, great things He CAN do. hugs, Karen and Bob
Just sending positive thoughts. God is with you always.
Hang in there!! I’m sending BIG HUGS and THOUGHTS of NO NAUSEA just like Debbie! You can do this with all the faith and strength that you have!
Love, Karla
Barb,
Chemo does suck:( I’m sending you a big hug and thoughts of no nausea..he is with you friend..hold onto your faith and God’s hand..love you friend
Prayers for you Barb — big hug!
Barb-You are an amazing woman!!! Just looked again at the update-and what a week you had-and still amde it to Des Moines to pick up the Cabi clothes-You are amazing-and it was wonderful to get to see you-Keep the faith!!! This chemo will get the cancer!!!! So hang in there girl!! God Bless, Jennifer
Sending positive thoughts your way. Hope you have a good day.
Thinking of you Barb! Sending prayers from Florida!
Barb ~ sending you prayers from Waukee. I think about you and your family often. Big HUG! Love Carmen
Just sending positive thoughts your way. Hope you enjoy the beautiful day today.
I have been thinking about you and wondering how you’ve been feeling. Stacy shared this website with me…I am so glad she did. It is wonderful. Now I can follow your care and your amazing progress. You are such a strong little lady, hang in there Know that we are all praying for you.
You are always in my thoughts!!!
Love Karina
Barb,
You continue to be in my prayers! Our Bible Study prayed for you again this week. Take care and know you are being lifted up in prayer by SO many people!
Hugs and prayers Barb!
Hey Barb,
I’ve been thinking non stop about you. Wondering how you’re feeling, physically and mentally.
When times are tough….just concentrate on the love you feel from all of us….and I know you’ll feel a lift.
That’s what we’re here for. Don’t ever forget that. We all know that you’d be there for anyone of us in a heart beat.
Much love and many prayers friend!
Hugs
xoxo
Lori
Stay strong Barb… I’m glad all went well with getting the port in. I know it’s uncomfortable and you don’t really want it, but it will make getting your chemo easier. Hopefully it’ll be out soon. Take care, Kolleen
Just sending positive thoughts to you. Hope you have a good day.
Barb, I’m keeping you in my prayers daily. If there is anything I can do to help you please let me know. Stay strong! I hope to see you soon! Sat Nam
Zofran was my best friend with chemo the first time. I hope you get that. After you get a round under your belt,let’s get together. Thinking of you.
i love you aunt barb! i hope the chemo doesn’t cramp your lovely style too much! (: you are in my prayers always! tell the boys i said hello and i’ll send you prom pictures asap! love you!
Maddie
Barb-wow-just checked the website-and soo sorry that you have to be on a new chemo-and had the port put in-I will start saying more prayers for you girl!!!! Let me know how you are doing-for the friday show-If it is too soon-Please let me know!!! i will continue the prayers-and hang in there girl!!! love, jennifer
Greetings from the Methodist Spa Hotel. You have been on my mind all day, as I am getting my last chemo treatment. You are my role model…you have been so strong. As I have been going down this road, you are the one the keeps my positive energy in my mind. Peace to you today.
Barb, my port was my best friend! It makes life so much easier with treatment and blood draws. Make sure and get some lidocaine to numb it. Can’t feel the stick! Also, there are many anti-nausea pills out there. If one doesn’t work, try another. I was able to combine mine. Take them before you fill sick. Continued prayers from Omaha!
Hi Barb! You are AMAZING. You keep up the good attitude and it is working for you. I read where you will be getting a port. I also had a port on my left upper chest. Actually, they are great. It makes getting chemo pretty easy and you can not see it on the surface. I had mine for a little over a year. Keep up the fight! And all of those prayers are working. Linda D.
Barb! As always, I am warrior of prayer and faith for you on your journey. You are a miracle and an inspiration to me daily. Sending you lots of love and hugs from Iowa City.
Hi Barb
I will continue to pray for you.
I saw you in church on Easter, but didn’t get a chance to talk with you. You are in my prayers. Take Care. 
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Keep the faith Barb! Prayers from your Pan Can family. We love you!
Always praying for you Barb.
Hi Barb!! I’m praying for you everyday! Hope all is well with your family! I miss you guys and will be back from prague may 22nd!! See you sooon! Love, Lauren
We have continued to keep you in prayers, masses and of course our thoughts.. Stay strong Barb.. God will hear all of our prayers..
Barb,
As I am sitting at the Methodist Spa Hotel, you are constantly on my mind. You are such a role model to me to help me get through this beast of the disease of AML. I know your strenth and your love of the Lord. I hope you keep your spirits up. You have overcome so much to this point..and you will get over this speed bump in the road.
Just a bump in the road till we get to the cure. Stay strong. In our prayers xxoo
Keep your chin up, Barb. You’ve beaten the odds before…many times over. You’ve got an army of supporters out here…rooting and praying for you and your family every day. Much, much love!
xoxo
Lori and Stephen
You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers Barb. Stay strong. Hugs
Lots of prayers to the Big Guy above for you and your family. Keep your head up, keep laughing and take in all the love and support coming your way. Thinking of you!
The Winkleblacks
Dearest Barbara,
We face so many storms, everyday, every minute; and just when it seems like the sun will shine through, another one appears. But there is always the rainbow that God sent us as a reminder of his love for us. During this storm keep remembering that mustard seed, keep remembering how strong your faith is, how strong the faith is of all the people who are praying for you, and then remember that you are moving that mountain!! All of our prayers and faith are with you, Jason, Jimmy, and Matt. We love you– Steve and Marilyn
Keeping you in my prayers…you can do it Barb!
As always, continued prayers and lots of love being sent to you across the miles Barb!
Continued prayers for you from Omaha for a full recovery! Keep strong girl.
Barb and Family,
I have the AZ Barb’s prayer army on it! I agree with Kelly Stewart’s response below….we are all loving you from near or afar and are walking beside you, whether literally or in prayer. We all love you very much.
Keeb
Barb…thinking of you and saying extra special prayers…keep the faith…I know I am!! Your spirit is contagious and we are all walking this with you in person and in spirit! LOVE YOU!!!
Friend,
The journey has so many peaks and valleys..The one thing that never changes on this journey, is that God loves you and he knows your path. Your warrior pals will never let you walk alone on this journey. Our prayers and faith will stand BARBSTONG..forever. I’m Storming heaven for you!
Love you, Deb
So Happy for you friend!
Hi Barb……I know it’s been a while since we have seen each other but I wanted to let you know that I THINK about you often and PRAY for you and your family. I get updates from Lucas often and I have just recently started checking your website! Haley and I went out to visit Lucas today a work and got a tractor ride that she thought was just GREAT! Next time you are up this way let me know so you can meet Miss Haley and I can see you! Thank you for always being such a wonderful hostess at the lake when we visit!!! Best Wishes and I cant wait to hear more great news and good times!!! Jenny Smith 515-689-1498
It was nice to finally meet you today…you are so sweet and have a great spirit! Continued prayers your way.
Great news from Phoenix and the bone scan. Hear the Haller girls (both original and honorary) made quite an impression in Phoenix. Missed you and your 3 boys at the reunion but understand you had just been to West Coast twice recently. Next year for sure! Aunt Phyllis and Uncle Curtis won the egg toss. Go figure. Next stop, Dancing With the Stars! Love, Kathy
That is the best news from Phoenix, and sounds like LOTS of FUN too! You’ve got a lot of people on your side, all the strenght and power from the doctors along with the power of prayer!
Love, Karla
Just thinking of you and thought I would drop a quick note! Hope you are enjoying this warmer weather and that you have a great Spring Break!! You are in my thoughts and prayers each day
Barb- so glad to hear you are feeling good! Have a great Spring Break with the boys! Your girls trip to Phoenix sounds like lots of fun, too! Enjoy the sun and warm weather! Have fun!!
Love ya! Kristin
You continue to amaze me!Always in my thoughts and prayers. Karen
The power of prayer and great doctors.. Great news Barb.. we continue praying for you everyday.. We are so grateful you are feeling so good.. Prasie God!!
Great to hear the good news from Mayo! Glad you are not traveling today. You continue to be in my prayers! Love, Kathy
Hi Barb,
So glad to read about your great news. The Lord is with you and your faithful Army. I still have your bracelet on. Think of you often . Carpe Diem Friend, Love, Deb
So glad to hear the wonderful news! Hope to see you soon! Elle is still loving the piano!
Dearest Barbara,
Great and blessed news!! Wow–you are moving that mountain!! Keep it up, we love you and keep believing you are healed, Love you always, Steve and Marilyn
Barb, you are SUCH an amazing lady, that this news is not surprising at all! Your light shines so brightly and we are all in awe of your spirit and faith! Love, Wendy and Lola, too!
Barb- This is excellent news! Way to go! You have been in my thoughts and many prayers this past week. Keep up the great work! Love, Kristin
Great news Barb!!! You have been in my prayers double time this week. So glad that you are still feeling well. Love you!
Barb, Great News! Garces just had a guest speaker who talked about having cancer 11 times. He lost a leg to cancer and portions of his lungs. An amazing story! He sounded so much like you and how you have battled this disease with all your courage and faith. Keep it up.
Greetings from Atlanta where I’m on Red Cross business. Praying for strength, courage and healing. Dinner with cousin Fontaine and Mike Tuesday night. Love.
Barb,i’m living in SC. want to grow your wheatgrass what is best soil ? thank-you kathy gusick
It was great to see you couple weeks ago. You continue to amaze and inspire. So glad to hear your counts are down and you are feeling good. Always in my prayers. debwink
Hi Barb,
I too am a cancer fighter. My next labs are this coming Wednesday. I fully expect very good news. I would bet based on the way I feel, that the docs will be shocked at how well I’m doing and I may not have cancer any longer.
I am confident that I have been given the answer to my personal prayers and the prayers of others for my return to wellness. Feel free to establish contact with me through email…jeffarcher57@yahoo.com
Hi Barb. You’re always in my thoughts. Glad to hear that things are going in a good direction. I hope that things went well for Matt in Kansas and that Jimmy will be swinging those golf clubs soon! Sending hugs your way and hoping that I will see you soon so that I can give you one in person!
Happy New Year Barb! So glad to hear you had a great trip to California! Sounds like things are going well and you have been very busy! Good luck on your trip this weekend-go Matt!
Take care and hope to see you soon! Love, Kristin
Hi Barb, Donna sent me your website & I just wanted to send you hugs, prayers and lots of love! You are amazing girl!
Hi Barb~Glad you made it back safely and you had a good trip to CA. Especially happy to hear things are moving in the right direction!!Tell Matt good luck in Lawrence. Love and prayers to you…Stacy
Hi Barb,
Hey stranger glad to see things are going in the right direction. Think of you often. Lots of HUGS–Diane Flummerfelt
Hrllo stranger! I have been hearinfg wondergul things about you latley and feeling like I need a “Barb fix”. You can whip me back in to shape! Glad to hear you ahve had a qreat Christmas and that you are looking as good as ever these days! Love you more then you know!
Hi Barb. So happy to hear that things are moving in the right direction! love and hugs…. Emily
Thanks for being my role model!
Hi Barbara, I wanted to leave a note on this website. It was such a blessing to sit and talk with you on Sunday. You are a true miracle and inspiration to so many of us. As we talked that day I was reminded how the days we are the lowest God sends us blessings, we just have to recognize them. You were that blessing to me on Sunday. God sent your special personality and enthusiasm my way and I needed that little nudge!! Thank you for reminding me that I can move that mountain too. I’m with you in prayer and love–you are moving that mountain my friend. Love you always, Marilyn
Awesome to see you today Barb! You made my day!
Barb,
So happy that you are with your family this Christmas! Hope you are feeling great. We loved the xmas card. You should be getting ours soon. Love you and wishing you great health. God is good. Deb
Gloria in excelsis Deo. Can’t wait to see the photo. Will it be Helen’s St. Pat’s Day card, or is she extending to April Fool’s this year?
Hi Barb! Your NY trip sounds like it was just PERFECT in all kinds of ways! What a great trip for you and the family!! So glad to hear you continue to feel great!! This is wonderful! I wanted to wish you and your family a wonderful Holiday and a a Happy New Year ahead! Take care!! Love, Julie
Hi Barb,
I am so glad to read that you are doing well and having a wonderful holiday season traveling. Keep going strong!!! I think about you often.
Love Julie
Barb, loved hearing about your trip to NY. Will and I just went this past weekend and stayed on 55th, one block from 5th. As I read your letter i could relive every wonderful moment with you. I agree St. Patricks is inspiring and the Rockettes put me in the Christmas Spirit. Matt, Jimmy and Will probably climbed on the same rocks in the park. So mamazing and I am so glad you to hearall about your fun adventure. We are so excited you will be here soon. We are always thinking and praying for you. Much love xoxo Kryssy
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. You are one tough chick! Keep it up girl.
Karen Kruse
Dear Barbara, great place, great trip, great friends, great memories, sounds like you all had a FABULOUS TIME!! Merry Christmas, Marilyn and Steve
Hello Barb & Jason!
I have just been thinking of you guys since we just had a get together at the Lake House last weekend since Lindsey & Brian were home for a short visit and it was Christmas by the Lake and it is such a magical time and anyhow I was just checking in to see how you are doing! You are an amazing woman and love how you are such an inspiration for so many and how you have taken life by the horns and perservered!! Keep up the good work and have a blessed Holiday Season!!
A Very, Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!
Love Julie & Arvin (AKA Clear Lake Neighbors )
Happy thanksgiving!!!! Just got on your site to check up on things-Please don’t let the slip in the numbers bring you down-You are soo amazing-and you have already beat the odds in soo many ways-Keep up the faith girl!!!!! Soo excited that the family is off to New York city!!! Enjoy and have a wonderful thanksgiving!!!! We will continue the prayers!!! Love, jennifer
Barb- Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family! Have a great trip to NYC! Sounds like so much fun! Take lots of pictures to share when you get home! Love ya tons, Kristin
Happy Thanksgiving and have a very happy, healthy and fun trip to NYC!Love to the whole family!
Karla, Justin, Jared & Jayden
Hey Barb!
So, a slight revision in “the numbers”… well it’s gonna take more than that to deflate you! Or all of us, for that matter!!
There has been a significant number reduction, and that’s what matters. They are only going to continue going down…I just know it! You’re doing all the right things for and to yourself so keep your focus on your road to complete healing.
Have an incredible time in NYC next week. How can you not?? Great city, food, entertainment….wow!
You are our hero Barb!
Much love,
Lori
xxoo
Barbara, NOW is when you need to keep that faith going. This little set back is just a slight curve in the road. Your results are awesome, they are DOWN and that is what we want. Your faith and believe will show all that you are moving that mountain. Remember what Phyllis says “you will not accept anything but the good and positive, and speak only the good and positive.” We believe you are being healed. Have a marvelous week and enjoy everyday with a smile on your beautiful face!! Give our love to Jason and the boys. PS NEW YORK here you come!!!!!!!!
Dear Barb,
YOU ARE A TRUE INSPIRATION!! I am a school teacher at St. Francis and have learned so much about you. I marvel at your great strength and positive attitude. I love your website and read through it frequently. Please know that I am praying for you and your family. Keep up the fight!!
Hi Barb,
Loved the interview. Jan and I are so happy for you and your family. You look great! I ditto Julie about posting a blog about your food intake for the day. My friend Jan who is stage 4 is having a hard time. I told her about you and she is inspired. Do you juice also? Is is plant based 100%? I go for my 6 mo check up this week. I can’t tell you how happy I am to have now evidence of disease for 6mos. God is so Great! Love ya, Deb and Jen
We just watched your interview — awesome! I know you inspire us and I’m sure this interview will inspire and give hope to so many! xoxoxo
Barb….would love to hear more about your diet. If you get a chance post what a typical eating day is for you. Keep fighting….
Congratulations on your wonderful news. Prayers continue for you Jason and the boys!
You SO rock, Barb! Great interview!!
WOO HOO! Great interview! You are so inspiring to me and to so many others! Keep up the good work and I’ll keep up the prayers!
Lunch soon????
Jessica
Barb great interview last night. I am so glad you are winning the fight. You are amazing.
Barb, Thank you for inspiring us all! Continued blessings to you, Jason and the boys.
Aunt barb i am so happy that you are doing well … I cant wait to come and see you on friday.. I am very excited ……….I love you alot.
Love,
Bridget
Barb, I am truly glad for you and your family that you have responded so well to your treatments. You are truly blessed. Keep up the good work and stay positive! God Bless and Love to all of you.
Barb ~ you are such a true inspiration to everyone! You continue to amaze me in your fight against this horrible disease. I had such a wonderful time celebrating with you and your friends and family last night. Thank you so much for opening up your home, which is absolutely gorgeous by the way, and allowing us to celebrate with you!! Keep fighting this fight because I KNOW you’re going to beat it!!
Barb! I am so happy to hear such wonderful news. I love you very much and will continue to send prayers your way! Love, Molly, Bruce, Anthony, Sophia & Isabella (OMG…Jimmy got a permit??? What happened to that little baby boy in his pumpkin costume???)
Wonderful news for you and your family!!
Fantastic news!!! We will keep up the prayers for all of you.
Way to go God and Barb! I know that He is watching over you and using you, as you are such an inspiration to others. My Bible Study group (and part of your ARMY!) REJOICED when I sent out the good news.
I am not surprised Miss Barb. Keep up the great work, determination, dedication, positive thoughts, and THANKS TO GOD! Let your doctor know that “Whatever you’re doing” is GOD!
xoox,
Keeb
God is good! I’m so happy for you and your family Barbary! Big HUG!
We are so thankful for this wonderful news Barb! Keep doing what you’re doing and we’ll keep up the prayers and positive thoughts. Lots of love to you and your family!
We are so happy to hear your news. God bless you and your family.
Wow you are truly amazing, your positivity is what is healing you along with the lord. I have read so many things about this disease and this is a real miracle Barb please keep it up.
Praise be to GOD! for this wonderful news. I am overwhelmed with emotion! you are an amazing woman! love ya!
Okay…you continue to amaze everyone! Now I REALLY need to get serious about your eating plan/wheat grass and POSITIVE ATTITUDE!! We ALL always have known that if anyone can beat this cancer it is YOU…you are more than an inspiration… I don’t think there are even words! THANK YOU for being a living reminder in the power of positive thought and prayer…and healthy eating. AMAZING!!!!!!!!!
We are so happy to hear the great new Barb! The power of prayer is amazing! Sending our love, support and prayers from sunny Florida.
What a great time of the year to get such wonderful news! God bless you and your family!!
awesome news for a awesome couple and family…best always
Amazing, awesome, absolutely outstanding. The power of prayer, positive attitude and good clean livin’. I’m in DC, same place I was on my way to last year at this time when I stopped over in Iowa to see you. What a year. Joy to the World. Love, Kathy
That is AMAZING news Barb!!! You are so surrounded by love and faith. We are all so blessed to have you in our lives.
The power of prayer..wow
Praise the Lord!! So happy for you Barb..
Mary told me your WONDERFUL news. GOD IS GREAT!!!! That is AWESOME!!!! Keep doing what you are doing!!! I will keep you in my prayers!!
Amy Larson
Yeah! Your strength is winning the fight. I am so HAPPY to hear the great news. Keep up the fight.
Those are the best words when you hear ‘Clean Scans’!! Awesome News! We are so happy for you and your family!
Jeff and Sue Sullivan
St Francis in West Des Moines…
Dearest Barbara, you have been inching that mountain and now you are seriously moving it!! Keep your faith strong and beliefs positive, Phyllis said it is no surprise to her that you are being healed!!
GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU –love Steve and Marilyn
Your doctor just doesn’t know who he’s dealing with. Faith, Faith and more faith, along with an incredible amount of determination…that’s what you’ve been doing. Praise the Lord. We are sooo happy to hear the good news. The Cavey’s
Could not sleep..it is early. That I would stop by a leave you a note. I love the pics. You all looks so beautiful and powerful!! Praying for God to heal you Barb. Stay Faithful and strong.
Purple Power. The PanCan photos are awesome. Wish I could transfer some white cells to you through the Internet. Wouldn’t that be cool? Prayers for Grandma Mary and the Schagers and safe travels for the Boylan women. XO Kathy
Wow!! You are making a BIG statement in finding a CURE for this incredible decease. WAY TO GO!! and it looks like you’re having fun doing it! Keep up the amazing effort to eliminate this decease. See you when you are in town! Sending lots of love and prayers.
Karla
previous message was not finished. sorry. I hit the submit button before I was ready. So last thought. We love you and think of you always. Take care and keep up your positive attitude. Joan
Barb, What a great experience! Looks like the weekend was lots of fun! It was to see so many smiling faces which shows how amazing you are as you fight this disease. K
Barb, What a great experience! Looks like the weekend was lots of fun! It was to see so many smiling faces which shows how amazing you are as you fight this disease. K
Barb…Your spirit was definitely in Des Moines yesterday as we all ran the marathon relay! Some of us (meaning me!) needed your amazing strength to get through the miles…but I know from each one of us, that it was an absolute honor to run for “Barb’s Army”. The California pictures are great…you remain as bright and beautiful as ever! Thank you for being an inspiration in ways you could probably never even imagine!
Wow! You look fabulous! It sounds like a great evening in LA. I’m so happy your numbers are great and I totally saw that quote in People! You are (and have always been) a SUPER STAR!
Hey Barb! Enjoyed reading about your trip to the West Coast, sounds like it was incredible! Thinking of you and take care!
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Oh Barb, leave it to you to have a quote published in People! Keep the faith…I was so happy to hear the good news about your numbers. Not a day goes by that you are not in my prayers, along with the boys and Jason. Love, Molly
Hi Barb! I wanted you to know that if you need anything please call me or e-mail me. I would love to bring you some fresh wheatgrass and also some other juice recipes that really worked well for my mom when she was going through treatments. You are so strong and beautiful! Stay that way and trust that you will be well. Have you finished with the Anne Wigmore book? Are you ready to go to Hippocrates in Florida yet? We are planning a trip there in January but will go sooner if you are ready! Let me know if you are up for a delivery from me or when you will be in Des Moines next.
Love, Peace & Wheatgrass!
Kerri Rush
Fresh Cafe and Market
515.314.2031
e-mail: imarush@aol.com
Hi Barb -
You got another enlistee in the army! You look great keep it strong and I will say many a prayer! Remember you have friends and suppoters all over even though some of haven’t seen you in 15 years. You look awesome! Take care – Brigette
Aunt Barb,
I had sooooo much fun when I visited. Going to the football game and watching Iowa win was asome and eating lots of tasty dairy queen was even better. You are so strong and I no that you will make it through this . Tell everyone i said hi. I love you alot.
Love,
Bridget
Barb…Great pictures. So proud of you and you support team. Making it on the People Mag..God is good. Your name for all to see..so great..the words you used to perfect. I posted on my blog today for all of family and friends to check out the blog and mag. You are always in my prayers..so happy about your numbers..His divine Grace is at work.Take Care, Deb
Barbara, great news on your marker numbers!! AWESOME!! You are moving that mountain and have the power to continue with your faith!! You are so loved and prayed for–Go Barbara!!! Love you Steve and Marilyn
PS Will you sign my copy of PEOPLE!!!!!!
Yeah Barb and Purple Army….you all look terrific in purple! Sending love your way….xoxo, Keeb
Great pictures of Barb’s Army. What a testament to you and all the influence and hope you are sending to so many. So proud of you and the Barb’s army for all you have accomplished for pancreatic cancer research.Take care. Joan
Barbara,
Hey what a great job on raising all that money! What a blessing to so any. You are in our prayers daily–remembr just keep those positive thoughts and don’t accept any negative–you continue to move that mountain, even if it seems only inches at a time, YOU ARE moving it with YOUR FAITH–Love you–Marilyn and Steve
Hey Miss Barb!
What a shot in the arm your message board is!! I find myself wanting to meet all these people (in person). We have so much in common….with YOU being our central focus.
Just when you think our world is so beyond touch….you realize that there’s such goodness and love in people(still) all around the globe. Wanting the same kind of “stuff” in their own lives….rising up for the good of someone else. Pretty cool.
Why am I not surprised that you continue t0 inspire the masses??
I miss not seeing you in person…but feel your closeness in spite of our distance.
All of my love, keep up the fight!!
Lori
Hi Barb!
I love reading your words and hearing your great attitude. I can’t wait to talk to you about healing touch…I’m glad you’re liking it. Thinking of you (all the time!) & will call you this weekend…Want to get the marathon gals together with you before you go…xxooo jody & darryl & kids (and baby Edie who needs held by you—she’s got some good healing energy for you!:))
Hi Barb!
I love reading your words and hearing your great attitude. I can’t wait to talk to you about healing touch…I’m glad you’re liking it. Thinking of you (all the time!) & will call you this weekend…Want to get the marathon gals together with you before you go…xxooo jody & darryl & kids (and baby Edie who needs held by you—she’s got some good healing energy for you!:))
Like always,I love your positive attitude and your faith Barb. Sending you love and prayers! Julie
Hi Barb
You have been on my mind for the past couple of weeks, I do pray that things are going well for you. I still get a smile on my face every time I think back to the time that we were both undergoing treatments at the Mayo this past spring. I remember you taking me for my first wheat grass shot. Well I’m still taking them to this day you will be happy to know. I was just looking over your web site and had to drop you a note. Keep the faith and I pray the Lord Blesses you and your entire family.
Your Friend Ray
Sending my love and prayers. You are amazing….you just blessed me by reading your blog, your spirit is contangious.
Love you,
Nik
You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday. I have your purple braclet around my angel on my desk. I hope to see you the next time you are in town. xoxoxoxo
Lots of love and many prayers coming your way.
Hi Barb! I am in Bakersfield – a new home construction agent. I knew you back in your title company days and of course, have never forgotten your great spirit. I see that it is bigger and better than ever. I am also a friend of Karla Schweitzer who keeps me informed. My friend’s father had good results with a vegan diet in his battle with cancer coupled with a lot of prayer. Keep the faith! Best Wishes! Diane
Barb, your strength & courage is so amazing. I admire the fact that you are always so upbeat and postive. You are one strong woman who is admired by all. My thoughts and prayers are with you always. You are truly a remarkable person! Keep being strong!!!!!
Liz Haskell
Hi Barb, Just read your comment and happy to hear your good news. I will pray for your bad news. Always thinking about you. Take care, Liz Petrini
Okay Barbara, I am sitting here working and thought I would check your site before I called it a night. I am so glad I did. You are so strong and faithful. God continues to Bless you. You are right–all those prayers are with you, around you, carrying you, with God’s love and power you will move that mountain for your faith is much larger than the mustard seed. Have a great rest of the week and go show everyone Saturday that you are out there fighting!! You are an inspiration to all of us. Love you always, Steve and Marilyn
Love it when you post. Your light shines through so strong. Know the Walk will be great and no question in my mind that you will be #1 Fundraiser. Red Cross can use you! XO back Kathy
Barb- It was so great to visit with you yesterday and get caught up! You sounded so strong and upbeat that YOU made my day! So glad to hear everyone is doing well and you are continuing with your healthy eating and treatments! I just loved your philosophy of “I’m doing everything I can be doing, the Drs are doing everything they can be doing, and the rest is up to God!” You are such an inspiration to us all! While I can’t be there to walk with you on Saturday morning, please know that I am “walking with you in spirit!” You continue to amaze me in everything you do! I will look forward to joining you all for lunch in the near future! Take care and have FUN this weekend! Love you! Kristin
Half way to the PURPLE WEEKEND. My thoughts and prayers will be joining you this weekend here in Bakersfield, to raise awareness and to help find a cure for pancreatic cancer. I am wearing purple and sharing your amazing story with all the incredible faith and inspiration that you bring! Lots of love and prayers are pouring out of Bakersfield for this cause because of you! Have a great weekend with GREAT PURPLESTRIDES!
Love, Karla & the Boys
Barb- I have been reading your story for months now and praying that you keep getting better. I read this story on the Johns Hopkins discussion board and felt I had to post it. Please read this the doctor’s own story is amazing and they are treating people with PC too. It can’t hurt.
Plz help Barb & others affected by Pancreatic Cancer by asking your Congressional rep to support HR745-a bill to allow funding for pancreatic cancer research. Go to http://www.pancan.org/Public/take.html
Urge your rep to support this bill!
Hi Barb,
just wanted to say have a great weekend!! Jen and I keep you in our prayers daily. Has the fall weather arrived? Take Care and have a fantastic day!! Love ya, Deb
Hey Barb!
How are you doing sweet girl?? Gene said that you had a terrific get-together for your birthday. I’m sooo glad, I was definitely there in spirit!
I was just thinking of you, and wanted to drop a line. I wanted to tell you , once again you continue to inspire me with your faith and determination in your battle with cancer. You’ve connected the dots between the mind, body, and spirit connection in this uphill, exhausting climb. Not many people get to that level of awareness in their lifetime. No surprise, you have.
We’re all so much better off with you in our lives…..so continue to fight dear one. We will as well.
We need you !!
Much Love,
Lori
Hey Barb~
I enjoyed talking with you at Success last weekend!!! I hope you are having a great week!
Barb, I had to thank you for the thank-you note you wrote! I was blown away that you took the time and energy to write such a long and lovely note. Thanks for the updates on the boys, and for your kind words. My prayers are with you as you continue your battle. Drink in all the love that surrounds you and let it give you strength. Hugs and Prayers to you!
Barb! Love to hear that you are “making noise” at the PAN-CAN seminar!!! Happy Belated birthday to both you and Jason. We send all of our love! Molly, Bruce, Anthony, Sophia & Isabella Busacca
You heartier subdue your fridge preferably of pork! This swine flu outbreak is geting significant! My neighbor came pursuing from Meixo big apple and is geting fed up with! Open of her to notify each in the neighborhood!
Happy belated Birthday Barb & Jason!! Barb sounds like you went to an awesome seminar! Those things are SO very helpful and uplifting!! Have a GREAT week!
Are you kidding me!!??? Swine FLU??? In sommer in heat? Is it regular possible? I am from Cali and I worried! Slow flourishing!
Happy belated birthday Barb!! I will give you call later this week to talk to you about Cabi. Lots of love!! Always in my thoughts and prayers!! xo xo
Barb, Just letting you know that I continue to pray for you and for a full recovery. Your positive attitude and strength are an inspiration! Keep it up! With love, Karen Kruse
Dear Barb
,
We continue to pray for your and your family! I stay updated from your Mom and our St. Francis family of faith. Know that you are loved and prayed for daily. You are a STRONG woman and you can keep fighting this okay? Maureen Andrew gave me one of your Barbstrong bracelets upon her return from Iowa and I now wear it proudly.
Sending you big hugs and lots of prayers for endurance, faith and hope for each day. Our Lord is walking with you and when you don’t see His footsteps he is carrying through this journey.
Blessings…
Pat Durando Campbell
Barb,
A thousand positive thoughts and prayers are with you!! Keep climbing and be strong as you are the strongest gal and army i know!!!! Hope you had a wonderful birthday and jason too!
Love,
the o’briens
Aunt Barb,
I know you stay strong and fight throgh this..I hope you and Uncle Jason both had a wonderful B-Day!! I can’t wait to come and visit you.I love you alot.
Love, Bridget
sorry when I hit the back button I sent it before i was done. sorry.. I hope you are having an awesome day. You are an amazing inspiration to everyone that meets you! Keep the faith! God is great!
Happy Birthday a day late! Hoep it was wonderful. I was thinking of you today and hope you are living
Wishing you both a Happy B’day & hope you had an enjoyable day. And Barb, you are in our thoughts & prayers & we hope the results of the blood work tomorrow are in your favor. Love & God Bless
Happy Bday Barb and Jason..I hope you Virgo’s have the best day ever!!!
FAT? So I’m thinking “What is that an acroynm for?” FlouroAbloTerisis. FectaAslaTorria. I’m not a doctor, what does it mean??? And then it hits me Fat, as in the stuff most of us non-Haller people have. What a shock, of course she didn’t recognize it!! Never been on her body before!!And what a relief. Happy BDay again B & J. Kathy
How lucky were we to join you in Iowa, for the first time, and it happens to be your birthday! Loved visiting with you and our prayers are with you, always! See you sooner than later! xoxo, M & S
Happy, Happy Birthday Barb and Jason!!! Hope you two have a fabulous day and have fun celebrating together! I think of you all the time and wish you all the best! Sending lots of positive thoughts to you!
Lots of love to you and your family!
Kristin
Happy BirthdayBarb!!
If it’s half as nice of a day there as it is here….you’re in for a great day! I hope you’re up for a celebration of some kind today??( Lord knows, it couldn’t possibly compare to the one on your 40th in Phoenix, how many years ago?) Took me weeks before the smile wore off my face on that one….jeepers! I’d say you have a lot to celebrate with this year’s birthday indeed….so, here’s to another year of love, laughter, and good health dear friend! We’re all here for you, Barb!!
Much Love and Best Wishes for a fantastic day….no downer vibes allowed!!!
Lori
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARB AND JASON! I am thinking of you both today…enjoy your day! Love you! Kelly (Ty, Emma and Ben, too)
Happy Birthday to Jason & Barb! Enjoy the day!
Barb,
Love to you and family….Phoenix is not the same without the annual Haller Sister trip! Thinking of you often…
Keeb
Hi Barb-I have been thinking about you soo much-I met your friend Mary-who works for Dr. Cook-at a party-here in our neighborhood-She was soo sweet-and just adores you-as we all do-Sounds like this chemo is hard-so hang in there- girl-we continue to pray for you-and you are always in my heart-kepp the faith-Love and God Bless,jennifer
Happy Birthday a day early to you dear Barbara. Sending love, prayers and hugs with this e-wish. Lis
Thinking of you always! Stay positive!
Love you,
Joan
And Happy Birthday to Jason, just read back through Barb’s story and realized that Jason BDay is the same day. Kathy
Happy Birthday to you dear girl. Prayers going out to all the Haller girls (and I guess a Haller boy, everyone can use prayers, yes?) Love Kathy
Hi Barb,
Here is a big hug from San Diego(hugggggggggggg)…you are strong!!!!
Barb,
I am thinking of you and praying for you.
Dearest Barbara, just checked your site and saw the great and POSITIVE message you left for all of us. You are in the right mind set–go into this as you said believing every day you are healed. Remember your conversation with Phyllis and stay focused on your healing! The faith you have is much larger than that mustard seed, and that is all you need, so WE know you are moving that mountain and will continue to move it daily!!!! WE LOVE YOU, JASON, JIMMY, AND MATT and pray for you all to live your life to the fullest each day. You are truly blessed.
Steve and Marilyn
Barb,
I am sorry I have missed your lunches after chemo. I am taking french at ISU and I have class over the noon hour. Maybe next time I can join you late. On another note I read a Spiritual Solution to Everyday Problems by Wayne Dwyer. It is a wonderful book. Even better is the CD. Those solutions got me through my dardest times when Brad and I were separated. I will look around this messy house and see if I can find them for you. Keep the faith.Love you, Leesa
I’m Fr Las’s sister and we had a few days together in Tullamore. Just read your latest posting and hope that you’ll be able to have your chemo today. Fr Las sends his love and prayers and he’ll be back home next week.
Love to your Mum
Hi Barb! I can’t begin to tell you how thrilled we all were to see you at the PanCan meeting on Tuesday night! I know Galen was especially thrilled as he rarely gets to see or talk to any fellow survivors! Purplestride is going to be so awesome again this year – we have so many newcomers this year and of we’re so thrilled to be able to bring the walk to Des Moines and have such wonderful numbers. Can’t wait to see you again on the 26th, if not before. Be well and you’re in my thoughts and prayers! Kelly (galen’s niece)
Hi Barb!
So great to get your message..Your positive attitude is awesome and you continue to amaze me!!! YOU ARE a survivor and ALWAYS will be!!! Saw some new CABi and LOVE IT! Take Care of yourself and ENJOY life!! I will continue to keep you in prayers as always! Love, Julie
O.K. Barb…how do you manage to do what you do? I read through the update that was recently written by you, and feel completely in awe. If we could all only live the way you are living…by refusing and rejecting ALL negative thoughts and forces trying to break our spirit. You have inspired me once again, thank you.
You sound terrific and strong….I’m sooooo glad. Keep doing what you’re doing, and believing in God’s beautiful plan for you….I too, know and trust that you’re in wonderful hands.
Much Love,
Lori and Stephen
xxoo
Hi Barb,
I know you remember me, I have been following your life events for the past year and praying for you all along the way. I think you are one of the strongest ladies I have ever had the honoring of knowing and even honored at being one of your relatives at one point in your life. So enough of that!
You can do this, you are a survivor and will always be a survivor. Your graciousness and your faith will bring you through all this and “God” is there with you, all the way. As is all the wonderful people praying and supporting you through this journey.
Bless you Barb.
All My Love,
Penne
Barb-Thanks for the detailed message, it was nice to hear from you. Keep living each day hour by hour minute by minute and keep following your HEART!!And about the bra……
Love, Karla
Barb,
We continue to pray for complete healing. We are ready for some football too. Hope to see you soon.
barb: just checking in. my mom is fighting her own battle right now, so i turn to barbstrong for hope and encouragement…which i always find in abundance. god bless you and your family every minute of the day.
Barb…You are in our hearts and on our minds. YOU have made true believers in the human spirit out of all of us. And remember…you climb Mount Everest just like you climb a flight of stairs…one step up at a time. Believe! We love you! Kelly, Ty, Emma and Ben
Hey Barb:
Well I don’t see a problem with changing mountains you have all the GEAR and LOVE to CONQUER Mt. Everest! I am with you along with all the support of your family and friends. You can do it! Bring it on!
Love, Karla
So great to see you last night! I know that you are giving all that you have right now. You are in my prayers and in my thoughts each day. Remember….
When you come to the edge of all the light you have,
And you take that step into the darkness of the unknown;
You must believe that one of two things will happen:
Either there will be something solid for you to stand on,
Or else, God will teach you how to fly.
Hi Barb, Just wanted you to know I will carry your backpack up Mt Everest for you:) All your climbers here have your rope and supplies..we are ready to to climb..with God as our Guide you will make it!!!
Barb,
Know that you are always in our prayers. I don’t believe a night goes by that our evening prayers don’t include praying for you and your family. I know I have said this many times, but you are truly an inspiration to me. We love you! Fight on, we know you CAN and WILL beat this giant!
Love,
Pat, Mindy, Isaac, Joel, Elijah, Peter, and Clare Stahr
Barb, the fire in you, that contagious energy you exude, and the love of the army surrounding you will get you through this fight. The boys and I think and pray for you often. Much Love and Happiness to you and your family!
Hi Barb,
I just wanted you to know I’m praying for you and think about you all the time. You are so strong I know you will fight this with all your might and battle it back!
Just reading through all the messages reminds me of how much love, support and prayers are out there for you.
Love,
Kolleen
Barb,
O.K. dear one…don’t despair. You’ve come so far in your fight, with so many backers.
Find comfort in the place you have built in the hearts of many. Your village of support is with you now, and with each day forward. Stay strong Barb!
Much,much love,
Stephen and Lori
Hello
Just wanted to let you know that i too am following your story. It must be very hard these last days. From The Netherlands I want to say keep on your faith and your are in my thougts too eventhough I don’t really know you and i live so far away. Your story moved me and is in my mind since then.
Lots of good vibes from Cindy
Aloha Barb,
You’ve been in our prayers from day one – not only in our evening prayers, but at our church as well; yes, you continue to receive United Methodist prayers! All our love and aloha, Steve and Phae
Hi Barb,
I believe in miracles and I believe in you!!! Keep the Faith strong and know we always have you and your family in our prayers.
Well the purplestride will be a great event to raise awareness and funds for this incredible decease. Keep up the BIG fight, I have always believed in you and know that you can make a difference.
Hang in there!
Sending lots of love and prayers!!
Karla
Hi Barb…I just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Sending our love and prayers from Florida. Margy and Dan McCarney
Hi Barb…I just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Sending our love and prayers from Florida. Margy and Dan McCarney
Hi Barb…I just wanted to let you know we are thinking of you. Sending our love and prayers from Florida. Margy and Dan McCarney
Hi Barb. I am Shelly Goff’s dad. I am so looking forward to meeting you and your family at the Purple Stride Iowa Walk. See you in September! Keep the faith!!
Hey Barb just wanted you to know I am thinking of you! stay strong and keep the faith!
Hi Barb, just wanted you to know that I am still praying for you and thinking of you always! Hang tough girl! You know that God is with you every step of the way…
Greetings from Modesto, Calif..I’ve been following your amazing journey via my sister, Krystyna Jamieson. Although we’ve only met socially over the years at showers, weddings & baptisms,I feel a special bond w/you & your family through Krystyna. Just know you’re a constant source of strength & inspiration to so many & never far away from our thoughts & prayers.
Thinking of you today and know all the prayers and “zest for life” attitude you have will once again carry you through. One day at a time and keep fighting girl – keep fighting! Congrats to Jimmy for making the golf team!
Barb,
Just wanted you to know that I am thinking about you and praying for you and your family. You can do this! You are so amazing and strong…you will get through this bump in the road!
Love you tons and hope to see you soon!
Kristin
hey barb just wanted to let you know im still praying for you!! i know you will get through this just like the other!!! glad you had a good time out here in california!!!
I hope you get better soon.Im praying for you Love Julianne :}
Remember Lola’s mantra, Barb! Have complete and total faith, no doubts! There ARE so many miracles out here! Lola and you are proof! We are all praying for you! Stay strong!
Brett, Camryn, and I are praying for you and the whole family. Keep up the good fight. We know you can do it!!
Just want you to know that I am praying for you. Life is not easy. But somehow we manage to put one foot forward and keeping on going. Because that is what we do. Just keep on fighting the fight. You will come up on top of this cancer CRAP. Your a true CHAMP! love, Leesa
Hi Aunty Barb- Just wanted to let you know that I’ve been thinking about you and know you will get through this unexpected twist. Much love to you and the family and hope all is well in Iowa. Much love, Nicole
You can fight through this!! You are the strongest women I know. Keep the faith and I’ll keep praying.
Okay Barbara, here comes the fighter in you. You have that faith, this is a slight curve ball but you can catch it and throw it right back. You remember you not only have all of us behind you, you have God with you through all of this. You only need that little bit of faith, that tiny, tiny mustard seed. So close your eyes and keep that mountain moving. I am so sorry we missed each other this past week. But our prayers continue to be with you, Jason and the boys. With love and blessings to you Steve and Marilyn
Barb,
Wow, MK’s right. Crap!! You know we are thinking of you always. Continue to Fight. You have a great army of supporters right behind you. Love u, Joan
Hi Barb- Good luck at the Doc today. I am praying for you!
Hi Barb,
I have been thinking about you. I’m glad you had a great time in Bako. Good Luck with your test and Dr. visit. I have my 3 month follow up this Friday. Praying for the both of us..I will email you soon. Take Care, Deb
Sending lots of love, prayers and thinking about you on Monday!
Love always, Karla
Thinking of you and praying for good news on Monday! With love, Julie
Hey Barb: Sending you good end-of-summer wishes for continued good health. Sounds like Helen’s birthday bash was fabulous. Hugs.
Hi Barb, Thank God for all your great results. I’m still praying for you. Take care, Liz Petrini
How did I not get a Helen’s 70th invite? Just kidding, but enjoy the day for that great woman! Love to you all and glad you’re enjoying the summer. xoox, Keeb
Barb, You look gorgeous!! Lots of love, Wendy
looking forward to seeing all the Iowa contingent in B’Field. But I’m not sure Jason is farming all the time. Here’s what I see they really do i Iowa http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6WxyzS0vCME
XO Kathy
Barb…I hope you are all enjoying your summer. Our prayers remain with you for continued healing and strength. Lots of love to all of you! Molly, Bruce & familiy
Okay, Barbara, now remember those words, your faith is moving that mountain. Can’t wait to see and hug you. with all our love and prayers,
God Bless You, Jason and the Boys always. Steve and Marilyn
HeeHeeHeeHee–take THAT cancer!!!!! xoxoxo
Barb: really looking forward to seeing you and whoever else from Ames is available at your mom’s birthday on August 4. Just talked to Helen last night. She said to make sure people know to bring lots of presents
Love Kathy
You have shown what believing and prayer can do! Blessing to you and your family. Love.Monica
Praise be to our GOD…may your strength return. So happy for you and your family…Barb…you really are BARBSTRONG.
We’ve been thinking of you and we’re so glad your doing well, keep it up!!
That is the most amazing news!!!!!! I am so incredibly happy to hear that. You are my inspiration and hero! Hope to see you soon!
Barb,
Glad to hear of the good news. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family every day.
Sid K.
YEa!! This is such great news!!! Blessings to you, your friends, and your family and ENJOY your summer to the fullest! Love, the O’Brien’s
Barb, this is great news. I am thinking of you at this super happy time, and wishing you all the best in the next six weeks. Enjoy! Alicia
I have been thinking about you all day!!!! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy to hear the good news! You are amazing. Love-Em
Barb,
I’m so happy for you and your family!! This is the best news. You have been a true warrior. Giving God all the glory!! The constant prayers and never ending faith has never wavered. God’s divine mercy has been blessed upon you. You are so strong. Enjoy being healed and know that from one cancer patient to another..you are loved.
P.S. I got news today that the polyp was benign..yahoo..God is so great to us..Love, Deb
You celebrated those tumors away, didn’t you?
Enjoy your good news day! Thinking of you from here.
Barb…So glad to hear the good news about the CT Scan…I have been thinking of you all day today and am so thrilled to see the update! You are an inspiration!
YEAH YEAH YEAH! Way to go Barb and thank you JESUS! Sending love from the hot AZ!
xoxo,
keeb
We are over eating at Traci’s like pigs and we logged on to see if there was any news yet. We were so excited to read the great news. We can’t wait to see you in Bako in August. Lots of love. Lisa and Traci
Sending prayers your way in hopes for great news! Lots of Love, Julie
Lots and lots and lots of prayers coming from California. Love, Kathy
Hi Barba amd MK:) The colonoscopy came out good. They found one small polpy..the doc thinks it is not cancer,they are going to test the polpy.The rest of the colon looks fantastic. Thank you for you prayers!! Have a terrific nromal summer and know this group is praying for all of you:)
Hi Barb,
Just thinking about you…I have been enjoying life without chemo..I have my colonoscopy tues..pray for good results. I pray that life is great for you and your family. Take Care, Deb
Barb – I’m crying happy tears as I see the photos of your smiling face and loving family. Lots of love, Sonja
I hope you rang that bell good and long Barb! I think I heard it out here in Cali. The photos and stories that have been posted are so incredibly touching and tender.I could even see through the eyes of the radiation nurses their love and concern for you.You have had such a huge effect on everyone you’ve touched along lifes way….especially now through this journey with cancer. You, as only you can do, managed to turn a potentially devastating situation into one of hope and love. You’ve made a permanent imprint of what faith really looks like in all our minds. I actually think now that when anyone of us encounters a similiar situation someday, we’ll be able to stand up to it in a new way,one with the gritty courage you inspired.You never once stopped believing in the miracles of God. Wow! You’re our miracle Barb!!
Much much love!! xxoo
Lori and Stephen
Hi Barb!
Sooooo wonderful to hear you are finished with your treatments and headed home!
I have had such fun working with your Mom (she’ll explain) and I know she is back there with you doing all those things that only Mom can do!
You are truly one of God’s special miracles in this fight against cancer and we will continue to pray for God’s healing presence in your life and that of your family!
Take good care and enjoy each special day that God gives you!
Love,
Pat
CONGRATS!! Love the pictures, you look great! Can’t wait to see you when you come to BAKO!
Lots of Love and Prayers,
Karla
ABSOLUTELY AWESOME, BARB!! So happy that’s behind you! You & and your family are amazing! Enjoy those boat rides, smiles & sunsets! Marty
Barb I love the pictures of you and you family and the cancer family. Thank you for giving us a glimpse of you journey..Take Care, Deb
Congrats!! You truly are an inspiration!!!
Way to Go!!!! So glad you are done… Now it’s time for some summertime R&R! Enjoy your day! Love, Anne
So glad to hear the great news. I continue to pray for you!
Ding, Ding, Ding…the bell has rung !!! Barb, Praise God !! I’m so happy that you have finished your treatment and it is time to relax and breath:) Have fun with your family. I’m so proud of you warrior!! Love, Deb
You have arrived!!!! Way to to keep the faith and fight the fight. Enjoy your time at the lake… The Cooney’s look foward to spending time with you and your family at Clear Lake. Many thoughts and prayers, Nicky
Consider this your long distance set of high-fives, fist bumps, and hugs from the Ecklunds! Awesome!
Way to Go Barb, We are so happy for you, Jason and the boys. You are a fighter. Joan
So happy to hear the details of the bell ringing! Donna filled me in on that & the shopping. She said you had a great week! We’ll be off to Hawaii on Monday with Claire & Elizabeth. Loomis today to see Ryan graduate, take Elizabeth to Bakersfield on Sunday where Mike will be putting on a family BBQ for our 50th & Chuck’s birthday. God is surely with you and know that you are in all the prayers from Bass Lake, North Fork & Oakhurst. Lots of love, Pat & Chuck (or as you always call us Mr. & Mrs Anspach!
I cheered when I read the update this morning. Barb you continue to amaze me and I am so thankful that you rang that bell and your family was there with you. Congratulations!! I will continue to pray for you. Can’t wait to see you! Big hugs!! ~Love Carmen~
Ring That Bell!!!! Barb, you are are amazing! We will continue to pray for you! Mary and I love you so much! take care, and continue to be STRONG! Game On!Tom
Barb,
So glad to hear the good news. I love that Ken is still playing vball….I think I’d be sore for a month if I just tried to pepper. Just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you!
Keeb
Barb,
So glad this is your last week!! You will be completly healed. Great News..My Ct scan is clear and as of now There is no evidence of disease…yahoo It is all about the prayers.We are going to make it..thank you for our great support.My prayers are with you!! love, Deb
Dearest Barbara,
Well, here you are heading down the home stretch and God is guiding you with your Guardian Angel carrying you. Remember how many people have you in their prayers, isn’t that an awesome thought?! You have become a sign of hope to so many. Now it is time for me to remind you once again, that you only need to remember that little tiny mustard seed of faith is all you need and you can move that mountain. Just continue to envision the positive and don’t accept the negative. You are being healed daily and others are seeing this miracle.
We love you and hope to see you very, very soon.
Miss you. Marilyn and Steve
Way to go Barb! Stay strong! We love you! xoxo
Barb –
I am so happy to hear that things are going well and that you are ALMOST DONE!!!!!!!!! Hope to see you once you are back here for good! Jessica Clem
These posts from MK fill me with joy and wonder. What a all-loving, all-knowing God we have. Barb, I hope you received the giant St. Barbara picture I sent. As I mentioned in my note, when I was at Mission Santa Barbara, I loaded up on St. Barbara gear. Couldn’t pass up the VERY LARGE holy card. May she watch over you and keep you on the recovery road. Love, Cousin Kathy
Wishing you a great week Warrior!!!
hi barb
checking in to let you know you are always in our prayers…we love you….fran, gregg, phoenix, ingrid, and joseph
Bravo Barb! You’ve passed the halfway mark. Thinking of you and sending you wishes for continued recovery. Will think of especially Thursday night when Caroline graduates from St. Francis. Congrats to Jimmy and Matt.
Hi Aunt Barb,
I just wanted to let you know that I am still keeping you in my prayers and I am so glad that you are doing better. I love you so much and tell uncle jason I said Hi and I love him too. I cant wait to see you again soon.
Love, Bridget
Happy Mother’s Day Barb.
Happy Mothers Day Barb..Enjoy your day with your family!!
Great to see you yesterday! You look absolutely wonderful!! Happy Mother’s Day!
Happy Mother’s Day to all the moms and especially to Barb as she leaves for Ames to spend Mom’s Day with her two special boys. What miracles God has allowed us all. Can’t imagine there being pancake batter on Barb’s ceiling though. Happy Mom’s Day to MK on “auntie duty” in Ames, above and beyond on the trampoline, and to Helen, mom to the Hallers and many assorted friends and relatives. Love from Kathy Wright
Hi Barb,
Just thinking of you today…You are a strong warrior…Praying really hard for your healing..Take Care, Deb
So glad to hear all the great news. I think we need some video of this trampoline/volleyball game…how about that website manager? Also, I keep looking for some new pics, family reunion, new haircut, Jason’s field of corn I want to see some really straight rows of corn.
MK,
Great story about your flight. It is truly amazing to watch God at work. I know that you were just as much a blessing to those people as they were to you. Give Barb and everyone a hug for me.
xoxo,
Keeb
When I fly I never hear them call my flight number and when I am by myself…well I have been stranded before. Glad you made it and can’t wait for the updates. Stay warm!
Love, Karla
Dear Aunt Barb!
I’m soo excited to hear the exciting news!! I pray and think about you all the time. You mean so much to me and I am so happy your my god mother! I wrote you a letter that you should get any day now. I love you and can’t wait to see you!!
Love always,
Your God-daughter Maddie
Hi Barb,
That is great news about your marker being 51:)God continues to watch over you. You WILL be HEALED Barb!!Just wanted to let you know that I’m going to Bako this coming weekend to walk for the Relay for Life. I use to go walk for my mom and now I going to walk for us and all the people who have been touched by this disease. I’m going to buy a luminary bag in your honor. While you go through you tx..your light will shine bright in Bako. I have two more rounds of Xeolda and will have my scan in early June. May this summer bring us being healed and a new begining for all of us. My prayers and strength will be with you over the next month. Stay BARBSTRONG!!! Take Care, Debbie
Praise the Lord for your good news. I like that word CURE. please God, that’s what you will get. It was great to see you at the reunion. Keep the faith. Love and continued prayers.
Barb,Your strength and determination is something to be admired. My thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue this next leg of the journey. Keep the faith. Alicia
Great reading M.K.’s updates. I pray for you every day and loved today’s wonderful report – I have a radiation tatoo also – a dot, no hearts either….I am Kara’s mom, your mom’s friend and my cousin is a widow of your husband’s second cousin. Holy cow, we are almost related….Keep up your spirits and strength, my best to you. Lavonne
Whoo Hoo!! You go Girl!!! What fantastic news…it just keeps coming and coming…still praying for you and think of you everyday! Take care, Stacie
Hey Barb! I have been thinking about you a lot and praying that all will continue to go well. We certainly miss seeing your smiling face! I hope you are feeling well and getting to enjoy the nice days of spring(we don’t have spring up here so I am jealous).
Love and prayers
Michele
hey barb i just wanted to let you know im still keepin up the prayers!! i hope all goes well at mayo!! i know your a strong woman…this all just proves your strength even more!!
Hi Barb, Happy to hear you are doing so well. We will keep up the prayers for you. Take care, Liz Petrini
Barb – We continue to wear our purple bracelets and pray for you. The house where you will be staying sounds like the American Cancer Society Hope Lodge…is that it? If so, I know you will appreciate it. (Also, if that is the place, you do need to fix your own meals…but it has a great kitchen.) I worked for the ACS when it was in the planning stages and then worked there on weekends. My favorite spot was the library. Take care dear lady! Keep the faith…as we will also:-)
Deanne
Happy Easter Barb. I prayed for all of us to be healed of our cancer’s.I hope you had a great time in Ca. with your family. Take Care, Deb
Glad to hear that you are doing well. We are keeping you in our prayers. We want to wish you & your family a Happy Easter!
By the way my mom and I are hosting a CAbi party at the end of the month. This is my first time attending a CAbi party. Can’t wait to try on the cute clothes! Sending big hugs!!
John Wright in Omaha is nearing the end of his battle with pancreatic cancer. His wife Sue has become a friend of mine throughout the last few months. Please keep John, Sue and their kids in your thoughts and prayers. She asked me to share that Barb has truly been given a gift of more time than John had and she hopes that she spends it wisely.
Thanks so much for your prayers and words of encouragement. Barb’s story is reason to rejoice! I have a passion for the fight against pancreatic cancer. Both of my paternal grandparents died from it twenty years ago. I’ll be sporting the royal purple ribbon like it’s my job from now on. Thanks to Barbs Army for extending my wardrobe!
Dawn’s story can be found at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/dawngenterashby. She has had a rough weekend and will be asking the tough questions when she meets with her oncologist tomorrow. That’s not to say that any of the questions are easy any more, just some are easier to ask than others. Discontinuing chemo takes huge courage. It’s true injustice when her biggest weapon to fight the disease is turning on her.
Gods blessing to you and your warriors,
Tammi Marsh
Way to go Barb! I am still fasting for you on Wednesdays and think about you all the time. I wish I was going to be in CA when you are there…..Sending love from AZ, Brian, Kelly and Selah Bea
Hi Barb-A friend of mine told me of your story last night. I’m your neighbor to the South, in Ankeny. My family has been fighting a similar battle as you. My sister, Dawn Genter-Ashby, was diagnosed on February 12 with stage IV pancreatic cancer. She is 34, and is the single mom of two beautiful children, 14 year old Robert and 5 year old Michael Noel. I am so pleased to hear your journey sounds so promising. Dawn’s prognosis is less optimistic. When first diagnosed, she had about 20 tumors in her liver and has small tumors in her right lung base. She also has signs of cancer in her lymph system. Dawn and I and our two sisters, with kids in tow, spent last week in Orlando on a “Memories of Love Foundation” trip to Disney. While exhausting, the memories and sister-bonding time will forever be priceless. I will pray for your continued healing and thank our Lord for granting you the miracle that so many battling this disease request. Deep peace, Tammi Marsh
Fabulous News! So excited to see you all at the Easter Reunion. You are definitely blessed. Joan
Dear Barb, Jason & Boys, We are so excited about your latest results. Angels are truly in your corner. We continue to wear your bracelets and remember you in daily prayers. Love Aunt Dianne & Uncle Morgan
wow Barb-i am soo excited about your positive trip to may clinic-and the wonderful news-i knew if there was anyone who could beat this-it would be you!!!!!! God truly does answer prayers-adn so glad you had nice weather for spring break!!!! i never get to Amea anymore-now tha Ia attack is in Ankeny-but i hope to see you soon!!! sooo happy-and God bless,jennifer
Barb- Fantastic news from Mayo!!! It’s wonderful to hear you are doing so well! The power of prayer and all your warriors! Hope you and Amy had had a great time in Florida with the boys! Can’t wait to hear all about it and see some pictures! Especially the ones swimming with the dolphins! Keep up the good work!
Love ya tons!
Kristin
Hi Barb – This is FABULOUS news!! WOW.. I am so very happy you are doing so incredibly well! Love ya! Have a wonderful weekend. Julie
Awesome news Barb! More powerful prayers on the way! Big hugs, Sonja & John
So very happy to hear your good news. Thinking of you often. Jody
Barb and family………..today you have wonderful news that you have been waiting to hear. Yes, the Lord answers prayers. So everyone keep those prayers coming for continued good news for Barb!!!
Our Love…….Patty and Lad
Great News! Your are constantly in my thoughts. keep the spirit.
That is fantastic news Barb. Prayer is so powerful..God is good.
Barb and gang: all good thoughts and wishes coming eastward for great test results. I leave next Tuesday, March 31, for Costa Rica to visit Logan. He’s been going to school there since mid January. Today I bought a “Costa Rican Spanish” book – talk about a crash course. I keep mixing up the Spanish with my high school French. I will do a lot of pointing, I’m sure. Graham and I fly back through LAX on April 10 and will attend Reischman reunion at Kate and Scott’s. La Canada looks very different than when we were there. I will throw an extra egg for you. Love, Kathy
Barbara,
Our prayers with you right now. All I can say to you is envision that little tiny mustard seed, remember you are healed. God continues to bless you, and remember to only accept the positive — keep moving that mountain!!! We continue to see miracles in our life daily. We love you and can’t wait to see you and hug you. Love always, Marilyn and Steve
Hi Barb,
Wishing you a great day. I pray for great results from your scan today. Swimming with the dolphins ..now that is a gift. I’m sure your kids and you loved it. I just had a bone scan monday to ck my tail bone. Praying for good results.Keep the faith!!Love,Deb
I am so glad to hear that Florida was very special. Hang in there for the next results and treatment. Send a prayer for Lorie Malkin. You are in my thoughts and prayers…And I am so happy you are feeling GREAT!!!
Love, Karla
Good Luck Barb. You will be in our thoughts and prayers.
hey barb-i am so glad chemo is going so well-A friend of mine melanie Shane-who lives in Ames-said she saw you at a fundraiser-and you looked soo good-way to go-I am soo happy for you-I bet the boys are excited for Ames girls and boys basketball teams-we are going tomorrow to watch at wells fargo-and will root for ames high-
have a wonderful spring break-and enjoy the nice weather-Always thinking of you-and i will keep up the prayers.Love, jennifer
Hi Barb! I hope you all have a fabulous time in Florida. You so deserve to relax and soak up the sun. Soak some up for me too. Lisa and I are shooting for a shopping day on the 23rd. Give me a call if you want to meet us for lunch. 319-321-8146. We will be praying for your safe travel. Love and Hugs, Susan
Happy Spring Break to the whole family! I hope everyone gets some much needed rest and relaxtion.
Set your DVR – Ginger will be on the Rachel Ray Show on Friday, March 13!
Dear Barb, Since the boys & I have moved back to Carroll we miss not seeing you and your family. We got a glimpse of your beautiful self on Christmas Eve mass @ St. Cecila…you had every eye in that church locked on you as you went to communion…all with admiration of such strength and faith you possess. I saw Amy,Dennis & Alex in Ankeny yesterday…made me think of you. I wear my “Game On” sweatshirt constantly in your honour, sweetie. So glad you get to soak up the sun in Florida! Love, Cindy & boys
I hope the weather stays warm for your visit. It has been down in the high 20′s and low 30′s in the morning and in the mid 50′s in the afternoon. It’s supposed to start warming up this weekend. I happen to live about 3 hours north of Orlando in Callahan. Enjoy your trip and know that you are always in my thoughts and prayers. LOVE, LINDA
Hi Barb,
I’m so glad to hear that you are feeling great! How great for you and your family to get away and enjoy life:)My prayers and thoughts are with you. I’m still taking the xeolda and dealing with the chemo side affects. But, Life is good. MK, Jodie will be in my prayers and i will have my group pray for her. Stay strong in your Faith..Take Care, Debbie
Hi Barb,
I just moved back into the area and heard about your diagnosis. I wanted to let you know that you and the boys will be in my thoughts and prayers. You are a beautiful strong women and with all the love and support you have I know you will fight through this time. Let me know if you need anything, I am living in Ankeny. Take care!….Lindsey
Hey Barb!
Well…just about to turn the calendar page to March…yeah! Spring is just around the corner, (even though I hear Iowa continues to get crushed by winter weather)…it wont be long now, right?? Warm sun, and air are just what you need. Melting snow, grass beginning to green, flowers and trees starting to bud. Spring will surely bring with it a renewed sense of strength and spirit for you and your fight…I just know it!!
I pray you feel our love when you’re feeling low, and can find strength during such times. You inspire the masses Barb! Hang tough dear friend.
We love you!!
Stephen and Lori
Barbara, Today is a special day to us all. Just remember how much you are loved and how many people are praying for you daily. Always envision that mustard seed, especially as you embark in this course of treatment. Remember you have moved that mountain and can continue to move it. Always believe and never accept the negative. Our love and prayers are with you today and always. I will call you soon. Love you always Marilyn and Steve PS Hi and big hugs to Jason and the boys
WAY TO GO MATT!! Barb keep up the good fight with your strength and faith you can tackle this. God Bless with lots of prayers, faith and love for tomorrow and Wed. Love,
Karla
Hey Barbara, I know it’s been a long time since we’ve seen or talked with eachother. I recently moved to Missouri and been busy on Facebook and Classmates. Monica M.(class of 83′)emailed me your web site so here I am. Just wanted to say hello, my prayers are with you & keep the faith. Much Love & Strength-Viola Family
Where’s the photo of the QUILT?? 2 people have asked me, my brother Matt and a cousin, Fontaine. Barb, glad you’re done with this set of chemo. Has Ruth Bader Ginsberg called you for advice yet? I was in a panic last week as I thought I lost my purple bracelet. But it was at the bottom of the laundry basket so I am relieved and doing my part again to spread the purple. Love, Kathy
Barb and Jason,
Keeping up with all your news. Everything sounds just so promising with your recent scans and chemo treatments. Greg and I were just talking about both of you last night. We want you to know we think and pray for both of you to continue to have the strength to fight this awful disease. Kudos to everyone involved with this great website. Many blessings to all your friends and family who have so diligently and lovingly helped you along this journey.
Greg and Mary
Hey Barb,
I am so excited for Katie and Scott….such great news. Hope you’re doing well and just thinking of you.
xxoo,
keeb
Just a little note to let you know that you and your “Army” continue to be in my daily thougths and prayers. Keep on keepin’ on! Love & Peace to all-Jodie
Barb, Happy Valentine’s Day friend. Have a great day:)
Hey Barb, have you seen the DVD or read the book “The Secret” ?
If not, I think it might interest you.
*Big hug*
Hi Barb – You are always on my mind and in my prayers. I think of you often and am happy to hear that your feeling better. Keep smiling and know that your friends in Half Moon Bay, CA love you very much!!
Barb,
I am so glad you are feeling better and getting stronger. I am still wearing my purple bracelet everyday and keeping all of you in my thoughts and prayers. You are a very strong woman. You already knew that though. God Bless. Michelle
Barb,
Just want you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We hope you’re feeling better soon.
hey barb i just wanted to let you know im praying for you daily!!! hope all goes well with your chemo this week!! keep up the stregnth!!!
Hey Barb! I woke up this morning with thoughts of you on my mind and heart. Knew I had to run downstairs and log on to leave you a few words. As always, you are such an inspiration to so many of us as you fight this battle. Your strength and complete faith are absolutely the most amazing thing I have ever experienced! You have shown me where my faith and devotion have growing room and that ANYTHING is possible when you truly believe. What do we always say? Cancer can do lots but God can do MORE! I miss our talks and cannot wait to get up to Ames for some face-to-face! So just know that each and every morning I open my heart real big and send you all so much love. Hope you can feel it sister!
try emulsified mineral oil–Wheatfields in Ames
boil prunes and drink the juice—i ate the prunes too
drink room temp water. NOT cold or iced water—nurse in the hospital told me that. i had the same problem after a surgery several years ago
i would like for you to look up and listen to a couple web sites
Have your Dr sister and your Dr take a look at it..
http://www.thepowerofkangen.com
http://www.mykangenpower.biz
we have one and the whole family can benefit from it.
hope you had a great weekend.
you are in our daily prayers
Barb,
We wanted to let you know that we are praying for you, of course, but also that we miss you. Last night was our big night at St. Cecilia and although the evening was special, some of the “specialness” was missing. I think that was your touch. Your energy and enthusiasm is irreplaceable. Keep up your energy – we’re behind you.
Hugs,
The Stahrs
Always know we are thinking and praying for you. Joan
Barb, I am constantly praying for you! I hope you feel better with each day. Eating will help keep your energy level up, so eat lots for me. I can’t afford the extra pounds but I know you can:) Keep your spirits up and remember your faith, our prayers and the love of family & friends will keep you strong.
Thinking of you…
Liz Sacchini-Haskell
P.S. I sent a message a few weeks ago, it didn’t post. Who knows where it went. Just wanted you to know that I shared your story/blog with Patrick Swayze. I know it sounds crazy considering I do not know him personally. That’s why I emailed him to tell him about you and thought he should check out your blog.
Hi Barb,
Have a great day today:) Love, Deb
Barb,
My 5 yr. old daughter Abigail and I ran/walked a 5k event for pancreatic cancer recently in your honor and wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and sending Love, good thoughts and prayers your way.
Hi Barb, Just wanted to let you know that Johnnie and I are constantly sending you lots of love and healing energy. It is such a gift that you are receiving ours along with all the other love that is flooding you from the wonderful circle of people around you. Love is the most powerful thing of all and you are surrounded and bathed in it daily. Get strong quick! Lots of love Wendy and Johnnie
Hey Barb-just checking in with you-wow-what your body is going through!!! you hang in there girl-i am sure it just seems so hard right now-but in the long run-i know you will come out of this a strong and awesome person that you are!! You are such an inspiration-Keep the faith-and we continue to pray-Thinking of you-Love, Jennifer
Barb, I am glad you are feeling a little stronger. I pray this weekend is better for you. It would be good for your Karma to have Chemo back on Wednesday. God bless to all of you. If you crave anything from the Fresh Cafe let me know I would love to bring it up to you
Barb- I have been thinking about you tons and sending lots of love to you! Yes, we all know about the “signs” and doing your chemo on Wednesday has worked so well for you! So glad to hear you are feeling better and have received such great news at your last appointments. I am so inspired by your strength and courage- keep up the great work! Enjoy the warmer weather ahead this weekend!
Love,
Kristin
Sending lots of High Hopes for you today and everyday for the raising awareness of a cure!
Love,
Karla
Hi Barb
Just a note to say hello and let you know you are always in our thoughts and prayers. Hugs to you and your family.
Margy & Dan McCarney
I just wanted to let you know that we are still out here praying our hearts off…it blesses us to help in this special way. MK is doing such an awesome job with the blog. You have a most awesome family. Eat as much as you can to keep your strength. Helen, I’m sure you must be back in “mommie mode” so be sure you take care of yourself and get enough rest. We send our love and prayers.
Barb- That was shining not shinning. Chemo brain for me
Sending you a abundance of healing. You are so strong!! It will pass. God’s light is shinning on you Barb. Take Care, Debbie
Barb-Sorry to hear about chemo not sitting well…Get rest though…Your body needs it to heal. Plus spring is on the way! (Sort of.). Wearing my green CABI vest ALL THE TIME! Hang in there. Julie and three cats.
Hey Barb! Sorry to hear you are having a rough week. Just do what you need to do for yourself right now. Please let me know if you need anything, errands run, boys picked up, etc. I am thinking about you and praying that the nausea goes away soon. Love you, Anne
Barb, Just thinking about you today. I hope today is better than the last and that you are feeling stronger. Let me know if I can come up and do anything for you.
Here’s to positive thinking. Keep it up, Barb, you are an inspiration to all. Alicia
Check this site daily and thrilled beyond words with your miraculous recovery. Enjoy SuperBowl weekend with Jason and boys. Love, hugs and prayers. Lis
hi barb! just checking in & wanted to say hi. i’m still wearing my purple bracelet with pride and think of you every time i look at it. your story is amazing…here’s to a great start to 2009! it’s going to be a good year!!! love to you & your family.
Go Barb! I’m so happy things are headed in the right direction. You are an inspiration. Hugs, Sonja
YEAH BARB! So glad to hear the news…..you are an inspiration to us all. I am still fasting for you on Wednesdays (today) and it is so empowering for me to know that our Spirits are stronger than our bodies. I know that yours shines so brightly to those around you. Give the kids a big FIGHT ON for me and love to you and Jason. Selah is almost 10 months old and is walking already…..www.azoconnors.com
xoxo,
keeb
Barb, What a sigh of relief you must be feeling. Your positive outlook and all the support of family and friends have really shown the amazing power of healing. We love you and continue to send our thoughts and prayers your way.
What a fighter you are, so inspirational for all of us to following in your footsteps. God Bless you and your family….Love you! Monica
Barb, Wishing you a great trip to the Mayo Clinic. I will pray for your Doctor’s to guide you on your road to recovery. You will beat this:) Love, Debbie
Hey barb-i keep checking the website-and my mom just asked how you were doing!! congrats to your little swimmer-how fun to get to go to kansas for the meet!!! way to go-and good luck with your trip to mayo-I know we are getting snow here-so drive carefully-and hope you have a great appointment!!!! miss you-and the prayers continue!!! Love, jennifer
Have a safe trip traveling North. Great to hear that your recovery is going well and that you are resting! We continue to pray and think of you each day.
Hello Barb. Glad you are getting stronger everyday. We think of you often and keep all of you in our thoughts and prayers. You have two incredible athletes on your hands! You must be extremely proud. Looking forward to the warm weather and seeing you on the end of your dock enjoying the breeze and fresh air. Love to all. Michelle
Hi stranger! I am thinking of you always, even though I haven’t seen you in awhile! Just wanted to give you a little note to say hello and let you know you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Love you! Kelly
Barb & Jason,
I spent some time here on barbstrong today and it has humbled, inspired, & blessed me. Seeing how something crappy like cancer can be used to bring all these people closer together and into deeper relationship with God is pretty amazing. You’ve got an amazing family, friends, and so much to look forward to!
“No particular virtue comes from undergoing a trial in life. The outcome depends on how we choose to react to the crisis. Its not so much what happens in life that matters, as is how we react.”
I’m sure this is easier said than done, but after reading your story page and seeing all the love on these pages, all I can say is wow!
Speaking for everyone at my house, “You guys are an inspiration”.
Isaiah 53:5 speaks about how we are “healed by His wounds”. This refers to physical as well as spiritual healing. We will keep praying for continued healing for you according to His Word.
Love you guys!
Mitzi & Doug
Awesome Job! Matt. Barb you are a powerhouse. You amaze me with your strength, not only physically but spiritually, too. Our prayers are always with you!
Hi Barb, Just wanted to drop a line and say I hope you are having a great day:) I bet you had a great time watching Matt swim. I hope your weather warms up for you. I’m glad your mom is with you. Love Deb
Hi Barb,
Kelly O’Connor shared with our Home Team Bible Study about your fight with cancer, and we’ve committed to praying for you. I’m praying the Lord will give you great strength and the comfort of His presence as you fight this disease.
Warmly,
Greg
So glad to hear that you are going to the big swim meet this weekend. GO MATT & TEAM IOWA!! Lots of Love & Prayers,
Karla
Hi Barb!!! I am so glad to hear you’re doing so well…I miss seeing you! We’ll pray for your safe trip this weekend and for continued healing and strength! Love xxooo
Jody & the Bennetts
Barb and Family- Have kept up with the e-mails and just want to say you and all of your family are amazing!!! I do believe in miracles and believe you will be one of God’s. We will continue to keep you and your family in our prayers.
Yep, that’s the Jason I remember from my days in Alden! He has that wonderful Midwest Iowa caring spirit. Thanks, Jason, for making us so proud of you as you help Barb and the boys through this difficult time. Barb get some rest since it is toooooo cold to venture out!! A Hug and a Prayer!
I DID sleep with Helen just last week. In a queen size bed in Houston while we were there to celebrate Phyllis Reischman’s 80th birthday. She does snore (softly) but does not kick. There were 3 of us in the room, including Helen’s friend Donna. We almost had 4, adding Aunt Pat Lyons (getting the room rate down to $25 per person) but thank goodness my friend from Baton Rouge showed up and I was forced to get a room for the 2 of us. I did consider a rollaway for about, hmmmm, 30 seconds? That would have been $20/person, but hardly worth the $5 discount. No way all the luggage for 5 people and clothes that Helen and Donna purchased would have fit in the Hilton room. Jason, you are DA MAN. Did Helen leave the radio on, though? I woke up the first night and there were these people talking? I thought it was a party down the hall, but no, the later explanation from Donna and Helen was that the music alarm went off when they first arrived, they couldn’t figure out how to turn it off, so just turned it way down. Apparently, neither of them could hear it, but my young ears (OK, younger than theirs) picked it up. Adventures in travel. We missed you guys at Phyllis’s party. One of the few Surprise parties I have been to where the celebratee was actually surprised! XOX Kathy
Barb and Jason,
We can’t believe all that has happened to you all since we ate dinner with you at Flemings with Mike and Donna.
We wanted to let you know we have been thinking about you often. We saw the KCCI interview and have kept you all in our prayers.
Just received the website info from Eric Profit. I have been reading about your journey. You are an amazing person and what a wonderful support network. Please know that you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. Keep up the fight and God bless your all.
Greg and Mary Scieszinski
I remember a conversation that I had with Jason many years ago…it went something like this…”Jason, you are such a nice guy and such a good friend that I know you would come and pick me up anywhere in Iowa if my car were to ever break down.” He smiled his smile and said “don’t count on it”…but I know he would have…at least I think he would have…hmmm…Fortunately, I never needed him. Sid would have been my back up!
Mary Kay: Thank you so much for all of the updates. You help all of us keep in touch with your dear sister and our wonderful friend. You made me laugh (HA!) as you talked about the “C” issue. Man, there is nothing in this world like a sister to put it out there. You are awesome! Barb, you are at the top of the list, as always. Hang in there…you are incredible and we love you.
Love, Molly, Bruce, Anthony, Sophia & Isabella Busacca
Barb,
Get ready for more prayer! My home team/small group at Palm Valley Church in AZ just got word of you and we are on FIRE for you…..
Keep doing a great job of eating, resting, and healing. Am planning on a Scottsdale weekend next fall with you guys
Keeb
Hi Barb, YOU are doing awesome! I am soooo very happy to hear how things are going for you!! Love, Julie
Hey Barb-I am always checking the website-and i know things are hard-but i am soooo excited for your progress Get rest and eat those little meals!!!!-i knew you would be the miracle girl-and you will get through all of this!!!! Just wanted you you to know I have been thinking of you-Love, and God Bless,Jennifer
Barb & Jason –
I am hoping for good news for you both from Barb’s blood work on Friday. It must be so difficult to wait for the results of these tests. I know that we are all anxious for you both.
Also, think good thoughts for John Wright from Omaha Friday as he has his first CT scan since he began chemotherapy since his pancreatic cancer diagnosis in November.
Good luck to Barb & John on Friday!
Cindy Brown
Hey Barb, this is Riley’s Godmother, from Las Vegas. Just wanted to say that we’re praying for you here. I’m amazed by your strength and I admire your inspirational attitude, that with the grace of God will see you through. Love, & prayers, Chrissy
Barb & family
Just wanted you to know that Arvin & I are praying for you and we are soooo happy to hear that you are doing so awesome! I can’t imagine what you are going through, but know that even people you hardly know (AKA * Me * Lake House Neighbor ) are thinking of you all the time and praying for your full recovery! You have shown how amazing you are and I know you will beat this!! Keep up the fight and know that those who care about you & pray for you are your strength even when it might seem like you have none, because as you know you have God in your life, not to mention your support group of people who care about you!!
Take Care,
Julie & Arvin Stecker
Hi Barb,
Just wanted to say Hi and that my prayers are with you. I pray for a fast recovery for you. Have a great day. Love, Debbie
Barb — John & I pray for you every day. We are in the process of becoming Catholic so we are learning to pray the RIGHT WAY!!! Hugs…
Matt: Just another athletic stud from the Haller family….congrats. Barb, I am still fasting for you on Wednesdays….thinking of you.xoox Keeb
Glad to hear all things are looking better. Thinking of you often. Congrats to Matt. Good Luck!
Barb – typo: Healing cat karma coming your way.
Barb – wanted to pass along the use of aloe vera juice for digestive/constipation (sorry!) issues. Someone I know sister has CA and swears by it. Check it out! Stay strong. Heaing cat karma coming your way!! Julie Beasley
So glad you are home. Great way to start 2009. You are never far from our thoughts and in our prayers every day. Congratulationsto Matt. Tell him Uncle Lee is so proud of him. We miss you all and send our love. Lee, Kryssy, Collin, Nicky & Will
Hii Aunt Barb!
i havent posted in awhile but i am glad to read that you are back at home comfortably! We are all praying for you out here! Keep up the postitive attidude! I love you!!
Love Maddie<3
“With you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light.” Psalm 36:9. Thinking of you and praying with you always. Through the valleys, as well as the peaks, our God is with us. Love you lots, Kathy
Hi Barb,Jason & Boys
We are thinking of you each day Barb. Do take it slow until you feel stronger. We are excited that Matt will be in Lawrence for a swim meet. We will really try to be part of his cheering squad. Fondly, Jan and Don
Barb,
Sorry to hear of your setback…We hope you are resting and recovering back at home again….there’s nothing like home! You continue to be an inspiration to us…and we hold you close in our thoughts and prayers daily! Take care!! Hugs from all of us! Love, Jody & the Bennett Family
Hi Barb,
It has been awhile since posting. I am really glad you are home with your husband and boys. I bet your own bed feels great! Happy New Year and know that many Bakersfield people have you close to their hearts and faithful prayer. God Bless, Lori Hale
So many people care SO much about you, Barb, Jason, Jimmy, and Matt! We are continually praying for you each and every day! We hope you feel better soon, and know that everyone knows how incredible you are! Wishing you faith, hope, and love in the New Year. Love, Wendy and Jeff
What a fighter! Rocky has nothing over you girl!! I was just thinking that this has to be the best worst thing that has ever happened to you. Few people ever get to know how many people love them. That part, Barb, is God’s gift..rejoice. We send much love and constant prayer.
Happy New Year Barb! As always you are in our prayers and we send you our love across the miles. Here’s to a wonderful 2009!
We continue to be relentless in our prayers for you.
Hey Barb!
Well it sounds as though New Year Day was a tough one for you…I’m sorry! I’m sure you’ve had enough of hospital rooms for a while, huh?
Please keep heart and know that you have the mental toughness to muster through the crummy ones. We all marvel at your fortitude, and are there in spirit when times are hard for you. I pray for you….and send much love your way.
Here’s to a turn of events in 2009!!!!
Love,
Lori
Barb, we hope that you feel better!!
Hi Barb
I am John Wright’s sister in law (Sue’s sister) Sue and John shared your fight with my family. I wanted you to know we are keeping you in our prayers here in cincinnati!
I pray you will be blessed abundantly in 2009!
Nancy Staley
Barb, Jason,Jimmy and Matt. We wish you all a blessed 2009. We are thinking of you today and always. We are glad your recovery continues to go well. Take care of yourself Barb. We continue to pray for healing and strength for you!
Barb, It is so amazing to hear your story of the surgery and your recovery. I continue to be impressed and inspired by your strength and determination. May you and your family have a happy and healthy 2009 – Best wishes to you all – lots of love, Nicole
Barb & family, I’m so happy you are finally home, there’s no place like home to rest & recuperate!! I’m thrilled with the wonderful news you received, it is not surprising though, because you are a true WARRIOR…
Keep following the doctors orders and in no time you will be feeling like the old Barb (the one who is constantly on the go)!! My thoughts are with you daily along with my prayers. I want to send my loving wishes for 2009 that you will continue to be blessed with happy news and that you & your family can get back to some normalcy…
Love,
Liz Sacchini-Haskell
Wonderful news Barb! Yeah! We continue to keep you in our prayers each day and night and we are so excited to hear the results of the tests and to hear you are back home!
You and your family truly are amazing and an inspiration to us. May God continue to bless you and lift you up.
Pat
Hii Aunt Barb!!
I am so glad to hear that the surgeryy went well! Make sure you stay in bed and rest! You disserve it(: I cant wait to hear from you once you recover. You are in my prayers and tell the boys i say hii! I love you!
Your god-daughter Maddie<3
Hey Barb-i have been checking the website daily-and am soo excited on you getting to come home-and how great things are going-wow-i really do believe in prayer-and you are truly a strong woman-and the prayers are working-Just wanted you to know how much i am thinking of you-and hope you are hanging in there-continue to rest-Love and happy new year-Jennifer
Welcome home, Barb! Our thoughts and prayers have been with you and the family over this Christmas season. Mom says hi and that you are amazing (we already knew that!) Love you, Nik
Barb, Looks like our prayers are being answered. Keep up the good work and we will keep on praying. Next year I expect to take your pictures again at Christmas.(even though I’m not very good at it). Glad the news is great and keep up the good work. Penny
Barb, Jason , Jimmy & Matt:
We are so happy abut the success of the surgery. Make that lady stay in bed and do everything possible to help her recover. Yes, that means rest and downtime. Things that Barb does not know how to do (you know it’s true!). Take care to all of you . We love you. Molly, Bruce, Anthony, Sophia & Isabella Busacca
Barb, Jason and family,
I am SOOOO thrilled for you that you have had such success!!!! WOO HOO!!! I knew that you could make it through this and I am celebrating for you!!! My mom was also aware of your situation and I know that she is celebrating for you right now up in heaven. It’s been such a tough last few months and I’m sure you are ready for some relaxation free of stress! You truly got your Christmas miracle!!!
Hi Barb and family! This is LeAnn, Lori Williams sister from Clear Lake. I haven’t sent a message yet to you, but we sure have been praying for you and your recovery. What an inspiration you have been to so many people. My girls remember meeting you at Lori’s wedding in California and they recall the exciting, charming, full of life person and friend you have always been. Keep up the fight and we will continue our part in prayers, thoughts and healing wishes. Hope to see you in Clear Lake when the weather draws you here. Stay strong!
LeAnn, Mark, Rachel, Libby and Lauren Hewitt
Welcome Home Barb and Family,
There really is nothing like home sweet home. I’m so happy for you.Welcome Home. Love Deb
The privilege of being DISCHARGED,one of my favorite words. My family is so happy for you and we are praying for a speedy recovery. Take Care! I am sending lots of love and prayers from my family to yours. Love, Karla, Justin, Jared & Jayden
Hey Barb!
We continue with our daily prayers, and anxiously await the daily website updates. Your sisters do a terrific job with detailing your progress.
Your continued strength warms my heart. You’ve gone through so much, and managed to crush the odds with your unstoppable atittude.
Getting home has never sounded so good I’ll bet. What a wonderful feeling that will be for all.
Much love!!
Lori and Stephen
Dear Barb and Jason,hope you all had a very merry Christmas because I know it was Blessed. I am so happy for all of you. Have a safe and happy New Year. Love Linda
Barb –
I was sorry to hear about the blood clot in your arm. I hear that it will add a day or two to your hospital stay. I hope that you do not have any more setbacks.
Good luck with your continued recovery!
Cindy
Merry Christmas Barb and Jason,
WOW, you are so strong. We are so pleased to hear of how great you are doing and
that the prayers of so many are being heard. We continue to pray for you every day.
Much love from Denver.
Jason, Barb, Jimmie and Matt,
Barb, wonderful news of your remarkable surgery and even more so your recovery. Hope home is soon and continued healing progresses uneventfully! Your in our daily prayers and close to our hearts. May the gifts of this blessed season be you and your family.
John,Mary Ann, John Jr. and Andrew Putman
Barb, I am so glad to hear all the good reports. Jason, if you need anything let us know. We are constantly praying for a speedy recovery. Love and Prayers, Nicky
Jason and Barb –
It is wonderful that you are able to spend some time with the boys this afternoon. I am sure that they really appreciate Amy bringing them back up to Rochester.
Jason – I am so glad that mom and dad have been there to spend Christmas Eve and Christmas day with you.
Merry Christmas!
Cindy, Dave, Bob and Nick
Barb and Family,
Merry Christmas. I’m so glad the surgery went well. God is Great!!Get well soon:)
Merry Christmas Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt! Barb, I am so glad that everything went well. Like I said, St. Mary’s is a wonderful place. I’m glad everything went well and I know you will get through this also. You were in my thoughts and prayers tonight at church today. God Bless you! Jennifer
Praise the Lord your surgery went well. I’ve been keeping you in my prayers daily since you were diagnosed. You will beat this, just keep the faith. We all love you.
Way to go Barb! Recovery SUCKS but you seem to be a pro. Have a Very Merry Christmas! and it only gets easier from here. God Bless! Love, Karla
Scott: I’m not sure you were allowed in the REAL guest room. I counted 17 pillows when I was there. I only slept in about 1/4 of the bed because I didn’t want to try and remember where all the pillows went. Someone should tell the story about Matt’s school assignment to count the pillows in his house. I think the outcome was that the teacher did not believe him! GO BARB, GO HALLER/SCHAGER/BOYLAN FAMILY, GO GOD. Such wonderful reports from Rochester. Y’all stay warm and safe back there. Love, Kathy
Merry Christmas Barb!! I am so glad that every thing went so well. You are in a wonderful place at the most wonderful time of the year. We are sending our healing prayers. Love you, Anne
Unbelievable! As Grandpa Haller would say. Jimmy great job on the Christmas wish. I think you got it. We are thanking God and praying for a fast recovery. Take care to all. We do miss you in California for Christmas, though. Love The Finches
Our God is Great and Faithful says it all! We are blessed to hear of your wonderful progress…keep going forward with God and your army behind you. We continue to ask our Savior to pour His favor upon you and your family. Praise Him!
i lovee my aunt barb!!!
-enough said(:
GREAT news…praying that you will regain strength and will be home soon…Glory be to God…
Barb you are unbelievable!!!
Rest and enjoy the best Christmas gift ever. Thinking about you and your family. Love Julie
Merry, Merry Christmas. What a wonderful Gift!! We pray for a speedy recovery. Have a joyous and blessed Christmas.
Barb and family,
We were so excited to receive Jimmy’s text last night to Max. I had been thinking about you all day. We were watching television together and all of a sudden Max’s phone started ringing. Jimmy’s text said, “NO MORE CANCER!!!!!!!!!”. Max said, “Mom look at this!” I just got goose bumps! God has listened to all of our prayers! Keep your head up and keep fighting! Have a very Merry Christmas and a great New Year to come!!
Tricia Thompson & Family
Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt,
What a Christmas miracle! I am thinking about you all and praying for your recovery! I hope you have a joyous Christmas together!
Love, Barb Utesch
What a great and awesome God we have! I’m so grateful for the knowledge and skill He has given to these doctors. I’ll keep praying. What a wonderful Christmas gift for the Schager family!
Merry Miracle Christmas Barb!! What wonderful news today! I wore purple and wore my bracelt all day thinking and praying for you and your family!! Wishing you a healthy and speedy recovery! You are a special gift! Have a wonderful holiday with this great news. We will continue to think and pray for you! Merry Christmas! The O’Brien’s
AMAZING!!!! We have witnessed a true miracle in you Barb. Hope springs eternal and God is really good! Thank you, thank you for showing us all how to really LIVE! I will pray for an easy recovery in the coming days, and continue to be grateful that you all have received the best Christmas gift of all!
AMAZING!!!! That is all I can think to say. We have witnessed a true miracle in you Barb. Hope springs eternal and God is really good! Thank you, thank you for showing us all how to really LIVE! I will pray for an easy recovery in the coming days, and continue to be grateful that you all have received the best Christmas gift of all! We love you all!
Awesome, wonderful news!!! What an incredible God we have!
Katie – thank you so much for the updates. I, and so any, have been checking this site all day for news. God is good, HE is so so good!
Barb, Jason, Amy, Jimmy and Matt…..the miracle of Christmas is happening right now!!! May it continue on into 2009! I wish you all a very blessed and safe holiday. Thank you Lord for answering our many prayers. HAPPY HOLIDAYS…MY LOVE.
Barb & Family, I prayed for you and wore my purple “Barbstrong” bracelet. I’m grateful that the surgery was successful and that they were able to do it by Laparoscopy. I’m sending my love, prayers and wishes for a Merry Christmas and for a speedy recovery!!
My wishes this holiday season is for you, my Dad, Debbie and Jan to be CANCER FREE and for God to give strength to The Goodell Family for their loss. Stay strong and faithful. There is a Miracle happening!!
Love,
Liz Sacchini-Haskell
Auntie Barb-
I’m sooooooooo happy to hear that your surgery was very successful. I’ve prayed so much for you. It’s amazing what the surgeon was able to acheive today.
This is a Christmas miracle-
Love,
Dominique
Love,
Danielle
Aunty Barb,
How YOU Doin?! I am ecstatic that your surgery went well, and that you had the most AMAZING surgeon!!! Fast recovery and I can’t wait to see you during our white elephant party on Christmas!!!
I hope your surgery went well and I
will miss you on Christmas and I hope your recovery goes well. I am glad you had such an amzing surgon.
love
Delaney
Thank you,God. You are awesome.
We’ll continue praying for you to get better soon. This is the best news ever. Love
Nikki and family
We are happy to hear that things went well. You are in our thoughts and prayers. ‘Tis the season for miracles! John, Kathy, Alicia, and Mary Kay
Praying for you…always!! Emily’s wearing her ‘Barb Strong’ tank today (in the pouring rain)accompanied by her purple bracelet. You have a lot of love an prayers coming to you from HMB, CA – Game On!! XOXO
It is Monday, surgery day, and we are wearing out purple braclets and sending prayers.
Dear Aunt Barb,
Hi It’s Briget. I just wanted to say and let you know before your surgery that I am praying for you and I hope everything goes very well. I know you guys cant come to Bakersfield this christmas but I am happy because It will give you more time to recover and get better.I love You and Jimmy and Matt and Uncle Jason Very Much and I hope I can come visit you this summer or very soon.
Love,
Bridget
P.S Tell Uncle Jason He the BEST uncle ever.
Barb, we are praying and praying and praying. God has shown that the power of prayer works! Stay strong, HE is going to guide you, and all of us, through this! Tom Torpy
Wearing purple and thinking good, powerful thoughts for your speedy recovery!
I just wanted you to know I am in Denver and am wearing purple and praying that Barb is cured!
Dearest Barbara,
Today is the day and it is a glorious day that God has brought you to this point. We are praying for you with all our love and might. We know we will be emailing and talking to you very soon.
Keep that mustard seed in your mind and remember you have moved that mountain! Love always Steve and Marilyn
Praying for you today and thinking of you constantly. Love, Nicky
Thinking of you and praying for you today, Barb. I still get a lump in my throat every time I think of the miracle that you have had…and I know the surgery will be successful! I hope you know how you have impacted so many people around you with your incredible faith and your amazing attitude…The Stewart’s all love you and are saying prayers all day as you go through surgery. Love to Jason and the boys…and to Amy, too!
good luck today my friend….
my heart is with you.
xoxo, laurie
A profusion of purple people praying. Nice alliteration. All will be well. God is with Barb and her family on this part of the journey. I will put in a special word here in Hollister at 9 AM Mass at Sacred Heart – the beginning of Christmas week and the miracle it brings. I hope the prayer quilt makes it to Rochester! We took a photo when I was in Ames, it is fabulous. We’ll rely on Jimmy to get it off his mom’s camera and upload it to this page. XOXOX Kathy
We will be praying for you all day tomorrow and lighting candles Barb. Sending love and positive energy to you and your surgeon. Blessings and love to Jason, Jimmy and Matt as well. We love you all.
Hi Barb, Don’t worry-we are praying for you.God is right by your side. i went to Mass and lit another candle in front of the Blessed Sacrament for you. I will be thinking of you all day. I have round 2 of chemo tomorrow and I’ll have plenty of time to pray for you:)Hug your family and Stand Strong. Love, Deb
Barb-I am so happy for the news-wow-All of us here in Des Moines-will be praying for you all day tomorrow-God bless-and keep the faith-You are truly amazing-Love and God Bless,jennifer
Praying so hard for you…candles will be lit @ St.Cecila this morning for you.We all love you and are with you in prayer that God heals you completely.
Hey Barb!
Well if there was ever a day that needed to be front and center in our hearts, it’s this Monday. Let us all lift our voices on this day and surely we will be heard. I pray that you will have a calm confidence on Monday, and that your surgery goes perfectly.
I wish I could be there to hold your hand and give back to you words of encouragement that you have offered me many times before. You truly have an “army” that holds you in their hearts….and is a force to be reckoned with.
I can’t wait to hear of the great post-op report.
I love you!
Lori
Wonderful news Barb. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. I will pray for a successful surgery on Monday. Stay positive and take care. Wishing you and your family a Very Merry Christmas.
Amy Larson (from Dr. Cook’s office)
What fantastic news! Keeping you and your family in my prayers.
Barb, wishing you a successful surgery with a speedy recovery. Jason, I wish you strength and understanding as you travel this journey with Barb. You are all in my prayers daily, but especially on Monday! A Hug and a Prayer! Diane
Wonderful News..God truly is a great and amazing God…praying that he will continue to heal your body and spirit. Have a blessed CHRISTmas.
Great news Barb!!!! I was so excited to hear the news about your surgery, way to go girl!!!A nurse that I work with has a sister that had this procedure done 1 year ago and she is back to work and doing great!!Keep your positve energy flowing and we’ll say a prayer on our end, I’ll wear my purple scrubs for you on monday!!!
Dear Barb,
I heard this awesome news this morning from your sister in law and I was totally blown away! The Lord has truly blessed you and your special family with this miracle and possibility of being cancer free soon. We will continue to send our prayers that your healing continues. Purple will be the color of the day on Monday…for you and for this blessed Advent season. Take good care and know that you have a wonderful circle of faith here in Bakersfield who are keeping all of you close to our hearts.
Hugs from you friend Pat Durando Campbell
Great news Barb! We will be praying for you next week!
Barb, you are an inspiration to all. Continue to be strong and take the quilt with you to the hospital…keep it close…it’s a constant reminder of all your friends praying for you!
Love, deb
Barb, MK, Helen & Cindy,
Fantastic news!! John and I are wearing purple on Monday. We believe this is affirmation that Barb and John will be known as the Midwest Miracles. We continue to keep you in our prayers daily (and will add extra on Monday).
I can’t tell you how wonderful it was to hear of your great report. We will be praying for you on Monday! Love, Kathy & Dan
Such tremendous good news! You are a true fighter in every sense! God bless you and the family and a speedy recovery!
Barb – You are a living blessing and a sign of God’s love. We pray for you, the doctors and nurses and your family for Monday and each day after for your healing and strength. You bring sunshine to everyone you touch. Be well – Sue Cronin
Barb– we knew you could beat this thing! Your an amazing person. God bless and we will continue the prayers and we know all will go well on Monday. Love Flummerfelts
MK you are the BOMB! Keeping everyone informed and up to date on Barb’s status. I am Barb’s friend from Bakersfield and I think that I have met you before but I now feel like I have known you forever! You are doing such a GREAT job and are so appreciated. Keep up the good work please!! I am sending you a huge THANK YOU! Karla
PS I am sending lots of prayers and love to Barb for Monday!
Dear Barb…
You AMAZE me!!!….God has some unbelievable plan for you…so he gives you the strength, tenacity, and talent to surmount the insurmountable!!!…What you have already accomplished in spreading the word about pancreatic cancer and then becoming the role model that so many people need…. Wow!
You amazed me the first time we talked, now I am just plain in awe. Talk about a woman who comes out swinging…I’ll pray for you all day on Monday…I have called the church and am having Masses said on your behalf…God is listening!!…
Love,
Mary…and all the Wandlings
This news is incredible! I think of Romans 5:30 – Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perseverance – character and character – hope… May God continue to wrap his loving arms around you during your surgery and recovery. Will be thinking and praying for you on Monday. Deb Wink
Barb, Jason and Boys,
I am thrilled for all of you. I am happy your staying in the midwest for Christmas. What a present, you couldn’t ask for a better gift. Keep drinking that grass and maybe you need to franchise that stuff along with the prayer beads. Keep up your strength, rest eat well and we all will be saying our prayers for you.
We believe in miracles,
Love,
Leesa
Barb & family, WOW!! I am so thrilled to hear the good news!! I will be thinking of you and praying extra hard on Monday… Miracles do happen, especially with all the love, support, and prayers coming your way from your army!! May God bless you, your family, and friends during this Christmas season. Stay strong, faithful, and hopeful.
All my love,
Liz Sacchini-Haskell
Wow Barb–we are so excited all our prayers are being answered!!! We pary for you nightly and think of you and your family often.. We look forward to seeing you all this summer!! Love, Karli and the 3 boys
Hi Barb!!!! I haven’t seen you in soo long. I miss going to Tahoe with you guys! I heard about the GREAT news and I’m so excited for you!!! I can’t wait to see you!! you will be in my prayers.
Love, Haley
Hii Aunt Barb!!
I am sooo excited to hear the great newss!! Im sorryy i havent left a message in awhile i have been packed down studying for finalss:/ I cant wait to see you and the boys as soon as you get better! I hope everything goes well with the surgury!! I lovee youu!!
Love, Maddie<3
What great news. We are constantly thinking of you and will be praying for a quick recovery. This is truly the best Christmas gift!
Have a great holiday!
Brett, Melissa, and Camryn Stewart
Barb- My prayers will be with you on Monday. May GOD guide your surgeon and your recovery. You are an amazing spirit with a great circle of support. Keep the faith and the strength.
Barb & Family: Luke and I read the updates with tears in our eyes. We are so happy for you. God is so Good!! You looked great this weekend. Keep eating your oatmeal . I promise I am going to have a bowl on Monday morning in honor of you. We will be thinking of you and praying our hearts out over the next week. Love and Hugs, The Hrubys
What great news.. Leroy & I continue to pray for you and your family. We will pray for a successful surgery on the 22nd and keep you in our thoughts and prayers on that day especially.. We pray around the advent wreath every night for you, Robynn, & Debbie.. He does hear our prayers. God Bless you and all your family.. Merry Christmas! Norma & Leroy
Barb, Good Luck with your surgery. I pray that God will be with your surgeon. Here is to a fast recovery. Your Army will be with you. Debbie
You don’t know be but I just want to wish you all the best. I am praying that the surgery goes well and you make a full recovery! There is always HOPE!
Hi Barb
Lisa tells me you are doing wonderful. I would expect no less from you! Just a note of encouragement…My husband Mark was diagnosed with cancer at 17 years old. The cancer had metastisized to his lungs, liver and lymphnodes! His chances for survival seemed bleak. 29 years later he is here, he is strong, he is living life to the fullest! Faith, a strong will to live, and an amazing family is what pulled him through. For these reasons, I know you will pull through as well. My thoughts are with you and your family during this holiday season.
Libby
What wonderful news! I dare anyone to contest the power of prayer. I look forward to the next update on your amazing progress. Have a blessed and peaceful Christmas. I will continue to be diligent in my prayers for you and your family.
Barb.. What a
Christmas Miracle this is!! Tears of joy for you!! Have a wonderful Christmas and Happiest New Year! Love, Julie
Great News Barb! What a Great Christmas Miracle. We will keep you in our prayers. The Austin’s
Tears of joy are an under-statement Barb on the WONDERFUL news from CT at Mayo!! I’m absolutely thrilled. It was fabulous seeing you at Jil’s last weekend. I’ll keep watching for news on surgery–GO GO GO!!!!!! Julie Beasley
Barb I am so thrilled to hear your great news. This is truly a Christmas miracle and I am so thankful that Jimmy is getting is wish for Christmas! I continue to say prayers for your entire family. God Bless and wish you the very Merriest Christmas and Happiest New Year possible. You all deserve it and so much more! ~Love Carmen~
barb im so so EXCITED about this great news!! you are a true miracle! i will continue to pray for your healing!!
Barbara, I am so excited to hear of your blessed news. We were asking and looking and hoping and definitely believing in a miracle and are in the midst of seeing one. Hold on to your faith with all your strength and accept only the positive. We will be praying for you as you face the next few days. When you take on the next few days face them with the faith you have carried since day one–visualize that mustard seed — wth your faith you are moving that mountain–Thank you God for miracles! Hope to talk with you soon. Love you always– Marilyn and Steve
What truly wonderful news! Know that our family continues to pray for you and your family every day. You are our inspiration!
Praise God..I will continue to be praying. Have a Very Blessed Christmas.
Barb, What wonderful, wonderful news. Our God is great! What an amazing spirit you have. Praying for you every day. Have a blessed Christmas.
~Wendy Paulson and Family
GOD is Great..Congreats Barb. Prayers do work!!!!! I’m so happy for you and your family. I’ll keep praying and lighting candels. Love. Deb
I am thanking God. I was dressed in my Barb’s shirt today to be with you. Since the tumor is almost gone….can I cut my hair??
Barb…We have all said from the beginning…if anyone can beat this, it will be Barb. You are truly amazing!! What a blessing for everyone. Oprah…here you come!
God works in mysterious ways. This is GREAT news!!! You have been in my thoughts and prayers all day. We will continue to pray for you! May the spirit of the season continue to be with you, Jason and the boys. Love, The Cooney’s
What incredible news for an INCREDIBLE person! Here is an example of the POWER of PRAYER! We will all continue to pray for you and for you to receive more great news tomorrow! It is a MAGICAL holiday season for all of us as we hold you in our closest prayers!
Lots of love to you and your entire family!
Kristin
YEAH!!!!!!!
Thank God,no I really mean THANK YOU GOD!! The best news I have heard in a long time. Merry Christmas Barb.
,my prayers continue for you.
Sheree
Wow! After a nerve-racking day, this news is fantastics. Thanks to everyone out there who makes up this glorious Barb’s Army. Our prayers are with surgeon tomorrow. Love, Sylvia and Dennis G.
Oh My God! I just can’t believe it, but then I can, because it’s you! Chad called and was so happy. We are both so happy for you, Jason, Jimmy and Matt. You are all in our thoughts and prayers everyday. This long journey and struggle will make all of you stronger. Congratulations on such incredible news. Love to all.
Yippee! What AMAZING news! Your faith and the support of your personal army is truly inspiring Barb! I am so happy for you and your family! Thank you for continuing to be such an amazing friend and gift in my life! I love you!
Best of Luck with your appointment. You have a multitude of people with your wishes in their thoughts and prayers.
Have a wonderful holiday with your family and friends in sunny California!
Tanya
Thinking of you right now. And wishing you have a great news Love.Nikki and Family
We are praying for great news tomorrow! Keep the faith and safe travels to you all! Love, Wendy and Jeff
We’ll be thinking and praying for you tomorrow! I know and believe there will be good news! Have a Blessed Holiday and of course a miraculous New Year, Barb & Jason! Safe travels. Love, The O’Brien’s
Will be thinking and praying for you tomorrow. May God continue to embrace you with so much love and support. Drive Safely.
Hi Barb!
We continue to pray for you daily and especially for tomorrow at Mayo. Travel safely, stay warm & feel the peace and strength of God surrounding you! Hugs & love from all of us!!!!!
All I want for Christmas this year is good news tomorrow.
Hi Barb,
I went to mass at the Immaculata at USD this mornig. I lit a candle in front of the blessed sacrament today for you. I asked God to heal you and let this weeks visit at the Doctor’s to be great news. I think of you often. Stay stong with your Faith. Love Debbie
Hey Miss Barbara!
Sounds like like is definately not passing you by….you put me to shame!
I can imagine how your home must look by now….with your millions of beautiful Christmas touches. It’s still too warm for my liking here in sunny California.I hope you treasure this most wonderful season of love.
I am holding you in a most special place, always in my heart. You are living life as we all should…thanks for continuing to inspire!
Lori and Stephen
Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt.
We’re so glad to see the positive results. Just checking in and letting you know we are still praying and we are wearing the braclets you gave us. Keep up the good work and God Bless. Hope the harvest went well for Jason
Love
The Caveys
Barb, Hello. I am so glad the quilt is done and that you like it. It was so kind of Kathy and Deb to pull it all together. I can’t wait to see the pictures of it. I do hope the time off the Xeloda gives you some relief. Take care of yourself. God’s blessings on all of you. Please feel all of our love and support each time you touch that beautiful Angel Quilt.
Barb-i keep checking on you and praying for you-So glad the chemo is working-now you have to rest-i know how hard that is for you!!!!! but keep the faith girl-and all of us in Des Moines-are praying everyday-I miss seeing you-and have a wonderful christmas in california-the sunshine will be a welcome change!!!!! love ya-Jennifer
Hi Barb, I just wanted to say you have a terrifc mom. I received the sweetest card and note from her. What a gift your family has in sharing the love. I started chemo this week. I thought of you. The nurse told me to stay away from cheeseburgers:) I thought this is not a problem for Barb. I proud of you. Keep the Faith. Take care, Debbie
Barb:
I hadn’t checked your site for a while, but I have been keeping tabs on you and I do think of you each and every day. I’m glad to hear that the good news continues. Have a happy holiday season.
Katie
Hi Barb & Family,
Just wanted to let you know that I’m still praying for you & your family. I check your blog daily to see how you are doing. You are an amazing person. Make sure you stay off your feet and rest. That’s going to be hard for you considering all the energy you have!! You have enough energy for all of us. I hope you have a wonderful Holiday with all the family and a safe trip to Bakersfield, maybe I will be lucky enough to run into while you are in town. Stay strong & beautiful!!
Love,
Liz Sacchini-Haskell
Glad you are doing so well! Found your websight through Robynn Goodell’s blog http://robynnsbattle.blogspot.com/. So inspiring to see people sharing their stories and increasing the prayer circle for one another.
Barb — I’m thinking a Luigi’s Reunion Lunch is in order when you come to Bakersfield. There are so many of us that would love to see you. What do you think?
Barb, Sounds like your thanksgiving was wonderful. Was at the grocery store yesterday and they had some beautiful purple lillies. I saw them and immediately thought of you. So I bought them so every time I look at them I will think of you and your strength. Good luck with Chemo today. Say Hi to all.
Joan
Hiii Anunt Barb!!!
WOW!! I havent talked to youu in sooo long! I miss youu so muchh and I’m soo glad that all our prayers are working!! We continue to pray for youu and think of youu!! Im soo excited to see youu december 18th! I have been looking forward to it ever since I found out the date on the text message! 16 moree dayyyss(i really am counting down)!! haha I hope youu are feeling great and remember how much we love youu!!
Love your God-daughter, Madie<3
Barb,
Can you believe it might be the Rose Bowl AGAIN? Let me know if you guys are all planning on being there! Glad to know all is well. We stayed with Dan and Tiff for a night and their house is GORGEOUS! They seem SO happy and we wish we could see them more. Happy Late Thanksgiving and keep up the good work…..Love to your family from us.
xoxo,
Kelly
Hey Barb-so glad your thanksgiving went so well-I am soo impressed with your family-what a fighting/supportive group-hope you’re enjoying their visit!!! And so glad to hear that you get to have chemo in california and spend some time in warm climate!!! How fun for you and the boys!!! keep us posted n your next trip to Mayo-I will be checking the website-and i continue to pray!!!!! love ya-Jennifer
Hi Barb,
Glad you had a great Thanksgiving and I’m so happy to hear things are going so well. God is truly at work with you, your family, and friends! We will keep the prayers going! Take care, Tom Torpy
Hi Barb, Jason, Matt and Jimmy: Happy Thanksgiving! I am sure you had an awesome one as you spent time with so much of your family. I am exhausted just hearing about all of your activities and yet you have the strength of a 20 year old. Keep it up. You are giving us all reason to believe this holiday season that miracles happen. You are our miracle. We love and miss you all. Hope to see you in a couple of weeks when you are here. Kryssy
Happy Thanksgiving to you and your family. You are in our thoughts and prayers.
Dear Barb,I could not hold back the tears when I saw those numbers. You and your family are truly blessed. Hope you have a very HAPPY THANKSGIVING. As always you are in our thoughts and prayers. Love, Linda
Barb!
I am thrilled about the latest numbers! You keep up the good work, faith, strength and belief in the power of your attitude. We love you so much and wish your entire family a wonderful Thanksgiving! Love, Molly, Bruce, Anthony, Sophia & Isabella Busacca
Hello Barb.
This is Emily again.
I just wanted too say, that I hope you have a good Thanksgiving, && Christmas. (:
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Hi Barb-hope you had fun at the Notre dame game-how fun to go to that game and fun to see family and friends-darn those irish-but glad you had a great time-and soo happy about the success of the chemo-you are an amazing woman-and the prayers and the positive attitude will get you through this-Have a wonderful thanksgiving with your family being in town!!!! Will continue to pray-Enjoy the holidays!!! Love, Jennifer
Barb, I’m so happy to hear the great news about the cancer marker being down! Have a great Thanksgiving with your family. I’ll talk to you soon. Love, Julie
Hi Barb.. I was so happy to read about your latest tumor markers! WOW!! This is so AWESOME and such wonderful news for you and your family! You are absolutly right on…The FAITH, HOPE and LOVE that you have WILL carry you through…Happy Thanksgiving to you! Love, Julie
Hey there quilters. Great news from Deb Frizzell, the quilt is pieced together, she’s putting the backing on and it’s off to “quilted” on the long arm machine. So very soon we’ll have a photo to scan and Barb will have a beautiful, handmade, love-filled quilt to keep her warm as the cancer continues to shrink. What great news about the tests this week. Thanks to EVERYONE who participated. Best, Kathy
Holy smokes…you don’t mess around! Not that anyone is surprised!Everyone who knows you has learned a lot about LIVING from the way you have embraced your diagnosis and have turned it into something positive. Congratulations on your CA-19-9 markers!!! Hope you have a great trip this weekend…love and prayers, always, Kelly
Hi, Barb!!!
I just learned of your diagnosis a few days ago. Then Lisa said you were going to come to Lindsey and LeAnn’s shower!!!! I can’t wait to see you and give you a hug. Doug and I have been praying for you during our prayer time every morning since we heard. We will continue to do so until you are completely healed!! See you soon.
Linda
Congrats Barb:)
Now that’s Faith, Hope, and Love. Stay Strong-You will beat this. Take Care, Debbie
YAY!!! Barb that is great news about your ca count!! The prayers and your strength ARE working! I’m so happy for you. Have a great weekend and enjoy all the great moments like this!
CONGRATS BARB!!!!! It’s so great to hear you are doing so well. Our thoughts and prayers continue to be with you, keep up the fight! Have a very Happy Thanksgiving.
So glad to hear the latest good news. I hope the Thanksgiving holiday with all the family in town is a good one.
Barb, this is great news. Keep up the good fight, we’re all in your corner. And, as for the prayers, well, we’ll just keep ‘em coming! Greetings to Dianne and her family! They will be great fun! Alicia
Aunty Barb,
I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited to hear about your cancer count!!! I can’t wait to see you on tuesday!!!
Love,
Danielle P.
Good Morning! I just wanted to say hello and let you know that I am thinking of you. I hope you are letting people wait on you and getting ready for a wonderful Thanksgiving Holiday with your family. Our love to all of the Schager-Boylan-Haller Clan.
Chad and Michelle
Barb, Great news with your blood work! I just wanted to leave a message letting you know that our prayers are still with you. If you need anything I’m just a call away. Love, Julie
Hey Barb-i just read the update from your sister-wow-what a wonderful family you have-i did not know you were having trouble with your feet-hope you are doing better-I hope the chemo went well for you today-All of us Cabi gals in DesMoines are praying for you-you are such a positive force-and have so many people praying-you are truly a remarkable gal-Thinking of you always-Jennifer
Dear Barb,
My husband was just dx w/ pancreatic CA w/ mets to the liver last Monday-Nov 10th. We live in Omaha and I informed a friend who told her church prayer group. We received an e-mail from a Michelle Sheridan who gave us your e-mail. We have 4 kids (ages 12, 10,7 and 2). My husband John started Gemzar today. Your story gives us hope. Plz contact us, we would love to talk to you. E-mail Surfsue@cox.net or phone 402-598-9167. Pray for us as we willpray for you!
Dear Barb,
I am humbled and amazed to read about what you have been going through the past two months. I am not surprised by your strength and your positve attitude. As I watched your TV interview I was taken back 30+ (WOW, has it been that long?) years to Wayne Van Horn Elementary school and the friendship we forged. Your faith is an example for all us to follow. You are so blessed to have such a beautiful family. We are praying for you in Murrieta CA as well as at my Mom’s parish in Moscow PA. My mom sends all her love and says Hello to your Mom.
Love and Prayers,
Mary (Ponko) Aldrian
Dear Aunt barb,
Sorry I accidently set the last message befor I even typed anything.
I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and tell you that I believe that you can make it through this. You are the best and I trust in you a lot. It was sOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much fun when we came back too Iowa a couple weeks ago to visit and I hope we can come again soon. Tell uncle Jason that he’s the best uncle ever and that I love him and Jimmy and Matt a lot. I love you and am praying for You.
Love,
Bridget
PS. I can’t wait to see you at christmas.
Dear Aunt barb,
Barb,
Although I’ve never met you, I feel that I know you. I spent last week with you Mom in Puerto Vallarta. I am a cousin of Curtis Cole. I must say how much I admire your spirit. I am active in the Adoration Chapel in my home town, Metairie, LA. I have shared your story with members of my church and placed your name in the chapel for prayers to be offered in your behalf. You can be sure mine are with you. May God bless you.
Hi Barb…what a success last night was! Not that anyone is surprised! You should be so proud of the how you are putting pancreatic cancer in the spotlight. Hope you all had fun at the ISU-UC/Davis game tonight…I was rocking out with Shaun Johnson and 7,000 10 year old girls at Wells Fargo Arena…actually, a very cool event! Tell Mary Kay to have safe travels! Ty will be bummed he did not get to meet her. Can’t wait to see what item or items I won last night…yikes!
MK
I must say, as I tear up more than a little bit myself, that you have been incredible!!! I don’t know how else to reach you, so I will just use this forum to tell you that I am so proud of YOU!!! You have truly been a gift from God to all of us who log on 5 times a day in search of updates. I Thank you so much for all that you have done! I know you will be missed desperately in Iowa! You were a real trooper–in true Haller form! Safe travels home!
XO
Tianna Lundy
Hi Barb,
I guess my last post didn’t work! I wanted to let you know that my mom lit a candle for you at St. Dominic’s church in SF. This is the 3 D’s babysitter…
Take care, keep up the fight.
Lia
Aunty Barb,
Congrats on the auction!!! What a success!!! I can’t wait to come see you on the 25th!!! Love You!!!
-Danielle
Hi Barb – it’s Carmen Bowen, I met you at Julie Payne’s CABi party. I was devastated to hear about your cancer. I am AMAZED at your strength, courage, and faith. When I met you at Julie’s house I instantly felt like I had known you forever. You have such a magnetic personality and are truly a beautiful person. You and your entire family are in my prayers and I truly believe that you will be this ugly cancer. I have enjoyed looking at all the pictures of your family and reading the updates that your sister has been posting. You are so blessed to have such a fantastic network of friends and family. God Bless you and my prayers are coming your way EVERY day. ~Carmen~
Way to go Barb and Ames! Congratulations to Jimmy and the Mock Trial Team! What great effort and accomplishments. Keep up the good work with lots of prayers and faith! Karla
Hi Barb,
I just saw your interview with the news. You can see the Holy Spirit working. I’m so proud of you. I went to the mission before my surgery and lit a candle for you and me. You don”t realize it but,your strength and faith is reaching me here in San Diego. I pray that when I start chemo that Faith will be as strong as yours. Your amazing!!! Take Care, Debbie
Heyy Aunt Barb!!
I hope everything goes great at the auction. And i hope you are feeling great! We all continue to pray for youu!! I know God has been with you your whole life and he wont leave now! Just beleive and continue to stay possitive! I cant wait to see you! I love you so much
Love your Goddaughter, Maddie<3
Hi Barb,
Our prayers continue for you. I feel that God’s power is in us all, and focused on you and the fight. You are an amazing woman, and I am blessed to have you as my friend. Stay strong!
Tom Torpy
Barb,
Just a quick note to say “hi” Hope the auction is successful. Can not wait to get back to Ames and see everyone on Saturday. Thinking of you and the whole gang. Take care. See you on the 15th. MK you are a master with words.Great Job and you too Jimmy.
Joan
Barb- I commend you for sharing your personal story with …the world. Your positive, faithful outlook is inspiring and humbling. Your boys are very lucky to have such a strong, vibrant, loving warrior in their mother. Your willingness to share your battle so valiantly is a true gift to all. Thank you and may God’s will allow us to learn from you for many, many years to come.
Stacy Eustachy
Babs…
I was bording a plane for Bako last month and noticed two handsome boys sitting in the front row playing video games. It wasn’t until we landed and I saw your mother and Brian that I put two and two together and realized who they were. WOW, how they’ve grown – you must be so proud!!! Bird was at the airport that night and shared your news. I’m sorry it’s taken so long for me to find you, but you’ve been on my heart and in my prayers ever since.
Keep fighting the good fight my dear old friend, and you’ll win another round.
with love and faith,
Laurie : )
Hi Barb,
Melissa sent me an e-mail of your news clip. You are a beautiful person inside and out. I can totally see you on Oprah! I believe that faith and a positive attitude will give you the strength to heal yourself. My prayers are with you and your family.
Leslie (Melissa Sorenson’s sister)
Aunty Barb we love you a ton!!! Delaney, Dom, Lia(our babysitter), Phoebe, and I are praying for you, and hope you have a wonderful fundraiser. Keep up the perserverance!!!
Love,
Danielle, Phoebe, Lia, Dom, and Delaney
Aunty Barb we love you a ton!!! Delaney, Dom, Lia(our babysitter), Phoebe, and I are prying for you, and hope you have a wonderful fundraiser. Keep up the perserverance!!!
Love,
Danielle, Phoebe, Lia, Dom, and Delaney
Hi Barb & Family
Psalm 94
When I said, “My foot is slipping, your love, O Lord, supported me. When anxiety was great withing me, your consolation brought joy to my soul. Barb you are in our masses, prayers & thoughts each day.. I watched your interview and I was in Awe of your strength & courage and I know that comes from your great faith.. Your kids & husband are also an inspiration to all of us.. We will also keep your Mom in our prayers and thoughts, one thing we know for sure, Mom’s are there for us no matter what! Love & Blessings to all of you.. Love Norma & Leroy
Barb & Family, Just wanted to let you know that you and your family are constantly being prayed for and thought of daily. I saw your video clip from the news and “WOW” you are an amazing person with incredible FAITH!! We could all learn a lot from you!! I know I have from reading your blogs (which I read daily) and hearing from others just how loved and supported you are. It has made me relaize that family, friends and faith in God are of the utmost important things in life. It’s easy to get caught up in all the other stuff that life brings to us but reality is that none of those other things matter. Thank you for sharing your journey with us and allowing us to be a part of it.
Stay Barb Strong!!
Love, Liz Sacchini-Haskell
I just spent the last 45 minutes crying my way through the beautiful messages that so many of you have sent recently. As Barb’s mom, I am so moved and feel so blest! Thanks for the Bible quotes and the humor and the sincerity and encouragement. You are keeping Barb and all of us going! You have created a community around Barb and suddenly this global and impersonal world seems much smaller and more connected. I wish I could reply to all of you, but since I can’t, just know how grateful I am for the strength which you are giving to my beautiful daughter and to all of us.
Love, Helen
Hi Barb. I sent you email at regular email address also. I cannot make it to the open house 11/13 – is there website that I can purchase product? Always in need of anti-aging in a bottle. Stay strong! Julie Beasley
We watched your clip – fight for us all. We admire your strength and conviction…we pray for you! [ask MK ]
Hi Barb,
You don’t know me, but I talked to Karen Zimat over the weekend and she told me you were going through a hard time right now with cancer.
I want to encourage you! Five years ago in April I had surgery for 3rd stage esophogeal cancer. The cure rate is about 5 to 7 percent.
Praise GOD I am now well. I can’t say it was easy, but I can tell you that our Lord was with me every step of the way. “He will NEVER leave you” If you so feel led than do what I did from James 5:14-16
If you would like to correspond please e-mail me back.
In His Love
Jo Ann
Hi Barb – Thinking and praying for you here in Tracy, CA.(You are in my special intentions at my one hour adoration every Monday at St. Bernard’s) We are so happy to hear of your great news. Keep up the good work! Watched your news interview – amazing job by both you and your son Jimmy. Seeing your sparkling face reminded us of when we first met you at Steve & Kellie’s Wedding. We had such a great time! And, we were especially elated to hear you and Jason fell head over heels in love. We recently came across some pictures of Scott & Ginger’s Wedding which included you as we enjoyed your company at our table. You are such a warm and outgoing person! It is certainly evident by all the overwhelming emails from friends and family all over the world that so many others have been touched by your kindness also. Please give our love to all the family and continue to take good care of yourself – EVERYONE NEEDS YOU! LOVE, PETE & CHARLENE REECE
Hii Aunt Barb!
I have been thinking about you alot lately and about how wonderful it is that God has answered our prayers and that the cancer has gone down! I know Uncle Kevin is up there fighting for you!! I hope you had fun with Riley and his family when they came to visit! I will continue to pray and check the website! I love you!!
Love your God-daughter, Maddie<3
Hi Barb, it’s your favorite news nerd Tom Torpy. I just got home from election frenzy. To update you, I uplinked your story to CBS and CNN today.With the elections, I don’t think it will air until later this week.I don’t have a set time yet, but any CBS/CNN affiliate has access to it.I will let you know if I hear anything. Before the polls closed, and work got nuts, I went to our conference room and prayed for you.The election is big news, but your fight is so important.Keep the faith sister, and stay strong!!Tom KCCI TV
Attention all quilters. The squares I collected are all in Deb Frizzell’s capable hands. We have between 20and 25. There’s still time to add one. Please send directly to Deb at 2390 212 Street, Ames, IA 50014. Accordingly to Deb, a quilt EXPERT, it’s going to be beautiful and totally unique. Go Barb, loved the video clip. Kathy
MY FAMILY’S FAMOUS!!! Omaha for the Swim Trials and NOW for Aunty Barb’s cancer story!!! Aunty Barb, the tv LOVES you!!!
Love,
Danielle !)
Hey Barb. I sure was happy to see you tonight. I will toast you and think of you this weekend at Spanish Bay watching the bagpipers! Warmest thoughts tonight! Love-Em
Beautiful video. You are an incredible person, our love and prayers are being sent to you.
I can;t wait to see you guys on CNN, maybe even OPRAH!!!
Love,
Danielle
P.S. I agree with Uncle Scott
Is it too late to change my vote! Barb for president!!!
Amazing interview….glad to see MK on there too Thanks for inspiring all of us by being you….
I have been out of town alot and did not catch your interview yesterday so found it today on the internet. I am speechless! I am at complete awe at your grace and most of all your “peace” within. You have it completely right girl – God is so in charge and will provide. You are always in my thoughts and will continue to pray for that miracle Jimmy talks about!
Barb, Tom here. The response to your story on KCCI has been so great. I feel blessed that God brought us together to spread the word and help others. I have been praying for ALL OF THE TIME! You are an inspiration. Pslams 40 sums it up.
I waited patiently for the LORD;
and he inclined unto me, and heard my cry.
2 He brought me up also out of a horrible pit,
out of the miry clay,
and set my feet upon a rock,
and established my goings.
3 And he hath put a new song in my mouth,
even praise unto our God:
many shall see it, and fear,
and shall trust in the LORD.
My faith is so strong, because of yours. Thank you Barb!!!! Together, we will remain strong!
Tom Torpy
GOD BLESS YOU, BARB!
Philippians 4:13 says,”I can do ALL THINGS through CHRIST, who strengthens me.” Psalms 56:3 says “When I am afraid, I can trust in YOU.” We are praying for you and your family. We are praying that GOD will perform a miracle, and keep you all strong! You are doing God’s work now by being an inspiration to everyone around you, close, and far. I pray that God will continue to use you to bring others to HIM, and HIS Kingdom! Stay Strong in HIM! scott sams
Barb, you were amazing in your interview! I am so proud of you and I was thrilled to see the results of your CAT scan last week! You are truly an inspiration to me! When I’m down about everything my mom is going through with her chemo treatments I think of you and I tell her all the time what a fighter you are! I know good things are coming for you and for her and I pray CONSTANTLY for them! One thing I ask….when you do make it to Oprah, maybe you could ask for a couple extra seats for me and my mom…ha ha. I hope to see you soon.
Barb,
You looked wonderful on the news report. Oprah here you come!Great job to Jimmy! MK you even got a bit of news coverage. We are thinking and praying for you all. I ditto Jimmy that this cancer is gone by Christmas. What a gift that would be. Take care. Love to all.
The Finches
Aunty Barb,
I am at a loss of words for you. I am so pround of your progress and that video of you on the tv. i have my last volleyball ggame tomorrow and I’m going to play and win it for you, because I am a member of Barb’s Army. I love you so much!!! I can’t wait to see you at Thanksgiving!!!
Love,
Danielle
P.S. you and Jimmy looked great on the big screen!!!
barb you looked great!! it was so great to see you and hear your voice. it has been too long since i have seen or talked to you! jimmy looked great too! i cant believe how he has grown. it really makes me miss you all even more!! keepin up the prayers! stay strong!
Barbara, Keep your thoughts positive and your momentum strong. We are all so proud of you and love you. Close your eyes and envision all your friends, loved ones, and others who are joining your fight–with all their faith–with you moving that mountain. You continue to amaze many, but we who know you, were already aware of your mighty strength. Not only your strength but your believe and trust in God. Your appearance tonight on the news program is such a blessing to so many who are fighting your battle. Keep your sight on the vision of healing and MOVE THAT MOUNTAIN–love always, Marilyn and Steve
Barb, you are amazing. The interview was great and I am sure you have touched a lot of lives today. YOu are a true diamond strong and beautiful. Erin and I were inspired to cut our hair last week, we each did 10 inches and sent it to locks of love. You are one cool woman. Keep up the great work you do. Our prayers go out to you and your family.
The Bergs
You are amazing, awesome, and the list goes on! We watched your interview and are so very proud of you. Tyler commented that Barb is the kindest person he knows. Both kids were so excited to see Jimmy, he is a star in their eyes. Keep fighting, keep believing and most importantly keep the faith. We love ya! The Cooney’s
Barb… Your story took my breath away. I have been reading Randy Pausch’s book these past few days. It is a small world as I am from Ames too. You are an inspiration to many people. I hope to make it to the fundraiser. I hope we meet one day. Stay strong for your boys… and for yourself.
Dear Barb-just saw the TV interview and you are the same beautiful and stong girl I remember as a young teen (I was 18 and you were 12). I sing in our church choir and we say a prayer for you each week after mass. God Bless You. My prayers are with you every day. All our love, The Hack Family
Barb, I just watched your interview. You are an amazing woman with such poise,beauty and your spirit is amazing. I hope you are *very* proud of who YOU are, you’re a special lady. My prayers and best to you, Wendy
Barb – Just saw the interview on KCCI. It was great. I am so proud to call you a friend!!!
Lots of Love,
Deanna
Sunny and I just watched your eloquent interview on TV. You were well spoken as usual and Jimmy was so calm and spoke confidently. I can’t keep saying how amazing you are. We love you!!!! Sunny and Emily
Barb…just saw the news story…as usual you were beautiful…and your sparkling personality came across on screen. What a great way to get the word out about pancreatic cancer. You are simply amazing and you inspire me every day!
Hi Barb–just wanted to let you know you are in our prayers nightly. We will be following your progress and praying vigilantly!!
Our priest is leaving on a pilgrimage in France today. He is going to say prayers for you at Lourdes and Chartres Cathedral. Chartres Cathedral holds a personal special meaning for me. Just know that everyone in our church community pray for you daily and always a special prayer for you at our Tuesday bible study. You go,, girl! Prayers are being answered that’s for sure. Your attitude & faith are going to pull you through this journey. Chuck and I send our love,dear Barb.
Hi Barb and family. Our families continue to pray. I got my Game On! wristband this weekend. It’s a constant reminder to be in prayer for you, and help get the word out. I just got off my conference call with CBS News Chicago, and asked them to take your story. No word yet, but they did seem interested. Barb you are amazing, and what you’re doing is so great. Stay strong, stay Barbstrong!!! Tom Torpy
Barbara, Jason and the guys, it’s so great to hear all the good news about you! We pray for you every day, and wear your bracelet. God Bless you!
Barb, Jason and the boys. Sounds like a fantastic weekend for all. Happy B-day to Jimmy. Have a great time at your party on Friday. Praying for you all constantly.
Love Joan
Oh Barb-i am sooo excited to get updates on the website-and sooo glad things are going so well-I hope youhad a great time with Jimmy’s b-day-and with company in town!!! i hope you have enjoyed every minute of it-i bet the boy/girl party was fun!!!
I am looking forward to seeing you on thursday-my friend from Kansas city is coming-at 5pm-and we will both help load the clothes ect..into the house-and do whatever else needs to be done-looking sooo forward to seeing you-I prayed and thought of you this morning at mass-and the prayers from all-are working-so hang in there girl1!! Love, Jennifer
Barb,
It was great to see you yesterday. You look great. You have a wonderful “army”. Many prayers go up for you and your family daily. Take Care and God Bless!!
Amy
Barb,
We have been following your blog for about a week now. We are sooooooo excited about your wonderful progress. To God be the glory! You are so blessed to have such a large and loving family to spport you. We are remembering you in daily prayer for we have faith that the cure will come through that. You have an immense army here in Bako–great power in faith and numbers. Rejoice, God in good. B & K
Oh Barb!
The news was music to my ears….as to so many others.
Your crusade against cancer is inspiring to everyone around you,
just look at what’s happening. I know you can feel it. Pretty cool, don’t you think?
I think of you constantly and know that you’re in such good hands. Prayer is a powerful thing indeed!
We love you!
Lori and Stephen
Aunty Barb i am AMAZED at your amazing progress and that you keep a positive attitude while fighting your cancer. I was ecstatic to hear about your tumors! I am wearing your Barbstrong bracelet everyday, and all of my volleyball team mates wear theirs everyday as well. They wish you well too. I can’t wait to see you at Thanksgiving!!! I love you very much!!!
Barb,
I just talked to your mom at school and decided before I left today I was going to leave you a message. I went to your site and saw your message about it being Jimmy’s birthday today! It is my son’s birthday today also, he’s 22 and currently studying in Rome with 71 other ISU students.
What I wanted to let you know was that while my husband and I were in Florence with our son, we lit a candle for you, Bradley Richard, and Mr. Pepper. I think of you often and hope you know that the St. Cecilia School staff is here for you.
So happy to hear your good news. Keep strong.
Lois
auntie barb- congrats on the tumors. im really happy. i miss you a ton.
today is halloween, tell jimmy we said happy birthday. i cant wait til thanksgiving.
love and always from your ladybug,
dominique
Right on!!! You go girl! What great news to share.
Dear Barb:
I am delighted to hear the good news, what a relief for us all. Maybe those nasty wheat grass smoothies are worth it after all! We will all keep up the vigilant prayer and positive thoughts. I think about you and your family all of the time and was so glad to see you looking so “Barbish” (that means healthy and vibrant in case you didn’t know). Take good care,
Katie Swalla
Aunt Barb!
I hope you guys have a fun Halloween tomorrow and that Jimmy has an awesome Birthdayy!! I love you and will continue to pray! Happy earily birthday Jimmy!!!
Love Maddie<3
hi aunt barb. i hope you get better love you very much.
Amazing news! Keep doing what you’re doing. You continue to inspire everyone around you. Your “troops” will continue to support you with prayers and well-wishes.
So glad to hear the great news about the tumors shrinking. Fight On!
Aunt Barb!
Im so glad to hear that you are feeling so well! Im praying and thinking about you all the time! I know you can beat this!!!! I REALLY want to go see you(you should talk to my mom)! I love you!
MAddie
Great News, BARB!! Will keep the prayers going! Love from Bakersfield, Vicki
hey barb that is such great news!!! I’m so happy for you and your family!! I will continue to keep up the prayers for you. Take care and have a great weekend with your family!
YEA!!!!!!!!!! I got shivers when I heard the news!! Fabulous news!!!! I hope it lifted you and your army will carry you the rest of the fight!!! Awesome!!! Thinking and praying for you! Game on, BARBSTRONG!!! Stacie O’
Barb – What great news about the shrinking tumors – we are all hoping they will disappear and go away for good! I hope you are having a wonderful week and have a fun and happy Halloween with the boys, take care, Love Nicole
Greeeeeat news Barb. God gives good things to good people and your the best. Prayers and thoughts are with you always, Love Marilyn P.S. Hello to your mom, everyone is missing her at morning mass and sends their prayers as well.
What great news Barb! We are so happy for you and will continue to pray for you. Much Love, Liz and Greg Petrini
Great News! So glad your treatment is working. Stay strong and my thoughts are with you everyday!
Barb,
Stay strong. My kids and I pray every night for you. You are an inspiration to all! At times like this, God’s power shines through us all. Take care. Tom
Barb, I just wanted to let you know that I have been praying for you, right along with your entire Army! I am delighted to hear of your great news! God will pull you through this and show us all the incredible power of prayer! My prayers and best to you, ~Wendy
Barbara, you are so blessed and God continues to bless you with this news. Keep envisioning that little tiny seed and you can and are moving that mountain. God Bless you today and everyday. Love to all–we are so happy for you–Marilyn and Steve
I am so happy to hear the great news! You are amazing. I have shared your story with many of my friends and we are all praying for your continued healing. Love, Mary
We had been thinking about you all day. We knew it would be good news. Everything is possible especially when you have all this prayer behind you. Collin and Lee send their love and are so excited for you. Lee wouldn’t wear a bracelet for many people but he knows that is working. What a great day. We love you. Kryssy, Lee,Collin, Nicky, and Will
Dear Barb,
It brought me to tears to read the tumors are shrinking….praise God!!!! HE is helping you climb that mountain. OUR prayer WILL come true…I believe that is HIS plan for you.
LU, Melissa Stenberg
Dear Barb……Such FANTASTIC news. All the thoughts and prayers are working. God and prayers are a miraculous thing. Keep up the fight. We are thinking of you and praying everyday.
With Love,
Gail
Great news re the test results. For those in Midwest, you can send quilt squares to Deb Frizzell
2390 212th St
Ames, Iowa 50014
515-292-7591
Am told Deb whips up FABULOUS quilts, world class, super duper, award winning types. Kathy Wright
FANTASTIC!!!! – Your strength, positive outlook, and Barb’s Army are definetly working! We will keep up the prayers and you keep on improving. Love and Prayers, Nicky
YESS!!!! Aunt Barb i am soooo happy to hear that the tumor has shrunk!! You dont know how excited I was when i got the text message from you in Physics. I thought it was my mom with the news but when i reaized it was you it was even more exciting!!! We will all keep praying for you and thanking God for answering our prayers!! The game is on and
I know that your army is going to win it!! I cant wait to talk to you!! We all love you so much!
Love Maddie<3
YEAH BARB!!!!!!!!!!! God is GREAT! You are a fighter! You will win this fight! I send up prayers all day for you………you are always on my mind! Thank God! Love and prayers go up for Jason, Matt and Jimmy as well–YOU ARE BLESSED! Keep the strong fight going my dear friend! Love Mary
Great news Barb! We’ll keep praying and you keep healing! Love, Julie
WOOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Aunt Barb!!! Mom just told me your cancer is getting smaller! I’m so glad! We are praying for you and Jason and Jimmy and Matt everyday! When will I see you? I’m SOOOOOOOOOOO Happy for you!
Love Nico
YEEEAAAAHHHH!!!! I have been thinking of you all day…it makes my day to know all of the positive thoughts, the legions of prayer warriors, and the wheatgrass is WORKING!! God is great! Take care…I will talk to you soon!
FANTASTIC News Barb! We are so happy to hear the tumers are shrinking. We are praying for you and your family every day. Please stay strong and rest. All your supporters will keep praying for you EVEN as you rest.
God bless you Barb,
Jennifer
Hi Barb!
We are so glad to here the great news about your tumors shrinking!!!!! You are in our thoughts and prayers daily. Stay strong!
Hugs,
Margy & Dan McCarney
Hey Barb,
This is Emily, Marys oldest daughter. I just wanted too say, your in my thoughts a prays every-night before bed. And just keep fighting!!
Best wishes, Emily.
Barb
All I can say is, our God is an AWESOME God! You keep on fighting and we will keep praying. Talk soon. Love ya – Deanna
Barb,
I hovered over your Web site this afternoon. It was wonderful to get this amazing news in person, as you zoomed down the boulevard, with your bright smile, shades and short, sassy hairdo. You are most welcome for the prayers. We will keep them coming. Peace and love, Monica, Pete, Oliver and Jude
Barb-i just reqad the great news that the tumors are shrinking-wow-i am soooo happy-it is your positive attitude and prayers-we will continue to pray everyday-you are soo strong-hang in there girl-and we will be behind you all the way!!!!!! Love, Jennifer
Great news Barb! How about your army of faithful warriors! They are truly serious on your behalf! I just got back from bootcamp in Mexico where I set an intention for you each day during meditation! I hope you know that I have totally been sweating my butt off for you! Looking forward to talking to you this week and hearing about everything! I love you!
Barb, Wow! Wow! The power of prayer is definitely working. How completely exciting!!!! Barb’s Army is winning! Keep it up.
Love,
Joan
QUILT ALERT. There is still time to do a quilt square for Barb’s Angel Prayer Quilt. I have just started to receive some squares and they are BEAUTIFUL. And clever, and each one is different. You don’t need to be an artist, just put some love into it. Try to get them to me by October 31, but we’ll take them through Nov. 7. See “Barb’s Message Wall” for further instructions. I’m writin this prior to any CT results. Barb will need a quilt whatever the results are! It’s getting cold in Iowa. Kathy Wright
Aunt Barb!
I hope that everything goes great tomorrow at your CT scan! I will be thinking about you all day tomorrow and Garces will be praying for you! I cant wait until Christmas so I can finally see you and the boys!! I love you!
Maddie<3
I am thinking about you and praying for you, just like always, and can’t wait for the CT results! Congratulations to Matt..WAY TO GO! Jimmy…Jayden says “hi” to his older friend and to tell him that his grandfather is trying to get him to go to the Air Force Academy too! He says that since Jimmy is older than Jimmy will get to go first….Then he can ask Jimmy about it. We send love to the whole family, from our whole family, and can’t wait for TUES! Love, Karla
Over the weekend I attended Mass at Mission Santa Barbara. St. Barbara gave her name to the adjacent bay and later to the presideo, mission, city and county after Juan Rodriguez Cabrillo sailed up the Santa Barbara Channel in 1542 on December 3, the vigil of the Feast of St. Barbara. I prayed especially for Barb and her Army. This is especially poignant as St. Barbara is the patron not only of architects, builders and stonemasons, but also of artillerymen. I read that Barbara’s Army has a basis in many military circles, including a special medal awarded to Catholic infantry being inducted into the Order of St. Barbara. Members may wear with their dress uniforms the medal of St. Barbara on her feast day, December 4. I picked up a couple of medals in the Museum shop and I sending one to you, Barb, and one to Helen, who I know is a collector of Catholic paraphenalia. Barb’s Army lives on today… I took a photo of the mission with my camera phone but am pretty lame with technology so I may have to consult with Dan or Scott about how to upload it to the site. I’m putting a word into St. Barbara, who lived in about 300 AD, probably in Tuscany, for some positive CT Scan results. Kathy
Hi Barb,
I don’t know if you remember me. That last time I saw you was at Dr. Launspach office for your kids check up. Many years ago. I have been so inspired by your courage and faith. You are a true warrior. As I read your many message’s from your family and friends I could feel God’s love shining down on you. I have been praying for you and your family. On October 20, I watched Jenni Homer write you a loving message. Never did we realize that the next day, I would be diagnosed with Colon Cancer. My journey is now beginning. I have surgery a week from today. Then I will start chemo. I just wanted you to know that you have prepared me for this fight. With your words of Faith,Hope and Love. I’m gonna fight just like you and stay positive and give this all to God. Thank You. God speed be with you. Love Debbie Jett
It was great to visit last night. I have decided that everybody needs to be on this website even if they don’t know you because they will feel your energy and pass it on. You will be the good statistic in this disease. I have no doubt. I will think of you at noon tomorrow. Love from all of us and many hugs. Kryssy
Barb, first of all, you look absolutely stunning in your photograph for the Barbs Army website! Thriving and radiant on chemo, wheat grass and prayer… who would’ve thought? Most importantly though, I wanted to let you know we continue to pray for your health and spiritual support, and for the same for your family (always with that extra thought for Matt, which puts a smile on our faces since he is such a great kid). And thumbs up on the stylish Barb’s Army wear. My thoughts and prayers will be directed to you especially this Tuesday for your scan. Anne
Just kidding Aunt Barb your CT scan is Tuesaday not tomorrow! Oops! Well anyways im thinking about you! I love you!
Love, Maddie<3
Hii Aunt Barb!! I hope that everything goes great tomorrow at your CT scan!! I am praying for you all the time and will be thinking about you all day tomorrow! I got more bracelets and now everyone of my friends at Garces is wearing one! I will pass them around town too. My mom and I picked out sweatshirts and T-shirts from your website and cant wait to order them! I am thinking about you so much and check the website every night for any updates! I cant wait to see you! I love you and God will answer our prayers!
Your God-daughter Maddie<3
WOW! Barb, you don’t know me, but I know Jason from our high school years (Alden/Iowa Falls). Anyway, a few people have let me know about your story and shared your website with me. I have read through every word and am overwhelmed with the story, your support, your love of God, etc. As I am crying tears (some pregnacy hormone tears), I realize they are tears of your success to overcome yet another obstacle in your life. WOW…without meeting you, I can tell you are as strong as they come! As many of your “Army” have said, “if anyone can get through this, Barb can”. I believe it! Please know we have added you to our prayer list. It’s been unbelievable how God has been answering our prayers in the last month especially, so I know He will answer them for you. Keep up the STRONG fight, stay positive (it sounds like you will) and keep God at the top of your world! God bless you! Tell Jason “hello”! Keri (Weidmaier) Ellingboe
Just a quick note to say “Hi”. Good luck tomorrow with the CT scan. Will be thinking of you. All our love.
The Finch Family
Hey Auntie Barb! Just wanted to say hi and let you know that i’m thinking of you! Tell the boys and Uncle Jason hi as well. All my love, Nicole
P.S. When my mom comes to visit please don’t let her freeze to death and don’t touch her hands unless you are in search of some frostbite!
Hi Barb, I haven’t written to you in a while. I miss you! Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you every single day and sending positive thoughts and prayers to you.
You must be so proud of your sister for running that huge race last week. Every once in a while she would be too tired or discouraged train and then she would say “If Barb can keep up her fight, then at least I can keep going”. So many times like this and so many other ways, you bring us all courage, strength and an inner will to push forward because of whatever life is throwing at us. Every day you are touching our life’s one way or another, you are making us want to do better and bringing us hope.
What a testament to you!!!
On my way to 9:00 mass…
Love you, Jill
Barb,
We got the bracelets here in Idaho. Every time I look at mine, I say a little prayer and send you strength and well wishes. Stay positive and believe in The Powers That Be.
Alicia
Just got back from San Diego and was so excited to read about your positive test updates. God’s been bombarded with “Barb’s Army”. HE has no choice but to listen!!! Always in my thoughts and prayers.
Deb Wink
Okay Barbara, here is where the fight really gets going.
BarbStrong–that is what you are, and you need to remember just how STRONG YOU are! You are made stronger with all the loved ones who are standing behind you–praying for you and sending you positive healing messages. They believe and you believe, they have faith and you have faith, they send love and you accept the love and return the love. Now, clear your mind and see that tiny, tiny, tiny mustard seed and move that mountain! Accept the positive not the negative. We love you and the prayers of so, so, so many are with you right now and every minute. Give Jason and the boys a big hug and hello from us. With love always, Steve and Marilyn
Hi Barb!
Just want you to know doesn’t matter weekday or weekend we still pray for you a lot. Hang in there everything will be ok. God heard all of our prayers. Here is the big ((((((((((Hug)))))))) for you from all of us.Love, Nikki
Barb–Tracked you down via this website–very cool. I read about your mom and the wheatgrass/anti-oxygen cocktail–yum! sounds like the holsitic/organic combo with chemo is a success! Just moved my CABI capris (Size ZERO!-couldn’t resist for all to see…) to the “Hurry-up-summer” side of the closet…(unhappy face). My sister Barbie loves the great sweater you exchanged for her–thanks for as usual great service. Prayers and positive kitty karma coming your way from east-bound I-30 Iowa City. Julie
Hi Barb!
My name is Molly Tobias, im one of Maddie’s close friends and on your sister’s volleyball team. I was heartbroken to hear about your condition, but from what I hear you can beat it. I just wanted to let you know that everyone (honestly all of Garces) is praying for you. Take care.
Peace and prayers, Molly Tobias.
Hi, Barb! Oh, the power of prayer! Your report from the doctor is amazing! Amanda sent pics of Elle yesterday and has she ever grown! I am looking forward to seeing all of them when we go to the Lorie Line concert. I will continue sharing your story with friends and family to increase your prayer chain. A Hug and a Prayer! Diane
Barb, what an inspiration you are! You are in my prayers and my heart. Looking back to those insane golf games with Marilyn makes me smile each time. I miss you madly. I will get onlone and buy a “Barb’s Army shirt TODAY. Love you Barb, Chris.
Got your note and bracelets from your mom and have passed them out soooo the prayers are getting stronger all the time. Sueann and I are back working together again and hoping when you get back to traveling you will have another round of golf with us. I also wanted to let you know that Mary (my mom) has started going to the prayer group at OLPH on Tuesday nights for you and she’s also wearing her bracelet. Know were thinking about you everyday. You go girl!!!!!!! Love Ya Marilyn and Sueann
Hello Barb!
Thank you so much for swing by the shop to give us the purple bracelet. Now, I will go online to order some stuff hope next time you come, I have my shirt ” Barb’s army” on. We’re really happy to hear you have a good report from your doctor visit yesterday. You’re on our prayers everyday. Love
Nikki Trinh
You have always lived your life to inspire others – Even in darkness, you continue to leave your imprint of faith, hope and love. You are a beautful person inside and out. Your light is brighter now than ever! Game On!
Barb,
This is FANTASTIC NEWS! We continue to keep you and your family in our daily prayers. God Bless-Jane, Brian, Louis and Joe Hurd
So Thrilled to hear your good news today!!! That is awesome!! I have my purple bracelet and rub it several times a day for prayers and good wishes!! Keep it up girlfriend!! Go Barb!! Livestrong!! Barbstrong!!
Love, The O’Brien’s
Barb…I just want you to know what a lift it gives me to see you. When I stopped by this evening, not only did you look FABULOUS (seriously, you are getting better and better)…but you also look so amazingly happy. The FAITH, HOPE and LOVE that you have, and that others have in YOU is working! If ever anyone needed proof of the power of prayer, they only need to look to you. I have been a little down for a few days (feeling sorry for myself)…but then I saw you, and you lifted my spirits in the most profound way! Thank You! BTW, The new website is fantastic, and I have all ready ordered a few things! Have a great day tomorrow! Love you, Kelly
Hey Barb! Just wanted you to know the kids and I are so happy to hear you are feeling well and fighting strong. Of course we are all jealouse Scott got to see you and the whole gang without us. We all have our bracelets on and think of you often. I know Scott told you Emily prays for you every night. Kristina lit a candle at our sweet 100 year old church in Mead Colorado, Guardian Angels Church. Missing you, Suzanne
Barb, Wendy and I think about you everyday and we are continuing to send positive energy your way. I continue to use the affirmation “The power of love is healing Barb’s body”. This helps me to focus my energy on you. I read your sister Doc’s story of her 1/2 marathon run and it was quite inspiring. Looks like you have a large support team fighting for you. I have very fond memories of all the time I’ve spent with you and your family. Good luck in your battle. Your cousin, John.
Hey Barb, It’s me Jen. I found out what was going on with you from Liz Haskell in Bako. Since I am no longer there ( I’m in San Diego now) news travels a little slower but as you know, Bako is still a big family town and when there is something going on everyone comes together. I know that I have not spoke with you in a while, but I used to get update’s about your family through your sister Joan and of course when I used to see Jeff at work every once in a blue moon. I am so sorry that you are going through this and I want you to know that I am praying for you and your family everyday. When I saw your web site, it made me smile because I expected nothing less from the awesome Haller family( It is an Army just in it’s self). There are lot’s of great memories shared at Garces together and you know that those memories are so close and dear to my heart. You know that your friends and family love you and are with you during this journey and if anyone can beat this its you. I am so proud of you being so brave and remember you have “no quitting Haller blood pumping thru your veins”. I hope this made you smile, take care of yourself and remember that God never give’s us more than what we can’t handle. Keep smiling! love ya, Homer XOXO http://www.barbstrong.com/?feed=rss2&page_id=12
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Dear Barb, Just wanted to let you know I received the bracelets today. I immediately started handing them out. Sorry I missed being able to talk to you last week when I called Aunt Helen to order the bracelets. She said you were resting and I didn’t want to disturb you. Keep your spirits up and our prayers and thoughts are with you always. There IS power in prayer. God Bless You. All our LOVE Linda and Family
Hi Barb,
I’m not sure if you remember me…Lori Hale…we met and had nice conversations when you worked @ Christine’s…and we have shared Christmas cards. I was at Garces today and spoke with Joan. She told me about your web page, your “Game On” wristband (which I am wearing) and that you read your messages everyday. I want you to know that I have you in my thoughts and everytime I am going to be asked about this purple wristband, I am asking them to keep you in prayer. God bless you…
ps…I LOVE CABI TOO.
Barb,
So happy to hear you’re back being “busy Barb!” Nothing cheers up a woman more than buying new clothes…selling new clothes! I would love to host a party for you if your calendar lets up a little…call me; I know my mom and her lil Bridge group of ladies would love to make the trip from Carroll.
I have a cute story for ya…the twins came home from school a couple weeks ago w/their Barb bracelets from Jimmy. I’ve tried several times to wiggle them off one of them but they refuse to give me one of theres. So….being the soft heart Gage is…he took this dark purple Halloween-like bracelet he got from a b-day party and wrote “LIVE-STRONG-BARB STRONG!”and gave it to me. And it has cool skeleton heads on it! So,I am feeling very special w/my “one-of-a-kind” BarbStrong bracelet
Myself and my sons never forget you at dinnertime prayer. Blaise, my 6yr old, prays for “Jimmy & Matt’s mom” to get “all better.”
We all know children’s prayers never go unanswered…with that said; I hope you can find peace and calmness to endure this battle.
p.s… I hear your hair is so very cute…heard you went for the “Posh?”
(victoria beckam) How cute is that???
Lots of Tight Hugs,
Cindy & five lil monkeys
Hii Aunt Barb!!
Im just sitting at home right now because Garces doesnt have school today(: I picked out a fabric for the blanket that i will be sending! We alsoo cut a square from the fabric we used when we made homecoming shirts(there was 17 of us, Riley being one of them)!! We decided this would be a good idea since so many of the Garces students were wearing the material!! We are all praying for you everyday! I know you can beat this!! I miss you so much! I talked to Jason on friday before the football game! Tell the boys that i say hii and that i miss them too!! I love you!
Your God-daughter Maddie<3
Barb, Hello. You and your Army made the Des Moines Register. Congratulations. What an amazing accomplishment for you and your friends to complete the Marathon in your honor as “Barb’s Army” You always encourage people to be their best and find the best in everything and everyone. Good luck this week. If you want some good reading to go with your wheat grass -Food to Live by by Myra Goodman is a great organic cookbook and The 150 Healthiest Foods on Earth by Jonny Bowden Ph.D. Take Care.
Hi Barb and family,
We continue to keep you in our thoughts and prayers. It is wonderful all the support you have from your California family, and Iowa family and friends.
It was so good of you to stop and see Mother. She was so pleased to see you.
Our prayer group at CTK is praying for you daily. Barb, you are a very special gal–your Kansas family is cheering you on–! Do you remember the Kansas folks you met on vacation several years ago? {Joe and Patty Desch} They,too send their love and concern. Hopefully Jason and Bob are having good harvest weather. Glad your Mother got to ride the cornpicker. It is amazing. Sending our Love–Jan and Don
Donna was able to get me a much coveted wristband..so I am one of the lucky ones wearing it…gosh and purple is such a hot fall color this year …leave it to you! So glad to hear you are feeling so good that you are back to work, Lord knows the economy needs you out there selling clothes! I predict a strong retail sales season:) Still praying for you daily…hugs, Nik (AKA: 6)
Barb,
I am so excited that we will see you and meet Helen this week at book club. It will be a wonderful reunion. Can’t wait to see your darling haircut and to give you a big hug!!! If there are any purple bracelets left, would you be willing to bring some along to pass out to us on Thursday? I will be proud to wear the reminder of your courage and faith.
Nancy Anderson
DEAREST BARB: THIS MESSAGE IS LATE IN COMING BUT, OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS ARE NOT. THERE ISN’T A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT YOU ARE NOT SPOKEN OF AND PRAYED FOR. I KEEP UP WITH YOUR PROGRESS EACH DAY AND IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU ARE STILL THE FIGHTER YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK……YOU ARE IN OUR HEARTS WE LOVE YOU
RON & GAIL
CHAD & ELIZABETH
RYAN & KARIN & CHILDREN XO XO XO
Hi Barbara,
Got caught up on all the fun you had while Jennice and Jennifer were there visiting with you, Jason and the boys. Sounds like you were all super busy! From your pictures I can see you are doing good. Remember every time you close your eyes to envision that tiny, tiny mustard seed and the great amount of faith “you” have and “know” you are moving that mountain and accept your healing. We think of you and pray for you daily–hope to see at Christmas time. Love to all–Marilyn and Steve
So glad to hear how you are feeling and how you are getting back into CABI! I would love to see your short haircut, I think now that you are showing CABI again everyone is going to get a short haircut too. Part of the new style that you promote. Wear CABI and donate your locks! Sending lots of love and prayers, Karla & the boys
Barb -
It was great to see you last night at Joyce’s. You look great!!! I’m happy for you that you are feeling good enough to start the Cabi parties again. One because I know you love it and two because I love it. Enjoy your book and quiet time with your mom on Saturday.
Love ya
Deanna
A little more quilt news… we are going to 9″ squares as I went to the quilt store and learned about “fat quarters” which are 18″ wide. Doing the difficult math I figured, hey, I can get more squares if we reduce the starting square to 9″. If you’re requesting a square, instructions will come with it. For the do-it-yourselfer’s, go to Barb’s Message Wall in the upper right hand corner and click and you’ll see the full text of my Oct. 12 email with instructions. Except try to use a 9″ square. If you’ve already cut and/or sent a 10″, it’s fine, we’ll just trim it down. Finished squares will still be 8″ so really try not to put anything outside of the 8″ (maybe even 7 3/4″)or it will be lost when we sew the seams. KSW
Barb,
Just thrilled to know you get one week off from chemo and can enjoy what you do best- selling fabulous clothes.We think and pray for you daily. You are never far from our thoughts. I am always looking for your special signs. Send our love to all in Ames.
Joan
Dear Dear Barbara, We were in Utah for Jim ssnior’s heart procedure when Tom called. We were stunned and devsstated upon hearing of your illness. Barb, you have been through so much in your young life and this should not be happening. However we know your character. You are a WARRIOR and very STRONG. You have overcome so much with Kevin”s illness and tragic passing, Matt’s surgeries, and life changing obstacles. This is another challenge we know and believe you will conquer! Our heartfelt thoughts and prayers are with you and your family daily! We’re keeping posted on your positive progress. God bless and keep you safe and healthy! All our love, The Tozzi Family
Heyy Aunt Barb!!!
Im soo glad to hear that you dont have CHEMO todayy(: I hope your enjoying your day off! Im thinking of you all time! Tell the boys i day hii! Jason is the best by the way! Happy No Chemo Day!!! I love you!
Maddie<3
Dear Barbara, Your strength and your outlook are such an inspiration to all of us. The fact that you are doing so well is great!!! We love that your family is doing such a good job of keeping all of us informed on your progress. There are constant prayers going your way…and the love….WOW!!! You are so special to all of us! Love, Jan and Al
Margy and I have been thinking and talking about you a lot. If deep faith, great family, countless friends and amazing attitude really can make a difference, you are going to climb this mountain. As I sat in our team chapel service on Saturday before our big LSU victory, I said some extra prayers that God would continue to hold you in the palm of his hand. We all face different kinds of adversity in our lives and with your tremendous spirit you can overcome this obstacle. Keep your chin up, stay strong and let those three handsome studs in your home continue to take great care of you. Miles don’t effect friendships, loyalties, or how much we are pulling for you. Hug the boys.
God bless,
Dan McCarney
Barb,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family, day and night. Just know that with your deep faith and out pouring love and affection from friends and family you will beat this thing.
Your Friend,
Monica McKnight
Nipomo, CA
girlsride2@gmail.com
I still typed too much. QUILT SQUARES AVAILABLE. Email me at kswright801@gmail or call 831.638.1692 and Deb or I will send you an actual square upon which you can do your design – if you don’t want to or can’t find your own fabric. KSW
Hey Barb!
Thinking of you on this sunny afternoon.
Peace and prayers, Monica, Pete, Oliver and Jude
QUILT UPDATE! (Barb, if you want to be surprised, don’t read further) Thanks to all who have contacted me with enthusiasm and offers of assistance. And thanks MK for putting it on the main board. Barb’s friend Deb Frizzell from Ames has offered to help me with the actual quilting part. (I’m an idea person!) It’s a huge relief that a real quilter will take care of the actual putting together part. Something about sashes and longarm machines and binding…. From my end, it would have been done with immense love, but no telling what the finished product would look like! Deb had a great idea about us getting squares to people who want them. So, email me at kswright801@gmail.com or call 831.638.1692 and tell me if you want a square and we’ll get one to you. Leave an address. Deb and I will divide up the country (maybe the world) for square coverage. Best, Kathy
Barb- I’m so happy to hear that you are feeling good and have a day off today from Chemo. I wondered if the ‘traveling Cyclone, George’ would make it into town for a FB game?! That’s great! Hopefully we’ll see you this weekend at the ISU game! Take care! We continue to say lots of prayers for you!
Love,
Kristin
Happy NO CHEMO day! Have a great one!!!
Barb,
Just wanted to let you know that Collegiate United Methodist Church is praying for you too!!! Not sure you knew that I grew up Catholic but am now a member of CUMC. I filled out a prayer card for you a couple weeks ago at our Sunday morning service and our minister read it at the pulpit. Also, it was published in our bulletin last week for prayer concerns. Then I noticed in our newletter this month that there were two other prayer concerns for you. How wonderful….I hope we can get “all” the churches to pray for you. I am so glad you are doing well and I can’t wait to see you at Bunco this month!!!
Hii Aunt Barb!!!! Im glad to see that everything is improving!! All our prayers are kicking in(: I saw the quilt idea, and i think that that is such a wonderful idea! I will definetly go pick out a fabric and send it to her!! I think of you everday at Garces and we are all praying for you! i see soo many purple bracelets as im walking threw the hall!! I loved seeing the boys at homecoming and cant wait to see you at Christmas time!! We will keep up the prayers back her in California and I know that God can hear us!! Stay strong aunt barb!! I love youu!!
Love your God-daughter Maddie<3
Barb –
Wow this site is awesome. Just goes to show how many people care so much about you. You have touched so many people’s lives and it shows. You are such an amazing woman. You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday! You were so wonderful to Jes and me through our college years. We will forever appreciate all the little things you did for us that made us feel so special and brighten our lives. Tell the family “hello”! Love you!
Love, Jensina
Hey Barb,
Glad to hear all is well. I bought some cute Splendid tops and thought of you….still more shopping needs to be done! Dan spent the night with Brian and I on Sunday…then we all (except Dan) came down with the stomach flu. We are hoping he doesn’t get it. He looks great and it was nice to see a Haller in AZ (I am used to it now in October!). Anyway, on the days I want to return to “Frumpy Mommy” I think of you. Give Helen a hug from me!
xoxo,
Keeb
Hey Barb…just checking in. It was fun to meet Janice and Jennifer, and even more fun to see you looking and feeling so fabulous! Have a wonderful week off of chemo and know that I am thinking of you many times a day. Love you! Kelly
Hello to Barb’s Army out there. I’m Barb’s cousin from California. The idea of a “prayer quilt” has been rattling around the caverns of my head for a few weeks, ever since I heard of it from a cancer survivor friend. I saw a beautifully quilted table runner at an event yesterday and that was my “sign” to move on this idea of “Barb’s Angel Prayer Quilt”. Now, I need your help. Here’s what to do: 1) each finished piece will be an 8 inch square of cotton or washable cotton blend fabric – so start with a 10″ square so that it can be trimmed and stitched; 2)use your creativity and inspiration to design, draw, applique, color, stich or glitter an angel or whatever magnificent, miraculous and magic spirit moves you; 3) remember to stop inside the 8″ square edge so it can be stitched without losing your work; 4) write what you would like, a wish, saying, scripture, (or not) please include your name someplace; 5) use permanent ink and colorfast fabric and trim; 6) send it to me at 1220 Nez Perce Dr. Hollister CA 95023 by October 31. Why so soon? If you’re like me, you’ll say “I’d like to do that” and put it in your To Do stack and not find it til February. Also, I need some lead time to put it together as I’ve never quilted a thing before and my Aunt Frances has agreed to help me out. Questions? Email me at kswright801@gmail.com
Don’t know any way that this will be a surprise, but the ingenuity, diversity and affection in each square will be a lovely, cozy reminder of love and blessings throughout the Winter and beyond. Cover Barb with Angels whispering comfort and courage and lifting her spirts with their wings.
I can’t make meals or clean house or even hold a hand from California, so this is my little way of participating. I know I’ll see some unique and clever final products. Think bold, vibrant, cheerful, like Barb’s personality.
Thanks in advance. I’ll scan a photo of the final product! Kathy Wright
Barb- I wanted to share a story. Saturday evening, favorite Uncle Matt took the kids to Hickory Park for dinner and they saw first hand some of the “Barb’s Army” apparel. The Cooney’s are excited to help build “Barb’s Army”, so please let us know when items will be available for us to purchase. Stay strong and God bless. Love, Nicky
Hey Barb! It was so good to spend time with you yesterday! I love, love, love the haircut and am so not surprised that you are thriving during chemo! You do have the fortitude, strength and faith to move through this tough time with grace. You inspire me everyday and I love you! Enjoy the swim meet and I will keep on as your personal warrior of faith! Talk to you soon. Jil
Hey Brab! Just wanted to say hi from Thailand and let you know that my prayers and thoughts are with you each day. Keep focusing on the positive people and love around you! Take care, Brad
Barb,
What great news! Sounds like all the prayers and love are definitely working their magic. We think of you daily. AS I know you will, keep up the positive thinking and live life as you always have with fire and zest.
Love,
Joan
Hi Barb, it was good to see your smiling face yesterday as our cars passed. Your in my thoughts and prayers daily. Stay strong!! Steve
Hi Barbara–Well, I am so excited but not surprised that your blood work was really GOOD! It sounds like you all had a great day together.
I will call you all tomorrow. Now, close your eyes and visualize that tiny, tiny, tiny mustard seed and move that mountain–your body is being healed! Miss you and love you lots– say hi to Jennifer and Jennice and sing them Happy Birthday from me in the morning. Marilyn
Barb…just had my hair cut and colored by Meredith…she said you looked FABULOUS when you left yesterday! Can’t wait to see the cut…so I am thinking you need to snap a picture and post it on the site! Glad to hear chemo went well YET AGAIN! Surely it is a testament to your incredible attitude. You are amazing! Kelly
Barb,
I’m so happy to hear that you’re still feeling so great. Locks of Love is an awesome way to give back! We’re continuing to pray for you daily with healing energy and good health sent your way. Thinking of you always, Julie
Hi Barb – I learned about your web site from my Mom, Jo LaMar. I will definitely add your family to my prayer list. Hugs to you and your beautiful family.
Bobbi
I have never seen so many beautiful ladies in one picture. You of course being the most beautiful. I am anxious to see the new haircut. Two of my friends do this on a regular basis.
Of course, I am still praying for you every day.
Hi Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt. We have been thinking about all of you. Glad you are enjoying more family time. You are such an inspiration, still giving to others by donating your hair to locks of love. The pictures on your website are really fun to look at, thank you for sharing them. The kids were just talking about the boys, please tell them hi and that my kids miss their summer playmates! Love and blessings Keep living Large!!! Michelle
Hello Barb, Jason, Jimmy & Matt, We are thinking of you today as we do everyday and reading how well you are doing is such an inspirtion to all of us on a daily basis. We pray you continue to have sunny days. Best of luck tomorrow and enjoy the week off you deserve it. Glad to hear you made it to the ISU game what a beautiful day to be outside. I am sure you look fabulous with your new haircut, as Katie put it tonight there is nothing like going to the salon for r & r. Keep pushing and I am so looking forward to our Barb run in a few weeks. You are always in my heart.
Love, Gina and family
Hi Barb…Of course, I would have loved to stop and see you yesterday, but I ended up having to go to the store three times on my day off! I figured you were in good hands with Kevin’s sisters and your mom! Now I REALLY need to find a time to see you and your new haircut!! I bet Jason loves it. I will let Emma know that you donated your hair to Locks of Love. She has donated her hair twice and she is growing it out again. I am thinking of you often…and saying my prayers more! Love you lots! Kelly
Hi, Barb! So good to get your updates and I think of you often. I’ll bet your hair is really cute! Locks of Love is such a great program. I have been praying for you and a friend’s husband who had a bleed in his brain a week ago and has been in Iowa City. He is going home tomorrow with a good prognosis, so I am praying God will grant you a good prognosis, too! A Hug and a Prayer. Diane
Like many others Barbara, I think about you every day. I know you know there are a lot of people praying for you. BUT… I don’t think you have any idea just how many! It is absolutely amazing. As contagious as your laughter and smile is the spread of “Barb’s Army.” I want to help and the only thing I can think of is to pray. God hasn’t heard this much from me in a long time!! Lots of love and a big hug from me xoxox
Love,Sonja
It seems I am also one of the daily members of the barbstrong support group. Reading all of the messages makes you realize how important it is to have family and friends during these challenging times. Your loyalty as a women to friends, and the close relationship you have always had with family, does not surprise me, how you have touched so many lives so deeply. Good for you Barb, because to have shared a corner of my life with you has been a privledge, and not to mention lots of love and laughter. Your eternal friend…Monica
Barb
Just want you to know our family is thinking of you and keeping you in our daily prayers. Remember God is here to help you – thru family, friends, and even strangers you will feel his grace.
God Bless
Jean, Dave, Abbie, Luke and Caleb Dirks
Hi Barb!
My family and I saw you at the Church on Sunday. We all think you’re looking great like usual. We will keep you in our prayers everyday. Have a great weeks.
http://www.cancer.org/docroot/ETO/ETO_5.asp?sitearea=ETO
This is the first half of the message, glad your brother and brother-inlaws are good on the computer. I will send second half by itself. This information comes from a freind of my brother who is in his own fight. Hope there is some information in here that can help.
love you Dan
Hi Barb, it was so great to see you and Jason at the game on Saturday. What a beautiful day to enjoy!(despite those darn cyclones) It was extra special seeing you smiling, cheering and looking wonderful! Thanks again for the “toddler transport” through the stands! As you said, the prayers help so much and they keep you motivated and going strong. There are so many people praying and sending you positive thoughts. It is an inspiration to see you out and about! Big Hug – Ali
Hello Barb and family. Please know that we are thinking about you and praying for you. I have a friend who writes a blog. You can find it at http://www.bringittohim.blogspot.com. I think her messages are very inspirational and meaningful. Maybe you will too. She and her husband have had a very different experience in their lives. I know she would tell you that their faith has brought them through some very tough times. Also, please remember that I am right here at the hospital and go over to McFarland Oncology almost daily. So…if you need anything while you are here I would be happy to help.
Jody, Troy, Colby and Kiley Calvert
Hi Barb…I’m glad you had a good visit with your friends from CA. I enjoyed looking at all of your pictures. My thoughts and prayers are with you daily! Take care.
Hugs,
Margy McCarney
Dear Barb,
Just wanted to let you know I have been thinking and praying for you and your family. I am truly sorry to hear what you going through. I have been keeping track of all your messages and I think WOW, you are so loved. God has blessed you with great family and friends. I know this will get you through this journey. I wish we had a website for Sara, so that everyone could read what was being said to her, but we had Molly for that! All my best.
Barb,
So glad to hear that you are feeling good and that you went to the ISU game! Postive Vibes and the power of prayer are being sent your way!!
Love,
Stacie
Barb,
Just got off the phone with my Mom and asked about sending some food or flowers, and was told that your home looks like a florist shop and that you’ve got meals arriving daily thru the month. I must say, this is such a tribute to you and how many lives you’ve touched over the years, and how much you are loved. It made me think about living in Bako, and the time you let me borrow your red mustang. Well of course, I ran out of gas on Stockdale highway around midnight (I think in the rain!), and your poor Mom had to come rescue me. Good times!
Anyway, for now I will keep on praying–I’ve got my OC circle praying for you–so keep looking for those daily miracles. They are there–all around you. Lots of love and can’t wait to order a t-shirt or bracelet!
Tara
PS–Happy belated Doc! Good God, I think we are officially middle aged.
Dear Barb, please let me know when the bracelets and t-shirts are ready. I would love to have them. Let me know if I can help in any way. I am so happy to of your progress. Keep it up. All our love and prayers are with you. Love, The Hack Family
Hi Barb,
So glad to hear that you are doing well. I’ll keep my positive thoughts going toward you and your family. Stay strong and positive.
All the best,
Kris East
“Alicia Keys – Superwoman”
A song written for Barb. This song says it all BRING IT ON! BARBSTRONG!
Barb: It was great talking to you earlier this week. I am so impressed – but not surprised – by the strength and courage you are showing as you begin this battle. Your resovle and positive attitude will take you far! Once again, you are an inspiration. I have no doubt you will be on Oprah with a best selling book chronically all of your trials and tribulations!!!! By the way, we are all wearing our BARBSTRONG bracelets along with lots of prayers for you, Jason, the boys and all of your family and friends. Lots of love, Molly Busacca
Barb,
Sending you prayers, good wishes and strength. With the Army behind you, sometimes called your family, you are in good hands. Keep up the good work and the good fight. All the best!
Alicia
Boise, Idaho
Dear Barb,
You are simply amazing! I am so glad you are continuing to feel good. We are sending you, Jason, and the boys our prayers each and every day. You are surrounded by so much love and support. You are so strong but know that it’s ok to lean on those who love you when you need to. Please let me know if you need anything.
Love, Anne
Barb,
We went to Notre Dame last week end to see Lindsey — there is a candle glowing in your name at the Grotto. May the flame of this candle guide you on your path, lead you on this journey as well as give you the warmth that surrounds you with the support of all that love you!!!!!! I was thrilled to hear you had special visitors today and know we all wish we could have been there too Love t and family
Hi aunt Barbara! Sorry its taken me so long to send you a message i just recieved the link today. its great to hear that your doin better. ive made sure to say prayers for you at school. Love you…Carson
It is so great to hear that you’re doing well. We take each day one at a time and truly celebrate the blessings we’re given. You mean so much to so many and your personal army is taking on this fight with you. Can’t wait to see that sparkling smile of yours, hear more of your stories and, of course, share a glass of wine. Love and prayers to you…you go girl!
Congrats! On another great day! I am so thrilled that your first blood work came back good. Keep it up! Saw Mom at school this morning and it sounds like you are doing great. She mentioned you writing a book. I think it sounds great, however, I think you need to run for office. I believe you have over half of this nation praying for you. You would win. Take care. Enjoy! All your Bakersfield friends coming to Iowa. You are truly blessed.
Love,
Joan
Just wanted you to know that there are a lot of us out here that may not have had the pleasure of meeting you..yet but we are praying like crazy for you. Your mom was my wonderful religion teacher at Garces, (I think I still have a paper to turn in …Every time I say a prayer for our dear friend Robynn we send one up for you too. It is wonderful to see the love and support pouring out for you. I pray for God to give you the strength you need to get through this fight. My mom is living proof that miracle can and do happen. (Ovarian and Breast Cancer) STAY STRONG!!! You can do this. God Bless!
Barb- It is great to read and hear about your great days! I know this has been said by others, but you exemplify a strong and positive spirit! I know I speak for more then myself when I say we are behind you 150% in this fight. Stay STRONG! I will be by with a meal. Love,Nicky
Hey Barb…I have talked to so many people lately who said they had been so upset about your diagnosis and so down…until they saw you. Seeing you energized them and made them feel so positive. True to Barb style, you are making others feel good, even in the midst of battling cancer. Your attitude is contagious…it radiates out of you, stronger than ever. You are truly an inspiration to all the soldiers in “Barb’s Army”. Attitude is everything, babe! Love you and am thinking of you…Kelly
Barb,
What a great Web site! As promised I willed my extra energy your way today. It was so nice to see you smiling and hear you laughing yesterday. Take care of you, and your army will take care of the rest. Peace and prayers, Monica, Pete, Oliver and Jude.
Hi Barb!
I’m crazy, I just saw you today at my shop but I still go on your website to get update, that the first thing I do now every time I sit on the front of the computer. Today I decide to leave message for you. You’re looking great, you have a positive spirit, that’s make me really happy. My family are praying for you everyday from Iowa to California and to New York too. I had send you the link of YouTube hope you get that. If not let me know. Thinking of you everyday. Nikki
If Kelly is selling Barb T-shirts, I’m shopping! We are all so glad you are feeling better- the prayers are working and you are one strong lady! You are in the thoughts and prayers of multitudes! Love, Wendy and Jeff
Hey Barb! I love the new website! It was great to see you the other day! You looked great as always! Keep up your positive spirits!!! I am thinking about you today and praying that you continue to feel just as good! Love ya! Kristin
Barb,
You are constantly on my mind. You have so much perserverance and fight in you, I know that you will beat this. Stay strong, pray often, and eat whatever you want! God will hear you and your army of friends because there are so many people “talking” to Him. I check your site often to keep updated. I hope the Chemo does what it needs to do; I’ll be thinking of you.
Tina H.
Hi Barb,
Just wanted to send another message to let you know that my family and I continue to keep you in our prayers. Yesterday, Traci gave our entire family “Barbstrong” purple bracelets and we are all wearing them proudly!!! We love you, Kristine
2008-10-01 09:17:00 (EDT)
Mary Schroer
mary.schroer@zurichna.com
Leawood, KS
Barb – I’ll be praying for the chemo to attack those tumors today. I’ve been thinking about all of you every day and am glad that you have been feeling well. Keep the faith, stay strong and God bless you. Love, Mary
2008-10-01 07:35:00 (EDT)
Deanna Krause
k.krause@mchsi.com
Iowa Falls, IA
Barbara – Still thinking about you and praying everyday, the kids are too. Glad to hear you are feeling well. Today will be the BIG dose, I’ll be with you in prayer again. Thanks for the b-day card it meant the world to me. The party was a great time, can you believe it, we got Mr. Picky eater Kurtis to eat at PF Changs?! Fight hard, I know you can! Love ya Deanna
2008-10-01 05:45:00 (EDT)
Nikki
Bako
So glad to hear about the strawberry milkshake…aren’t they delicious?! Keep it up and someday your thigh can look like my calve! Your sales are bigger than mine this month…and you are not even working….what is up with that??!! Once again, the bond of shoppping:) Love you and thinking of you always, Nik
2008-09-30 21:53:00 (EDT)
susan owen
sowen@isunet.net
Ames
Barb, you are in my daily prayers and thoughts. I would love to help…dinner, laundry, errands, whatever. Also, sign me up for a t-shirt and bracelet!
2008-09-30 19:21:00 (EDT)
Brandi Monteverde
bmonteverde@heritagetexas.com
Houston
Barbara- You don’t know me, but we have one BIG thing in common…pancreatic cancer. My mother survived pancreatic cancer for 4-1/2 years. She passed away after a damn good fight (2 years ago)! I am active in pancreatic cancer awareness. Check out this website, it is an event to raise awareness for PC in memory of mom.(www.pawsforpancreaticcancer.org) I was 23 when Mom died. Man-o-man, the roller coaster ride of pancreatic cancer is emotional…buckle your seat belt! Enjoy the ups and push through the downs. My prayers are with you and your family. I understand that when one gets cancer…the whole family “has cancer!” My advice-talk openly about the best and worst case. Don’t be afraid to talk about the truth and reality of pancreatic cancer with your family. Being strong and positive is crucial, but you will have negative “why me” times (only natural.) Allow yourself to talk these times out…honestley you will have times that you want to cuss out the world and yell at the top of your lungs. DO IT! Mom and I made unforgettable memories during her struggle. We grew into one and had many talks about our “healing prayer.” We would imagine our life cancer free…that image pushed her through all the shi**ty test results and statistics!! She was one tough cookie…I am sure you are too. Feel free to email me to chat with someone who “gets it”, who understands the “what if’s” going through your mind. Brandi Monteverde
2008-09-30 18:25:00 (EDT)
Jolene Randall
jolene@knapptedesco.com
Ames
515-232-7060
Barb, Wendy Herrick told me about your battle, a battle I know you will win. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I would be glad to cook a meal, clean, what ever you need, my cell is 290-9769. God bless you and your family!
2008-09-30 13:03:00 (EDT)
Ginny Dobbs
Ames
Barb you have been in my thoughts and prayers since I heard about the cancer. I’ll continue to keep you there. Take care, Ginny
2008-09-30 12:59:00 (EDT)
Stacy Straub
Hey Barb! You were supposed to get a big hug from Jason from Me! I was so glad to run into him at the Middle School football field on Sunday. He said you were doing a great job eating and feeling better. You are in my thoughts constantly and sending numerous prayers your way. Sam came home with a bracelet he got from AP. Everyone in the house wanted it. I heard they are gone but when they are replenished we would love to have more for this household! Jason said the boys are going with your mom to Bakersfield this week. Enjoy the weekend with only the two of you! I pray you will continue to feel good! Stacy
2008-09-30 11:56:00 (EDT)
Jenny Berg
jbergames@aol.com
Barb, We missed you Sat. at the BBQ. We could tell something was missing. It was good to meet your mom and we are glad Matt could come. It is easy to see where your amazing strength comes from. Keep strong the 5th grade class is praying for you and your family. WE all are. Jenny, Jason,Brennan,Mary,Cecilia, and Erin
2008-09-30 05:50:00 (EDT)
Nicola Beattie
beattienick@hotmail.com
Galway, Ireland
+353876990013
Hi Barbara, you havn’t met me yet! and I’m sure we’ll meet next year when I plan to visit all the relations. Keep strong & remember we’re all praying for you here in Ireland, our thoughts are with you, i’ll send this link onto a few cousins (any that are able to use pc’s!!) take care & i’ll chat again soon, Nicola xxx
2008-09-30 00:43:00 (EDT)
Riley
Hi aunt Barbara, I am still praying, and thinking about you every day. I love you a lot! I have given the bracelets to everyone who knows you. I can’t wait until Jim and Matt come on Wednesday. It is GREAT to hear that you are feeling better. I love you. Love, Riley
2008-09-29 23:31:00 (EDT)
Marilyn Fowler
Bakersfield
Barbara, I have been away from my computer for a few days and just caught up on all your messages. Wow, WoW and WOW!– is all I can say. You have to be feeling all those positive prayers and thoughts coming your way – day and night. God continues to hear those prayers and answers them– you are strong, you are brave, and you continue to believe in your healing. God is holding you — remember the Footprints in the Sand- HE is carrying you right now. Keep envisioning that mustard seed and move that mountain over and over again. The bracelets are great and we have been wearing them since we got them. Keep the fight going–love you always, Marilyn
2008-09-29 23:28:00 (EDT)
Doug & Jaime Keninger
keningers@q.com
Iowa Falls
Barb – it’s really great to hear things are going so well for you! Keep up the positive attitude – I think that’s half the battle! We’re keeping you in our thoughts and praying for you daily! Doug & Jaime Keninger
2008-09-29 23:02:00 (EDT)
Kathy Salyers
kas2u@aol.com
Bakersfield
Hey my CAbi Roommate! I am praying for you. When I first heard, I asked the Lord to show you how much you are loved…and after seeing message after message….I see God has answered that prayer. I will continue to pray for you.Love, Kathy
2008-09-29 22:57:00 (EDT)
maddie lundy
bako
hii aunt barb!!!!!!i keep missing your calls because i am always at volleyball! but i cant wait to see you at christmas time!! i pray for you everyday at school and before i go to bed(: im sending all my love for you with my mom on thursday<3 i know that you can beat this!!! and everyone from bakersfield: traci boylan and i have bracelets so if you want one you can come by mour houses and im going to be bringing them to garces. we will keep praying for you aunt barb! i cant wait to see the boys!!!!!! an tell jason i say hii and i miss him!!! hes the BEST!! im calling you right now(: i love you! maddie<3
2008-09-29 22:46:00 (EDT)
Gina Isebrands
isebr@mchsi.com
ames
Hello Barb, Just wanted you to know you continue to be in our thoughts. It is so good to hear you are eating and staying positive. Keep those thoughts going. We pray for you daily. When I talk to common friends we ALWAYS say if anyone can beat this Barb can. All our love, The Isebrands
2008-09-29 22:44:00 (EDT)
Kelly Stewart
Barb…I don’t think Jil is ever giving you back the CAbi clothes…secretly, I think she is enjoying playing the role of “Iowa City Barb”! Hope you have a great day tomorrow. Nearly everyone who comes into the store asks me how you are. I tell what I, (and many others), keep saying…if anyone can, Barb can! Send lots of healing thoughts to that little pancreas of yours…I sure am.
2008-09-29 21:41:00 (EDT)
Traci Boylan
tmboylan@bak.rr.com
Bakersfield
661-303-8420
Hi Barbara…praying for you always!!!! I wanted to let everyone know I have purple braclets. If anyone in Bakerfield would like one e-mail me or give me a call. Love you!! Traci
2008-09-29 21:05:00 (EDT)
michelle sheridan
Barb, Thinking about you tonight and knowing God is walking with you on this journey. I have been praying for continued strength and health for you.Thoughts of you are constantly woven throughout my day and they always bring a smile to my face and a prayer to my heart. You are a special woman dear friend. Love to you and your boys. I hope to see you soon. Michelle
2008-09-29 18:09:00 (EDT)
Julie Rastetter
Ames
Barb, Our family is wearing the bracelets and constantly pausing to pray for you. Keep up the amazing positive attitude. Your army is routing for you! Love, Julie
2008-09-29 17:17:00 (EDT)
Jill Ehring
jillehring@yahoo.com
Half Moon Bay
Hi Barb, Just sending a note today to let you know I am thinking of you. Love you! xxoxoxoxox Jille
2008-09-29 16:58:00 (EDT)
katie white
hey barb! wearing my purple bracelet with pride & thinking of you every day…nourish your mind, your body and your soul. believe in the power of prayer & fight with all you’ve got, gal!
2008-09-29 16:36:00 (EDT)
Deb Winkleblack
Keep eating girl – keep eating, keep getting strong! You’re in my thoughts & prayers continuously. Would love a tshirt and band.
2008-09-29 15:53:00 (EDT)
Michelle Maifeld
michelle-maifeld@uiowa.edu
iowa city
Hello Barb, my mom (Jo LaMar)sent me your support page. I am thinking of you and praying for you. I wish you strength and courage as you fight this battle. Michelle Maifeld
2008-09-29 15:11:00 (EDT)
Michael Huey
mhuey@emory.edu
Atlanta, GA
Barb: Fontaine and I always struggle with keeping up with the writing and sending emails (even the work ones!). But please know that you are in our thoughts and prayers daily. We are so happy to hear that things have gone well so far with the stent and your tolerance of the chemo. You have a difficult and challenging road ahead, to be sure, but you have faced things in your life so far that exceed anything that the rest of the family have had to face and you have come through. If anyone can beat this cancer, then it is you. Please let us know if there is anything that you need from the “other physician” in the family . . . or the other fundraiser, for that matter. We love you. Mike
2008-09-29 13:08:00 (EDT)
Jil Dasher
Iowa City
Hi Barb! Only you will appreciate that I was selling CAbi clothes for you at a tailgate on Saturday before the Iowa game! I kept thinking “be like Barb, be like Barb” and it worked! So your army of faithful warriors continues to grow here in Iowa City! Everyday people stop me to ask how you are and to offer their prayers and support. I can’t wait for my t-shirt which I will wear often to remind people to continue to fight for your miracle! Lots of love to you, Jason and the boys! Jil
2008-09-28 23:55:00 (EDT)
Kathy Schimandle Wright
wrightkath@usa.redcross.org
Hollister, CA
I continue to be in awe of how many people’s lives you touch, Barb. I recognize many of the last names from Bakersfield and beyond and it is such a loving testament to your energy and spirit that people check in often. The Rosary Group at my parish church, St. Benedict’s, is praying for you, as is our music director, Mike, and his wife, Colleen. When Colleen had thyroid cancer this last year, her friends in Indiana made a prayer quilt for her. I’m liking that idea and maybe will try to organize one. When Colleen got the “all clear” months after the chemo and radiation, she sent the quilt along to another friend who needed it. So, where can I order a bracelet? Has Jimmy stepped up his marketing to putting together an order form? I’m sending some more snail mail so you will have envelopes to open. May God hold you in the palm of His hand. Love, Kathy
2008-09-28 21:33:00 (EDT)
Emily Benna
ilovemonkes100@yahoo.com
Hey, i’ve been praying about you every night before bed. I hope everything works out in the long run =]
2008-09-28 19:39:00 (EDT)
Kelly Stewart
Hi Barb…Have been thinking of you all weekend…so glad to hear you continie to feel good. We are all wearing your bracelets…although, you will not be surprised that Ben has to wear his purple bracelet, and his aplastic anemia bracelet around his ANKLES because they will fall off his boney wrists! Can I send him to your house so he learns how to eat like you have been lately? Thinking of you lots…love you more! Kelly
2008-09-28 17:08:00 (EDT)
Karen Cruise
Thinking of you….you are in my prayers every day Barb!
2008-09-28 15:45:00 (EDT)
Pat & Chuck Anspach
panspach@sti.net
Bass Lake
Hi Barb, We were in Bakersfield to watch Philip play in the Holy Bowl. Garces lost, but Philip played a great game. He is the quarter back for the JV team and only 1 of 3 who are freshman. I’m sure you know all that and that he is the freshman homecoming prince. That makes Donna queen. We saw your niece and nephews and got together with Tracy & Brian. Tracy gave me one of the bracelets which I am wearing now. My Tuesday bible group prays for you as well as our little churches in North Fork, Bass Lake & Oakhurst. Chuck & I pray for you daily. You’re a survivor and one tough cookie. Love, Pat & Chuck,
2008-09-28 14:55:00 (EDT)
Kara Clawson
clawson.kara@gene.com
Hi Barb, I am so glad you are doing so well after the first round of chemo. Many prayers are being shared for you from Denver and many of my friends at work that I network with for your cause. Enjoy your visit this week from Father, that is so great that he is coming to Iowa. Lots of Prayers and love from Kara, Jim and Makena.
2008-09-28 13:45:00 (EDT)
Diane Higgins
grammadi@wmtel.net
Webster City
Hi,again,Barb! Special prayers every day and especially this morning at church! My Red Hat Group met yesterday and we are a strong bunch of prayerful gals, so what out! A Hug and a Prayer! Diane
2008-09-28 13:14:00 (EDT)
Marsha Roland
jmroland@wmtel.net
Alden IA
Hi Barb, faith and love brought you to Iowa, it continues to surround you now as your circle of friends has increased many times as we see from the amount of messages that send wishes and prayer to you and your family. We are here for you all whenever you need us, in faith and prayer. Love and hugs. m
2008-09-28 11:48:00 (EDT)
Sue Polzin
polzin@iowatelecom.net
Alden, IA
Barb, Jason, Jimmy & Matt, Just wanted to let you know our thoughts and prayers are with you all!!! Keep the faith! Rich, Sue & Tara Polzin
2008-09-28 09:00:00 (EDT)
Carlene Peyton, Endylions grandma
Dows
Ia Farmer Today mag, 8-2-08,the Oregon raspberry & blackberry comission did a study & found cyanidin 3-glucoside (C3G) a natural product derived from the berries, exhibits chemoreceptive & chemotherapeutic activity. They have extremely igh cancer=fighting potential, Not only stops existing tumors from growing, shrink them & stops them from spreading to other parts of the body. EAT BERRIES !!!!!!
2008-09-28 00:35:00 (EDT)
Kirk Cowan
kccowan@pacbell.net
Encinitas, CA
760-533-3140
Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt, We just wanted to say hello and let you know you are all in our thoughts and prayers. Love Kirk, Kay, Kasey and Billy Cowan
2008-09-27 11:24:00 (EDT)
Marcie Brewer
Whitefish, MT
Hi Barbara. My name is Marcie Brewer and I live in Whitefish, MT. I am Scott and Sherry Summers sister in law and I want you to know that prayers are going out for you in Montana. My women’s bible study group on Thurs. prayed for you and your family and we will continue to do so. God Bless You!!!!
2008-09-27 09:08:00 (EDT)
Nicky Cooney
4cooney@mchsi.com
So glad you are feeling well. The Cooney family would like to join the Barb Army. Jimmy, how do we aquire bracelets? Keep fighting Nicky
2008-09-27 02:20:00 (EDT)
Kolleen Alexander
Bako
Hi Barb: I’m so glad you are feeling good and eating a lot. Maybe you should make a batch of those yummy peanut butter cookies with reeces peanut butter cups. I’ll never forget making those with you in the dorms at Cal Poly – I think we ate them all. Stay Stong – your a fighter…. I know the chemo is working – the tumors are shrinking. I hope the bracelet keeps protecting you! Love Always, Kolleen
2008-09-26 22:30:00 (EDT)
Finch Family
Bakersfield
Barb, Keep it up! We are all so thrilled to hear that you are feeling better. Think Positive! Tell the boys that the purple bracelets are fabulous. They did a great job! We have passed them out up at Garces. Riley Boylan gave me a batch to hand out and everyone has been so happy to receive one. People ask me every day how you are doing. It is great to tell them you are feeling better. As many people have said throughout these messages the power of prayer is amazing and you have quit a fan club cheering for you. Keep it up! We all love you! Finch Family
2008-09-26 22:12:00 (EDT)
Jennifer Eastman
jeastmanw@aol.com
West DesMoines
210-6635
hey Barb-just wanted you to know i am thinking about you-I know how hard this must be-but you are a fighter-and can get through this-i am cheering-and praying for you daily-my mom in scottsdale-is saying prayers too-so you hang in there girl-Love, jennifer
2008-09-26 20:27:00 (EDT)
Gina Isebrands
isebr@mchsi.com
Ames
Hello Barb, You are never far from our thoughts and prayers. We are all keeping you in positive thoughts. Katie ran her xcounrty with you on her mind. It helps her to have a focus and you have been hers lately. Keep laughing God is watching over you. I am glad to be in Barb’s Army. We have heard about these AMAZING bracels so we need toget one. STAY STRONG!!!! All our love The Isebrands Mark is ready togotothe farm whenever JAson needs it!
2008-09-26 17:19:00 (EDT)
Emily Benna
ilovemonkeys100@yahoo.com
Heyy– this is Emily, Mary’s oldestt daughter. I hope you get better!! I have prayed for you and your husband and your two boys every night before I went too bed. I hope everything works out in the end. Love, Emily.
2008-09-26 17:14:00 (EDT)
Mary Benna
bennamary@yahoo.com
Ames
Barb–Wow the power of pray! I am so glad to hear how the start of your fight is going so well for you! You are so AMAZING! Stay STRONG! FIGHT HARD! Let the power of prayers work in your favor! You are so blessed! Love and prayers to you and your whole family–Mary, Emily and Anna
2008-09-26 14:54:00 (EDT)
Shirley Oelmann
Iowa Falls
Hi again Barb, I see I send the last one wrong. Im praying for you everyday. I just know you can beat this. I admire you so much and loved to see you with CABI Clothes. Hope to see you soon. LOVE SHIRLEY
2008-09-26 14:50:00 (EDT)
barbara
Dear Barb—Thinking of you every day. I need those CABI clothes you know. Praying for you. love ya Shirley—Iowa Falls
2008-09-26 14:39:00 (EDT)
Kris Gross
krislarry@mchsi.com
Ames
Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt. We are very pleased to hear that you are feeling better Barb! Keep up that positive thinking and stay strong! As with everyone else, you remain in our constant prayers. Tyler was pleased when Matt passed out the Barbstrong bracelets in class yesterday and I can’t wait to get mine as well. It would be super if we could have them all wearing bracelets at the 5th grade BBQ dinner tomorrow night! I would love to buy some from you to hand out to people there. If Matt will be there maybe he could bring some? Again, it’s so impressive to see ALL the connections you have around the country! Truely, it’s an awesome testament to your character, Barb! There’s strength in numbers and you certainly have that pulling for you.
2008-09-26 12:50:00 (EDT)
Jean Kresse
jkresse@isunet.net
Ames
515-292-7251
Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt, The Kresses are praying for each and everyone of you. We know that God is watching over you and your families. Emily is wearing a Barb Strong bracelett and is asking others to keep you all in their prayers. We will continue to check the website and follow the progress of your treatment. Thank you for all who are keeping it up to date. It helps so much to know what is happening and helps us focus our prayers! The power of prayer is truly amazing – miracles are happening around us everyday – and we know it is possible!
2008-09-26 12:40:00 (EDT)
Margy Dan McCarney
Gainesville
Just a quick note to let you know we think of you daily Barb. Be strong and keep the faith. Hugs, Margy & Dan McCarney
2008-09-26 12:25:00 (EDT)
LaVonne Kruse
Iowa Falls, IA
Hi Barb- Thinking about you and praying for you. I know you are in a battle, but you can beat this. I see that you have a lot of support and that is important to get you through this time. My family is praying as well. Love, LaVonne Kruse
2008-09-26 09:59:00 (EDT)
Kevin Antongiovannni
Dear Barbara. I just wanted to let you know that I have been thinking about you a lot and praying for you. I know that you can get through this. Tell Jason, Jimmy, and Matt hi. Love your God son Kevin.
2008-09-26 09:00:00 (EDT)
Jen & Mike Lancaster
jlancaster@wildblue.net
Alden, IA
515.689.6606
Hey Barb & Jason~ Your Support Circle website has been a consistent tab on our computer over the past weeks. Thanks Jason also for the phone calls with Mike. I have just one more wonderful “Barb” story to share. I was slow coming up with the words to extend~ so I decided to use Barb’s instead. You shared at your and Jason’s rehearsal dinner (before wedding) about three “strongholds” in your life: FAITH…HOPE…LOVE! You explained how through all of your (and the boys’) dark moments, always present was your unwavering FAITH and the constant LOVE expressed by everyone around you. However at times, it was HOPE that was hard for you to hold on to. I can only imagine today and as you anticipate the days ahead, you will keep your FAITH close and it’s more than obvious LOVE is surrounding you. Once again it’s the HOPE that may be the hardest to maintain every moment. So please let all of us help you hold on to that HOPE with you. Know that we are sharing those burdens with you and are praying for HOPE ane PEACE and healing everyday! Hug your babies, hold tight to Jason and your family, and feel the HOPE and LOVE we are sending you. Our very best, Mike, Jen, Marlee, & Marikate Lancaster
2008-09-25 23:45:00 (EDT)
Nancy Anderson
nancy.b.anders@gmail.com
Ames
Dear Barb, How we missed you at our first book club of the season this morning! You always lend wit and intuition to the discussion and can tie most every subject to a life experience of yours! Please know that we were all thinking of you and will be anxious for our next meeting when we hope you will be able to join us. As I just scrolled through the countless messages and prayers you have received, I was awestruck by the large network of family, friends and casual acquaintances that are reaching out to you. I pray that all that love and all those good wishes fill you up and leave no room for cancer to grow. I hold you in my heart. Nancy
2008-09-25 20:38:00 (EDT)
Kristin Olson
kristin.olson@sigler.com
Urbandale
Barb- I have been thinking about you all day today! I had the pleasure of running into Amy today- I told her to give you lots of hugs from me! She was kind enough to give me a “Barbstrong” bracelet and I haven’t taken it off! I have to say I was so excited to get one, once I heard that Jimmy had designed them! I will wear it and think of you! Many positive thoughts and prayers are coming your way. I hope to see you next week, if you are up for a quick visit. Enjoy the warm weather and sunshine this weekend. Love to all of you! Kristin
2008-09-25 19:28:00 (EDT)
Kelly Stewart
That will teach me to get up in the middle of a message and leave the computer! Emma was soooo worried you would be upset! I assured her you would understand! Anyway, as I was saying in my previous unfinished message…I was so encouraged after seeing you last night! Cancer doesn’t know that it has met it’s match in Barb Schager! You looked great (which is always the best revenge!) and you were laughing (always the best medicine!) We all love you and believe with every ounce of our beings that you will not only beat this, you will beat this into submission!
2008-09-25 19:09:00 (EDT)
Emma Stewart
Dear Bard, If you saw the thing that said I hate you I was typing a story and it accidently swiched to the support page. I am praying for you and I hope you get well soon. Love-Emma
2008-09-25 18:33:00 (EDT)
Kelly Stewart
rrrrrrrrmmmmmmmm I hate you
Barb…I was so encouraged after seeing you last night! You
2008-09-25 18:09:00 (EDT)
Jo La Mar
Iowa Falls
Dear One, You are in my prayers. God is beside you, today tonight, forever. We never need to fear. God Bless
2008-09-25 18:07:00 (EDT)
The Woodwards
stacywoodward25@aol.com
Ames
Barb – I am sure the past couple days have been hard both physically and mentally. Hang in there and keep fighting. We are pulling for you!! This is a tough thing for a family to deal with – you are in our thoughts and prays all of the time! Stay strong, Stacy, Bill and the boys
2008-09-25 16:55:00 (EDT)
Bobbi Black
Barb – our thoughts and prayers are with you. I know it’s tough – but so are you – hang in there and fight back. Love ya
2008-09-25 16:05:00 (EDT)
Romy Ashjian
romynicole@hotmail.com
Las Vegas
Barbara, Nancy Stoller told me about your news and I just wanted to tell you that I’m thinking about you.. You’ve always been such an example of strength to me and I know you will continue to be strong. You and your family are in my prayers. Hugs, Romy Ashjian
2008-09-25 15:54:00 (EDT)
Tanya
tanya@gibbonssuntken.com
Hi Barb – Wanted to let you know that you’re in our thoughts and prayers. You are one of the strongest women I know! Keep fighting! We love you!
2008-09-25 12:51:00 (EDT)
Molly Busacca
mbusacca@bak.rr.com
Barb: We continue to pray and visualize the chemotherapy doing its’ work. You are never far from anyone’s thoughts – it is amazing how far and wide your “social network” is. It seems that everyone I talk to here in Bakersfield has you at the forefront of their minds and prayers. I hope you can feel all of the love we are sending you. Love, Molly
2008-09-25 12:14:00 (EDT)
Kent Augustine
kent@customsoft.com
Bakersfield
Barb: Just got a note from my Mom & Dad with a link to this site. Stay strong. The entire Augustine family is behind you. I know the strength, determination and love of your family first hand. You guys are the best and we love you all like we love our own family. Love, Kent.
2008-09-25 11:46:00 (EDT)
Karlton, Joelle, Q, Kass and Jack
joellekrause@hotmail.com
Iowa Falls
Barb, Jason, Jimmy and Matt, We are so happy to hear that your first day and the stent went so well. You have dealt with this harsh news so bravely, all of you! We are all praying for you throughout the day. When the kids come home from school, they all ask, “Mom, how’s Barb today?” God is on your side Barb, and ALL things are possible through HIM!! Love, the Krause’s
2008-09-25 11:24:00 (EDT)
Ana Robles Yamauchi
Davis
Barbara you are in our thoughts and prayers. My boys wanted to know who you were and I told them Jarret’s aunt, so you are now being prayed for in our house as Jarret’s aunt. (from Iowa)
2008-09-25 11:15:00 (EDT)
Jennifer Masini
cjamasini@msn.com
Hi Barb! I’m glad everything went well yesterday. I talked with Amy at swimming last night and she gave me the update. Keep strong. I think all the prayers, thoughts, meals, etc… are incredible. You are one loved woman! Jennifer
2008-09-25 11:00:00 (EDT)
Lois Vidimos (AKA Mrs. V)
Ames
Barb, Dr. Budnik and I received our purple bracelets from Matt today and are proudly wearing them. You should be so proud of Matt (& Jimmy) as he gave us an update on you as he gave us the bracelets. Thinking and praying for you daily.
2008-09-25 10:10:00 (EDT)
Julie Brammer
nateandjulie@mchsi.com
Ames
Barb, we are praying for you and your family—strength, comfort and healing! Many positive thoughts are sent your way! Julie, Nate, Bo, Alex and Emilee Brammer
2008-09-25 09:20:00 (EDT)
Tom and Nicky Cooney
It is great to hear that the first day of chemo went well. I was sending positive thoughts your way all day. Keep Fighting. Love & Prayers, Tom & Nicky
2008-09-25 09:13:00 (EDT)
Linc & Kim Sharar
kim.sharar@msn.com
Iowa Falls
641-648-7757
Barb & family, We continue to keep you in our prayers! We are so thankful that your first treatment went so well yesterday. You are thought of continually and pray that God will keep you in his care and heal you. Love, Linc and Kim Sharar
2008-09-25 01:45:00 (EDT)
Jan and Al Augustine
al@al-jan.com
Pismo Beach, CA.
805-773-2227
Hi Barbara, We send you all of our love and prayers. As I told your Mom, we feel like your family is our family – having known you since you were a preschooler. We are glad your Mom is there to be with you and Jason & her precious grandsons.What a beautiful, supportive family you have!!We love them all. Hope you get lots of strength from the love and prayers surrounding you. You are in our daily thoughts and prayers. Love, Jan and Al
2008-09-25 00:36:00 (EDT)
Stacie Twedt O’Brien
twedtobrien@msn.com
Ames
292-4587
Barb, Jason, Matt, and Jimmy, Our hearts go out to all of you! I couldn’t believe the news when I heard it and haven’t stop thinking and praying for you since. I know you are a strong and beautiful person inside and out! As everyone-we are here to do anything, anytime! Love our team chant and will add to it! GAME ON, MOM STRONG!!!!! GAME ON, BARB STRONG!!!! Love and Prayers, Donny, Stacie, Owen, Katie & Ellie
2008-09-25 00:31:00 (EDT)
Jill (Barksdale) Jefferson
bobnjilly@sbcglobal.net
Bakersfield
Dear Barbara, We are praying for you. God Bless.. Much love, Jill (Barksdale) Jefferson and family
2008-09-25 00:06:00 (EDT)
Wendy Herrick
wbherrick@yahoo.om
Ames
Dear Barb, What a testiment to a truly remarkable person! So MANY love you and are praying for you! Wow! It’s great that you are feeling better-keep the faith, honey, it’s working! I am praying to Santa Rosalia to heal the cancer- she is known to work many miracles of healing! She was a young girl of privilege who gave it all up to devote her life to God, living in a cave on a mountainside in Sicily. 500 years later, she appeared to a hunter, told him to find her bones and take them down to the village below the mountain, and when he did, the devastating plague in their village was over! The grotto of Santa Rosalia in Palermo was filled with thousands of flowers, letters, and gifts of thanks from all the pilgrims whom she cured! It was truly one of the most spiritual places I’ve ever been to, and I know she will bless you! Thinking and praying for you, Wendy
2008-09-24 23:27:00 (EDT)
Melissa Stenberg
Ames
Hey Barb, So great to hear that your first day went so well and that’s so neat that you felt good enough to go out for lunch…praise God! Funny note today…I called your mom this morning just to introduce myself and let her know I will be calling her periodically to see how your meals are coming. But the first time I dialed her number I obviously dialed the wrong one because whoever that was, their message was in english then in spanish. I almost left a message but then thought..does Barb’s mom know spanish?? Maybe she has alot of hispanic friends?? But then before I made a fool of myself and left a message, I hung up and checked the number I dialed. I added an extra zero (9000), so I probably called someone in Mexico. I was about to say oh la, que tal, is seniorita Helen there?? ha ha. Yup, still blonde as ever! Love, Melissa
2008-09-24 22:36:00 (EDT)
Lisa Peters Kotz
lkotz@bak.rr.com
Barbara, I just wanted you to know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Love, Lisa Peters Kotz
2008-09-24 22:16:00 (EDT)
Kathy Stockdale
kstockdale@mchsi.com
Iowa Falls
Barb-I am so thankful the treatment went as well as could be expected today. I kept thinking of you all day. We are praying for you every step of the way! Thanks for keeping us updated! -Kathy & Dan Stockdale
2008-09-24 22:12:00 (EDT)
maddie
hii aunt barb!! i heard the chemo went well todayy(: im so glad your feeling better!! sorry i missed your call this morning i was asleep because we didnt have school until 10! its 915 in Iowa right now though so ill try to call you tomorrow. i have a big day though because we play bhs in volleyball! scotts message said that they had the bracelets made and im looking forward to wearing it(: we pray for you everyday, and cant wait until you beat the cancer! i know you can do it!!! i love you, maddie lundy<3
2008-09-24 21:00:00 (EDT)
Julie Cox (White)
jcox@activision.com
London, England
Barb – At times like this it’s difficult to find the words to convey our feelings. I have been reading the messages and am not amazed, but inspired by the outpouring of love for you. We are all only encouragement for what we know is inherent in your spirit. In the words of Ralph Waldo Emmerson, “What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.” and what lies within you is amazing. I send all of my positive thoughts and prayers for you and the entire Haller/Boylan/Schager families. Much love, Julie
2008-09-24 20:55:00 (EDT)
jennifer Eastman
jeastmanw@aol.com
west DesMoines
210-6635
Dear Barb-i just want you to know all of my dsm cabi lovers-and all of my friends are here praying for you-wow-what an amazing family you have-you are such a fighter-girl-and you will get through this-stay positive-and know we are all thinking of you and we’re her for you to fight this-so hang in there-and will be in touch-love and god bless,Jennifer
2008-09-24 20:42:00 (EDT)
Scott Boylan
sgb@bak.rr.com
Bakersfield
Hi Aunt Barbara, How did your chemo go? My mom said you were feeling well and I’m glad. We made bracelets for you and I’ll give them to everyone that knows you. You can tell people in bakersfield that we have them. Father Craig was talking about you at church at school. He said that we would pray for you today and we did. I can’t wait for Matt and Jimmy to come here. We will have fun. I love you Love SCOTT
2008-09-24 20:42:00 (EDT)
Karli Rastetter
Ames
Barb, I’m going to pray for you tonight. Let God be with you and let your fears and worries disappear throughout the days and weeks ahead. I really hope that I will be able to see you soon and ask you how you’re doing and give you a big warm hug! I think you are funny and caring, and the people you care about are caring about you. GOD BLESS YOU!!! You are #1,you are strong, and you have a good attitude so you can get through this. NO DOUBT ABOUT IT!!! Love, Karli
2008-09-24 20:37:00 (EDT)
Karen Strehlow
kstrehlow813@aol.com
Ames
515-460-1881
Love ya, Barb! We are praying for you every day, and know we are just one family in a bigillion!! You GO GIRL!! See you soon, The Strehlows
2008-09-24 20:15:00 (EDT)
Tina Esparza-Luna
tina_esp@hotmail.com
Hi Barb, Just wanted you to know that we are keeping you in our thoughts & prayers. Love, Tina & Josh
2008-09-24 20:06:00 (EDT)
Adah Ackerman
Ames
Dearest Barb: THANK YOU and your family for the daily updates and the details. I am thinking of you all the time, sending positive vibes and prayers. Reading all the messages shows what an incredible person you are to have such a wide ranging circle of staunch supporters – WOW!! Much love – Adah
2008-09-24 18:56:00 (EDT)
Margy & Dan McCarney
Macclones@aol.com
Gainesville
Our thoughts and prayers are with you daily Barb!You are a strong woman…You WILL get through this with the love and support from your friends and family! HUGS, Margy & Dan McCarney
2008-09-24 18:09:00 (EDT)
Ellen Pollard
Hi Barb, Just wanted to let you know I was thinking of you todya and put in a prayer request for you at the Grotto. The Grotto is a place at Notre Dame where you can light candles for prayer requests to Our Lady. Well I just found online that the alumni association has a candle that burns every week for alumni requests. So that is how I did it. Now it might be a problem that you’re a USC fan so I did not mention that part – ha! Hang in there, Ellen
2008-09-24 18:00:00 (EDT)
Jody Bennett
jodydarryl@aol.com
Hi Barb! We are checking in again to let you know our prayers are with you! Hoping that your first treatment went smoothly and you are feeling the love and support that surround you! As a side note, if nausea gets bad, I have had to take zofran for morning sickness before, and I found the ones that dissolve quickly in your mouth work much faster and better than the ones you swallow. Much love and lots of hugs, Love, the Bennetts
2008-09-24 17:57:00 (EDT)
Mitch and Kerri Peterson and family
mcpete98@aol.com
Dear Barb, Our family have you in our thoughts and prayers!! If Jimmy and Matt ever need a place to stay for a weekend or rides from football, please let us know. They are always welcomed. Stay strong and we’ll pray for the drugs to do their job! Mitch, Kerri, Max and Sam
2008-09-24 17:13:00 (EDT)
diane flummerfelt
dianeflumm@msn.com
ames
Barb- sending lots of hugs and prayers your way. Glad you are feeling better. Always thinking of you and if there is ANYTHING we can do please let us know. Stay strong Love ya Diane
2008-09-24 17:12:00 (EDT)
Kelly O’Connor
kelkeeb@aol.com
AZ
Barb, I am thinking about you and fasting today for you! You have so many messages of love and support, so I hope that encourages you in hard times. Keep believing! Love to the Haller Clan and Jason, Jimmy, and Matt too! XOXO, Kelly PS. How did I miss all the cute CABI clothes??? Do they come in long? We’ll have to talk….:)
2008-09-24 16:04:00 (EDT)
Marilyn and Steve Fowler
Bakersfield
Barbara, okay, I was so happy to read about how you are setting your mind on healing and killing those cancer cells. Believe and trust, believe and trust, believe and trust. You can move that mountain — go for it! love you, Marilyn
2008-09-24 14:33:00 (EDT)
Julie Rastetter
Ames
Barb I hope everything went smoothly today! I’ve been thinking about you since I woke up. I’m keeping God busy with prayers along with everyone else. Keep up the positive attitude! Love, Julie
2008-09-24 14:07:00 (EDT)
JEANNIE BRANDT
JAB2955@HOTMAIL.COM
Hello, I just wanted to share another message to let you know that we are still praying for you and letting you know to call us if you are in the Hopkins area. We know that your lives are very full right now and understand that you may not be able to call but, you can let Season know to call us with any needs that you might have. God Bless ALL of You!!! Jeannie Brandt
2008-09-24 13:11:00 (EDT)
Julie Beasley
Hi Barb! Fabulous news on the stent working! And that the doctor says no diet restrictions–double hooray! Positive karma coming from Iowa City from me and my cats…You can do it!!! Going to Minneapolis Thurs–wearing entire CABI outfit (black/white print capris). Love them. Keep up the good work! Julie Beasley
2008-09-24 12:59:00 (EDT)
Deb Milliken
debmilliken@mchsi.com
Ames
Hi Barb, I just found out about this website. I wanted you to know I am praying and thinking of you (and your family) daily. I was blown away by how many e-mails you have received. It just goes to show you how many people care and are thinking of you. Stay positive and fight hard, you can beat this. Love, Deb, Darren, Ashton and Drake
2008-09-24 12:45:00 (EDT)
Doc
dianneperanich@comcast.net
Barb – Today, the battle begins! To quote Abraham Lincoln, ” YOUR own resolution to succeed is more important than any other one thing.” Be steadfast Barb! Your will, your faith, your determination will get you through this. Dodger manager, Tommy Lasorda once said, “The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in a person’s determination.” I don’t know many people more determined than you (well, with the exception of Katie :~) I love you Barb and am with you in spirit. Below are the inspirational words from a cancer survivor: Don’t say your world stopped [following a cancer diagnosis], you can make the choice today to turn it around so that your world will only just begin. It is a good experience to learn how to overcome a cancer diagnosis and to be in charge of your body rather than a victim. Laugh often – it is good medicine. Allan, “terminal” colon cancer victor Keep the faith Barb! love, doc
2008-09-24 12:24:00 (EDT)
Monica Ross
garyross.acct@gmail.com
Bakersfield
661-589-7831
Barb, Meeting you was a gift from heaven, you are truly an Earth Angel! I can still remember you as one of my favorite clients, and how it made my day when I knew you were coming in for a manicure. Our energy together was always entertaing for us and those around us! I wrote a poem for my mother and in part of it I said…Life does not always seem fair, but do not despair or feel it unfair, for when things go wrong have faith and be strong! So my friend I shall think of you and your family everyday with thoughts and prayers for a healthy recovery, and when you come to Bako again please call me…Love, Monica
2008-09-24 12:07:00 (EDT)
Finch Family
Praying for you as you prepare for the chemo. Continue to think positive. Love, The Finch Family
2008-09-24 11:09:00 (EDT)
Kristin Olson
kristin.olson@sigler.com
Urbandale
Barb- I am so glad to hear you are feeling better and have more energy! I am thinking of you this morning and am saying lots of prayers!!! Just remember so many people are thinking and praying for you in this fight! GAME ON! Love ya, Kristin
2008-09-24 10:33:00 (EDT)
Jodi Roland
jlroland@cox.net
Omaha
Sending you a quick note to let you know I am thinking of you as you start your first chemo treatment this morning to rid your body of those cancer cells!!! GAME ON!!!!! FIGHT!!! FIGHT!!! FIGHT!!!
2008-09-24 10:05:00 (EDT)
Stacy Straub
Barb, The Straub’s are thinking of you this morning as you are getting ready to start chemo. I have been talking with Amy to get updates and telling her to give you hugs from me! I am sending you positive energy to face the beginning of the fight! Stacy **I am so glad to hear the stent is working and you are feeling better!
2008-09-24 09:52:00 (EDT)
Shelley Goodell
bdairygirl@gmail.com
Bakersfield
Todays the day Barb! We are “Standing Up To Cancer…This is where the END of cancer begins”. God is with you and we are not giving him a moments rest. “Army Godell” is on guard!!! Love you, S
2008-09-24 09:11:00 (EDT)
kryssy Jamieson
kryssy3101@aol.com
Hi I hope this finds you having a good day Tianna tells me how strong you are I would think nothing less I would love to come help whenever you need me I love you very much and I am praying and thinking about you all the time Kryssy
2008-09-24 08:46:00 (EDT)
Deanna Krause
Iowa Falls, IA
Barbara – Glad to hear you are feeling a little better. I’ll be with you in prayer at 9:30. I will be asking for complete healing, strength, and a never yeilding faith. I know you can do this! Love ya Deanna
2008-09-24 03:45:00 (EDT)
Brad Augustine
bradaugustine@hotmail.com
Bangkok
Hi Barbara. I just talked with my parents and wanted to immediately send you and the extended Haller/Boylan/Schager families my thoughts and prayers. You have an amazing network of love around you that will help you every day. Be strong!
2008-09-24 01:56:00 (EDT)
Anne Bronikowski
abroniko@iastate.edu
Ames
Dear Barb, I just wanted to let you know that we’re praying every day for health and spiritual lifting for you and your family. (Clara and I always tack on a special thought or two for Matt.) I’m so glad that I met your mother when she was here last week. Now if I see her in Ames, I’ll be sure to give her a welcoming hug and see if I can offer her some help. Soon half the city of Ames will be wearing purple bracelets in your honor. Cant you just imagine various strangers at the grocery store noticing each others’ bracelets and saying “Do you know Barb?” “How do you know Barb?” “I know Barb too” and stopping for a minute to greet, inquire, share caring thoughts, and a prayer. That itself will be a small miracle. I’m thankful that we have the Bliss Cancer Center in Ames. I have two good friends that completed their chemotherapy course at Bliss in 2007-08; they had nothing but good things to say about the Center and the people that work there (and are both doing great!) With much optimism for you, Anne Bronikowski
2008-09-24 00:47:00 (EDT)
Leesa THorgaard
Blthorg@aol.com
ames
Just wanted you to know we are thinking of you and sending negative thoughts to that nasty cancer stuff. LOTS OF pRAYERS TO YOU AND STRENGTH TOMORROW.Go girl friend. LOVE, lEESA
2008-09-23 23:58:00 (EDT)
Melissa Stenberg
Barb, so good to hear you ate well and felt good today! Just wanted to send you a quick note and tell you good luck tomorrow. Love Melissa Stenberg
2008-09-23 23:14:00 (EDT)
Karen Smith
ksmithrn@mchsi.com
Ames
You are in my thoughts.I wish you the best thru your treatments.Sincerely,Karen
2008-09-23 23:02:00 (EDT)
Emily Hampton
I will be thinking of you tomorrow. You are strong!!! And we are strong for you. And I hope to bring some seared Ahi from Maude’s over to share with you soon. Big hugs and lots of love!!!!! Emily
2008-09-23 22:08:00 (EDT)
Kelly Stewart
WE BELIEVE! I KNOW YOU DO TOO!!!!! Kelly, Ty, Emma, Ben and Wrigley
2008-09-23 20:54:00 (EDT)
Jennifer Noem
gjnoem@aol.com
Ames
Barb, I know you start chemo tomorrow. So I am praying for you extra, extra today.( : I know you are fighting with all your might. Just remember Barb, everyone who knows and loves you are fighting and praying hard for you too. You are not alone in this. When you feel tired, rest, because family and friends will be fighting and praying for you even as you rest. God bless you Barb, Jennifer, Gene, & Megan Noem
2008-09-23 19:08:00 (EDT)
Libby Grant
egrant@iastate.edu
Ames
Barb– You are a cyclone at heart! This is the season…every weekend you fight, fight, fight for Iowa State. Now it is our turn to help YOU fight! I’m on team Barb. Love from your #1 fan at ISU. —Libby
2008-09-23 18:30:00 (EDT)
Deb and Bill Fennelly
deb4cy@gmail.com
Dear Barb, I think the phrase “Game on” is perfect! Tell the boys good job on that. We are anxious to get purple bracelets to wear in support of you. You are constantly in our thoughts and prayers!! You have so many things in your favor — a very loving family, tons and tons of friends, a very strong faith, and you are tough enough to beat this!! Hang in — and GAME ON, GIRL!!! Deb and Bill Fennelly
2008-09-23 17:38:00 (EDT)
Michelle Barnett-Dudics and Bonnie Barnett
calpimichell@atginternet.com
Bakersfield CA
661-872-6695
Barbara and Family We just heard about your cancer and we definitely will have you in our prayers. Mrs. Haller, remember I’m (Michelle) just around the corner from you and if you need me to do anything just call. Also, if anyone needs a place to stay when in Bakersfield our home is open and available.
2008-09-23 16:40:00 (EDT)
Linda Kesler
Ames
Barb: All the good warmth and sun came with you from California when you moved into our neighborhood! Your spirit has radiated that warmth to everyone you have met. Now, its our turn to shine a bright healing light on you with our prayers. Have faith that the days you are tired that the armor of God is working 24/7 on your behalf. Our love to you and your family. Denny, Linda & Katie Kesler
2008-09-23 13:50:00 (EDT)
Jessica Ouellette
sjouellette@roadrunner.com
Rockport, ME
Barb, I have only met you once or twice at a Southern Living party at either Joelle’s or Terri’s…but from what I saw of you in that short hour, you’re strong, fun and energetic. Stay strong, keep your sense of humor, chin up. My best to you and your family.
2008-09-23 11:16:00 (EDT)
Steve Austin
steve@sailaweigh.com
Ames
Barb, Jason and the boys our thoughts and prayers are with you. Fight hard and God bless. Love Steve, Tanya, Riley, Ty and Alli
2008-09-23 11:08:00 (EDT)
Sherri Winter
wintersherri@netins.net
Hubbard
Barb & Family keeping you all in our prayers Joyce keeps me updated along w/the message board God Bless you & keep you In His Care Sherri
2008-09-23 11:04:00 (EDT)
Karen Youngberg
karenyoungberg@msn.com
Ames, Iowa
Dear Barb, As you go through this tough time, I would like to give you an herbal remedy that may help you after the chemo treatments. Ginger Root tea is noted for its easing of digestive discomfort, nausea and motion sisckness. I have used it for motion sickness and it really works. I have seen it recommended for those going through chemo. I strongly suggest you use ginger root tea….not just a ginger tea OR buy the actual root and grate about 2 tsp. into a cup and poor hot water over it. Let it steep about 5 minutes. I have been reading up on herbal treatments over the last 8 years. Like medicines….some work for some people and some don’t. I hope you may get some relief from it. God Bless!
2008-09-23 10:57:00 (EDT)
Kim Townsend
kht@amtownsend.com
I just sent a prayer request for you to the Sisters of Perpetual Adoration in LaCrosse Wisconsin. They will pray for you and your family for a week. Hope all is going better. Keep up the good work. Kim
2008-09-23 09:52:00 (EDT)
Brandy (Army Goodell)
Bakersfield
Dear Barbara, I was a classmate of your sister Katie’s. I just want you to know that you will be in our constant thoughts and prayers. I just remember back to that very scared feeling of the unknown when my mother was diagnosed with terrible Ovarian Cancer. We hoped and prayed to just have one more year with our mom….It is now 5 years later and she is enjoying her vacation with my dad…feeling great and Cancer Free I just want you to know that God does work miracles…and I know you have A LOT of prayers going up for you. Hang in there. You can and will get through this. It is obvious how much you are loved! Best wishes, Brandy
2008-09-23 09:03:00 (EDT)
Sandi & Dave Austin
amesaustin@mchsi.com
Ames
Our love and prayers to you Barb and your wonderful family. Remember that beautiful art you made and donated to the hospital art auction, the Heart and Cross, a sign you said of your faith. You are an inspiration to all, keep that faith in your heart. Sandi
2008-09-23 07:30:00 (EDT)
Jil Dasher
Iowa City
Good Morning Barb! Remember when we talked about that army of faithful praying on your behalf? I know you can feel their healing energy and prayers! You have your plan now and are getting strong for the FIGHT ahead. I was thinking today about all the times I have been with you (like our trip to Del Mar for Lori’s wedding where we never slept)and wondered where all your amazing energy comes from. That is the energy you already have to keep the game on for the journey ahead. Cancer can do many things Barb but God can do more! As for your devoted CAbi followers, they have booked one more show here in Iowa City for next week so we are keeping your business thriving while you are busy healing yourself! I love you dear friend and I can’t wait to come to Ames to give you a big hug! Love to Jason, Jimmy and Matt too!
2008-09-22 23:47:00 (EDT)
Steph Taylor
taylorslj@yahoo.com
Clear Lake, IA
Barb, I was so sorry to hear the terrible news. You are a very strong woman with a wonderful attitude. If anyone can beat cancer, it is definitely you. It is inspirational to see how many people you have touched and are rooting for you. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in this difficult time.
2008-09-22 23:30:00 (EDT)
Steve and Marilyn Fowler
marilyn@monroeconstruction.net
Bakersfield
Okay Barbara, Keep your thoughts positive and trust God. Always visualize that mustard seed and know that “you can” move that mountain with your faith. You are blessed and special. Give our love to Jason, Jimmy, and Matt. We are praying for their strength at this time. Love you, Marilyn and Steve
2008-09-22 23:21:00 (EDT)
Katy Wiswall-Hestad
katywiswall@yahoo.com
Seattle, WA
Hi Barb, This is Katy (#2 in the Wiswall Family). I am praying for you each morning and send you and your family thoughts of strength and hope.
2008-09-22 23:18:00 (EDT)
Melissa Stenberg
twinsplus2@mchsi.com
Ames
Hey Barb, I stopped by tonight but Jason said you had just gotten back and you were sleeping. Sorry I missed you but glad to hear you were resting. Besides the meal I left you a CD I made for you full of Spirit filled uplifting music that has moved and encouraged me, I hope it will do the same for you. Wow Barb I just started working on the meal schedule and already September and most of October are full…doesn’t really suprise me though, so many people love you. It makes me think of this Christian song where is says…”I wanna leave a legacy how will they remember me” You have already written your legacy…kindness, love, compassion, faith, etc…all the many beautiful things people have written about you. You have impacted so many people that they/we can’t wait to give back. I left a schedule of the meals that are coming and who is bringing them..that will change as I keep adding people. I think I will call your mom and introduce myself so she will know who to call if anything pertaining that needs changed. Love, Melissa S.
2008-09-22 23:13:00 (EDT)
John and Sonja Bush
sonjabush@bak.rr.com
Bakersfield
6619799000
Barb, when I think of you I have a HUGE smile on my face. There are so many great times and we especially think about the “tummel/timber business” and “scooby.” Keep strong and keep smiling. Please know you are in our thoughts and prayers Love you Barb. Your friends always, John & Sonja
2008-09-22 23:09:00 (EDT)
Toni Shropshire
tonishropshire@gmail.com
Ames
I will always remember our connection – one that will always hold us together as “spiritual sisters”. The coming days will be challenging but you will have the undergird of many who love you and the thousands of prayers going to our Father. Our job is to take care of the possible and trust God with the impossible. And they that know thy name will put their trust in thee: for thou, Lord. hast not forsaken them that seek thee. Psalms 9:10 Know you are loved dearly. Toni & Caitlin Shropshire
2008-09-22 23:04:00 (EDT)
Nancy Stoller
nstoller@sextantwines.com
Bakersfield, Ca
661.331.2000
Barb, When I met you for the first time, I was enamored with your strength, poise and grace and more than anything the friendships, love, and support you surrounded yourself with, and nothing has changed. I still feel the same way about you after all these years. You have countless prayers, love and support pulling for you from all over the United States, you need to fight this with everything you’ve got! I am here to let you know, I too am joining the fight. The fight for you to beat this and if there is anyone out there that has the strength and determination to do so , it is you! Lean on those who are strong and don’t let this own you. You’ve got our love, prayers, and support, Nancy and Craig Stoller
2008-09-22 21:56:00 (EDT)
Bea Smith
Hi Barb & family, When the going gets tough the tough gets going…that’s you!! I know you’ll conquer! Keeping you in my prayers, Bea
2008-09-22 20:27:00 (EDT)
Cathi Guerrero
CathiDG@bak.rr.com
Bakersfield
661.301.3704
Hi Barb, With the news of your current fight I was compelled to go back and look at a card you wrote me years ago when my son Matt was competing in skateboarding. I don’t know if I ever let you know that you were a strong influence in my life who made a difference. You are certainly living proof that life doesn’t always deal a fair hand. You have been a tough all along, even when you didn’t think you were and I know you’ll be tough through this. I am here for you in whatever way I can be of service. Nothing is too small or too big. I would be honored to help in any way. All our love and prayers are traveling East. Cathi, Matthew & Steve
2008-09-22 20:15:00 (EDT)
Debbie Van De Velde
bdvelde2@aol.com
Ruston, Louisiana
Barb: Please know that our thoughts, love and prayers are with you and your family. God bless you. Debbie, Bruce and Ashley Van De Velde
2008-09-22 19:25:00 (EDT)
Molly Busacca
mbusacca@bak.rr.com
Bakersfield
661/588-9644
Barb: You are in our thoughts and prayers at all times. I am so sorry that you are having to face this. I do not understand why someone who has faced so much already would be put to battle again. I do know that you are a strong willed, focused and faith based individual who can do anything she puts her mind to accomplish. We need you to dig in and fight this with all you have. You are not cancer – you are Barb Boylan-Shager. That is far more powerful that any disease. I am always here for you to share coping strategies we used with Sara. Bruce, Anthony, Sophia & Isabella send their love and prayers. We love you very much. Love, Molly
2008-09-22 18:31:00 (EDT)
Brian and Diane Antongiovanni
Barb- we are thinking of you and praying for you constantly. keep up the fight. you are a strong woman and we have faith in you and in God. we love you!
2008-09-22 18:27:00 (EDT)
Cheryl Crandell
crandell@isunet.net
Ames
515-441-9001
Hi Barb, Glad to hear today’s procedure went well and you are feeling better. Tyler, Courtney, Steve and I have you in our prayers every day. Please have someone call us if the boys want to go see a movie or something with Tyler. Love you. Cheryl
2008-09-22 18:18:00 (EDT)
Donna
manspach1@bak.rr.com
Bako
Barb, I’m glad everything went good with your procedure this am. Get lots of rest. Thinking of you constantly. Lots of prayers sent your way. xoxoxo Love Donna
2008-09-22 18:12:00 (EDT)
Gordon and Lynn Westhoff
Bakersfield, CA
Barbara, it feels as if all of Bakersfield is praying for you which will help you fight this terrible disease. Staying positive and strong is half the battle. You are in our prayers asking God to help you fight. You will win! Love, The Westhoffs
2008-09-22 18:09:00 (EDT)
Dede
Know that I am with you in spirit this week Barb. I begin and end my day with a special prayer for you. Hugs to you all, Dede
2008-09-22 17:15:00 (EDT)
The Shahidi Family
robert@sheikgolf.com
Ames
We just wanted you to know that you are in our thoughts and prayers. We know you will win this battle! Shahidi Family
2008-09-22 16:53:00 (EDT)
caitlin shropshire
hi barb how are you matt and jimmy i missed swimming becouse i was sick i had to talk muckonex its a big horse pill i hope your treatment went well and i hope your feeling better lots of love caitlin shropshire
2008-09-22 16:02:00 (EDT)
Kim Ruiz
k5ruiz@yahoo.com
Carmel
(831)625-2004
Dear Barb, Please know that Peter and I are thinking of you and your family! We will remain vigilant in prayer, lifting you up to the Lord everyday for the healing of your body, encouragement in your heart, and peace in your mind! God is certainly at work, surrounding you with his love through so many dear friends and family! We’re sending our thoughts and prayers! Love, Kim and Peter Ruiz
2008-09-22 16:01:00 (EDT)
Ingrid Gunner
ingridgunner@yahoo.com
I cant stop thinking about you and am cheering for you every day. Your beautiful, warm and loving smile fills my heart and all of those you touch. Stay strong and keep up the good fight. All my love, Ingrid
2008-09-22 15:56:00 (EDT)
Julie Gumina
JulieGumina@msn.com
Johnston
Barb,Jason, Jimmy an
Barb,
I wanted to let you know that I am proud to be part of Barb’s Army!! Finally I can put my military brother in his place. I hope tomorrow goes well!! Michelle and I will be praying for you. Have a great day and let us know when your ready for any of your Des Moines area favorites…Taki or where ever sounds good. Take Care. Chad
Hi Barb…I may be working 6 days a week right now, but I am current your site! I am hoping I am the first to post on your new Barbstrong site! Wanted you to know I will gladly sell the “Barb’s Army” apparel at the store. I will talk to your agent, Amy, to get that all arranged! Jil said she talked to you today and that you are doing well…she said you sounded GREAT! Yeah! Hope the Chemo goes well tomorrow. I will be thinking of you…Kelly
